im tired

it's crazy to think that memories you've had for years will just never look or feel the same again. all those memories from 2012 when i first got into 1D, all the concerts, all the songs and the first time hearing those songs, the first time watching music videos, the posts and memes here on tumblr... like none of it will ever feel the same. it'll always be tinged by loss and a degree of emptiness from here on out.

Honestly thought I’d be like 78 years old before I’d get the news that a member of one direction died

i have no idea how to process this. it’s not unfathomable and it’s something i’ve thought about many times but i don’t actually know how to process it. what do you mean he was such an integral part of me growing up and he did some fucked up things in part bc of the fucked up environment he grew up in and now he’s DEAD and can’t do anything to try and make amends. what do u mean the boys now means harry louis liam niall zayn. what do you mean he left behind a child less than 10 years old. what the fuck do you mean

Some of you have never fell in love with a band, watched, supported and grew up with them for 5+ years, stayed up late at night to watch concert videos, waited for album leaks and music videos, endured drama, became heartbroken bc they’re not together, tried to live off of their solo music and small interactions between group members as an attempt to fabricate the emotions you felt when they were all together, only to wonder when you’ll ever feel truly alive again and that shows.

no ones ever gonna do it like these five demons… my kids gonna get into some new boyband shit n like it really will never be one band one dream one direction like no group of men will ever be this talented at first and foremost lying and then secondly singing

she misses one direction

Who

the girl reading this

INVALIDSLUT

vibe check! (bursts into tears)

Ok so… when am I going to get chased by my true love in a labyrinth of rosebushes at night after we snuck out of the ballroom?? bitch?