Ghost

I need ana friends who I can talk to every day and we can keep each other on track

Sorry to my mutuals or anyone who i left on delivered, been getting better but ppl keep pushing me to get worse so I’m back MESSAGE ME GUYS

I hate when I’m sick but It’s my fault like yeah i’m obviously not going to feel good when I get 2h of sleep and after eating a meal and a half then staying in my room and smoking all day long

I miss being under 45

I feel like I don’t have an ed, kinda because I’m not sick enough but also I just can’t bring myself to care that much. Also I don’t think of myself as fat I have pretty big ego. Sometimes I’ll crash out a little if I gain though

Some things I make for myself just have to be a new discovery theyre so disgusting

I gained a bit on holiday but only 1/2kg so I’m not really worried I’ve lost some since coming back just naturally so I’m at 47.7 rn hopefully my metabolism is better and i can lose another 3-7 ish kg in the next month or two.

ed and depression is such a bad combo kill me now

I get really hungry sometimes but my appetite completely goes away when i have to cook. I love cooking but never have the energy. I want other people to cook for me but then i’m scared they’ll “do it wrong” or secretly make my meals higher calorie or actually start to suspect stuff when my “meals” are just veggies and low calorie alternatives.

wish i could post body checks but i have like super memorable scars uuuugh

kimchi has been my save and grace lately fr

Does anybody else feel sick for the whole day after they garden?? I just get a really bad headache and nausea for the rest of the day and it’s soo annoying. lying in bed already took 1g of pain meds and i’ve still got a really bad headache