Its been a while sense ive been at someone else's mercy.. cause thats how I see it. I mean to be dramatic. I hate when people say they're misunderstood. Its suppose to be that way. You're on your page, in the book you wrote. Why the would anybody have a copy, a manual for you? You're figuring yourself out and so is every fucking body else. Relating can go a long way. So dont waste youre timing figuring people out, cause chances are theyre in the middle of doing that for themselves. You should give them the right to do so. My hang up with that is, im a loner. But people dont want to believe it at first. An its not attractive to explain so I usually let it play out because some people are very good at talking about themselves, I am not But lately I just cant help it. Maybe ive missed people. Its really been a while... Its just as bad as I remember honestly. I still rather be alone. People dont believe me
