new interests, fandom, and just well everything that been happening lol
it's definitely been forever since i've last posted here, or well, existed on tumblr for a good while now. i haven't really drawn any leem or any Madagascar related stuff in MONTHS, and just my general smelly self moving onto new things to go all HAAAAAAGH over n' whatnot lol
for about a recent good month now, I've been into marine life, and of course, i absolutely ended up fixating over it, evidently realizing how much i was into aquatic/marine animals before i officially was into them lol
it felt GREAT honestly because i was mainly into birds for like- what? 3+ years? and i didn't really have much good memories being a bird and i really wasn't diversifying my interests much idk- i was into leems for like almost a whole year but of course that died down
maybe it'll come back up? im not really sure honestly
i have this weird mentality that i HAVE to fixate on a species, that if that fixation slows down, it apparently means i ain't into them anymore and i really just feel like I've been forcing myself to go nutso on things and i just tend to feel really bad sometimes cause of how sudden my interests are and that i just think too much about them
i also always think of trying to do some grand project/idea all the time like, holy heck why? why do i gotta devote myself so hard into liking something? i don't understand myself and things and just AUGHh
but i have gotten a genuine interest in marine life, and that interest exploded quite rapidly actually lol
i gotta stop devoting myself so hard onto an interest like its some obligatory thing, and that i really need to calm down on my ambitions cause holy christ i listen to one SPECIFIC song and i end up thinking of a whole movie, comic, show, rise to attention, EVERYTHING and AUGUHHH sometimes my overly imaginative brain can be such a pain sometimes BOOOOOOOOOOO
yeah im a leopard seal now and I'm currently in the seal team (NETFLIX MOVIE NOT THE SHOW AAAAAA) fandom, and if any of y'all are into seal team, do lemme know cause i wanna follow fellow seal team fans (which is, albeit, quite rare cause I'm not really sure IF there are any fans here on tumblr? I've seen some videos on youtube but even then that was seldom and the views were kind of low
thats kind of all i suppose, thank you to the one random viewer to looked at this and went "okay" and ate a loaf of bread after xd
also summer school just started for me today but even though it did i will definitely try my hardest to post more on tumblr, though i must know should i make a separate account for my seal team/general marine-related stuff or no since i don't wanna overhaul everything ae