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1/07/26

hello again!!

i didn't do a june reflection because i was feeling sick yesterday O_o so ill do it today :3

honestly, i cannot remember a thing from june lowkey... all i can remember is that i was stuck at home a lot and i go sick and i had exams...so yeah.. not fun, but overall i think it went okay!! can't really complain and i'm glad that the academic grind is finally over...until like in 2 weeks omfg. i can't remember if i rated my months so ill do one anyways:3 june was a solid 5/10 not good but not bad either :3

also it was pride month and i felt like i actually celebrated this month a little for being who i am :3 and deltarune chapter 5 came out which was amazing heheheh

i hope that july goes well for me!! may all go well for me and you ♡

21/06/26

hello again!!

so about TADC review I was supposed to do today...its not even worth reviewing

it sucked ass and I hated it

1/10

the animation was pretty. thats all I have to say.

20/06/26

hello again!!

today I went to go see obsession and holy heck is it a good movie!! definitely recommend!!

review time!

i really love how nikki was played and she carried the whole movie and I genuinely think that if it wasn't for her, and her phenomenal acting, the movie would have flopped, also love the whole cat analogy of hating cats = hating women that this movie portrayed and discussed!

also the audacity of the man feeling insecure and the nice guy attitude towards this girl who was put though absolute HELL is devastating but realistic unfortunately..

NOW for a new segment!!

so currently im going to watch the final episode of the amazing digital circus! im really excited but I heard the ending is kinda ass so I dont have my hopes up too high.. ill post a review tomorrow discussing my feelings towards the finale, but firstly, I hate Jax so much and I think he is so infuriating and I hate hate HATE how the creator has been glazing him when other characters like ragatha deserve WAY more screen time because shes actually a compelling character but she was instead dumbed down to "nobody likes me" when THAT REALLY ISNT THE CASE anyways hopefully Jax abstracts. See you tomorrow :3

18/06/26

hello again!!

it has been a while hasnt it >_<

i haven't been up to much lately because of exam season, ive been wearing pj's for 3 weeks and barely leaving the house, however that will all end soon, because im studying for my last exam :D

a few days ago, i ran my first ever race outside of school where they used to force you haha and it was quite the experience! all my life i thought i cannot run let alone 5k and more!! it was fun seeing all the supporters cheering for us and i felt really motivated!

the next one i plan to do a 10km but i hope thats not aiming too high >_< i also want to run strictly for charities because i want to contribute to those in need >_< may all go well for me ♡ and hopefully i post more in the holidays ♡

01/06/26

hello again!!

happy pride month for all the she, they and gays :3

i wanted to write about this because i feel like i want to share my story of how I found out i was omnisexual

i remember i was 15 at the time when i realised i was not fully straight, i remember such a shock and shame that I was into girls too and ive been questioning my sexuality for a long time before then, i thought i was bi sexual for a long time but that label never quite fit my feelings, it made me feel alone

like everybody around me belonged to a community within the queer space like the lesbian community or the pan community, i ended up being unlabeled for years after removing the bi identity because i thought that nothing fit what i felt and even though i knew being unlabled was valid, I felt isolated.

i have no idea honestly how i found omni sexual as a label but i realised it sees me more than say the pansexual label and ive stuck with this sexuality label for years, it takes a long time to figure yourself out and im happy that i found a place of belonging in the end

that being said, it really sucks having little to no representation at all >_< ive always wanted a pin with my flag on it or a TV character to openly have my sexuality but who knows? maybe some time in the future i can represent myself!

im writing to those who haven't quite figured it out yet and to say, you dont have to figure it all out right now and sometimes it takes time to navigate who you are. and there's nothing wrong with that ♡ happy pride month ♡

31/05/26

hello again!!

may was a month.. i cant really seem to remember a lot about it, i know the highlights were yesterday and comic con, but other than that.. everything felt the same, like all the days blended into one moment, strange huh?

therefore i cannot give a proper reflection on this month however i hope that june goes well! im going into it with a positive mindset and i hope that these exams are really easy >_< i shall study hard and do my best :3 i hope that i get to see my friends more and lastly i hope that my mental health improves and all goes well for me heading into winter~ may all go well for me ♡ goodbye may! hello june!!

also happy pre pride month ♡

30/05/26

hello again!!

today i went on a beach trip with my friends :D it wad really fun!! we took a train and we got some food and the food was pretty good!! we then walked around and got some more food after that X3

it was really nice being by the ocean again and the restaurant we went to was literally on top of the ocean!! im glad i got to go out today ♡

27/05/26

hello again!!

and just like that, the semester is over bascially..what the fuck..

i have no clue what ive done since february and also?! how is it almost june?! i cant tell you what ive done over these few months..everything feels kinda of a blur? i guess time flies by when youre busy huh? maybe i was so absorbed in my assignments and so stuck in my routine of home, school, gym that i didnt realise how quickly the year is going by..

while i get ready for exams, i want to write about the autumn leaves since its nearly the end of autumn, i love walking in particular especially when its cold and you can see all the bright orange leaves on the ground or on the trees and everything smells like rain in the mornings~

coffee is good too, even the smell reminds me of this weather and pumpkin spiced goods ♡

curling up and watching movies with my lamp on and maybe a pumpkin spiced candle sets the mood for a restful winter ♡

i miss the ocean and i miss the beach and fresh mango smoothies of summer, and the warm summer sun. i hope that winter is warming and kind, may the rain help the plants :3 i wish for cozy, and warm winter~ and although the year is passing by rapidly, i hope to take this winter more slower and be more intentionally present ♡ may all go well for me ♡

20/05/26

hello again!!

here is some of the pottery stuff im making in the process :3 i made a RIDICULOUSLY large mug because i really like tea and huge quantities of it!! and im making a set of cat bowls because i think they will look cute!!

pottery is really relaxing and helps me get things that are on my mind and into a physical form that is molding and shaping the clay if that makes sense? it is also really unpredictable so it challenges the idea of being a perfectionist :3 im glad i got back into it ♡

may all go well for me ♡

13/05/26

hello again!!

its so nice to see all the autumn leaves~ the whole place is turned orange and im surrounded by leaves ♡

i also started my pottery class!! its been really fun!! i made a giant comically huge mug, and im learning how to use the wheel!! its really therapeutic to make something out of nothing and i find that it allows me to not be so perfectionsitic hehehe because thats the thing with pottery, it can never be 100% perfect heheh

thats all from me for today!! may all go well for me ♡

08/05/26

hello again!!

i think i just want to dump a lot of things that are on my mind here today :3

first of all, today is David attenboroghs 100th birthday and honestly idk how to spell his last name and i cant be bothered to check it, anyways thats makes me really happy that such a good man with a good heart has lived this long, and still speaking out about such an important cause, ive always been influenced by him since i was a child and he has taught me to really appreciate nature and our earth, happy birthday David! i hope you live many many more years :D

now onto a more serious topic, this new virus, the huntavirus? is scaring the shit out of me, my family and i cant afford to do another whole lock down like with covid and it honestly scares me, im scared of a new virus coming to my country, we all suffer enough and my family is one of the lucky ones in this country who have access to some resources even if few that others in this cannot >_< i pray that it doesnt spread and affect my country and my family.

i am happy to say that i have finished all of.my assignments for the semester!! woohoo! now all i have to do now is starting the study for exams in a month >_< wish me luck!! may all go well for me ♡ thank you for listening to me~

04/05/26

hello again!!

comic con was pretty good!! i ended up spending WAYYY too much money tho, maybe ill add my haul later? but mostly got a lot of keychains and pins for my new ita bag coming soon!! i really want a new place to safely display all my fandom merchandise without it getting stolen >^<

i feel like im talking less and less in here, and i plan to improve that, things just haven't been getting better for me, mentally, i think its because im at home on study break at the moment so i tend to get depressed then because of lack of routine and socializing, and yet I dont really want to talk to anyone anymore, i feel sad about that. because i love people

im noticing all the autumn leaves on the ground more often, how special each and every leaf is, really reminds you how time fly by and how nature is so intentional with all of its creations, every little leaf individually designed~ may all go well for me ♡

30/04/26

hello again!!

today's is the last day of april!! and what a month it has been!

honestly this might have been the worst months of my year mentally, things didnt go how i planned and people really ruined my days often, i felt really depressed and ive been so anxious this whole month >_<

however, i feel like may will be better and i will always be optimistic about better days <3 i hope that may treats me well and i hope that i can accomplish all my goals for that month

28/04/26

hello again!!

tomorrow is my first graduation ceremony :O

honestly idk how to feel about it, I feel like im not that happy about it, nor proud of myself, but i am excited to get all dressed up (even though my class might dress a bit basic) and have a little fun and do something different

I feel like i can only be proud of myself and happy of this achievement when i secure myself a job that pays well and idk when that day will come >_< as i still need to study for about 2 more years before i can do anything psychology related

it actually dawned on me a few days ago that ive dedicated about 4 years of study already in my field, and im about to do another 2 #manifesting next year, thats 6 years of my life! and yet..i can barely remember those years at all!! scary stuff.

anyways i hope that tomorrow's ceremony is really fun!! and i get some good pictures out of it, may all go well for me tomorrow ♡

27/04/26

hello again!!

im alive!! sorry ive been gone for so long holy heck, but i wanted to show you all an orange cake that i made today~ it came out really good!!

i promise to start posting again, things were just really tough on me mentally but i never stopped thinking about you ♡

may all go well for me ♡

18/04/26

hello again!!

today i went to go see the BTS concert in cinemas since they don't come to where i live; and it was so fun!!

i have been an ARMY since i was like 16 and it was really nice seeing them after so long~ i ended up crying tears of joy because i have loved them for so long and they are such an inspiration to me, the audience and i were screaming, dancing and singing a long and everybody made it such a fun atmosphere, im so grateful that i got to see them! ♡

i really liked that they played all the songs i didn't like or cared for first and then played all the bangers!! also their fashion was so cool!! i loved mostly every look!! and it was so nostalgic to hear some old bangers! this was really great and im so glad to have had such an experience ♡

14/04/26

hello again!!

here is the long awaited cake that i made :D i wanted to capture the month of april with autumnal flavors of carrot cake with a hint of apple ♡

that is all that i have today ♡ maybe ill yap about it another time? may all go well for me ♡