If we can shift anywhere, why do we need to shift? If shifting is real, what is the pillar of existence, and what does existence really mean? Are all realities equally unimportant. Am I unimportant? What is ever really changing, and if everything exists at once, then our specific desired realities are shaped by our programming? Can we truly be free? Life will forget my existence, and I am already dead. Is life fixed and unchangeable? If I shift to a better CR, this reality will still exist, If I shift my awareness, I am simultaneously still in this reality. Will anything be important? Is this all a trap? Are people choosing death?
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Let's talk about this ArSen fancomic I stumbled upon
TW: CSA. PLEASE SCROLL IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.
Y'ALL.
I usually don't get triggered easily. I binge watched Alfred's playhouse and actually liked it (GUYS I'M NOT A CREEP I SWEAR I JUST REALLY LIKE DISTURBING MEDIA). So yeah, it takes a lot to make me want to take a break, and somehow, this doujinshi did it. And I need to talk to someone about this.
I don't remember the name of it, but the cover had Arslan in this really revealing outfit with Hodir in the background (even the cover screams shitty). I stumbled upon this while I was searching for doujinshi involving Arslan FOR RESEARCH AND CRITICISM PURPOSES ONLY and OH MY GOD it was actually so disgusting.
I didn't read the dialogues very much, as I was just curious for what it was overall about and at some point just wanted to get it over with. It was about Arslan being taken advantage of by Hodir, and look, I have no problem if you want to write something like that IF you portray it properly and not in an overly sexual way, which the author did a horrible job at.
It was SOOOOOOO explicit and detailed I was genuinely concerned. Like wtf??? Are you a pdf file or smth??????? Which I'm assuming they are because of the dogshit that they created. Maybe it's just my opinion, but it was trying to romanticize 🍇 to some degree? Like it was trying to portray it in a way that showed Arslan was "enjoying" it a bit? And I, thankfully, am not a victim of this. Based on my research, there are some victims who will flip the script as a way to protect themselves and are completely valid, but it still feels like a big slap in the face to the actual survivors. Kinda like the Melanie Martinez situation. It genuinely felt like it was more about degration and BDSM more than actually trying to portray an actual victim.
Anyways, even Vivziepop could write better victims, Sebaciel shippers are morally superior to whoever the fuck created this, and I'm disgusted. It was one of the few pieces of media that disturbed me so much it was hard for me to finish it.
I'd love to hear y'all's opinion about this, and hopefully I haven't offended anyone because I feel like this post's tone was way lighter than it should've been
my stomach genuinely hurts and i want to cry watching that video. that’s enough internet for today.
nonblack ppl truly underestimate how Black people are constantly being traumatized simply for existing and needing to participate in this antiblack world to survive. we have to compartmentalize and look past so much antiblack violence and hate from other ethnic groups just to be able to get the work done that would collectively benefit yall more than it would materially benefit us.
yall make organizing and practicing resistance a lesson in the Black diaspora swallowing poison to get to the cure.
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I realized something about the new aliens movie trailer that has been bugging me, trigger warnings ⚠️:
So I saw Deadpool & Wolverine (great movie btw just waiting a bit before posting anything with spoilers) and one of the trailers was for the Aliens movie, idk if yall have seen but it’s extremely graphic. Not only did I learn who dies and how in the movie, I saw how graphically. It literally showed parts of the aliens trying to attach themselves onto the people’s faces and has a part where the beginning of an alien “birth” happens where they pop out of the chest. The ideas behind these things are supposed to imitate what the creators thought would be some of the worst things that could happen to someone’s body: oral r@pe, loss of body anatomy and forced childbirth gone wrong. They feared these things and yet it was graphically shown to an audience with no warnings.
Loss and the unhealthy avoidance I have towards grief.
Lost a lot of really important things, friends, people, & pets as a child and had to grow an incredibly thick layer of disconnection around death because of it. But this death in particular, it pushed me out of “numbness” and forced confrontation. I couldn’t look away, I couldn’t hold back my tears anymore and I embraced that. I love you, I wish I could’ve done more. The day you passed away, the sky was so grey. The clouds cried with me. But I got to see sun rays bursting through in the distance, warming up the melancholy in the air. I felt like it was you. I just had to believe it was you. Words mean nothing when all I can think of is ways to have done things differently. But I hope you know how special and important you always were and will be.
