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I'm your Necromantic Lover (Victor Gideon x f!Reader)
Pairing: Victor Gideon x f!Reader
Synopsis: It was supposed to be a regular internship day at Rhodes Hill, but Victor had special plans for you since he knew your dirty secret.
The songs that inspired me:
Blutengel - Beauty of Suffering
Terminal Choice - Necromantic Lover
Blutengel - Bloody Pleasures
Content warning + tags:
nsfw (18+), noncon! smut, porn with plot, age gap, power imbalance, size difference, mention of necr*philia (without details), sadism, mention of blood, pet names, huge cock, violence, slight choking, dacryphilia/crying, oral (f receiving), dirty talking, praise kink, vaginal & anal fingering, unprotected sex, mocking.
Word Count: 2, 558
It's been a month since you started interning as a pathologist at The Rhodes Hill Chronic Care Center. This work was pretty enjoyable because you didn't have to interact with people much. The whole place didn't look like a typical hospital, it was a beautiful baroque mansion. Everything seemed perfect at first sight. However, a slight sense of suspicion ran through your thoughts when you heard odd noises and screams echoing through the corridors from time to time, and the main mystery was the owner of this facility, more precisely, his appearance: 7 feet guy with a pale grey skin covered in scars, cracks and stretches who always wore weird goggles on his face. Your paths rarely crossed but then they did chills ran down your spine.
Today your task was to examine a patient's corpse so you were going to the dissection room. On your way there you bumped into your director and greeted him:
"Oh, good morning, doctor Gideon."
"Good morning, miss Y/N." His voice was soft and warm, he gave you a slight smile and tilted his head scanning your expression. It was the first time he's called you by your name, your cheeks blushed not from embarrassment but because you felt seen and… flattered. You didn't even suppose that he noticed you.
"Hm, lovely." He muttered something under his breath with a grin.
"What did you say?" His comment confused you.
"Nothing." Victor kept moving to his office.
His unexpected attention didn't let you focus. What did he mean by this inappropriate comment? You entered the dissection room, there was a male corpse lying on the table.
"Hm, lovely." You repeated when observing his body. "Oki doki, handsome, let's get to know each other better, shall we?"
You approached a counter, pulled on the gloves and took a scalpel. A rusting noise came from behind. It wasn't surprising so you didn't pay attention to that because corpses move sometimes. However, when you turned around, the body was gone.
"What the hell?!" You blinked a few times and rubbed your eyes. Then the man you considered to be dead showed up around the corner.
"Are you okay, sir? I'm so sorry! It must be some kind of mistake." He didn't respond to your question slowly getting closer to you.
"Sir?" Your hand clenched the scalpel as you didn't know what to expect. The man was standing with his mouth open, his glassy eyes were empty, he was looking around but didn't seem to be really conscious.
"I… I should brief the doctor. Stay here." When you were about to walk around him, the feeling of his hand gripping your shoulder made you bounce off. His mouth was dripping with saliva, he made a step towards you.
"Sir, please, don't come any closer. I will get help." A long mumble came from his purple lips. All of the sudden, he attacked you causing you to fall down on the floor. You stuck the scalpel in his eye, however, it didn't help.
"Who the fuck are you?! What are you?!" Your hands grabbed his head trying to twist it back and break his neck. It gave you some time to stand up and grasp a bone saw.
"Oh, shit, I'm sorry, handsome, but you must have lost your head." Your foot was resting on his chest while you were cutting it off.
You picked up the head, the section was so neat despite the fact that the corpse was moving during the procedure. It made you feel proud as you spoke to yourself: "Lovely…"
The realization captured, dumbfounded you. It was a phrase that you regularly used when doing your job. It meant that Gideon observed you somehow. You got nervous because sometimes your actions were difficult to call ethical.
You took the dead man's head and went to Victor's office at a rapid pace. The thoughts got mixed-up.
You entered the room without knocking, reached his desk and put the head on it.
"Doctor, I want you to explain me this." Your palm patted the dead man's hair.
"Amazing. I noticed how engaged you are when working and decided to conduct a test and you passed it. You can officially work here, darling."
"Wow… Thank you, mister Gideon. But… Will you explain?.." You pointed your index finger at the head as you slowly sat down on the chair in front of his desk. Your curiosity and calmness fascinated him though you got used to being like this, that's why you chose to work with corpses.
"All in good time. Maybe… You will explain your games with the dead?"
You cleared your throat:
"I… I don't know what you're talking about, doctor." Your cheeks blushed, hands that were resting on your lap clenched into fists.
Victor walked around you, stood behind your back and leaned to your ear as his large palms touched your shoulders. You felt his hot breath on your skin.
"Of course, you do, little liar. You like them still and obedient, don't you?" Your heart raced, you turned your head away as the feeling of deep shame came over you.
"Such a tiny pretty girl… Who would have thought it?" You could feel him staring at your face but you tried not to look.
"I… I don't know what to say."
"I'm pretty sure, you do and I understand you, I feel you." He licked your auricle with his forked tongue hissing into your ear and giving you chills. His huge hand gently grasped your delicate neck so that you began to pant. His face dug into your hair inhaling its scent. You suspected what he was going to do but still were puzzled.
"Are you going to punish me, fire me?" The question was stupid, however, you wanted to break the silence somehow.
"Fire you? No, I've already said that you officially work here from now. Punish? Do you want me to, little one?" Victor gave you a mischievous grin. Something started pressing on your back.
"Don't I look like a corpse to you?" You jumped out of the chair and gave him a slap on the cheek.
"Don't say that! Stop it!" He took off his goggles, his yellow eyes watched your red face.
"That was unnecessary, birdie. It seems that you indeed need to punished." His hands drew you closer by your crop black cardigan so that you had to stand on tiptoe.
"Are you scared?" He whispered and licked his cracked lips.
"I am. Yes." You swallowed. Your breath got short.
"Oh, little bunny, there's nothing to be scared of." Victor leaned to you kissing and licking your lips, you didn't even close your eyes because you didn't know what to expect, everything seemed unreal. Then he moved to your neck breathing in the scent of your sweet woody perfume and gave you a light bite. The smell made him growl and he sharply tore your cardigan exposing your breasts.
"Lovely, hah?"
"Doctor…" Shame and fear got you looking pure, so adorably vulnerable like a baby deer. Victor swept away the dead man's head and lifted you on the desk.
"Such soft skin, delicious girl." His mouth covered your breasts sucking and biting your nipples making you hiss from pain. You felt his hands sliding down to the zipper of your skort.
"Please, doctor Gideon, I don't think it's a good idea. Please." He chuckled.
"Well, did those dead boys think it was a good idea when you touched them so lewdly??? I don't judge you. You're such a nasty sick freak and it turns me on."
He tore off the last piece of clothes you had been wearing. His strong hands spread your legs and his lips gave your pussy a sloppy gentle kiss. At last your body began to relax and give in, you laid on your back trying to focus on his actions.
"That's it, good girl." Victor praised you when you started getting wet. He kept hungrily eating you circling his forked tongue around your clit, sucking your folds with smacking sounds. Your fingers clenched the edge of the desk and you finally rewarded him with a loud moan.
"That is… That is so good, doctor. Please, don't stop."
"You wanted me to stop a few minutes ago, didn't you? Changed your mind so quickly. Dirty bunny." He pulled away to check you: disheveled hair covering your face a bit, pink cheeks and eyes half open giving him an intoxicating look.
You began to rub your core against his crotch. His hands stroked your inner thighs with the fingertips making you gasp unevenly. Victor threw off his snakeskin coat and vest and kept teasing you by doing nothing.
"Please, Victor…"
"What is it my filthy bunny wants?"
"I want to feel your warm tongue and lips between my legs."
"Good girl. We will work well together, won't we?" His mouth pressed against your pussy again.
"Yes, thank you, doctor." When you raised your head, your eyes met his, he was watching, examining your reaction.
When you closed your eyes and laid back, you felt his fingers caressing your entrance. Two thick digits burst inside you harshly stretching your walls and causing you to whimper from pain.
"This hurts."
"You will get used to it, my little birdie. Of course, it hurts, look at you, you're so tiny but you will adjust to me."
Victor kept thrusting his fingers looking at your struggling expression. His thumb started fondling your clit comforting you. When he spotted your relaxation, another finger was added torturing your tight hole.
"No, no, no, that's too much." You tried to pull away from him and accidentally kicked him in the shoulder with your still booted foot.
His gaze changed, yellow eyes twinkled threateningly, a cross hiss escaped his lips.
"I've lost my patience, miss Y/N".
"I'm sorry, I- I didn't mean to… I-." Victor didn't let you finish by turning you around and putting you on your stomach. You could hear him unbuckling his pants. It made you swallow nervously. Then he grabbed your hands and fixed them behind your back with his belt.
You looked over your shoulder, his huge size horrified you making you weep in panic.
"Please, doctor, I don't think I can take it. It's too big." His palms began to stroke your buttocks, he took his shaft in his hand and started slipping it over your slit smearing his precum.
"There, there, bunny. It's okay. You'll feel like a virgin again. So pure and so tight, but we both know you're not, don't we?" A stream of saliva dripped down from his mouth and lubed his shaft. Victor lifted up one of your legs and placed it on his desk.
"Lovely. I have full access to your lovely little holes, birdie." He licked his thumb and inserted it wholly in your butthole causing you to squeak. You felt the tip of his dick rubbing your entrance and held your breath. He began to push it further making you cry, his hips thrust shoving the head inside.
"Such a tight little pussy. Come on, let me in."
"Please, sto-o-o-p. I feel like… I feel like you're ripping me apart. It's unbearable."
"But I'm already half inside you. Don't you feel it? You're being such a good girl for me. Such a strong little one…" His hands caressed your trembling back and shoulders. He gripped you by your hips and pushed his cock further so that it hit your cervix. You let out a loud whine, a tear rolled down your cheek.
"Oh, bunny, I feel your walls squeezing me, clenching around me so hard. I'm so deep inside you, you're mine. Do you hear me? Repeat." His hand grabbed your hair, pulling your head back.
"Yes, doctor… I'm yours."
"Good girl." Victor started ferociously thrusting into you meanwhile his thumb was fucking your asshole. There was no space left, you were full, he filled you, he intruded you.
At some point, it began to feel good, pleasure and pain mixed making you moan as a sign of your enjoyment. Victor wrapped his arms around your waist and chest and lifted up your upper body. His face buried in your wet hair, he caught a drop of sweat that was running down your temple with his snake tongue.
"Sweet little girl. Rotten from the inside but so innocent from the outside. You can't deceive me, bunny. I can see right through you." He whispered to your ear causing you to shiver and squeezed your cheeks with his fingers. As his hips kept pounding on your poor aching pussy, you didn't stop groaning and weeping.
"I want you to come for me. And this is not a request, it is an order as I'm your boss. Don't you forget it, birdie." His hand trailed down your belly and he slid his digits between your slippy folds moving in a circle, making you arch your back docilely and moan.
"You see, your pussy has adapted to me. So stretched and welcoming for me. Does it feel good?" Your legs were trembling, your mind wasn't there, he felt you clenching around his dick.
"Hah, I'll take that as a yes." Victor relished watching you dissociating. Your total loss of control gave him a perverted pleasure. As you sensed the intense feeling concentrating in your lower abdomen and spreading down your thighs, you threw your head back and rewarded Victor with a loud scream continued with frantic whining and quivering.
"Well done, go-o-od g-i-i-rl, your boss is happy and so proud of his new assistant." He made a few more thrusts and filled you with his warmth coating your tormented walls and cervix. You felt him twitching inside. Victor slowly pulled out his penis observing his semen mixed with your blood leaking out of your core.
"Oh, my little bunny, look at you bleeding like a virgin." His hands spread your butt cheeks and you shook in fear because you were afraid of what he was going to do.
"It's okay, it's okay, I just want to clean you up…" His tongue started licking the liquids off your dripping pussy while his palms were gently caressing your hips. When Victor finished, he gave it a soft and long kiss.
Your weak helpless look moved him. You were still lying on his desk with your hands tied up behind your back, breathing heavily, body periodically twitching.
Victory untied his belt releasing your wrists, picked you up in his arms and walked to his chair placing you on his lap. You raised your eyes looking at him tiredly. He started swaying you in his arms and singing the lullaby:
Hush-a-bye, my baby dear,
Do not sleep the edge too near.
Or the little wolf of gray
Will come drag you far away,
Catch your flank and hold it tight,
In the woods into the night.
It was a little eerie, but somehow you began to feel safe as he treated you like that. You tentatively rested your hands on his shoulders snuggling to his chest.
"Victor…"
"Yes, darling?"
"Still… Could you explain me this?" You looked towards the severed head. Victor tittered softly, stroked your cheek with his knuckles and then gently cupped your chin.
"I see, you wanna know what's hidden under the hood?.."
he's looking at you like this do you think that's a really bad or really good thing? huh..

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A little Sugar Ch. 24
T/W: implied gap and financial imbalance
A/N: yay we get a little bit more Victor and Zeno
Previous Chapter 23
Next Chapter 25
The conference room at Rhodes Hill was a sterile, suffocating box of glass and steel. Victor sat at the head of the long, polished table, his fingers steepled, his gaze fixed on the holographic display projecting complex financial projections. The numbers were a familiar comfort, a language he spoke fluently. Zeno, however, was not.
"So, let me get this straight," Zeno said, leaning back in his chair, his polished leather shoes propped up on the very edge of the table. "We can secure the funding for the new neurogenesis wing, but we have to agree to the board's... 'creative accounting' suggestions? It's a yes-or-no question, Vic."
"Their suggestions are a direct violation of at least three compliance protocols," Victor countered, his voice a low, flat rumble. "We will find another avenue. We always do."
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A Little Sugar Ch. 23
T/W: financial imbalance, and age gap
A/N:y’all are amazing for reading! And for being patient really appreciate yall are the best!
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The final, soaring note of the saxophone hung in the air, a lingering echo of the magic that had just transpired. The band fell silent, and the spell was broken. The world rushed back in the low murmur of the crowd, the soft clinking of glasses, the shuffling of feet as people drifted off the dance floor towards the bar.
You and Victor broke apart slowly, reluctantly, your lips lingering for a fraction of a second longer than necessary. You were both breathing heavily, your chests rising and falling in a shared, unsteady rhythm. You stared into each other's eyes, a silent, searching gaze that asked a thousand questions and offered no answers. The air between you was thick with a new, dizzying intimacy, a raw, unspoken vulnerability that was both terrifying and exhilarating.
You didn't know what to say. The comfortable, witty banter from moments before felt like a language you'd forgotten how to speak. You were adrift in uncharted territory, a vast, overwhelming ocean of emotion with no map, no compass.
Victor was the first to break the silence, his voice a low, hesitant rumble that was a stark contrast to his usual clinical confidence. "That was... an unexpected data point."
You let out a soft, breathless laugh, a wave of relief washing over you. "Yeah," you agreed, your voice a little shaky. "Definitely... unexpected."
You both stood there for a moment longer, the silence stretching, charged with a thousand unspoken words. It was awkward, sweet, and utterly terrifying. You were both scared and excited to see where this new, fragile connection could go, a feeling that was palpable in the air between you, a heady mix of first-date jitters and life-altering realization.
Across the room, Zeno stood frozen, his charming facade momentarily shattered. He had been watching, his eyes wide with disbelief as he saw his best friend, the human ice statue, kiss you with a passion he hadn't thought Victor was capable of.
"Well, I'll be damned," he breathed, his voice a low, stunned whisper. "I didn't think he was even capable of basic human emotions, let alone... that."
Amber and Chanel, who had been watching with rapt attention, were a flurry of whispered gushing.
"Okay, that was actually really cute," Amber whispered, her hand over her heart. "Look at them! They're so in their own little world."
"You can just feel it from here," Chanel agreed, her eyes soft with romantic admiration. "I've never seen him look at anyone like that. It's like he's a different person."
Zeno just shook his head, a slow, triumphant grin spreading across his face. He had been teasing Victor, pushing him, trying to get him to loosen up for months. But this... this was something else entirely. This was real. And he had a feeling that his friend, the brilliant, emotionally stunted scientist, was finally, beautifully, in over his head.
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A Little Sugar Ch.22
T/W: financial imbalance, alcohol age, gap
A/N: thanks so much for the patience I was rewriting this for like a couple times I like where it was going or like how things were flowing, but it’s finally done. It’s up and ready and I’m editing chapter 23 right now so yeah thanks guys so much and also don’t think too much about the height difference when it comes to this just ignore it!
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Zeno was in his element, a charming predator circling his prize. He leaned against a nearby pillar, his grin widening as he took in the sight of you and Victor, a picture of monochrome harmony. "I have to say, Vic, I'm impressed. Matching outfits. It's almost like you two planned it. What's next? Matching his and her lab coats?"
Before you could come up with a witty retort, a new voice cut through the air, smooth and polished. "Victor! My boy, there you are."
A portly, silver-haired man with a ruddy complexion and a politician's smile approached, his wife in tow, a woman draped in so much gold jewelry she looked like a decorative trophy. It was Dr. Richardson, the Chief of Surgery at Rhodes Hill, and a man Victor had likely clashed with over funding and research ethics more than once.
"Dr. Richardson," Victor said, his voice instantly losing its warmth, the temperature around him dropping several degrees. He straightened, his posture becoming even more rigid, a clear signal that this was an unwelcome interruption.
"We were just admiring your companion," Mrs. Richardson gushed, her eyes, sharp and bird-like, assessing you with a quick, dismissive flick. "Such a lovely couple. You make a striking pair."
"We are not a—" Victor started, his tone clipped.
"You two must be newlyweds," Dr. Richardson chuckled, oblivious to the sudden tension radiating from Victor. "I can always tell. That special glow. And this one," he said, gesturing to you with his champagne flute, "has the look of a woman who's just tamed herself a genius."
The word "wife" hung in the air between you and Victor, a nuclear bomb of social expectation. You felt a hot blush creep up your neck, your mind going completely blank. You opened your mouth, but no words came out. What were you supposed to say? No, I'm the girl he pays to accompany him to events so he can secure funding?
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Mentally Unsound
Chapter 3: What’s the ugliest part of your body?
Warnings: eventual sex, dubcon, noncon, anxiety, enemies to lovers(type shit), gore, maybe ooc, size difference, size kink, power indifference, mentally ill reader, dacryphilia, agoraphobic reader, bdsm elements, reader is fem coded, age gap, reader is a complicated person, negative talk and thoughts about mental illness and mental health clinics
A/N: I’m sorry I’ve been gone, I have been cooking up some new fic ideas and I’ve been working a ton. Hopefully you guys enjoy this chapter lol.
This chapter is bit dark and deals with metal health, if you’re uncomfortable please do not read
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When you were a child you were often told to not judge others by their looks.
However this situation was different.
Something was wrong with Dr. Gideon.
The first thing you noticed was his height, he was huge, then you noticed how his skin looked as if it was decaying.
He had a large, deep scar going down his body, for a moment you wondered how he got it.
Being scared was an understatement, you were horrified by this monster of a man.
For a brief second you felt guilty for looking at him with fear and disdain, then you remembered you were being forced here by his staff.
So the feeling didn’t last very long.
His clothes were a sharp contrast to his body. They looked expensive and were obviously fitted for him. This was no average doctor.
“Good afternoon, I’m Doctor Gideon, I presume you’re my new patient.”
The way he spoke was too soft for his exterior. It was like he was trying to manipulate with his voice
As you stepped forward you subconsciously scooted back in your bed. You weren’t trying to be rude at least not at this moment.
His large hand grabbed the chair next to your bed. You stared at the rings on his fingers, while you were disgusted by him you couldn’t help but be intrigued.
As he sat down you could tell the chair could barely fit him. For a second he stared back at you, maybe also interested in you, but mainly because he could tell you were scared.
“Today I will only be asking you questions, next week I’ll do my own physical exam on you.”
This would be the fourth exam you had. For someone who was considered mentally ill you sure had a lot of physical work done.
You noticed the clip board in his other had, which was also adorned in rings.
Really bragging about wealth here.
Maybe he was overcompensating for how he looked, after all he was probably aware of how he looked.
The awkward silence ended when he asked his first question.
“Starting off today’s session, how has your time here been?”
When he spoke you could see his teeth were covered in something yellowish gold, or maybe he didn’t have teeth at all.
Normally you would have complained and ranted to the other doctors maybe belittle them a bit, but your gut was telling you that was unwise.
So you simply responded with a “It’s fine.”
Being quiet wasn’t like you but the air was thick and heavy.
He wrote something down on the clipboard, you weren’t sure how much information he got out of a ‘it’s fine.’
“You’re a former patient of Dr. Williams, he had a lot to say about you.”
You didn’t know how to respond nor read him. He was calm, but something was off.
“It seems you haven’t been here long, it that correct?”
You slowly nodded, going along with him would make this go faster.
“I’ve been here a couple weeks.”
He wrote something else down, “You’ve been on no previous medication before arriving here?”
Every time he spoke you wanted to gouge out your eye more.
“That’s also correct.” As he continued to write you finally decided to be a smart ass.
“You don’t have a file on me, or are you taking your own personal time to get to know me?”
He stopped writing, making eye contact with you, his sclera looked black, the more you noticed the less you liked being in the same room as him.
“It’s better to meet with the patient personally,” he continued “Especially if they have difficulty with other doctors.”
The statement ended with a smile, which creeped you out the most.
“On that note, how have been your doctors?”
He tilted his head slightly, his voice still softly speaking.
“I don’t need to be here, so there’s no reason for me to see doctors.”
He clicked his tongue, “Would you be interested in personal therapy sessions with me?” Before you could reject he interrupted, “If you do them you would most certainly leave here quicker.”
Now you were really unsure of what to do.
On one hand you weren’t exactly happy to be here with the freak on the other hand you wanted to go home as soon as possible.
“How often?” You quietly asked.
He already knew he had won, “Once a week, nothing overbearing .”
Quietly sighing, you didn’t really have any other choice.
“Yeah that’s fine.”
His demeanor slightly shifted, “Excellent, it was a pleasure meeting you today.”
He got up, leaving the chair exactly where it was.
You got exactly what you wanted.
You were once again alone.
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To be honest Victor’s session with you today was useless, almost useless.
What he really wanted to see if you were really that stubborn and if he could break you.
He didn’t need to be your doctor, there were countless other patients that most likely needed him more.
However he didn’t care. This facility might nothing to him, almost nothing. Of course he needed it for his research and he needed test subjects, but the facility was really just smoke and mirrors.
It was something for people to gawk at and be impressed with his work.
You were entertainment while he wrapped up his research.
Afterwards he would use you however he saw fit, it really didn’t matter.
What did matter was the breakthroughs he was making, and maybe in his mind he thought he deserved a award.
Your mind wouldn’t be complicated to break down and put back together in whatever way he wanted.
It was breaking you that would be a challenge and often times the most daft were the hardest to wear away at.
It would be a great task of course, and he would enjoy every moment of it.
He knew too after your interaction today that you were fearful of him. That also made sense considering the position he was in compared to you.
As well as he saw the ways you looked at him, his appearance upset you in some way.
Which also amused him, you were an animal in here, trapped and cornered.
It was his job to fix you and make you better and he would find great pleasure in that.
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As you went to bed that night, you felt exhausted and not just because you were drugged up.
You had a panic attack after Dr. Gideon left and your body felt the toll of it.
You missed your own bed, the smell of your room.
Your mother even if you had a slight grudge against her currently. The more you thought about your home the worse you felt.
All you needed to do was get through a couple of sessions with the doctor then you could go home.
It had to be done, you needed free of this place.
Afterwards you would be good, no panic attacks, you would get another job, move out, make more friends.
Being a failure wasn’t a choice.
You hated your brain so much, all the pain it inflicted on itself.
Wishing this would go away never did much, sometimes you wondered if it would be better if you disappeared or maybe ….
No.
You couldn’t think like this, all whiny, all self loathing.
For now you had a chance of freedom and you were going to take it.