𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑳𝑰𝑶𝑵 𝑫𝑶𝑳𝑳𝑨𝑹 𝑩𝑨

there   are   things   in   yourself   that   you   don’t   understand   ;   why   the   weights   on   your   shoulder   and   the   phones   in   your   hand.   but   you   tell   me,   i   don’t   really   wanna   talk   about   it   ...

"what’re  you  doing  for  break?” / @tingzhao​ .

“i  do,  but  i  don’t  know  the  names  of  everyone  on  these  walls  and  hers  is  the  first  to  come  to  mind,”  which  they  deem  fair  enough!  apparently,  kass  does  not.  “are  you  gonna  tell  me  who  it  is,  or  are  you  gonna  make  me  wallow  in  my  loss  forever?”

“to  be  weird?  i  dunno,  i  don’t  understand  why  most  people  here  do  the  things  they  do,”  mostly  because  colette  doesn’t  necessarily  care  unless  it  affects  them  (  it  usually  doesn’t  ).  “well,  sure,  if  you’re  down  to  share.”  not  to  be  a  weirdo,  but  peoples  preferences  are  always  interesting  to  learn  about,  especially  about  something  like  this.  “very  exhibitionist  of  you,  mira,”  they  tease.  “wonder  how  many  people  have  actually  successfully  done  it  there.  kind  of  gross  if  you  think  about  who  sits  there  after.”

“y’think  people  actually  use  it  though?  besides  for  making  out.”  colette  would  simply  be  too  disgusted  to  do  anything  than  look  inside,  let  alone  get  down  and  dirty  in  it.  yuck.  there’s  not  enough  money  in  the  world  that  could  convince  them  to  step  foot  in  it.  “but  what  would  you  consider  a  thrill,  then?  regarding  ..  you  know,  hookups,  here.”  just  asking!

“i’m  just  curious  is  all,”  a  shrug.  colette  had  no  real  intentions  on  joining  but  with  how  elaborate  everything  is  through  all  of  these  events  and  parties,  it  makes  them  curious.  “every  time  there’s  somethin’  you  guys  throw  it’s  always  like,  crazy  nice.  do  everyone  pitch  in  with  money  for  it,  or  is  that  a  school  thing?”  they’re  not  sure  how  it  works.

“from  the  …  addams  family?”  they’ve  never  seen  it,  any  version  of  it,  so  colette  figures  it  might  be  a  terrible  guess.  at  least  they  know  the  other  looked  good  regardless  of  if  it’s  correct.  “well  not  going  into  a  lockdown  is  a  good  sign,  right?  i  just  know  there’s  gonna  be  somethin’  weird.  always  is  with  this  place.”

 “how  many  people  do  you  think  actually  hook  up  in  the  hookup  passage,  though?”  it  seems  disgusting  in  their  own  opinion!  why  would  you  risk  being  in  a  slimy  passage  way  when  your  bed  is  right  there?  “seems  weird.” / @mirasutton​ . 

“you’re  apart  of  the  party  committee  aren’t  you?”  they’re  sure,  because  jas  is  like,  the  face  of  that  thing!  kind  of.  anyways  ----  “how  do  you  become  apart  of  it?”  not  that  they’re  overtly  interested,  just  curious.  / @jas-michaud​ .

“what  did  you  dress  up  as,  again?”  they  don’t  remember  —  mostly  because  they’re  hungover,  but  dipping  their  feet  in  the  water  is  kind  of  a  nice  relief  from  the  gross  feeling  that’s  got  their  head  spinning.  “it  kind  of  surprised  me  there  was  no  lock  down  after  this  party  -  maybe  ‘m  just  paranoid.”  / @komorcbis​ . 

at  least  there’s  pitch  perfect.  they  don’t  know  about  it  otherwise,  and  who  knows  if  the  movie  is  even  close  to  accurate  to  real,  but  it’s  close  enough  for  colette  and  seb  seems  fine  with  it!  “how  does  it  go,  then?”  they’re  curious  now.  mostly  because  he  seems  so  excited  over  it.  “is  that  british  slang?”

they’re  sure  one  shot  will  turn  into  two,  three  —  and  that’s  fine  with  colette!  as  long  as  harlowe  is  having  a  nice  time  and  they’re  not  drinking  alone.  “you  find  any  hotties  to  hookup  with?  there’s  a  few  that’ve  caught  my  eye,  personally.”

the   type   to   never   touch   someone   without   permission,   that   kind   of  thought   goes   out   whenever   colette   has   a   few   drinks.   there’ll   be   an   apology   text   to   their   roommate   tomorrow,   but   it   doesn’t   seem   like   harlowe   minds   all   that   much   in   the   moment.   “well,   i   hadn’t   thought   that   far   yet!”