this   features   songs   from   limp   bizkit  ,   paramore  ,   shinedown   ,   sick   puppies  ,   stone   sour   ,   three   doors   down   ,   &   apocalyptica   .

everything is fucked. everybody sucks.

i think you quit talking that shit.

it’s all about the he-said, she-said bullshit.

maybe it’s too far away… maybe i’m just blind.

hold me when i’m here.

i’ll never let you down, even if i could.

you can hold me when i’m scared.

you won’t always be there.

everything in me wants to be the one you wanted me to be.

i won’t tell you a damn thing that i couldn’t tell my friends.

part of me is fighting this, but part of me is gone.

can’t make own decisions, or make any with precision.

well, maybe you should tie me up so i don’t go where you don’t want me to.

just keep cramming ideas down my throat.

next time you point a finger, i might have to bend it back or break it off.

next time you point a finger, i’ll point you to the mirror.

you don’t deserve a point of view if the only thing you see is you.

i think i’m doing just fine compared to what you’ve been doing.

you think you’re so persuasive.

i won’t justify the way i live my life.

you’re wasting your time trying to throw me a line when you’re the one drowning.

i try to make it through my life — in my way, there’s you.

if you were dead or still alive, i don’t care.

i swear i don’t care.

i was never good enough to find.

i want to know i belong to you.

say you’ll haunt.

say you’ll never die.

i scraped my knees while i was praying.

it’s getting harder to believe in anything.

the worst part is, before it get any better we’re heading for a cliff.

i’m better off when i hit the bottom.

i’m watching everyone i looked up to break & breaking.

i found a note with your name & a picture of us.

they say it’s never too late to stop being afraid.

there is no one else here, so why should i wait?

i’ve been looking for you day & night.

i’m not going to leave you behind.

“ what have we done to each other? “

“ if you don’t talk, i’ll fill silence with: an excruciating story by ____. “

“ i’m so crazy, stupid happy. i met a boy. “

“ i prefer men who are funny, not ‘funny’. “

“ so tell me, ____. who are you? “

“ you know i have to kiss you now. “

“ i’m not someone who hits the panic button but—it’s weird, right? “

“ perfect, time for a quick tour of my failings. “

“ i love having strangers pick at my scabs. “

“ you surprise me. you challenge me. “

“ i go there for the quiet. “

“ everyone told me—and told me and told me—marriage is hard work. “

“ sometimes i want to punch us in the face we’re so cute. “

“ i feel sick. it’s just so bizarre. this is exactly the kind of thing that would happen to ____. “

“ i’ve sworn to never be one those wives. i think i’ve done a good job. “

“ let’s swear we will never be like them. “

“ we have each-other—everything else is background noise. “

“ ____, i don’t get it. it’s like you’re daring me to be someone i don’t want to be. “

“ that’s very sweet of you and very unnecessary. “

“ everyone is studying me, everyone is projecting their bullshit onto me. “

“ i’m going to go benadryl myself to sleep. “

“ you’re happy to be home, but i don’t know if you’re happy i’m with you. “

“ i feel like something you loaded by mistake. something to be jettisoned if necessary. something disposable. “

“ i feel like i could disappear. “

“ can you at least say you love me? “

“ i love you. but, sweetheart, we have to be real careful right now. “

“ i don’t want to fight. i just want to be with you. that’s all. “

“ i went from desperate to pathetic. i became someone i don’t even like. “

“ you’re really just going to walk out now? you are such a coward. “

“ we can’t go on like this. i won’t. “

“ promise me we’ll talk every day from now on. no matter what. “

“ you’ve been lying to me for over a year. “

“ i was so scared for you before. now… i’m fucking petrified. “

“ for valentine’s day, i thought i’d buy a gun. that’s how crazy i’ve become. “

“iI’d have to tell them the truth. and i don’t even know if i believe the truth. “

“ can i really think ____ would hurt me? i’m being paranoid. crazy. “

“ you have to fucking talk to me! “

“ i just don’t believe you anymore. “

“ ____, why have you kept this stuff? it’s like a little box of hate. “

“ i’m not going to be scared anymore. “

“ i’m so much happier now that i’m dead. “

“ you took my pride and my dignity and my hope and my money. you took and took from me until i no longer existed. that’s murder. “

“ you loved a girl i was pretending to be. “

“ i will admit: for someone who likes to win, it’s tempting to be the girl every guy wants. “

“ i made you smarter, sharper. i inspired you to rise to my level. i forged the man of my dreams. “

“ we were happy pretending to be other people. we were the happiest couple i knew. “

“ you actually expected me to love you unconditionally. “

“ you think i would let you/____ destroy me and end up happier than ever? no fucking way. you/____ doesn’t get to win. “

“ you need to learn. grown-ups work for things. grown-ups pay. grown-ups suffer consequences. “

“ i don’t know how decent i feel. “

“ that’s the most disgusting thing i’ve ever heard. “

“ sure i believe you! it’s just the craziest thing i’ve ever heard. “

“ you’re reading it again? you know how it ends. “

“ ever heard that phrase, ____: the simplest answer is often correct? “

“ knowing you were out there was the only thing that’s kept me going these past few years. “

“ why are you so good to me? “

“ why is it that when i need someone to save me, i always think of you? “

“ come. you’re staring at ghosts. “

“ ____ brings out the best in me. “

“ you are so good to me. and i am so exhausted. “

“ i’m so happy you’re here. and i don’t want you to worry for one moment. “

“ you’ll be very safe. i won’t let you get away again. “

“ you scared me. don’t do that. i need to feel safe. “

“ come home, ____. i dare you. “

“ stay with me. i don’t want you to go away/ “

“ you fucking bitch. “

“ stop pretending. “

“ i’m not pretending. you were perfect. “

“ you’re a murderer, ____. “

“ i’m a fighter. i fought my way back to you. “

“ you begged for me to save your life on national tv. and i obliged. “

“ if two people love each-other and can’t make it work, that’s the real tragedy. “

“ remember: don’t turn your back. “

“ i’d never hurt you. i do need you to participate though. that’s fair, right? “

“ you can’t make me raise a child with you, ____. i don’t love you. “

“ we are toxic. we complete each-other in the sickest possible way. “

“ you think you could ever be happy with a nice, normal woman? no, * baby. i’m it. i complete you. i’m the only one who can. “

“ i’ve killed for you. “

“ you’re breaking my heart. “

“ i was with you before you were even born. “

       this   features   songs   from   limp   bizkit  ,   paramore  ,   shinedown   ,   sick   puppies  ,   stone   sour   ,   three   doors   down   ,   &   apocalyptica   .

everything is fucked. everybody sucks.

i think you quit talking that shit.

it’s all about the he-said, she-said bullshit.

maybe it’s too far away… maybe i’m just blind.

hold me when i’m here.

i’ll never let you down, even if i could.

you can hold me when i’m scared.

you won’t always be there.

everything in me wants to be the one you wanted me to be.

i won’t tell you a damn thing that i couldn’t tell my friends.

part of me is fighting this, but part of me is gone.

can’t make own decisions, or make any with precision.

well, maybe you should tie me up so i don’t go where you don’t want me to.

just keep cramming ideas down my throat.

next time you point a finger, i might have to bend it back or break it off.

next time you point a finger, i’ll point you to the mirror.

you don’t deserve a point of view if the only thing you see is you.

i think i’m doing just fine compared to what you’ve been doing.

you think you’re so persuasive.

i won’t justify the way i live my life.

you’re wasting your time trying to throw me a line when you’re the one drowning.

i try to make it through my life — in my way, there’s you.

if you were dead or still alive, i don’t care.

i swear i don’t care.

i was never good enough to find.

i want to know i belong to you.

say you’ll haunt.

say you’ll never die.

i scraped my knees while i was praying.

it’s getting harder to believe in anything.

the worst part is, before it get any better we’re heading for a cliff.

i’m better off when i hit the bottom.

i’m watching everyone i looked up to break & breaking.

i found a note with your name & a picture of us.

they say it’s never too late to stop being afraid.

there is no one else here, so why should i wait?

i’ve been looking for you day & night.

i’m not going to leave you behind.

        ❝  i do have a habit of being too transparent , i’m more of a ‘ lay all your cards on the table ‘ kind of guy . no room for surprises  .  ❞ perhaps that makes him a bit too predictable but this warrior has always had the skill to back up whatever he might have threatened  . he takes his trusty hammer and flips it quite enthusiastically in the air and catches it when it falls back down  .   ❝  why are you observing SO CLOSELY ?? ❞