A Dumpster Fire 🔥

You knew what hurt me, why did you pick what was most painful. Is it painful for you too? Is this what you needed? Is it helping?

If any part of you loves any part of me, truly so, why not let me say goodbye?

Is there kindness in this? In no answers from anyone?

Gods I hope you are alright, at the very least far more alright than I am now.

But when I said I love you, that I care for you I meant it, I always will.

I won't ever forget about the kindness you gave me. I know the pain and grief I feel right now is love that has no where else to go.

I made a wish on both of them.

A wish for you and a wish for me too.

As lost in the haze as you are, a fog impassable to us both.

I sit remembering and reminding of the glimers and your light.

Please opossum make your way back to me.

I'll be waiting here just as I promised. An incense lit by my side.

Can you smell that smoke? Can you sense these tears running down my cheeks.

That lovely energy of yours I know is swimming in the flow of all else there is. May you be alright in it too.

Oh Gods how I miss you, how I love you.