You know what ? Fuck all of it. I know you're never coming back. I know you'll never see this. But for now, I don't fucking care. I'm done with all of it. I've been through this trauma, on my own. I had a terrible childhood and it feels like you raped the last part of me that was hoping. Hoping for humanity to be something, something human, find somewhere I could feel safe... Now I know that humans can't be human. You clarified it for me. After so many years, I finally start to have scars instead of open wounds. I finally start to be me, and not a projection of me through you. I am me now. I don't know if I should thanks you for when you were here, or I hate you, or say thank you for the lesson you teached me. I just know that now it's all over. It already was, I know, but now I finally accept it. I don't want to see you ever again, you're part of my past, this painful 18years; they're behind me now. Despite the pain, I'm still here, and even though my OCs are most likely gone, they are still living into me. I know what I'm worth for, now. I know where I'm heading. I learnt my lesson. That will be all. -Elsa.