actually not ok but whatever

“Why?”, he quietly asks, “why won’t you give me another chance? I’ve tried everything. What do I have to do, to proof to you that I’m worth another chance?”

She just looked at him and almost unnoticeable shook her head.

“Oh so now you want me? What changed? I actually think I know what it is… it’s her right? She left you an now you’re alone. Now you finally get to feel, how I felt when you left. You were my best friend, my shoulder to cry on and my soulmate and what did you do…you didn’t care about my feelings. Why should I get my heart broken again just because you’re unsure of what you want.” By now she had burning hot tears streaming down her face.

“Because I still love you”, he whispered quietly, but loud enough for her to hear.

“So now you love me? I would have given you everything. I always tried to be the best version of myself for you and what did you do? You didn’t care about my feelings at all when you left. You left me broken, my heart was bleeding. I got depression, just because you were so unsure of your feelings, that you played with mine.”, is what she thought, but she couldn’t say that to him, it would break him.

A million thoughts rushed through her head including one. These four words always popped up in her head.

“I love you too.” He smiled as soon as he realized what she just said. But that smile disappeared once he saw her still crying he realized that wasn’t all she wanted to say.

“I love you too, but you left me. You didn’t care about my feelings when you left, why should I care about yours now? I love you and you will forever be in my heart, but I can’t be hurt by you anymore. You broke my heart too many times already and I’m not giving you another chance to break it. So, I know at first we both won’t be happy with the decision, I’m making right now, but I can’t be your friend anymore and I never will be able to put my feelings aside. I love you, but for the sake of my heart, I have to leave you once and for all.”

Both of them are now crying. She almost fell into his arms just to bury her head in his neck to cry, but now everything was different. She turned around to leave, when she heard a loud sob. She looked him directly in his beautiful eyes.

“Goodbye”, she quietly whispered.

“Goodbye”, he cried.

by: @shityfeelings

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