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I made this side account because I have E33 brain worms and I need to dump my thoughts and low effort doodles somewhere and I also need to lovemail E33 artists and writers 🫶
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⊹˚₊ Hi I'm Caine and I made this account mostly as a place to dump all my Expedition 33 doodles and thoughts. I mostly draw but I do occasionally write fanfics and analysis posts as well. Ever since I was a small child I knew I wanted to support women's wrongs and be annoying about monsters and that's all I'm doing here 🫶
⊹˚₊ Clea is my favourite character and I'm obsessed with whatever the hell is wrong with her. I'm also very invested in the Dessendre family dynamics (both original and painted) and in the inner lives of mob Nevrons than I have any reason to.
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Having pClea brain worms really makes you desperate enough to create an entire AU for her just because there really is only so much you can explore regarding her overpaint 🥹
But I'm having fun(?) because it really is fascinating to explore how a character like Clea would deal with an experience that's basically tailor made to break her brain with a near total loss of control of everything. And then coming out of that experience and having to deal with the messy aftermath of something that was meant to be final.
Also I'm not involving the original Clea directly I think she'd not try to intervene with pClea because then it'd look like she got #owned and is mad about it so she refuses to show she's a poor loser. If Maelle could pull off the feat of severing her tie to pClea then sure, fine. But I do think if/when she learns that despite coming back wrong and being "useless" and having to rely on others for help pClea is still loved. She's being a burden and she's still valued as she is. Much to think about :/
WIP WEDNESDAY (but actually it's Thursday and I'm two weeks late)
I was tagged by @versocidal !! 🫶
I have been in the pClea Rehabilitation AU mines for the past few weeks so here's something from it. I've been thinking about all the seemingly mundane ways that'd be really challenging for her to get used to. Going through her own wardrobe and having a really negative reaction to how her own clothes look on her now is not the worst of her worries, but I also think it's way more distressing than you'd imagine.
Tagging YOU 🫵 because Fen already tagged the people I was going to tag haha
Kept thinking about this revenge fantasy au piece about pClea turning the tables on Clea and wanted to take the design a little further :) Design notes under read more
Purposefully left looking unfinished so she'll always be reminded she's imperfect and incomplete. I also tried to make it so that the human aspects of her look (skin and hair) lowkey make her look more unpleasant than if she was a full-on monster but I may be speaking from a place of massive bias
The dark blue ink on her face is always dripping, so she looks like she's crying. It's meant to be a mockery of her Paintress mask (her real world sign of power) while also making her private feelings of grief outward and thus make her look kind of pitiful
White skin in connection to white Nevrons, since their colour marks them as failures.
Cracks on skin for 1. the slight resemblance to what her parents look like in their Curator/Paintress forms 2. to further add to the imperfection motif and 3. to sort of suggest she HAS cracked under all the pressure and she couldn't handle it
Took the neck symbol design from her concept art and added them on her wrists to resemble chains. Chroma attached to them gives the impression of marionette on strings. I'm throwing her a bone and making it visually extremely clear that she's resisting so strongly that you can't even hide it.
Not a visual thing but she's not entirely silent. It's just that she sounds like the Curator so nobody understands her so them it just sounds like monstrous wailing
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Monocco is the next addition to my Expedition 33 poker deck project. This and the other Amano inspired E33 illustrations will be in my convention rotation this summer. Catch me at Encanticon in St Louis next week :)
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Okay here's some kind of overview post for the painted Clea Rehabilitation AU I have been lowkey obsessed with lately. I should have thought of a better name for it because rehab AU might sound misleading but alas.
Anyway tl;dr pClea can be saved but she comes back wrong and makes it everyone's problem (and they want to help her get used to "normal" life) 👍
Also I love monsters and I think pClea is a type of Creature and I'm leaning super heavily into it.
DISCLAIMER this really could not happen. I don’t even know if it’s possible to erase overpaint in this setting. I’m making things up as I go and I’m generally more interested in using it as a pClea character study than as a solid independent story.
General overview
Une Vie À Rêver type of “best of both worlds” setup, which obviously couldn’t happen in the game. The canon divergence begins when instead of fighting pClea head on they do a tactical retreat to discuss their options.
The solution to freeing pClea from Clea’s grasp is to remove the overpaint rather than paint her over again. This is entirely made up by me and somewhat based on art restoration procedures. It also borrows from Maelle’s Gommage and what happened to her with the whole Alicia/Maelle merging.
Essentially, pClea is reassembled with almost-Gommage by Maelle and she just hopes it’s going to be enough because she has no experience with this. Telling my 16-year-old to perform a brain surgery and hope she doesn’t scoop out half of pClea’s brain in the process.
Maelle does manage to remove enough of the overpaint to severe Clea’s direct tie to pClea, but there is still a lot of overpaint left. This is why pClea ends up looking fairly monstrous.
Like Maelle in ACT 3, pClea now remembers both lives she has lived. The difference is she has now lived most of her life essentially as a Nevron compared to the time she lived as human, and she still retains some distinctively nonhuman qualities because the restoration was so barebones.
I’m a monster freak and incredibly self indulgent about it so half of the fun of this AU is to imagine how she’d think and feel and interact with the world according to those nonhuman aspects of her. pClea writing can be borderline xenofiction if you open your heart <3
Painted Verso, Alicia and Clea get to live, and their immortality is eventually removed so they can have a normal human lifespan. The AU generally centers around the painted siblings trying to get pClea used to regular living in the aftermath of a tonally very different “Life to Paint” ending*. A lot of it happens in the painted family manor but also in Lumière.
*Maelle initially stays in the Canvas, but eventually leaves by her own choice. I like to imagine that helping the remaining painted family and watching them struggle on despite everything convinces her that healing is possible, even if it was just the scars in her heart. So this is almost like a transition from Life to Paint ending to Life to Love, but the Canvas gets to stay. Because I say so. Why am I even trying to explain an ending that literally could not happen.
Also here’s some quick pClea primers
I’m interpreting her through the lens of her having been a type of (Clea’s) Nevron, and a lot of here is based on my observations + dialogue on both regular and White Nevrons.
At the very start she doesn’t speak or make any voluntary noise whatsoever. It takes her weeks to make Any kind of purposeful noise, months before she says a single word, and years for her to have an elaborate and fluid conversation with someone. She and pAlicia understand each other well non-verbally.
She’s not as strong as she was when working for Clea but she’s still stronger than a regular human, and she can summon spectral Nevrons in a limited capacity. Nevrons still recognize her as something almost like them and related to their Mistress, but she isn’t able to meaningfully control them. However, Nevrons generally don’t try to hurt her.
She’s dealing with several problems and a lot of them are not easy or quick fixes. The world has changed from the one she remembers before her overpainting, both of her parents are gone, she’s struggling with her own identity and how people perceive her, and she’s just generally very overwhelmed with a lot of things after so many years of solitude. But she’s fighting back because it would piss Clea off and it gives her strength to continue :)
Simon will be there (though not at the start) but my focus is less on romance and more on them sort of resetting their relationship and “starting over” because they both have been altered to a dramatic degree. I like the idea that they could help and support each other trying to overcome a problem that’s very unique to them.
OKAY THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY I'll be talking about pClea quirks a little later because I have Several