Simple life, Same old story

How has it been, since the last I posted on here. 2-3 years? might even be longer than that. anyways, not make this long or anything, but life has been real good. I’m doing well in life now and I hope you are too.

We used to be so simple. I was madly in loved with us during these times. I was way happier with us when we were this simple. When expensive shoes and clothes didn’t matter as much. We tried to look good with the clothes we had. Sure we were stylish, but we were also very simple. To be quite honest with you, I don’t mind giving up the expensive clothes, shoes and expensive lifestyle for the sake of going back to the way we used to be. When all we focused on was each other and how we both felt. We were happy with what we had and that’s all that kept us going. Love and effort was all we needed and not the material stuff. But what happened to us? Why did we let the material things get to us? I’m not gonna act innocent because I went along with it and bought expensive stuff too; like that $450 yeezys. I let the material stuff get to us when I should’ve stopped it. To be quite honest with you, ever since you became a nurse and started making money, you changed. All of a sudden you were buying all these expensive stuff that we wouldn’t even think about buying when I was the only one making money and we had to make do with what I could give us. Those were the happiest and most genuine days we had. When a mere “find” at the thrift store was loot and we treasured it. When we bought something so cheap because it was marked down 3-4 times at the department store. I think that’s when I was the happiest, back when we were simple. I’m not going to lie to you, don’t get me wrong, ever since those two friends of ours started hanging with you more. You changed. Your taste on things changed, like they’ve been upgraded. You can’t really tell me cause you became a nurse and you’re now making 3 times more than I ever did, because my dad is a nurse and we were never raised that way. Sure, me and my sister are spoiled compared to most people. We were more fortunate than most people, but I think we’re also more simple than others who’s less fortunate than we are. Out of the cousins, we’re the only ones whose parents bought cars for from the 90s. We also didn’t get to spend our parents’ money lavishly. That’s beside the point though. I want us to go back to how we used to be. I want us to be known as the thrifty and frugal couple. We should go back to the days when $100 dollar gifts were already expensive.. not like now when our gifts to each other eclipse $500 or more. That’s the kind of couple I envisioned us to be. I want to be the kind of couple who are so simple people wonder what makes us so happy. So frugal we look like we don’t make enough. Our fun days mean putting pop corn in the microwave and watch movies on the couch all day. Not the kind of couple who were social climbers. That’s what we became.. social climbers. Everything we do has to be posted online. I don’t mind taking pics of the food for the insta page. But our activities should’ve been ours for the moment we were there. We could post it, but only afterwards. We don’t need to post or tag ourselves in every place we go to… I miss you babe.. but I miss the old you. I miss the old us. Heck, I would much rather drive around with you in your old corolla and we’re happy than the red one and we look fly as fuck. I hope you understand where I am coming from and I hope you see that as well. I tried going back to our old post and pictures and saw hoe much we changed. We shouldn’t have changed. We were happier with less. I was happier with the lesser hanna than the one I was with before I left.. I love you, I still do, I always will. Hopefully you take a step back too and see where we came from and where we got to. I’m sure you’ll understand.

Happy 8 years baby girl!! It's been a journey and I wouldn't know a better partner to take this journey with. I love you baby and I hope 100 years from now, we'd still be as sweet as day 1. #8years #anniversary #est2009 #babygirl #johnhancock (at The John Hancock Center)

Happy 95 months baby girl!! I love you so much and I'll always be here for you. #95months #foreverandaday #est2009 #girlfriend

wow, it’s been so long since I last wrote on here. I lost touch with tumblr. but now I’m back and will be posting a lot more on here. I’ll be sharing my vlogs on here. so yeah! see you guys around!

Hey guys! I recently got into video blogging, or vlogging and this youtube thing. If you guys are bored or just killing time, give my videos some love and let know what you guys think in the comment section. I’d love some constructive criticism so it pushes me to get better at it. thank you!!

Vlogging got seriously upgraded. Lol. Thanks Tj for the GoPro and @shobzreyes14 for the canon. Time to take lots of videos and create contents! :) #goprohero3 #canong7xmarkii #photography #vloggingcamera #vlogdude (at Harold Washington Library)

Happy Birthday Baby!! May the good Lord bless you with many many many more birthdays so I can spend them all with you. I love you to bits! I wish you all of the best wishes and may all of yours come through. I love you so much baby! Remember that I'm always with you. #birthdaygirl #kobeyear24 #girlfriend

My #wcw so dang fine, got that Popeyes's cashier saying DDAAAAYYYYUUUMMMM! Lol. #truestory #foocouldntkeepitlowkey #toobaditsmine #bootyfordays #DDDAAAYYUUUUMM! (at Devil's Lake State Park)

#wcw goes out to the girl who captured my heart seven plus years ago. #wceverday #girlfriend #wanderlust #travelphotography #travelbuddy #joshuatreenationalpark #itwashotafthatday #nikond200📷 (at Skull Rock)

To my #wcw #wceverday ;P I love you!! Can't wait to go more places with you!! #nikon #d200 #loviebear #girlfriend #beautiful #adventures (at Keys View, Joshua Tree National Park.)

Fuuhhh. Gonna take all day. Lol. #dmvlife (at Temecula, California)

Definitely the biggest coffee person that I know. Lol. Starbucks got nothing on you baby!! Wait what? lol. #wcw #coffeebae

#wcw but everyone knows that you're my everyday crush :) I love you! #babygirl #mine