lily

tell me I'm not the only one who see the vision... lately, i've been very obsessed over chuu!beast x og!zai, remembering how also used to be obsessed with this specific heathers song during my highschool years. was peak of yanderenism!! (genre that i also love w my life) and i think Meant to Be Yours fits so well and describes at perfection chuu!beast's insane feelings that develops for og!zai, consuming all of his heart and mind

"i was meant to be yours, we were meant to be one" and other lines resembles his feelings for his dazai, beast!zai, expressing the despair and agony that loosing your beloved one can cause, reflecting him into og!zai. the fear of the loss and need to not be lefting alone again, the possessiveness that leads u to want to own that person, codependency, egoistic actions and sturbbonness when rejected... needing og!zai to be his and his alone without regret. just, literally them 🩷🩷🩷 nothing like yandere hehe so, here it goes my take (??

btw, recommending this fanfic about this thematic that i love with my life... its called "i know who you pretend that i am" by arwasmeowing on ao3! (<its a chuuzai one, ofc) read it, please. its incredible, relating myself w the story a lot too... to much drama and everything that i mention here