Silvia Bártolo

Wie is hij

Hij die niets zegt

Hij die geen keuzes maakt

Hij die niet weet wat hij wil

Wie is hij 

Hij die een ander alles laat zeggen 

Hij waarvan een ander z’n keuzes bepaalt

Hij zal dan toch hij zijn

Maybe there comes a day

that you’ll be trying to find a way.

To get back to were it all ended,

because only then you really see the value of our time spended.

But by that time I will be gone,

emotionally way more stable and strong.

A fair share of pain I’ve then allready indured. 

I may not have it all,

but my heart will be cured.

Yes I may wish 

you’d be there now,

so we could still build a life somehow 

Together, in a different way,

but my feeling for you won’t stay.

And as now isn’t how I wish,

in time we both have to accept this.

Keep reflecting on your own perception while feeling completely valueable

Ik zal niet voorbereid zijn op strijd

Als ik niet weet of die zal komen

Maar zal mijn leven leiden

Met in gedachten steeds mijn dromen

Ik neem mezelf op sleeptouw

En word zo met de dag steeds sterker

Totdat hetgeen geen moeite kost

En niets mij zal beperken

Dat ik slechts nog maar kan zijn

Voortbestaan in het heden

Waar weerstand weer stand houd

Today she is nice to me. Although she recognizes all the slow processes going on in my mind, she says it’s okay. She doesn’t push me to do things differently, she isn’t so much dissapointed in me anymore... She actually feels kinda sorry for me at the moment. 

“It’s not your fault” she said, and for some reason... I start to believe her.

Here I am Honest and open Got my light of power Shining within Then you come around Broken Creating war Just to win

I kindly smile Bend my head To show you Still all is fine You open up And for a second Everything seems right…

“ Care and love pure from the core, Love him, love her But love y o u more. ”

Words are like art

They create the freedom of interpretation

Every person can be smart and intelligent but it takes a brave person to use it for the right!

“There is no right way But as long as you keep walking, with right intentions You will get to all what’s right for you”

When all is quiet, I hear When all is dark, I see When all is lost, I find The fear I got in me

When all is numb, I feel When in doubt, I know When living in dispair I need to trust on hope