Sinñķtuk

The closest I can explain to the shape of people in my dream were that one scene in Fantasia where there’s a water spirit and she glides over the land. Or maybe even Tafiti at the end of Moana when shes an earth god again.

But I was watching the spirits who control the waters begin the ritual of sharing resources with the land spirits in order to appease the greater spirits. Many people in this dream could take different animal forms. For example the leader of the water spirits was more like a cat like creature but the largest spirit form was a large bird whose wings actually push the water down river like the current at one point in the dream. The leader of the land spirits was a large maybe wolf creature who burrowed in the dirt. This spirit form was more rare in the dream for an insane reason I will get to soon.

The comic relief of the dream and a break from the beautiful landscapes thr two groups traveled through was finding out that the elders don’t actually accompany the groups on this journey anymore they just fly on a plane and meet the spirit/ritual leaders at the designated location. So that was a funny sidebar of saying goodbye to everyone at the airport then immediately going back into the dream wherw the two groups of people were fighting through a storm along a rocky coast.

At first I thought they were just trying get through the storm then I saw these horrible creatures that were going between flying and standing on the top of the waves. They were so dark it was like a void and I thought at first they were the fire spirits. But it turns out they were death coming for each member of the two groups in its own way. It was death in the way that it was affecting everyone at once and bringing down the group at the same time. This is where the element groups are important. The water spirits were going between their animal forms and human forms quickly depending if they were on land or in the waves fighting off the death creatures. From what I could see is while in spirit form they could not drown and stand on the waves so some of the people would quickly transform back into humans to “fall through” the waves to escape the death and then change back into their animal forms to climb up the waves and begin attacking them. While the cat leader was trying to protect her people and fight the death creatures. There was as a pass where she collapsed because a vision of how to stop the death was strong it took her out. While the land group was quickly building (think earthbending almost) back up the cliff side that was quickly washing away. Some of them were also building spires for the water people to drop the death on. Their leader refused to change into his animal form, like the water people unless they were in spirit form they couldn’t manipulate the earth. He was fighting hand to hand with whatever death creatures tried to land. The water leader quickly flooded the area where he was and created an air pocket for just them. And she said I know you’re scared because of your form but you need to trust me that YOU CAN FEED ON ME WHEN WE ARE DONE. So apparently the earth guy, there’s no other wolves because they feed off of human blood and many groups consider them too dangerous as adults. So they either have “accidents” as teenagers or are cast off as babies. Of course the wolf guy says nope there has to be another way. The water lady shakes her head and turns back into a human and quickly grabs a knife from the wolf man and cuts her neck from behind her ear down her neck. He yells and even the death stops tormenting people. He quickly tries to stop the bleeding and she keeps weakly pulling his hands away from the cut. He begins to finally lick up the blood and they both transform to their animal forms also in sync and he continues to drink. A sign that they are meant to be sacrificed later (apparently a powerful couple needed to be killed but that is a secret and the elders tell people they just have to mix blood over sacred land) is no matter how much he drank she didn’t get weaker instead her wound began to heal. She pawed at him and realized the wound was sealed. The scene changed from stormy and dark to calm and quiet. The death creatures were gone but there were bodies of the water people, the earth people and some of the creatures.

Later after making funeral pyres for all the fallen members it’s late and they’re camping farther inland. It was interesting that the cut was healed but left a scar. The wolf guy was mad about that and the woman came to visit him in the covered eating space. She knew the actual purpose of their ceremony and meeting. She was raised in a temple of sorts. She told him and explained she can’t die from anything but their sacrifice just like him. She was very calm about it in a melancholy way. Of course he was mad and she said something incredible but I don’t quite remember it. It went something like

“This is how we have to die and I am told we die like this because we love each other truly. So don’t be upset our souls have been entangled for this purpose and you can already feel it.”

I ran into your room and I was like for another meeting. But I tried to make an excuse to stay. You smiled at me warmly but I was in such awe that I held you at arms distance. I thought even in my dreams that it was too bold and brash to let you grab me and hold me. I remember thinking in my dream that I just wanted to bury my face in your now long hair and feel your warm hands hold me close. But even in dreamland I was too scared.

I was chilling at a cafe table in an indoor cafeteria and I was sitting with Dan and Phil

The song was the Jurassic park main theme but specifically the quiet melody in the middle

In my dream I was sitting at my desk watching a try guys video like I normally do. It was cute it was introducing the new extended cast and pairing them up at random. They all had cheesy animal masks on (think the onesies from try guys game time) and they would take them off to reveal to the camera after a few questions. Everyone was playing a version of the newly wed game. Joyce and Ryan finished their round and were laughing then a person with a chicken mask and another person with a Fox mask came out and did a few questions. It was surprising because they actually got all the questions correct. They took their masks off and it was ned and Ariel and they both said surprise and the video ended. And I was so confused and I started reading the comments and everyone was like HELLO WHAT

I was back in school and in my medieval art history class, we were talking about the depiction of religious men in art at the time. There was an oil painting of a monk/priest in training and it was called “Young Man in the Village.” The only thing that was strange about it was the man was veiled. He was wearing the same historic clothing contemporary with the 14th century but with an added almost sheer veil. (not so much hijab instead think dark wedding veil) My professor mentioned that it was an old practice that was almost completely abandoned by then. And my friend asked why and I said automatically, oh you know that one passage in the New Testament where the disciples were described as having illuminated faces and a glow to them. And my professor said yes and additional after the resurrection of Jesus Christ he was described as so beautiful and full of glory his face shown like the sun. So when a priest or monk was not around their own monastery they would wear these veils especially after completing their education go show they were enlightened and full of light. It was said their faces were illuminated and beautiful like Christ so it was a service for the regular people so they wouldn’t be blinded. Then my prof added it also is from the Roman practice of wearing a head covering mantle as Princeps.

Last night it was a double header for me. I was in my living room and they were visiting me like they did two years ago. I was walking into to living room and they were laughing with their partner and my brother. My grandma was also there (recently deceased.) I froze on the doorway and they asked what took me so long in bathroom. I wanted to cry and I said wait I forgot something upstairs. I ran into my room to take a deep breath and I grabbed a book I’ve been saving for them and a letter I wrote for them a year ago to give to them. As I ran downstairs again my grandma was walking into the kitchen and she said she wanted a piece of cake and she was going to let us young people hang out. I handed my friend the gifts and they said no I didn’t have to and I said it’s okay I still miss them.

In high school I was in clubs and sports plus working in the library so in my dream I didnt think it was weird when my English teacher asked me to show a new student around. It was a regular day for me and this student had a similar schedule to mine. She was very nervous and jumpy so I did my best to talk with her and introduce her to my friends and teachers. Despite being super shy she did talk to me and she was worried about fitting in. I was trying to tell her it’s okay because it’s only her first day so it will work out. She just kept bringing it up and I kept telling her it’s okay and plus she was pretty. She was my height with green eyes and light brown hair. Finally before the last period I said I had to grab something from my locker and she said she did too and asked where mine was. I said hallway C and she said same. The hallway was crowded and we stopped in front of my locker and she frowned. Before I could ask what was wrong someone bumped into her and she dropped her stuff. I yelled hey at the guy who bumped her and knelt down to help her pick up her stuff. Then someone kicked her textbooks and she started crying. I stopped what I was doing to reach for her arm. I immediately said I’m so sorry and we made eye contact. Suddenly she stopped crying and said in a steady voice. “No you’re not, I’m just you anyways so who cares.” In that moment I realized physically she was the opposite of me abd I got the chills as she stood up and left.

We all have visits with the brown eyed man, I’m no stranger to this. But this time I could see his face and I really wish I didn’t. We were cuddling and laying in the sun in a hammock and I went to kiss him and it was Hozier suddenly. I was aware who he was and didn’t freak out in the dream. I literally called him by his government name and he laughed *so gently* and went back to telling me a story.

I was in my childhood bedroom cleaning things up and sorting through my stuff. The man with the brown eyes was there and he was sitting on the floor with me and we were laughing. He opened a bag that was full of action figures and smiled.

“I know you love Padmé but I didn’t know you had these.” He laughed as he pulled out two action figures from the legacy pack. I remember smiling and laughing before telling him that I had more.

I pulled out more action figures including some clone wars variants and some concept art ones. Then I paused to grab another bin from nearby and pulled out some dolls. I had a few of the Barbie versions of Queen Amidala then what looked like custom ones and I didn’t feel shy when I showed him. Instead I was excited and he thought they were so cool and I was so happy to show him.

I was suppose to see a one woman show that was a tribute to Liza Minnelli. Somehow I was meeting the actress backstage and she was not a good actor or singer. It was comically bad almost like a mini challenge on drag race. She had me sit in her dressing room and she started yelling at me about who she looks like. It was funny despite being held vaguely hostage. She looked kinda like Liza but she had drag makeup on and a very bad short wig and she kept asking me if she looked like Liza in Cabaret. I wanted to laugh so bad because her wig was falling off but she was vaguely threatening and I was like “No I’m serious you literally look Liza Minnelli!!! Why would I lie about that??” But I was trying not to laugh as the wig kept falling off.

I was trying to explain to maybe my dad that Khloe Kardashians daughter is going to be really tall when she grows up. I for some reason was freaking out about it. But yeah I was like Khloe is like 6’ and her dad is an NBA player so clearly she’ll be like 6’2” and my dad said no have you factored in everyone else in the family is like 5’5”

Verse 1.

I gave my love a cherry, that has no stone.

I gave my love a chicken, that has no bone.

I told my love a story, that has no end.

I gave my love a baby, with no cryin'.

Verse 2.

How can there be a cherry, that has no stone.

How can there be a chicken, that has no bone.

How can there be a story, that has no end.

How can there be a baby, with no cryin'.

Verse 3.

A cherry when it's bloomin', it has no stone.

A chicken when it's pippin', it has no bone.

The story of I love you, it has no end.

A baby when it's sleepin', has no cryin'.