SilentRiser

Let me confess And narrate Straight from my heart The reason for why I was silent for so long Yes, I was silent, I confess 😔 Every time I was willing to write, I have stopped myself And thought that my silence will pinch you harder Reading this if you still can’t understand, I wanna say that I was a bit upset… thus, I have remained silent….

Kuch bhi sayed ab accha nehi lagta hai Kuch bhi sayed pehle jaisa ab hai hi nehi Kuch bhi sayed Aisa ab nehi Jisse humein yakin ho Tum lot aaogeyAaj nehi toh kal hi sayed…

Yesterday I was a bit sad …Not able to find happiness in the letters, drafts and all…Then I decidedLet’s spend the weekend with the true love…And yes-I am happy now..Because reading books makes me happy ☺️

Joyful, yet, I was sad a bit this time / And genuinely I couldn’t attend many occasions, that’s why … / Nevertheless, I tried to be present in some, at least 👍 / Usually, every year I enjoy ‘the month’ / And I like the weather too / Rain too seems special to me / Yet, I realised, feelings weren’t the same, this time… / 2 (to) me this year, ‘the month’, was like a ‘hi to hello and bye bye’…

Still can feel the pain The heart said like always I too can feel the pain Little to large the pain excels Little by little its hurt pins like a hell Can you imagine how much I am in pain And how much time it takes to heal the pain No one could even tell… Feelings may try to become calm and patient Even the heart tries to beat slow to combat the pain Even the heart willingly tries to…

Let’s be happy Please dear heart Be by my left side To help me forget the pain And Let’s be happy Always…

These days/ I Celebrate my sorrows/ To forget the pain/ Yet,/ I still can feel the pain/ That’s not good for mental health…

Aaj phire se ek baar chalo bataye tumhe Jab Dil tutta hai toh dard haad se zyada hota hai Phir bhi Hume tum ek baar ke liye bhi yaad bhi nehi karte Itna bhi sayed tumhe yaad nehi Roz ki tarah aj bhi tumhe hi yaad karte hai Sab se zyada tumhe hi pyaar karte hain hum Ek baar nehi, hazaro-lakhon baar keh sakte hain hum Ek baar nehi, hazaro-lakhon baar keh sakte hai hum Ke hume sirf tumse hi…

This day that year Year after year Stories created Memories generated and vanished After a halt Yet I say The month of July Is very precious Because it’s my mommy’s birthday month… – silent riser

They said It’s high time now Get married Life said If you wish Then only take a step towards that Now And present Being single I feel too good Because Still now Somehow I feel that I am yet not ready To get married Therefore, I am living my life Being single. – Mou

I took an initiative To help my self Because at one point of time In the past I felt I was drowning into the ocean of sorrows Dissatisfaction And self hatred Because I might have taken into account The opinion of others. If they liked, I felt happy. If they ignored, I felt worried. If they laughed at me, I felt sad. If they shouted and said I am unworthy, I had cried a lot. But, do their opinion…

It was a nice feeling, till, a few time ago. The broken heart was trying to comeback in the normal, daily course of life. Even the suffering it has faced earlier was finally going to get over. However, it might not be its destiny that’s why like “cherry on the cake” a new problem was added in her part, may be just to witness how strong it can be and how it will overcome the situation. Life is…

Everyone wants to be happy. Even I want the same thing but always sadness arrives and takes me to the sky. I wanted to live a tension free life but as I gift I receive tension and tension everyday in my life. My life needs to be free from the sackles of sadness, needs to be free from it’s daddy world but it can’t get rid of that… I feel sorry for my mistakes still make mistakes a lot. May be this…