To old to be Fangirling!

After the shit that came out about PL's behavior. I think some you in the fandom owe Grace and DDK an apology. Also, apologize to the people that called out how PL and CBS handled the situation. CBS has been known to under pay women and POCs. Everything that came out over the years. Like sexual harassment cases from the head of CBS, an anchor, and others from shows like Bull and NCIS. Also the racist discrimination with casting and hiring behind the scenes. I'd explained this back in 2017 but got the oh some familiar "it's not a racial issue." 💁🏾‍♀️

Looking at the reactions on Twitter and on here. Sounds like H50 had a satisfying ending. Looking forward to catching up this weekend.

I can't sleep so hanging around for a bit. Watching YouTube videos right now. I have an unhealthy obsession with subscription beauty boxes.

Yays, I got a new job. It's temp and work from home but it's something. My cousins are still here. This is their last week. I told his ass it's been 3 months, you have to leave. I can't have their asses here while I'm working. Now I have to get a desk, monitor and vesa mount. My money is tight right now. Especially with my son going back to school. I might have to start begging online. 😭

I've been mad depressed lately. I was all good, losing weight to gear up for my bariatric surgery. My cousin moved back in almost 3 months ago. My depression has peak. We're both not working but he has no income whatsoever. Plus my little cousin(his brother) is an asshole. He's rude af, steals food, and nasty as hell. Both me and my son have mental health issues and it's hard. I can't financially take care of 4 people with barely any income coming. This is summer and feeding 2 teenage boys is no joke. I'm looking for work and had some interviews. I'm just so tired all the time. I looked to food video games to cope. I'm a diabetic. This shot my A1C from 7.6 to 8.7. My weight has been up and down during my journey. Ever since his ass been here, I gained 10 pounds. Today, we're going to have a conversation. He was only supposed to be here for a few weeks but end up staying for damn near 3 months. This shit irritates me to no end and he knows I hate it. This shit is affecting my health and I'm just tired.

I just marathon all 8 episodes of Euphoria. Damn that's a good ass show.

So I decided to go back and catch up on CW/DC shows. I'm like 2 seasons behind on Flash and 4 on Arrow. I just started back watching Supergirl. I'd tried when it first came out but I could never get into it. I marathon the 1st season in 1 day. Now I'm on the 2nd season. I got to say I liking the series more. I'm not feeling Mon-El. I see why a lot of you ship Kara and Lena. They have more chemistry than all the guys Kara ever talked to put together.