Welcome to the life of me!

“I never knew you were the someone waiting for me.”

The worst feeling is when you trusted someone and they turned out to be what you least expected. I feel truly embarrassed when I give my time to people who take advantage of my trust. I feel as if I’m mentally naked and exposed. It’s a horrible feeling.

Love never dies of a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness, errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds. It dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings, but never of a natural death.

whenever I see advice to women in how to keep a man that boils down to ‘be accommodating! hold him down!’ I get so sad and upset because throughout my whole life I’ve seen so many women, including my own mother, bend over backwards and suppress or give up so much of themselves to accommodate and hold down men who ended up dogging them

I’m cautious to talk about it. It’s about that moment when you really thought you knew everything about somebody. Everything was going well then all of a sudden everything just disappears. It’s that really hard moment of when your whole life changes, instantly.

And today I’ve decided, that never again will I let myself be considered a second option. You either choose me or you fuckin lose me.