bittersweet

I know that we still have a lot of things to go through and this climate is crazy. We don't know until when we'll be alive. I'm still hoping tho, that you are him.

I married him.

I married the man and I was right.

It's been a year. It has been a year since I married my TOTGA or I just thought? I have been suffering with my emotions lately. I felt like I was being hostaged in a position I couldn't do anything about. Am I still in the right place? Is it still you? Are you really the one that God allowed me to love and spend the rest of my life with?

I'm confused with my thoughts as I am now drowned by my emotions. You hear me but fail to understand. Is there something wrong with me? Could this be postpartum emotions that are eating me? or is it really our relationship become rusty and can no longer be comprehensible.

I know that we still have a lot of things to go through and this climate is crazy. We don't know until when we'll be alive. I'm still hoping tho, that you are him.

I married him.

I married the man and I was right.

Wala, mahina ka eh. - Me.