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Hi, I love your work, your stories about Victor are incredible. Could you write about Victor being a virgin after the mutation, where the reader teaches him how to have sex?
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T/W:older man/ younger women, size kink, loss of virginity, praise kink, creampie, bed breaking,size kink, power imbalance, headlock
A/N: (Y/A) Your age, (L/N) last name, sry this took forever 🤍 I really appreciate your patience, I loved how this turned out, I’m obsessed with the idea of virgin Victor Gideon!! 
The sharp scent of antiseptic filled your lungs as you straightened your crisp white uniform, a small, knowing smile playing on your lips. Head Nurse at Rhodes Hill Chronic Care Center at only (Y/A) your first and only job since graduating. The rapid climb through the nursing ranks had been nothing short of meteoric, but you knew it wasn't just your work ethic that had caught his eye. It was your ambition, your discretion, and your complete lack of moral scruples when it came to getting what you wanted.
"Good morning, Dr. Gideon," you called out, your voice crisp and professional as you approached the imposing figure examining patient charts in the main hallway.
Victor Gideon turned, his tall frame casting a shadow that made you feel deliciously small. The stark white of his lab coat contrasted with his dark features, and your eyes instinctively drifted to the long, pale stitch running down the side of his neck a permanent reminder of the dangerous research he pursued, and the power he wielded.
"Head Nurse (L/N)," he replied with that familiar curt nod of his. "I trust the night shift completed their duties without incident?"
"Everything's been running smoothly, Doctor," you said, stepping closer and deliberately letting your fingers brush against his as you reached for the chart he was holding. "Though I did notice patient 4B's medication schedule needs adjustment. I've already drafted the revised orders for your approval."
Victor's eyes narrowed slightly as he retrieved the chart from your grasp. "I'll review it later. For now, I need you to supervise the transfer of the long-term care patients to the east wing."
"Of course," you replied with a smile that didn't quite reach your eyes, leaning slightly against the doorframe in a way that pushed your chest forward. "Anything else you need, Doctor? I'm at your complete disposal."
The corner of his mouth twitched almost imperceptibly. "Your efficiency is noted, Nurse (L/N). Now if you'll excuse me, I have research to attend to."
As he walked away, you couldn't help but admire his confident stride. The other nurses might not understand your attraction to the intense, sometimes cold director of Rhodes Hill, but they didn't know what you knew. And they certainly didn't share your appreciation for a man with such ambition, such vision and such a complete lack of sentimentality.
Later that evening
Victor sat in his private laboratory, surrounded by monitors displaying various biological data. His fingers flew across the keyboard, but his mind kept drifting back to his Head Nurse.
(Y/N) (L/N) had been with Rhodes Hill since he first purchased the facility from the Spencer Foundation after Umbrella's collapse in 2003. She'd started as a fresh-faced graduate, but her intelligence and relentless work ethic had caught his attention immediately. What had truly impressed him, though, was her reaction when she'd stumbled upon his research six months ago.
Most would have fled in terror or reported him to authorities. (Y/N) had simply watched, asked intelligent questions about the viral strains and cellular regeneration, and then proven herself invaluable. Her loyalty was absolute, her discretion unquestionable but it was her ambition that truly set her apart. She saw his work not as something to fear, but as something to leverage.
Her playful demeanor and occasional flirty remarks were... distracting. Victor prided himself on his focus, especially given the clandestine experiments he continued to conduct under The Connections' watchful eye. Yet he found himself replaying their morning interaction, the way her eyes sparkled when she teased him, the confidence in her stance as she leaned against his office doorframe.
"Unprofessional," he muttered to himself, turning his attention back to the screen where cellular division patterns played out. "And potentially problematic."
Still, he couldn't deny her competence. (Y/N) had an uncanny ability to anticipate needs, streamline processes, and handle even the most difficult patients with remarkable skill. She was exactly the kind of person who could help him achieve his goals and she already knew more about his work than anyone else at Rhodes Hill.
Victor leaned back in his chair, the leather creaking under his weight. Perhaps he needed to establish clearer boundaries with his Head Nurse. Or perhaps he needed to better understand why she affected him so. For now, there was work to be done experiments that couldn't wait, even for a distraction as compelling as (Y/N).
Meanwhile, in the nurses' station
You finished your paperwork for the night, your mind still on the mysterious Dr. Gideon. The other nurses didn't understand your attraction to him, but then again, they didn't have your vision. They saw only a cold, distant workaholic. You saw power, ambition, and the key to everything you wanted.
"Still drooling over Dr. Gloom and Doom?" Ruby, one of the senior nurses, teased as she passed by. "Honestly, (Y/N), I don't see what you see in him. The man's a walking ice cube."
You gave her a sweet smile that didn't reach your eyes. "We all have our types, Ruby. Some of us prefer ambition over... well, whatever it is you prefer."
Ruby rolled her eyes. "Just be careful. Word is he's got some... unconventional methods. You'd be wise to keep your crush professional."
You waved off her warning with a dismissive flick of your wrist. "Everything about Dr. Gideon is unconventional. That's what makes him interesting."
As you gathered your things to leave, you noticed the security log for the restricted laboratories. Dr. Gideon had accessed them three times today, for extended periods. Whatever he was working on, it was consuming him more than usual.
You made a mental note to "accidentally" find yourself near the east wing research labs tomorrow. After all, as Head Nurse, it was your job to ensure all departments were running smoothly even the ones Dr. Gideon preferred to keep to himself. And if you happened to position yourself as indispensable to his most important work... well, that was just smart career planning, wasn't it?
The lights of the east wing corridor hummed with an almost predatory intensity. This was the restricted section of Rhodes Hill, the area where Victor conducted his real work. You'd been here before, of course invited, under his supervision. But tonight, you were here on your own, armed with the access codes he'd "accidentally" left visible on his desk last week.
The heavy steel door to Laboratory 3 swung open with a soft hiss, revealing the sterile environment within. Glass containment units lined the walls, their contents illuminated by the cool blue glow of monitoring equipment. At the center of it all stood Victor, his back to you, studying a large screen displaying cellular regeneration patterns.
"Quite impressive, Doctor," you said, letting the door close behind you with a deliberate thud. "The accelerated mitosis rate has increased by 3.7% since last week. The modified T-virus strain is responding well to the protein catalyst."
Victor stiffened, his shoulders tensing before he slowly turned to face you. His expression was carefully neutral, but you saw the flicker of surprise in his dark eyes.
"Nurse (L/N)," he said, his voice low and measured. "This is a restricted area. You shouldn't be here without authorization."
You sauntered further into the lab, your hips swaying with practiced ease. "I was reviewing the weekly research logs and noticed some anomalies in the cellular degradation patterns. I thought I might be able to offer some insight."
Victor's jaw tightened. "Your duties are confined to patient care and nursing administration. The research division is not your concern."
You stepped closer, deliberately invading his personal space. "We both know that's not entirely true, Doctor." You lowered your voice to a near whisper. "I've known about your work for months. I haven't told anyone. I'm not going to tell anyone." Your eyes met his, holding his gaze. "I'm the only one here who truly understands what you're trying to accomplish."
Victor's breath hitched almost imperceptibly. He was unused to this to someone who wasn't afraid of him, who didn't cower at his authority or his research. Most people either fled in terror or tried to stop him. You... you wanted in.
"You're crossing a line, Nurse (L/N)," he said, but there was no real threat in his voice.
"Am I?" you replied, reaching out to straighten his already perfectly straight tie. "Or am I just standing where you wish others had the courage to stand?"
His hand shot out, gripping your wrist with surprising strength. "Your persistence is... noted. But it's also inappropriate."
"Is it?" you asked, your voice dropping to a husky whisper as you leaned closer. "Or is it exactly what you've been waiting for? Someone who sees your work not as something monstrous, but as something magnificent? Someone who isn't afraid of the power you wield?"
Victor's eyes darkened, and for a moment, you saw something flicker there desire, perhaps, or at least the shadow of it. Then it was gone, replaced by his usual clinical detachment.
"You're dismissed," he said, releasing your wrist. "Return to your duties."
You smiled, undeterred. "Of course, Doctor." You turned to leave, then paused at the door. "By the way, I took the liberty of recalibrating the centrifuge in Lab 2. The RPMs were off by 2%, which was affecting the cellular integrity of your samples."
Without waiting for a response, you left the laboratory, closing the door softly behind you. As you walked down the corridor, you could feel his eyes on you through the security camera.
Later that night
Victor stood alone in the now-silent laboratory, your perfume lingering in the air like a ghost. He reviewed the centrifuge settings and found exactly what you'd claimed a 2% deviation that had indeed been compromising his samples.
He poured himself a glass of whiskey, the amber liquid catching the light of the monitors. Your persistence was unprecedented, your audacity borderline insubordinate. And yet... he found himself thinking about you more often than was strictly professional.
The other women who had crossed his path since acquiring Rhodes Hill had either been terrified of him or blindly loyal without understanding. You were different you understood, you weren't afraid, and you wanted more. You saw his work not as a curse or a burden, but as an opportunity.
Victor swirled the whiskey in his glass, his mind replaying your earlier encounter. The way you'd looked at him, the confidence in your stance, the deliberate way you'd invaded his space. It was infuriating. It was inappropriate. It was... intoxicating.
He set down his glass with a decisive click. Tomorrow, he would establish clearer boundaries. He would make it clear that your position as Head Nurse came with certain expectations, certain limitations. He would remind you of your place.
As he locked up the laboratory for the night, Victor found himself wondering what you would wear tomorrow what color your scrubs would be, how you would style your hair, whether you would wear that particular shade of lipstick that made your mouth look so... inviting.
He shook his head, annoyed with himself. Professional boundaries. That was what was needed here.
Even as he formed the thought, he knew it was a lie. What he needed was to understand why you affected him so, why your persistence and audacity had somehow managed to breach the carefully constructed walls around his heart.
The next morning
You arrived at work early, deliberately choosing the fitted blue scrubs that you knew complemented your eyes and highlighted your figure. You applied your makeup with precision, adding that particular shade of lipstick that Victor seemed to find so distracting.
As you walked down the main corridor, you saw him approaching, his expression as unreadable as ever. You prepared yourself for another attempt at establishing his "professional boundaries."
"Doctor," you said with a nod, your voice deliberately casual.
"Nurse (L/N)," he replied, his eyes briefly meeting yours before darting away. "A word, if you don't mind."
"Of course," you replied, following him into his office.
As the door closed behind you, you turned to face him, a small smile playing on your lips. "Is this about my unauthorized visit to Laboratory 3 last night?"
Victor's jaw tightened. "Your access to restricted areas is contingent upon direct authorization. Your presence in the research division without supervision is..."
"Is what?" you prompted, stepping closer. "Necessary? Helpful? Perhaps even... appreciated?"
His eyes darkened. "Inappropriate. It's inappropriate, Nurse (L/N). I am the Director of this facility. You are the Head Nurse. There are protocols. Boundaries."
You moved even closer, until you were standing directly in front of him. "And what about the boundaries you're crossing, Doctor? The ones that have nothing to do with hospital administration?"
Victor's breath hitched, and for a moment, you saw something raw and vulnerable in his eyes. Then his professional mask slid back into place.
"Your duties for today have been reassigned," he said, his voice clipped. "You'll be handling the quarterly inventory in the main facility. Away from the east wing."
You smiled, recognizing his attempt to distance himself for what it was a defense mechanism. "Of course, Doctor. Whatever you need."
As you turned to leave, you paused at the door. "By the way, I took the liberty of ordering replacement parts for the cryogenic storage unit. The current ones are showing signs of wear. They should arrive by Friday."
Without waiting for a response, you left his office, closing the door softly behind you. As you walked down the corridor, you could feel his eyes on you through the security camera.
Let him try to establish boundaries. Let him try to push you away. You knew the truth Victor Gideon was intrigued by you, perhaps even drawn to you. And you had no intention of letting him forget it.
The fluorescent lights of the main facility's storage room hummed with monotonous consistency as you scanned barcodes with clinical precision. Inventory duty a transparent attempt by Victor to reassert his authority. A petty power play.
You'd spent the morning mentally cataloging every piece of medical equipment, your movements efficient, your expression blank. The irritation was a cold knot in your stomach, a private fury you would never show. Not to him. Not to anyone.
"Rough morning?" Ruby asked, leaning against the doorframe with her customary coffee mug.
"Just inventory," you replied without looking up, your voice perfectly neutral. "Dr. Gideon wanted it done personally."
Ruby raised an eyebrow. "Ah. The ice king summoned you to his fortress, did he?"
You allowed a small, dismissive shrug. "Just a routine meeting about departmental protocols." The lie was smooth, practiced. You would never admit to being put in your place, especially not to someone like Ruby who would relish your failure.
Later that day
Victor watched you from his office window as you moved through the hospital corridors. Your interactions were professional, your posture immaculate, your demeanor completely devoid of the playful flirtation that had so unnerved him. You nodded respectfully when you passed him in the hallway, your eyes meeting his for only a moment before moving on.
A flicker of satisfaction ran through him. His boundaries had worked. The distraction was contained. He could focus on what truly mattered the research, the progress, the vision that had driven him since leaving Umbrella's shadow.
He returned to his work, the incident filed away as a successful management exercise. You were an ambitious, intelligent nurse, and now you understood your place. Everything was as it should be.
Friday evening
The week had passed in a blur of professional efficiency. You had been the model Head Nurse competent, respectful, and utterly distant. You had not once approached the east wing, had not made a single suggestive comment, had not invaded his personal space in any way.
Victor was just finishing his notes when his office door opened without a knock. You stood there, holding a slim file, your expression serious.
"Dr. Gideon," you said, your voice formal. "Do you have a moment?"
"Of course, Nurse(L/N). Please come in."
You entered, closing the door behind you. "I wanted to apologize for my behavior earlier this week. It was unprofessional, and I overstepped."
Victor leaned back in his chair, surprised by your directness. "Apology accepted. Your conduct since has been exemplary."
You offered a small, tight smile. "I was hoping I might make it up to you. By taking you to dinner."
Victor's eyebrows rose. "Dinner?"
"As an apology," you clarified, your tone perfectly reasonable. "To demonstrate that I understand and respect the boundaries you've established. No ulterior motives, I assure you."
He studied you, searching for any trace of the woman who had so brazenly invaded his laboratory just days ago. He found none only the composed, professional Head Nurse he had hired.
"I don't usually mix my professional and personal lives," he said, though the words felt hollow even as he spoke them.
"I understand," you replied, already turning to leave. "It was just a thought. Have a good evening, Doctor."
"Wait," he said, the word out before he could stop it. You paused, turning back to face him, your expression carefully neutral.
He saw it then the olive branch you were extending. Not just an apology, but an acknowledgment of his authority, a gesture of respect for his position. In his world of secrets and dangerous research, such gestures were rare. Valuable.
"Tonight?" he asked, surprising himself. "Eight o'clock?"
A genuine smile broke through your professional facade, brief but brilliant. "I'll see you then, Doctor."
As you left his office, Victor found himself wondering if he had just made a mistake or if he had just accepted the one thing he hadn't realized he needed an ally who understood his world and wasn't afraid to stand in it with him.
The soft glow of your bathroom vanity mirror cast a warm light on your face as you began your ritual. This wasn't just about getting ready for dinner; this was about strategy. Every brushstroke, every dab of color, was a calculated move in the game you and Victor were playing.
You started with your foundation, blending it with meticulous precision until your skin appeared flawless, almost luminous. Next came the contouring, subtly enhancing the natural structure of your cheekbones, the line of your jaw. You wanted to look effortlessly beautiful, not overtly made-up.
Your eyes were your weapon, and you dressed them with care. A smoky taupe shadow, blended perfectly to create depth and mystery. A thin, sharp line of black eyeliner extended just beyond your lashes, making your eyes appear larger, more captivating. And finally, two coats of mascara, lengthening and darkening your lashes until they framed your eyes like dark feathers.
The lipstick came last that particular shade of deep crimson that you knew drew his attention. You applied it carefully, outlining your lips with precision before filling them in. Perfect.
Your hair required equal attention. You spent nearly forty minutes styling it, creating soft waves that cascaded over your shoulders. It looked natural, effortless as if you'd just thrown it up and it had fallen perfectly into place. Nothing could be further from the truth.
Then came the outfit. You stood before your closet, considering your options with the focus of a general planning an invasion. Too revealing would be obvious, desperate. Too conservative would waste the opportunity.
You selected a simple but stunning black dress silk, with a modest neckline that nonetheless hinted at the curves beneath. It clung to your body without being overtly sexual, elegant yet undeniably alluring. The hem fell just above your knees, tasteful but tantalizing. A pair of strappy heels, simple and elegant, completed the look.
As you surveyed your reflection, you nodded with satisfaction. You looked beautiful, sophisticated, and just seductive enough to hold Victor's attention without appearing to be trying too hard. This was an olive branch, yes, but it was also a reminder of what he was pushing away.
Meanwhile, across town
Victor stood before his closet, a rare uncertainty gripping him. When had he last done this? Gone out with a woman? Not just a colleague, not a professional associate, but... a date?
He tried to remember. Medical school, perhaps? There had been a woman Rosa, Samantha, something like that. They'd had dinner once. He'd spent most of it thinking about a research paper he was writing, and she'd seemed annoyed that he wasn't more present. There hadn't been a second date.
That had been what? 30 years ago? More? Since then, there had been nothing but work. Research, experiments, the slow, methodical pursuit of scientific advancement. Women were a distraction he couldn't afford, a complication he didn't need.
And yet... here he was, getting ready for dinner with his Head Nurse. With (Y/N).
He selected a dark suit, simple but well-tailored. A crisp white shirt. A conservative tie. Professional, but not stuffy. Appropriate for dinner with a colleague, he told himself. Nothing more.
As he dressed, his mind kept drifting back to you. To your intelligence, your ambition, your audacity. To the way you looked at him, as if you saw not just the man, but the vision behind him. To the way you challenged him, respected him, and desired him all at once.
He checked his reflection, adjusting his tie. This was just dinner. An apology. A gesture of professional courtesy. Nothing more.
Even as he formed the thought, he knew it was a lie.
You arrived precisely at eight o'clock, entering the quiet establishment with the confidence of someone who belonged there. You spotted him immediately, sitting at a corner table, his back to the wall a strategic position, you noted with amusement.
He stood as you approached, his eyes widening almost imperceptibly as they took in your appearance. For a moment, he just stared, and you allowed yourself a small, private smile of satisfaction.
"(Y/N)," he said, his voice slightly rougher than usual. "You look... lovely."
"Thank you, Victor," you replied, deliberately using his first name as you took the seat he offered. "You look quite handsome yourself."
As he seated you, his hand brushed against your shoulder, and you felt a shiver run through you at the brief contact. You caught his eye, and for a moment, you saw something raw and vulnerable there before his professional mask slid back into place.
The waiter appeared, and you ordered a bottle of wine, selecting a vintage you knew would complement both the food and the conversation to come. Victor watched you, an unreadable expression on his face.
The first few minutes of dinner were stilted, professional. You discussed hospital administration, staffing challenges, patient care protocols. Victor seemed relieved, content to keep the conversation on safe, familiar ground.
Then, as the wine was poured, you set down your glass and met his eyes directly.
"Victor," you said, your voice softer than before. "I meant what I said earlier. About apologizing."
He nodded, his expression guarded. "You've been nothing but professional all week."
"Because I was wrong," you admitted, surprising him with your directness. "I overstepped. I let my... personal feelings interfere with our professional relationship. And I value my position at Rhodes Hill too much to jeopardize it."
Victor studied you, seeing the sincerity in your eyes. "We all make mistakes, (Y/N)."
"Do we?" you asked with a small, wry smile. "You don't seem to. You're always so... composed. So in control. Sometimes I wonder if anything ever gets to you."
He shifted slightly in his seat, his fingers tightening around his wine glass. "Control is essential in my line of work."
"And in your life?" you probed gently. "Is control essential there too?"
Victor didn't answer, instead taking a sip of wine. You watched him, seeing the tension in his shoulders, the guarded look in his eyes.
"I wasn't always like this," he said suddenly, the words seeming to surprise even himself. "In medical school, I was... different. More open. More willing to... connect."
"What happened?" you asked, your voice soft.
He swirled the wine in his glass, watching the deep red liquid catch the light. "Work happened. Ambition. The realization that certain paths required certain sacrifices. That emotional entanglements were... inefficient."
The words were clinical, detached, but you heard the loneliness beneath them. The isolation.
"That sounds lonely," you said, your voice barely above a whisper.
Victor's eyes met yours, and for the first time that evening, you saw something other than professional detachment. You saw vulnerability. A flicker of the man beneath the doctor.
"It is," he admitted, the words seeming to cost him something. "But it's necessary."
"Is it?" you challenged gently. "Or is it just what you've told yourself is necessary?"
He didn't answer, instead taking another sip of wine. You watched him, seeing the way his shoulders relaxed slightly as the alcohol began to work its magic, loosening the carefully constructed walls he kept around himself.
"I grew up in a small town," you said, deciding to offer something of yourself. "Everyone knew everyone. There were no secrets, no privacy. I hated it. That's why I moved away for nursing school. That's why I was so drawn to Rhodes Hill, to the... order of it."
Victor nodded, his eyes focused on yours. "Order is important."
"But too much order can be suffocating," you countered. "Sometimes, you need a little chaos. A little unpredictability."
A small smile touched Victor's lips. "Is that what you are, (Y/N)? Chaos?"
"I'm whatever you need me to be," you replied, your voice dropping to a near whisper. "Professional colleague, loyal subordinate, or... something else entirely."
The air between you crackled with tension, with unspoken possibilities. Victor's eyes darkened, and you saw something flicker there desire, perhaps, or at least the shadow of it.
As the dinner drew to a close, you glanced at your phone, a carefully timed gesture. A flicker of frustration crossed your face before you masked it with a polite smile.
"Everything alright?" Victor asked, noticing your expression.
You sighed, a hint of embarrassment coloring your tone. "It's my car. It wouldn't start this morning something with the alternator, I think. My friend had to drop me off, but she can't pick me up. I was just trying to figure out how I'm getting home."
Victor's brow furrowed slightly. "You need a ride?"
"I wouldn't normally ask," you said, looking down at your hands. "It's just... embarrassing, being stranded like this. Especially dressed like this." You gestured vaguely at your elegant attire. "I was about to call a cab, but..."
"I can take you," Victor said, the words coming out more decisively than he'd intended. "It's no trouble."
Your head snapped up, your eyes meeting his. "Are you sure? I don't want to impose."
"It's not an imposition," he insisted, already signaling for the check. "I wouldn't feel right letting you find your own way home this late."
"Thank you, Victor," you said, your voice soft with what appeared to be genuine gratitude. "I really appreciate it."
As he paid the bill and led you to his car, Victor found himself questioning his decision. This was exactly the kind of complication he tried to avoid. But as he watched you slide into the passenger seat of his sedan, your dress riding up just slightly as you settled in, he couldn't bring himself to regret it.
The game had changed, he realized. And somehow, without even realizing it, he had just made his next move.
The drive was quiet, the city lights blurring past Victor's windows as he navigated the streets with practiced ease. You sat beside him, the scent of your perfume mingling with the leather interior of his sedan, creating an intoxicating atmosphere that seemed to thicken with each passing minute.
"Turn here," you said suddenly, pointing to a street that would take them in the opposite direction of the residential area where he assumed you lived.
Victor glanced at you, questioning. "I thought you lived in the Oakwood district."
"I used to," you replied with a small smile. "I moved recently."
He followed your directions, his curiosity piqued as you led him to an upscale high-rise in the city's financial district. He parked in the designated guest spot, turning to you with a raised eyebrow.
"This is... unexpected."
"I like to upgrade when the opportunity presents itself," you replied, your voice light as you opened your door. "Would you like to come up for a drink? As a thank you for the ride."
Victor hesitated, his professional warring with his personal curiosity. This was exactly the kind of complication he tried to avoid blurring the lines between colleague and... whatever this was.
"I should probably get you home and then head back to Rhodes Hill," he said, though the words lacked conviction.
"Or you could come up for one drink," you countered, your eyes holding his. "Unless you're afraid to be alone with me, Doctor?"
The challenge was subtle but unmistakable. Victor felt a surge of irritation at being so transparent, followed by an unwilling admiration for your audacity.
"One drink," he agreed, the words out before he could stop them.
"Excellent," you replied with a triumphant smile that you quickly masked. "Follow me."
The elevator ride to the top floor was silent, the air thick with unspoken tension. When the doors opened, Victor found himself stepping into a space that was pure 1980s Miami glamour all white lacquer, glass, and chrome, with pops of neon pink and turquoise. Floor-to-ceiling windows offered a panoramic view of the city skyline, the lights twinkling like scattered diamonds.
"Wow," he said, the word escaping before he could stop it.
You laughed, a genuine, throaty sound that seemed to fill the space. "It's a bit much, I know. But I love it. It feels like... freedom."
Victor wandered through the open-concept living space, his eyes taking in the details the geometric patterns on the rug, the surrealistic paintings on the walls, the sleek, minimalist furniture that somehow managed to look both futuristic and retro.
"It's impressive," he admitted, turning to face you. "Very... you."
"What does that mean?" you asked, though you already knew the answer.
"Bold. Unapologetic. A little overwhelming," he replied with a small smile.
"Only a little?" you teased, moving closer to him. "Can I get you that drink, Doctor? Or should I call you Victor now?"
"Victor is fine," he said, his voice slightly rougher than usual.
"Victor it is," you replied, turning toward the bar cart in the corner of the room. "Scotch okay?"
He nodded, watching as you poured two glasses with practiced ease. When you returned, you stood closer than necessary, your body nearly brushing against his as you handed him his drink.
"To unexpected detours," you said, raising your glass.
"To unexpected detours," he echoed, his eyes meeting yours over the rim of his glass.
As he took a sip, you reached out, your fingers lightly tracing the line of his suit jacket. "You look good out of uniform, Victor. Very... distinguished."
"I could say the same about you," he replied, his gaze dropping to the silk dress that clung to your curves. "Though 'distinguished' isn't the word that comes to mind."
"No?" you asked, your hand moving from his jacket to his arm, your fingers tracing the muscles beneath the fabric. "What word does come to mind?"
"Dangerous," he admitted, his voice low as he set down his glass. "You're dangerous, (Y/N)."
"Only to men who are afraid of losing control," you countered, your hand continuing its exploration, moving slowly up and down his arm. "But you're not afraid of losing control, are you, Victor?"
"I've spent my life cultivating control," he replied, though he made no move to stop your wandering hand.
"Maybe it's time to let go of it," you suggested, your voice dropping to a near whisper as you stepped even closer. "Just for a little while."
Your other hand came up to rest on his chest, directly over his heart. "Do you know what I see when I look at you, Victor? I see a man who's built an empire from nothing. A man who's brilliant, ambitious, and utterly devoted to his vision. A man who's changing the world, even if the world doesn't know it yet."
Your thumb stroked his chest, a slow, deliberate motion. "That's... incredibly sexy."
Victor's breath hitched, a unfamiliar warmth spreading through his chest at your praise. He'd spent decades cultivating an aura of experience and control, but beneath it all lay a truth he'd never shared with anyone he was a virgin. Not from lack of opportunity, but from single-minded focus and a deep-seated fear of vulnerability that his ego would never allow him to admit.
"You don't know what you're talking about," he said, his voice rougher than he intended.
"Don't I?" you challenged, your eyes holding his. "I've seen your work, Victor. I've seen the dedication, the precision, the genius. The way you command a room, the respect you command from everyone around you. That kind of power... it doesn't come from books alone."
Your hand moved from his arm to his neck, your fingers lightly tracing the long, pale scar that ran down its side. "You carry your battles with you. But you don't have to carry them alone."
Victor closed his eyes, a shudder running through him at your touch. He felt a desperate urge to pull away, to maintain the carefully constructed facade that had protected him for decades. But another part of him a part he'd long suppressed craved the connection you were offering.
"I should go," he said, though he made no move to leave.
"Stay," you replied, your thumb stroking his jaw. "Please."
For a long moment, he just looked at you, his expression unreadable. Then, slowly, deliberately, he closed the remaining distance between you, his lips capturing yours in a kiss that was at once confident and hesitant, practiced and uncertain.
A thrill shot through you as his arms wrapped around you, pulling you flush against him. This was it exactly where you wanted him. In your arms, in your home, at your mercy. You could feel the slight tremor in his hands, the barely perceptible hesitation in his embrace, and it only excited you more. The great Dr. Victor Gideon, brilliant and commanding, was nervous in your presence.
As the kiss deepened, you took control, your tongue tracing his lips before delving inside to explore. Victor responded with a mixture of enthusiasm and inexperience that was endearing and incredibly arousing. His hands moved from your back to your waist, then lower, hesitating briefly before cupping your ass and pulling you even closer against him.
You broke the kiss, your breathing ragged as you looked up at him. His eyes were dark with desire, but also with something else vulnerability, uncertainty. A flicker of the boy he must have been before he became the man he was today.
"Victor," you whispered, your hand coming up to stroke his cheek. "It's okay."
He didn't answer, just pulled you in for another kiss, this one more confident, more demanding. You felt his excitement growing against your hip, his body responding despite his inexperience. The realization that you were the first to elicit this response from him perhaps the first to elicit any kind of intimate response from him at all sent a surge of power through you.
As his lips moved from your mouth to your jaw, then down to the sensitive skin of your neck, you tilted your head back, giving him better access. Your fingers tangled in his hair, holding him to you as his teeth nipped lightly at your throat.
"Bedroom," you gasped, your body already responding to his touch.
Victor lifted his head, his eyes searching yours. For a moment, you saw uncertainty there, a flicker of hesitation that you quickly quelled with a kiss.
"It's okay," you repeated, taking his hand and leading him toward the bedroom. "I've got you."
As you led him down the hallway, Victor felt a strange mixture of terror and exhilaration. He was stepping into uncharted territory, abandoning the carefully constructed control that had governed his life for decades. But as he watched the confident sway of your hips, felt the warmth of your hand in his, he knew with absolute certainty that there was nowhere else he'd rather be.
The bedroom was bathed in the soft, ambient glow from the city lights filtering through the large windows. It was a space of deliberate luxury, much like the rest of your penthouse, with plush white rugs and silk sheets that seemed to shimmer even in the dim light.
You pushed open the door, your hand finding Victor's as you led him toward the king-sized bed at the center of the room. He followed, but his steps seemed heavier now, his distraction palpable. The confidence from moments before in the living room had evaporated, replaced by a nervous energy that radiated from him in waves.
"This is... fast," he said, his voice barely above a whisper, his golden eyes scanning the room as if searching for an escape route.
You turned to face him, a small knowing smile playing on your lips. "Sometimes the best discoveries happen when you rush toward them, Victor."
Before he could respond, you gave him a gentle but firm push, sending him tumbling back onto the bed. He landed with a soft thud, his body sinking into the plush mattress, looking up at you with wide, startled eyes his golden eyes seeming to glow even brighter in the dim light of the room.
You climbed onto the bed, straddling his waist as you reached for his tie. Your fingers worked the silk with practiced ease, loosening the knot before pulling it free from his collar. As the tie came away in your hand, you found yourself suddenly blushing, a warmth spreading across your cheeks that had nothing to do with the temperature in the room.
It was then that you truly noticed his size how broad his shoulders were even lying down, how his large frame nearly spanned the width of your bed. His chest rose and fell with each breath, and you could feel the strength coiled in his body even as he lay seemingly vulnerable beneath you.
His golden eyes watched your every move, a mixture of desire and uncertainty swirling in their depths. They were unlike anything you'd ever seen a shade of gold so vivid it seemed almost unnatural, glowing with an intensity that was both captivating and slightly intimidating.
"You're... big," you heard yourself say, the words coming out as a breathy whisper that surprised even you.
Victor's cheeks flushed, a rare display of vulnerability that made your heart race. He seemed momentarily at a loss for words, his composure completely shattered by your direct observation.
"I... I hadn't realized that was something you'd noticed," he finally managed, his voice rough with embarrassment.
"I notice everything about you, Victor," you replied, your fingers moving from his tie to the buttons of his shirt. "Especially the things you try to hide."
As you worked the buttons free, revealing the pale skin of his chest, you couldn't help but wonder what other secrets he kept locked away. The confident, commanding doctor was gone, replaced by this man this large, powerful, yet surprisingly vulnerable man who was clearly out of his depth.
And you, you realized with a thrill that sent shivers down your spine, were exactly where you wanted to be in complete control of the situation, with Victor Gideon right where you'd always wanted him in your bed, at your mercy, and yours for the taking.
The silk of his tie still coiled in your hand like a serpent, you leaned down, your lips brushing against the pulse point in Victor's neck. You felt him shudder, a full-body tremor that vibrated through you where you straddled his waist. His large hands, which had been gripping your hips, tightened almost to the point of pain before relaxing again.
"Relax, Victor," you whispered against his skin, your breath warm and teasing. "Let me take care of you."
You began a slow, deliberate descent, pressing open-mouthed kisses along his jawline, down the column of his throat. His skin tasted clean, with a hint of Scotch and something uniquely him something sterile and electric, like ozone before a storm. Each kiss was a brand, a claim, and you could feel the tension in his body gradually begin to ease, replaced by a tentative, burgeoning arousal.
Your path continued down his chest, now exposed by the unbuttoned shirt. You lingered over his sternum, your tongue tracing the delicate bone before moving to one flat, nipple. You took it between your teeth, biting gently before soothing it with your tongue. Victor gasped, his hips bucking beneath you, a reflexive movement that spoke of a body desperate for sensation it had long been denied.
"So responsive," you murmured, lifting your head to meet his golden eyes. They were dark now, clouded with lust and something else wonderment, as if he were experiencing this for the first time.
You continued your journey, kissing down his abdomen, your tongue dipping into his navel as you passed. You could feel the muscles in his stomach contracting, quivering under your touch. His breathing had grown ragged, each inhale a desperate gasp, each exhale a shuddering moan.
And then you reached his belt.
The leather was warm from his body heat, the buckle cool against your lips as you pressed a final kiss just above it. It was here that you felt the shift in him a sudden, almost panicked stillness that was at odds with his evident arousal.
You looked up, your eyes questioning. "Victor?"
His face was flushed, a deep, mortified red that spread from his cheeks down to his neck. He wouldn't meet your gaze, his golden eyes fixed instead on the ceiling above him as if it held the answers to some cosmic mystery.
"This is... forward," he managed, his voice strained.
A realization dawned on you, so clear and profound it was almost comical. The nervousness, the hesitation, the almost reverential wonder in his touches it wasn't just shyness. It was inexperience. Raw, unadulterated, and utterly endearing.
A slow, wicked smile spread across your face. "Victor," you said, your voice a sultry purr as you rested your chin on his belt buckle, looking up at him. "Has anyone ever done this for you? Have you ever had a woman's mouth on you... like this?"
His eyes widened, the golden depths darkening with a mixture of shock and arousal. "Of course," he stammered, his ego rushing to defend his pride. "Numerous times. It's... it's a common enough practice."
His voice was unconvincing, the denial so transparent it was almost touching. You decided to call his bluff, your smile never faltering.
"Because I have to admit," you said, your fingers tracing the outline of his erection through his trousers, "I've never done this before."
Victor's head snapped up, his eyes locking with yours in stunned disbelief. "You... what?"
You laughed, a low, throaty sound that seemed to vibrate through his entire body. "I'm kidding, Victor. I've done this plenty of times." You leaned in closer, your voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "But I've never wanted to like this. Not with anyone else."
With practiced ease, your fingers made quick work of his belt, the leather whispering as you pulled it free from the loops. His pants were next, the button popping open with ease, the zipper sliding down with a soft hiss.
As you parted the fabric, his cock sprang free, and your breath caught in your throat. He was soft, but even in his unaroused state, he was large thick and heavy, resting against his thigh like a sleeping serpent. The shaft was pale, almost ivory in color, with a network of blue veins tracing delicate patterns beneath the skin. The head was a perfect, flushed pink, nestled in a crown of dark, neatly trimmed curls.
"Victor," you breathed, your eyes wide with genuine awe. "You're... perfect."
He blushed again, a deeper shade this time, his embarrassment at your open admiration warring with his evident arousal. You could see him beginning to harden, his length thickening, rising from its resting place as if drawn by your gaze.
You leaned in, your tongue tracing the delicate skin just below the navel, your fingers gently cupping his heavy balls. He gasped, his hips lifting from the bed, a silent plea for more.
"Patience, my brilliant doctor," you murmured, your breath warm against his skin. "We have all night. And I intend to enjoy every moment of... discovering you."
The air in the room grew thick with anticipation as you knelt between Victor's powerful thighs. His cock, now fully erect, stood proud and thick before you, a testament to his virility and his overwhelming response to your touch. The flushed head glistened with a single bead of pre-cum, and you felt a primal surge of feminine power at the knowledge that you were the one who had brought him to this state.
"Look at me, Victor," you commanded softly, your eyes holding his. "I want you to watch."
His golden eyes, dark with desire, met yours, and you saw a flicker of vulnerability there a silent acknowledgment of his inexperience, of his complete surrender to you.
You leaned in, your tongue extending to lap at the bead of pre-cum, tasting the salty essence of him. A soft whimper escaped his lips, a sound so uncharacteristic, so utterly at odds with his usual commanding presence, that it sent a jolt of pure desire straight to your core.
"God, I love that sound," you murmured, your lips brushing against the sensitive head of his cock. "I want to hear more of it."
You took him into your mouth then, your lips stretching to accommodate his impressive girth. You weren't gentle or tentative you were hungry, devouring him with a pornographic intensity that left no room for modesty. You took him deep, your throat relaxing as you swallowed his length, your nose buried in the dark curls at his base.
Victor cried out, his hips bucking off the bed, his hands fisting in the sheets as he struggled to process the overwhelming sensation. You pulled back slowly, your lips dragging along his shaft before releasing him with an obscene wet pop. A string of saliva connected your mouth to his cock, evidence of your enthusiastic assault.
"Too much?" you asked, though you already knew the answer.
"No," he gasped, his chest heaving. "Don't stop."
You smiled, a wicked, knowing smile, before lowering your head to his balls. They were heavy, drawn up tight against his body, and you took them into your mouth one at a time, sucking gently as your tongue swirled around the sensitive skin. Victor's moans grew louder, more desperate, his body writhing beneath your expert ministrations.
You released his balls, your tongue tracing a path back up to his cock, circling the sensitive ridge beneath the head before flicking against the frenulum. His hips jerked, another helpless whimper escaping his lips as he neared the edge.
"Please, (Y/N)," he begged, his voice rough with need. "I can't... I'm going to..."
You pulled back just enough to look up at him, your eyes dark with desire. "Not yet," you commanded. "I'm not done with you."
You took him into your mouth again, your movements faster now, more urgent. Your head bobbed up and down, your hand stroking what your mouth couldn't accommodate, your saliva coating his shaft until it glistened in the dim light of the room. The sounds were wet, messy, utterly obscene a symphony of sucking and slurping that seemed to drive Victor wild with desire.
His whimpers grew more frequent, more desperate, his hands moving from the sheets to your head, his fingers tangling in your hair as he guided your movements. You welcomed his control, his dominance, even as you maintained your own this was a partnership, a dance of desire and submission that left you both breathless and wanting more.
"I'm close," he warned, his voice strained. "So close..."
You increased your pace, your mouth working him with relentless precision, your tongue flicking against his sensitive head with each upward stroke. You could feel him tensing, his body coiling like a spring ready to release, and you prepared yourself for the inevitable climax.
With a final, desperate cry, Victor came, his hot seed flooding your mouth as his body convulsed with the force of his release. You swallowed eagerly, your lips tightening around his shaft as you milked him for every last drop, your own body trembling with sympathetic pleasure.
As his shudders subsided, you released him, your mouth and chin glistening with evidence of his passion. You looked up at him, your eyes glowing with satisfaction, and saw a look of awe, of reverence, of utter worship on his face.
"(Y/N)," he breathed, his voice barely a whisper. "That was... I've never..."
You smiled, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand before crawling up his body to lie beside him. "There's a lot more where that came from, Doctor," you murmured, your lips brushing against his. "A lot more."
As he pulled you into his arms, his lips claiming yours in a desperate, hungry kiss, you knew that this was only the beginning. Victor Gideon, brilliant and commanding, was now yourscompletely, utterly, and without reservation. And you intended to enjoy every moment of it.
Victor's chest was still heaving, his golden eyes hazy with the aftershocks of pleasure as you lay beside him, a triumphant smirk gracing your lips. The power was intoxicating, seeing this brilliant, commanding man completely undone by you.
"My turn," you whispered, your voice husky as you nipped at his earlobe.
A new kind of fire ignited in his gaze. The vulnerability from moments before was being consumed by a primal possessiveness. He moved with a sudden, confident grace, rolling you onto your back and looming over you. His larger frame eclipsed the city lights, casting you in his shadow.
"Your lingerie," he demanded, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through your entire body. "Take it off. Or I will."
You laughed, a breathy, excited sound. "Patience, Doctor. The best things are worth unwrapping."
You sat up, kneeling before him on the silk sheets. With slow, deliberate movements, you reached behind your back and unhooked your bra. His eyes were locked on your hands, his breathing shallow as he watched. You let the straps fall from your shoulders, but before you could remove it completely, you cupped your breasts, pushing them together. Your thumbs brushed over your nipples, already hard and sensitive, and you let out a soft moan at your own touch.
"Like what you see?" you teased, your eyes dark with desire.
His response was a growl, low and animalistic. He didn't wait. His large hands closed around your wrists, gently but firmly pulling them away from your body. He deftly unclasped your bra himself, tossing it aside. His golden eyes devoured the sight of your bare breasts, and you felt a surge of triumph as you watched his composed facade crumble further.
"You like to tease," he observed, his voice rough as he reached out to trace the curve of your breast with a calloused finger.
"And you like to watch," you countered, arching into his touch.
His finger circled your nipple, not quite touching, a frustratingly light caress that made you squirm. "Victor," you breathed, your voice needy. "Don't tease."
"Turnabout," he murmured, a wicked glint in his golden eyes. "Is fair play."
But his patience, it seemed, had its limits. He hooked his fingers into the delicate straps of your panties, the only scrap of lace remaining on your body. As he slowly peeled them down your hips, the true nature of the garment was revealed. It wasn't just lingerie it was a weapon of pure, unadulterated seduction. The crotch was completely open, leaving your most intimate area exposed and vulnerable.
"Fuck," he breathed, the curse torn from his lips as the panties came away. His gaze was locked between your thighs, his expression one of raw, unfiltered awe. "You planned this."
"Every detail," you confirmed, your voice a proud purr. You lay back against the pillows, spreading your legs slightly in a deliberate invitation. "Now what are you going to do about it, Doctor?"
For a moment, he simply stared, and you saw the flash of inexperience return, the uncertainty of how to proceed. But then his expression hardened, his scientific mind taking over. He was a man who studied, who learned, who mastered. And this, he clearly intended to master.
He lowered his head, his warm breath ghosting over your inner thigh. You whimpered, your hands fisting in the sheets as you waited for his touch. When it came, it was experimental at first a tentative lick, a curious exploration. But as you moaned, your hips rocking against his mouth, his confidence grew.
"Like this?" he murmured against your skin, his voice muffled by your thigh.
"Just like that," you gasped, your fingers tangling in his hair. "But... use your tongue more. Broad strokes. And... my clit, Victor. Pay attention to my clit."
He followed your guidance perfectly, his brilliant mind quickly translating your instructions into action. His tongue flattened, laving you with broad, wet strokes that sent shivers of pleasure coursing through you. When he finally focused on your clit, circling it with the tip of his tongue before sucking it gently into his mouth, you cried out, your back arching off the bed as pleasure, sharp and intense, shot through you.
His hand, which had been resting on your other thigh, suddenly tightened, his long fingers wrapping around the entire width of your leg. His grip was firm, possessive, a claim that made you whimper with delight. You could feel the strength in his hand, the power he held over you, and it only heightened your arousal.
"Harder," you begged, your hips rocking against his mouth. "Don't be gentle, Victor. I can take it."
He responded with renewed enthusiasm, his movements growing bolder, more confident. His tongue explored every inch of you, his fingers joining in as he slid one inside you, then two, curling them to stroke that sensitive spot deep within.
You were lost in a haze of pleasure, your body writhing under his expert ministrations. This wasn't the tentative touch of an inexperienced lover; this was the focused, deliberate exploration of a brilliant mind discovering something new and utterly fascinating.
"You're so wet," he murmured against your skin, his voice muffled by your thighs. "Is this for me?"
"All for you," you managed to gasp, your hips bucking against his mouth. "Only for you."
His response was to increase his pace, his tongue working your clit as his fingers pumped in and out of you. The pressure was building, coiling deep within you like a spring ready to snap
"I'm close," you warned, your voice high and desperate. "So close, Victor. Don't stop."
He didn't. He sucked your clit into his mouth, his tongue flicking against it rapidly as his fingers curled inside you, hitting that perfect spot with every thrust. With a final, desperate cry, you came, your body convulsing with the force of your orgasm, your juices flooding his hand as wave after wave of pleasure washed over you.
As your shudders subsided, he released you, rising up to look at you. His face was glistening with your arousal, a look of pure masculine pride on his face.
"I believe we're even now," he said, his voice low and triumphant.
You laughed, pulling him down for a deep, passionate kiss. "Not even close, Doctor," you murmured against his lips. "Not even close."
You surged up, capturing his lips in a kiss that was all teeth and tongue. It wasn't gentle or sweet it was a messy, aggressive claiming. Your tongue delved into his mouth, dancing with his in a wet, sloppy rhythm that spoke of raw, unfiltered need. You swallowed his moans, your hands roaming over his chest, feeling the hard planes of muscle beneath his skin.
Your other hand found his cock, already hard and eager again. You wrapped your fingers around his thick shaft, pumping him slowly, deliberately. He groaned into your mouth, his hips thrusting upward, seeking more friction.
You broke the kiss, a trail of saliva connecting your lips. You shifted, straddling his waist, positioning the head of his cock at your entrance. You teased him, rubbing the swollen tip against your slick folds, coating him in your arousal but not letting him enter.
"Victor," you murmured, your voice a sultry purr as you looked down at him, your hair a wild halo around your face. "Have you ever fucked a woman before? Really fucked her?"
The question, so direct and crude, hung in the air between you. A flicker of annoyance crossed his face, a brief flash of the wounded ego he tried so hard to protect. He didn't answer, but his eyes darkened, a predatory glint replacing the warmth from moments before.
Before you could tease him again, his hands shot out, gripping your hips with bruising force. His fingers dug into your flesh, his touch no longer experimental but demanding, possessive.
With a guttural growl, he slammed you down onto his cock.
You cried out, a sharp, ecstatic gasp as he filled you completely, stretching you to your limits. He was so big, so thick, that you could feel the pressure deep inside you, a profound, overwhelming fullness that stole your breath. You looked down and saw it a distinct, undeniable bulge in your lower abdomen, a visible testament to his size and the depth of his possession.
"Oh god, Victor," you moaned, your hands braced against his chest as you struggled to adjust to the sudden intrusion. "You're so... fuck... you're so big."
A surge of defiance, of pure, unadulterated stubbornness, shot through you. This was your game, your seduction, and he had just seized control. You wouldn't let him.
You slapped his chest, the sound sharp in the quiet room. "Bad boy," you chastised, your voice a mix of pleasure and reprimand. "I said I was in charge. Let me take charge."
You expected anger, frustration. Instead, you saw a flicker of something else in his golden eyes surprise, and then, unmistakably, arousal. He liked your assertiveness. He liked the fight.
His grip on your hips loosened slightly, not a surrender, but an invitation. "Show me," he challenged, his voice a low growl. "Show me how you want it."
With a triumphant smirk, you began to move. "Just watch, Doctor," you breathed, placing your hands on his chest for leverage. "And learn."
You started with a slow, deliberate grind, rotating your hips in circles, feeling every inch of him inside you. His eyes were wide, fixed on the place where your bodies joined, watching his cock disappear into you over and over. A low, continuous groan rumbled in his chest, a sound of pure, unadulterated pleasure.
"That's it," you encouraged, your voice husky with desire. "Feel that? Feel how you're stretching me? Fuck, you feel so good."
You picked up the pace, bouncing on his cock with increasing urgency. Your movements became more aggressive, more demanding. You were throwing it back now, slamming your ass down onto his thighs with enough force to make the bed shake, to make your breasts bounce wildly.
"Touch me," you commanded, grabbing his hands and placing them on your breasts. "Play with my nipples. Pinch them."
He obeyed, his fingers closing around your sensitive peaks, his touch hesitant at first, then more confident as you responded with a cry of pleasure. He rolled your nipples between his thumbs and forefingers, pinching them just hard enough to send a jolt of pleasure straight to your clit.
"Harder," you begged, your head falling back as ecstasy washed over you. "Fuck, Victor, yes!"
Your movements became frantic, almost desperate. You were riding him like a porn star, with none of the subtlety or hesitation of a novice. This was raw, unfiltered passion, a primal dance of desire and surrender that left you both breathless and wanting more.
Victor's hands roamed your body, from your breasts to your hips, his grip tightening as he lost himself in the pleasure. He was no longer just a passive observer he was an active participant, his hips rising to meet yours, his cock driving deeper with every thrust.
"I'm close," you gasped, your voice high and desperate. "So close, Victor. Don't stop. Fuck me harder. Make me come."
His response was to flip you over, his body covering yours, his cock buried deep inside you. "My turn," he growled, his golden eyes dark with a possessive intensity that both frightened and excited you. "I want to see you come. I want to feel you come around my cock."
As he began to thrust, deep and hard, you knew with absolute certainty that this was only the beginning. The game had changed, the roles reversed, and as your body responded to his demanding rhythm, you realized, with a thrill that sent shivers down your spine, that you were no longer in control.
And you had never been more turned on in your life.
The world tilted in a dizzying rush of muscle and silk. One moment you were riding him, setting the pace, the master of his pleasure. The next, you were on your back, the cool sheets a stark contrast to the heat of his body blanketing you. Victor was above you, inside you, his golden eyes blazing with a possessive fire that made your breath catch.
A genuine gasp of surprise escaped your lips. He had been so uncertain, so pliant just moments ago. But this... this was a predator, a man taking what he wanted with a raw, primal confidence you hadn't seen before. He was a genius, after all. Of course he was a fast learner.
"You move fast, Doctor," you managed, a smirk playing on your lips even as your heart hammered against your ribs.
"I'm a quick study," he growled, his voice a low rumble against your throat. He began to move, his strokes deep and powerful, each one pushing a breathless moan from your lungs. He was good, naturally talented, but he was still holding back, still thinking.
You wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him deeper, meeting his thrusts with your own. "Don't hold back," you panted, your hands tangling in his hair. "I want to feel all of you. I want you to lose control."
His rhythm faltered for a second, a flicker of the old uncertainty in his eyes. He was trying to please you, but he didn't know how to let go, how to channel that brilliant mind into pure, unadulterated instinct.
"Let me help you," you whispered, pulling his head down until your lips were against his ear. "I want you to do something for me."
"Anything," he breathed, his hips never ceasing their relentless rhythm.
"Put me in a headlock," you commanded, your voice dropping to a husky, shameless whisper. "Not hard enough to hurt. Just... hold me there. Make me take it."
His eyes widened, shocked by the crude, dominant request. But then a slow, wicked smile spread across his face, a terrifyingly beautiful transformation. "As you wish," he murmured.
He shifted, his powerful bicep wrapping around your neck, his forearm pressing gently against your throat. It wasn't painful; it was a restraint, a cage of warm, firm muscle that trapped you, held you captive to his will. The feeling was dizzying, a rush of submission that sent a bolt of pure, unadulterated lust straight to your core.
"Good," you choked out, your hands clawing at his back. "Now... while you're fucking me... rub my clit. I want to come while you've got me like this."
His free hand snaked between your sweaty bodies, his long, clever fingers finding the sensitive bundle of nerves with unerring accuracy. He circled it once, twice, a hesitant, experimental touch.
"Like this?" he asked, his voice rough with exertion.
"Fuck, yes," you cried out, his hips bucking against his hand. "Harder. Faster. Make me come all over your cock."
His response was a series of low, guttural growls that vibrated against your back, a sound of pure, animalistic pleasure that was more intoxicating than any drug. He was no longer the hesitant student; he was the master, and you were his willing subject.
The growls turned into ragged moans as he found his rhythm, his hips pistoning into you with a brutal, relentless force that stole your breath. His fingers worked your clit with a focused intensity that matched his thrusts, each circle, each flick, pushing you closer to the edge.
"You feel that?" he growled, his lips brushing against your ear. "You feel how hard you make me? How much I want you?"
The praise, the possessive words, sent you soaring. "That's it, Victor," you praised, your voice a breathy, desperate moan. "Fuck me just like that. You're so fucking good. So big, so deep. God, I love your cock."
His moans grew louder, more uninhibited, mingling with your cries in the dimly lit room. The sounds were wet, messy, utterly obscene a symphony of slapping flesh and desperate pleas that was the most beautiful music you had ever heard.
"Harder," you begged, your body meeting his thrusts with equal ferocity. "Break me, Victor. Fucking break me."
Your words seemed to unlock something primal within him. His movements became almost violent, his hips slamming into yours with a force that made the entire bed shudder. The headboard began to slam against the wall, a rhythmic, punishing beat that mirrored the frantic pace of your heart.
"I'm close," you gasped, your body tensing, the pressure building to an unbearable level. "Don't stop, Victor. Please, don't stop. I'm gonna come."
His grip on your throat tightened slightly, his fingers rubbing your clit with a frantic, desperate energy. "Come for me," he commanded, his voice a raw, dominant snarl. "Now. Come all over my fucking cock."
With a final, strangled cry, you shattered. Your body convulsed, your vision blurring as a tidal wave of pleasure crashed over you, drowning you in ecstasy. Your walls clenched around him, milking his cock as wave after wave of your orgasm ripped through you.
He followed you over the edge with a guttural roar, his body going rigid as he drove into you one last time, a final, brutal thrust that was followed by a splintering CRACK.
The world tilted, a sickening lurch that sent you both tumbling to the floor. You landed in a heap of tangled limbs and broken wood, the sudden impact knocking the air from your lungs. Victor was on top of you, his body a heavy, welcome weight, his cock still buried deep inside you.
For a moment, you just lay there, stunned, your mind struggling to process what had just happened. Then you looked at the wreckage of your bed the shattered frame, the broken slats, the mattress lying askew and a slow, triumphant smile spread across your face.
"Well, Doctor," you panted, reaching up to stroke his sweat-slicked cheek. "I'd say you definitely passed your practical exam."
Victor laughed, a deep, genuine sound that was filled with masculine pride and a newfound confidence. "I aim to please," he murmured, his golden eyes glowing with a possessive fire that promised this was only the beginning.
As you lay there in the wreckage of your bed, your bodies still joined, you knew with absolute certainty that you had just unleashed something magnificent. And you had a feeling you were going to enjoy every moment of taming it.
Victor moved first, a shift of muscle and bone that belied his sated state. He rose from the wreckage of your bed, his powerful body gleaming with a sheen of sweat in the dim city light. For a moment, he just stood there, looking down at you, his golden eyes soft with an emotion that was dangerously close to reverence.
Then, with a seamless display of strength that made your breath catch, he bent down and scooped you up into his arms. One arm was hooked under your knees, the other firmly around your back, holding you flush against his chest. You looped your arms around his neck, a contented sigh escaping your lips as he carried you through the debris of your destroyed bed.
You looked up at him, a triumphant, shit-eating grin spreading across your face. Your plan had worked better than you could have ever imagined. You hadn't just seduced your brilliant, uptight boss; you had unleashed something primal, something possessive, something that had literally fucked you through your mattress.
"My hero," you teased, your voice husky. "Whatever shall I do? My bed is... compromised."
Victor's lips curved into a slow, possessive smile. He was still in a post-sex haze, his movements fluid, his usual rigid control replaced by a languid confidence. He didn't answer immediately, just carried you toward the floor-to-ceiling windows, his reflection looming over yours in the darkened glass.
"You could always buy a new one," he murmured, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through your entire body.
"And where would I sleep tonight?" you batted your eyes at him, your voice a calculated mix of innocence and suggestion. "On the couch? It seems rather... inadequate after what we've just experienced."
He chuckled, a deep, throaty sound that was pure masculine pride. "I have a better idea." He turned away from the window, his eyes finding yours. "Come back to Rhodes Hill with me. You can sleep in my private quarters."
Your heart gave a little leap of victory. This was it. This was the endgame you hadn't even dared to hope for. Not just a night in his bed, but access to his inner sanctum, his private domain. A place, you suspected, where very few people had ever been allowed to tread.
"Your private quarters?" you repeated, feigning a surprise that was entirely for show. "Isn't that... against protocol? Me, a lowly Head Nurse, sleeping in the Director's personal suite?"
"Protocols can be... amended," he replied, his grip on you tightening slightly. "Especially under... extenuating circumstances."
You leaned in, your lips brushing against his ear. "And is this," you whispered, your voice a seductive caress, "an 'extenuating circumstance'?"
"It's a fucking emergency," he growled, his golden eyes darkening with a possessive fire that promised a night and a future filled with the kind of passion that could break beds and bend rules. "Now get dressed. Or don't. I don't think I'll be able to keep my hands off you either way."
As he carried you toward the closet, your body still humming with the aftershocks of his possession, you knew with absolute certainty that this was no longer just a game. You had tamed the brilliant, untamable Victor Gideon, and in doing so, had willingly, gleefully, placed a collar around your own neck.
And as he set you down, his hands already reaching for you, you realized, with a thrill that sent shivers down your spine, that you wouldn't have it any other way.
The first pale light of dawn was just beginning to filter through the reinforced windows of Victor's private quarters at Rhodes Hill. The sterile, minimalist space, usually a symbol of his control and isolation, now looked like it had been ravaged by a hurricane. A hurricane named (Y/N). Your clothes were tangled with his discarded lab coat, the sheets ripped from the corners of the mattress, and a faint, musky scent of sweat and sex hung in the air, a tangible ghost of the night before.
Victor woke first. It wasn't his usual abrupt, alert transition from sleep to wakefulness this was a slow, languid surfacing. His body ached in ways it never had, a deep, satisfying soreness in his muscles that spoke of hours of unrestrained, primal exertion. For a moment, he just lay there, his mind still hazy with sleep and satiation. Then he became aware of the weight in his arms, the warm, soft body curled against his chest.
He looked down at you. Your face was peaceful in sleep, free of the calculated seduction or teasing defiance he was used to. Your hair was a wild mess across his pillow, your lips slightly parted. He felt an unfamiliar, terrifyingly gentle pang in his chest. You looked smaller like this, almost fragile, a stark contrast to the insatiable, demanding woman who had ridden him into a frenzy, who had begged him to fuck her in a headlock, who had praised every growl and possessive grunt that tore from his throat. He had been feral, uninhibited, a man starved for decades suddenly presented with a feast. He'd lost control, and in doing so, had discovered a part of himself he never knew existed.
You stirred, your eyelids fluttering open. A slow, sleepy smile spread across your face as your gaze focused on him. You shifted, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to his cheek. "Morning," you murmured, your voice husky from sleep and screaming.
The warmth of your kiss, the simple intimacy of it, sent a jolt through him. The post-sex haze was rapidly being replaced by the cold, sharp clarity of the man who ran Rhodes Hill. He carefully disentangled himself, sitting up and running a hand over his face. "We need to establish something," he said, his voice already regaining its usual clinical, authoritative tone.
You propped yourself up on your elbow, the sheet pooling around your waist, completely unabashed by your nakedness. "Oh?"
"During work hours, we are Director Gideon and Head Nurse (L/N)," he stated, looking down at you. His expression was unreadable, but the words were a wall being rebuilt, brick by brick. "What happened last night... stays here. Our dynamic at the facility must remain unchanged."
A flicker of disappointment crossed your face, quickly masked. You had hoped for something more, a confession, a declaration of... something. You nodded. "Of course, Doctor. Professional boundaries. I understand."
You started to pull away, ready to retreat, to accept the new, colder terms, when his hand shot out, gripping your wrist. His gaze held yours, and you saw it then a flicker of the same possessiveness from the night before, a raw hunger that his professional facade couldn't completely conceal.
"That doesn't mean," he said, his voice dropping to a low, intense rumble that made your stomach clench, "I wouldn't mind doing this again."
Your lips curved into a slow, triumphant smile. The game wasn't over. It had just entered a new, far more exciting phase. "Well, Doctor," you purred, leaning in to whisper against his lips. "My bed is currently out of commission. It seems I might need a place to stay for the foreseeable future."
A low growl was his only response before he claimed your mouth in a bruising, possessive kiss that promised your sleepless nights were far from over.
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Like, how obsessed can Easterman get? I honestly don't know, but dude needs help.
Based on this answer of @spencer-was-right Please make sure to drop Doctor a nice line, he is very sweet and thoughtful when answering requsts.
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Victor Gideon x Backrooms
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Addicted to You
summary: Victor Gideon has full reign over your IV, and edges you via drugs.
includes: Victor Gideon/AFAB patient reader, smut, drugging, edging, breeding kink, pregnancy, abortion, probably all noncon with dubious at best, power embalance
words: 1.5k
a/n: turns out, my doc put my on antidepressants that also double as a libido enhancer…..so ofc this is my conclusion to my new altered state (felt cute, might delete later cause is it weird to have such a short work posted as a new fic?)
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Victor Gideon who edges you via meds.
He’s into drugging but not in the date-rape kinda way. He needs you conscious for what he is about to do to you.
Dr. Gideon alternates between two main drugs. Since you’re already on antidepressants, one has a side effect of low libido, and the other a side effect of enhancing it. Unbeknownst to you, of course, as he mixes them into your IV bags before bringing them to your room. To you? They look no different, and feel anything but.
On days he gifts you the libido enhancers, he’ll spend all night in your room ripping orgasms from your body….back……to back……to back……to back……. There is no such thing as overstimulation on those days. Your refractory period is non-existent, completely skipping overstimulation and quickly amping up for the next orgasmic crash. And coming from a man who genetically modified himself to have superhuman abilities and strength?? There is literally no biological limitation keeping either of you from stopping.
Those nights are the kind that forever raises a girl’s standards. You’ll fall asleep, putting a pin in tonight’s sex, only to continue the fantasies in your dreams. You can’t even function throughout the day without new kinky scenarios popping up in your head.
Then, once Victor has properly spoiled you into your addiction, he’ll put you on libido inhibiting meds. Your mind remains untouched, constantly craving the release he gifts you, desperate for him to get you to that high. Your body, however? Is physically unable to get there. Sensations are borderline numb, only feeling pressure rather than the usual warm and tingly feeling Victor evokes from your skin. He could overstimulate you for hooooouuuurrrrsssss, and you’re left to do nothing but sob as your body barely registers his movements. He just laughs at how numb your body gets just from a little pill. He’ll ravish your body and take what he needs, and yet, you’re somehow edged while he’s balls deep inside you.
You have him. His body, his love, his attention, all of it. Victor shows his relentless devotion to you, abusing all your sensitive sweet spots but your body can’t even muster an ounce of pleasure. You want nothing more than one of his earth-shattering orgasms. But you just. Can’t. Come.
All you’re left with is the memory of Victor’s love: daydreaming to come around his length again.
He’ll catch you grinding on your pillows or abusing toys. Usually, his ego would deteriorate at the sight. But it’s all worth it when you’re crying in frustration, begging him to play with you again. Victor knows that no matter what you do, you will never feel pleasure unless he grants it.
Dr. Gideon is an organized man, but he never keeps your meds on a consistent schedule. One week, he might feed you the libido pills every day, fucking you until you pass out each night. Another week, maybe he only gives you a libido pill on Monday, casting you aside to crave him for the rest of the week. Or even worse, he’ll go weeks with you on the libido inhibitors: leaving you leaking and desperate to come with no end in sight. No matter the circumstance, you’ll never be able to anticipate when Victor will let you cum again. Each time, you relish like it’s your last……if you aren’t too cockdrunk to think straight in the first place.
And you can’t refuse the pills, because that sends you to the psychiatric ward. Refusing doctor’s orders? They’ll force the pills down your throat regardless. So you just have to lie back and take whatever he blesses you with. And you fucking hate it. All until he’s deep inside you again, and pulling multiples out of you suddenly sways you to forgiveness.
Victor has a hard time saying no to you, though. Mostly because when you’re sobbing, every muscle contorted around his meaty cock, he wants nothing more than to watch you fall apart. On those days, when he gets really desperate, he’ll stick you with a shot of libido enhancers. The drug will seep through your veins, dragging waves of pleasure with it. He can see the tonal shift in your body, blush littering your skin in the path of the circulating drugs. All Victor can do is admire you, as your tension dissolves into pure want: muscles no longer clenched to force the feelings, but helplessly twitching because of them.
Once he reveals his emergency libido shot? You’re begging every time that he edges you. Somehow, knowing that he’s withholding your immediate relief only makes you wetter. Victor is saving you. He is accumulating your pleasure, wanting it to snowball until the next fateful day where the enhancers bless your body.
During ovulation, he’ll slip extra vitamins into your IV. You won’t even be able to tell that he gives you something extra, and just naturally feeling whole during that point in your cycle. Victor will even make a point to spend some quality time with you this week. He truly adores you, but at the end of the day, he wants to condition you to associate good feelings, health, and fertility with his presence. It’s not a common gesture to his AFAB patients, either. Victor will do whatever it takes to keep you ripe for him.
How does he track your cycle? He does have a superhuman sense of smell, but that would be too easy. Dr. Gideon requests that the nurses bring your underwear to him at the end of each day. Running samples on your discharge and tasting the discarded nutrients, he studies it all. To you, the nurses are taking your clothes to be laundered. Little did you know that they were feeding Victor’s addiction. They’ll always return to you clean, but he can’t help but smirk when remembering that through your underwear, his tongue has indirectly lavished your cunt.
Maybe one fateful month, he devises a plan. Alongside your nutrients, he’ll feed you fertility meds. Victor loves watching your breasts swell a bit, growing plump in his hands. He’ll make sure that you get a little extra food on those days. Not used to fattening foods, your weight will catch in your hips. Victor drools while holding your newly childbearing hips in his grasp. On top of it all? Your undies smell extra divine when you’re fed those meds.
He has an insane breeding kink. So once he ups your fertility during ovulation week? He can’t help but pump a baby into you. Unbeknownst to you, of course. Then, Victor will even slip abortion pills into your IV during the week you’d normally get your period. So to you? It just looks like a little extra clotting or a heavy cycle that month.
But why kill the fetus if Victor loves human evolution? He’ll experiment on your excreted embryo, sure. He only induces your abortion so he can knock you up again two weeks later. The mere seconds of conception drives him crazy. He swears he can feel your cervix dilate as his flushed tip presses against it: your womb beckoning his juices. He loves watching your body start to shift, evolving due to his seed. The thought of your body unconsciously working to accommodate and serve him is all he could ever dream of. Especially since you have no idea of his plan, your instinctual service drives him wild.
And even if your weight or mood fluctuates during the pregnancy cycles, you wouldn’t notice. You’re too busy worrying about whether or not your doctor will let you cum this week. Too busy going insane from all the edging, the last thing you worry about is abnormal menstrual cycles.
The nurses won’t dare acknowledge your special treatment, either. Although they aren’t the ones measuring doses and switching IV content, they aren’t oblivious. Everyone sees how Victor is downright obsessive over you. And he’ll admit it, too. Always claiming that some patients require special attention or unique treatment. He’s too possessive over you, anyways. If anything other doctor at Rhodes tried to step in, questioning if you really felt safe under Victor’s care? You’d assume they were fired, when really he’s burying their bodies in the backyard. You’re his. Your body, your mind, and every function beneath your flesh, all belonged solely to him. And he wasn’t afraid to claim it.
He doesn’t plan on sharing his little secret anytime soon. If anything, maybe he’ll tamper with your hormone levels to ensure that you’ll need his care continuously. If your labs come back critical, the hospital simply must keep you under their supervision. You’re forever thankful for their service, just not aware as to how much Victor is truly serving you.
A Bird Trapped In A Snake's Trap
CW: Recording sex, light spanking, soft Gideons, sort of story-heavy panic attack for reader, size difference Cock Warming Nipple Play Oral Sex: Female Readers' Light Backstory for readerJournalist Reader drugging at end, slight noncon if you blinks, Shy!Reader. Workplace harassment Office sex PinV Fingering bouncing on thighThigh Riding little dove as pet name
Pairing: Female!Reader X Gideon
A/N HIIII FIRST TIME WRITING GIDEONNN IM SO SORRY IF IT NOT GOOD PLS BE NICE... ahem hiiii i wanna thank you to gideontwt and all the gideon fanartist over on instagram and tumblr for inspiring me to write about this lovely snake man. I hope you all like it and please please! Feel free to tag me in your post about this fic or follow me! I would love to hear your thoughts <3
pss.. i tried my best with editing and grammer but english is not my first langauge.. sorry in advance
Summary:
Your first big break as a new journalist! And it's a interview with a top director of the legendary Rhode Hill Care Center! Surely nothing ever goes wrong in that sort of place! Right....?
You were in the middle of editing an article when, out of nowhere, a folder lands on your keyboard.
"What the—" You were about to open the folder when your boss kicked your cubicle wall, scaring you in the process.
"Alright, newbie, listen up, here's your next mission. Make sure to read everything in that file before you leave, and check your email too; I left the questions in there." Your boss gave you a thumbs up and started walking away, without the chance for you to reply. You look between him and the file, stunned for a moment.
“Wa-wait? What mission?” You grab the file and begin to follow after your boss.
“Your next report, and it's a big one, so don’t fuck it up, ok?”
"It's about that director at the Rhodes Hill Care Center; other news outlets all have brown noses from how much they've been praising it, so we—" He gestures to the big gaudy sign on his door.
“The Crane Press”
“We will be the one that finally exposes this hospital and reaps all the rewards for it.” Your boss smiles wide. "And listen to this, I got the director of the facility to agree to an exclusive interview as well, so really, don't fuck this up, newbie." Your boss giggled at the end, seemingly really excited about this interview.
'Rhodes Hill Care Center.' You vaguely heard the name before, it was a bit far away from the main hub of the city, but you think you remember seeing some debate online about it a while ago.
“Um, what kinds of things am I looking for exactly?” You questioned nervously, clutching the file in your hands.
Your boss waves a hand at you. “Anything that even seems remotely shady. Just get some pictures of a dirty room or record a conversation with a disgruntled employee, and we’ll have our story.”
You pause, “…Isn’t that kind of illegal though, sir?”
Your boss slumps his shoulders and sighs dramatically, turning to look at you with a disappointed look. You tense up, immediately feeling shame and embarrassment for speaking up against his idea.
“We-well, I just mean, wh-what if the readers find out? Or if the—they sue us, I mean, that it could be—" You stammered quickly, hoping to explain yourself.
“Shut up.” Your boss holds up a finger, reprimanding you like a child.
“All you need to do is go there, interview the director and some employees, take some pictures, record some conversations, and come back here, and the big boys will take care of the rest. Ok? Ok.”
You didn’t get the chance to reply as your boss turned back around and slammed the door on your face
Ok… then, asshole.
You stuck up a middle finger to the closed door and then took it back as quickly as you did, too afraid of cameras around. Your boss might fire you for doing that if he catches it on the cameras. You remembered a couple of months ago he fired an intern for doing the same thing.
This was a harsh job, and the pay is even worse than you imagined, but you stuck around because you love journalism. You didn't want to be stuck in a dead-end job just to make money if it was just going to burn you out in the end. Sure, a lot of the things published here are clickbait garbage or something made up to incite the masses into riots. But there are moments where it all comes together, the times where you get to shine light on a project that deserves it. To meet with people who have so many stories that the world needs to hear but no one will because they just seem like ordinary folks.
You remember back to what made you so passionate about journalism. It was back in college, you took a journalism class on a whim to fill out some credits. The project was to find someone local in town to interview and get their life story. Everyone was interviewing their families or firemen and the like, but you wanted to do something different. In your heart you felt like you should interview someone unknown to you and the city to get the best answers.
You ended up getting the chance to interview an older lady who frequented the same coffee shop as you. She was happy to do the interview and happier to have someone to talk to at the time. She always seemed lonely, sitting in the same spot in the corner. Maybe that’s what drew you to ask her. You introduced yourself to her and asked if you could interview her for your school project, she instantly agreed, happily shaking her hand with yours.
You found out her name was Ms. Fields, and you started the interview right there at the coffee shop. Getting out your journal and flipping it open to your list of questions, you didn't think much would come of this. You just wanted to do something different from your classmates.
“Ok, Ms. Fields, thank you for agreeing to do this interview. Now, for the first question: Where were you born?" The first question you asked, a question that should have been the most simple one, got a most unexpected answer.
“I was born in Raccoon City, dear.” Ms. Fields answered flatly, folding her hands up on the table nicely, fingers intertwined with one another. If you looked closer, you would see her fingernails were actually digging into her skin a bit.
Your brain screeched to a halt. Raccoon city. The city that got nuked all those years ago, the city with so many mysteries and conspiracy theories behind it. Yet, no real answers were ever given about it. So many questions and none answered, only buried under the government's lies. You did some research on it before, as much research as you could do reading threads online from other random users online. You used to like to go down those kinds of rabbit holes, just to see if you were the "special" one that could break the code.
A laugh broke you out of your thoughts, Ms. Fields was laughing, quite loudly in fact. It brought the attention of some of the other cafe's patrons to turn their heads towards your table. You duck your head in embarrassment, looking back at Ms. Fields to find her catching her breath. With cheeks red, hand over her chest, and a big smile on her face, she looked like she was having the time of her life.
"Sorry, oh my goodness. I am so sorry, dear." Ms. Fields spoke in between breaths, a smile still on her face, though it subsided a bit. "It's just the look on your face was priceless. It looked like I just made a miracle happen in front of you."
Now your own cheeks were heating up. You bring up your journal to your face to hide behind it. After laughing for a couple more minutes, Ms. Fields finally calmed down enough to talk normally again. "Ah, I've done that a couple of times now and everyone had different reactions, I think yours is gonna be my favorite though."
You let your head fall on the table with a soft thud, journal still up like a wall to hide your shame. You feel Ms. Fields reach over to gently rub your arm. "Aw, sweetheart. Don't be embarrassed. It was cute! And I'm sure that none of your classmates are going to interview someone from Raccoon City, so you're sure to get an A." You lift up the journal just a bit to catch her smiling at you softly, you put the journal down and lift your head back up.
Looking around to find that everyone else went back to minding their own business again. She was right. It wasn't like you got the chance to interview someone from Raccoon City often. Most of the survivors of that incident preferred not to talk about it, and some believed that they were threatened to keep their mouths shut about it.
This was a huge opportunity for you to find out more about Raccoon City, not just for the class and the grade but for your own self-desires as well. You look back at Ms. Fields, finding her with the same smile as before, she gave your journal a tap and asked, "So, on to the next question then?"
Thwack!
Something hits you smack on the side of your head, bringing you out of your reminiscing. You look down to find the offending object and find a crumpled-up paper ball. Before you could even bend down to pick it up, another one hit your arm this time.
You look to your side and find your coworker with another wound-up paper ball in his hand.
"You awake now? Thought you'd gone crazy on me there. Did the boss finally break you or something?" He goes to throw the wadded-up paper again, but this time he aims for the trash can instead of you. You ignored his question and started walking back to your desk, preparing to grab your things for the long trip. The care facility was a bit of a drive up north. If you remember correctly, it should give you enough time to read the file during the drive at least.
You just sat back down at your desk when you heard the rolling of a chair coming right up next to you. The same coworker rolled over to you to bother you some more, you guess.
"So, hey, I heard you're going to that creepy old hospital. The one with all the murder and kidnapping rumors," he said nonchalantly, but looking at you for a reaction.
"Are you scared of going?" He asked with an impish grin on his face.
"Not a hospital, a care facility, but yes, I am." You sigh, clicking around on your computer, making sure that everything is saved before you shut it down. You tried to play it off cool, but a part of you was dreading going. This was a big interview, and you were still technically new to the office. You can't afford to fuck this up.
"Crazy that the boss got an exclusive interview, though, isn't it? Wonder if he got an inside man or something, or how much he paid for it." Your coworker rambles on, poking around your desk, side-eyeing the file your boss gave you. You bring the file closer to you. You weren't sure if the stuff inside was confidential or not.
"Who knows, I'm just glad to be out of the office for once." You mumbled, turning off your computer and packing up your things. Including stuffing the file deep in your bag, away from prying eyes. Your coworker finally backed off, wheeling back to his own desk.
"Don't get yourself killed, newbie." He waves you off.
"If I do, you can write about it in the paper. I give you full rights to make up any stories about me." You call back, waving back at him, looking at your phone to order a taxi.
You waited for a couple of minutes before the taxi pulled up next to you.
"Where to?" The taxi driver grunted, turning on his meter as soon as you stepped inside the back.
"The Rhodes Hill Care Center, please, sir." You settled down in the backseat, your bag safely held in your lap.
He takes a while to punch in the name on the GPS. "Mm, long drive, going to be a hefty fee. You can pay that, missy?"
You nod before answering out loud, "Yes! I have my work card to pay for it."
He snorts and starts the car, "Alright then..."
The ride to the care facility was long and bumpy. The taxi driver wasn't much of a talker, so you took this time to get yourself situated with the file and its contents. The first few pages were on the facility and the area surrounding it, just to get you up to speed on what you already need to know for the interview. Your eyes skim over most of the boring details until you come across a picture of the director.
Doctor Victor Gideon
You grabbed the photo and held it closer to you, trying to angle it to catch the passing streetlights so you could get a better view. Something… about the man in the picture was itching a part in your brain. He didn't seem familiar at all. You're sure you would remember seeing someone as distinct as him before. But something was calling out to you about this man, something you couldn't place a finger on.
The car screeched to a sudden halt, knocking you forward along with the picture and files in your hand. Scattering on the car floor.
"Alright, we're here, Missy," the taxi driver spat out, meter still running.
"O-oh! Thank you, sorry—I dropped some stuff back here. Just let me get it and I'll be out of your hair."
"Mmhm." The taxi driver didn't seem to care that much, eyes turning back to the front as you scramble to get everything back in order.
You push open the car door and begin walking quickly to the center. When your arm suddenly gets pulled back harshly, you almost drop everything again.
"Hey! You forgot to pay!" The taxi driver snarled, grasp on you strong enough to bruise.
You yanked your arm away from him and stepped back, rubbing the sore spot on your arm. "Ok, ok, I'm sorry. Just gi-give me a minute." Your voice shakes as you rummage through your bag, your whole body shaking from that ordeal while the driver taps his foot impatiently. You couldn't find the company card with how anxious this whole thing was making you, so you fished out your own cash and showed it to him. He snatched it right away and eyed it, like he was assessing whether or not it was real.
He must have thought it looked real enough as he stomped back to the cab and floored it, almost hitting you in the process. Well… that was a great way to start this evening. Your body was shaking from that encounter, palms pressed against your eyes to try to ward off any oncoming tears.
'Shit, shit, shit. It's ok, it is ok… you're doing good.'
You repeated that mantra over and over again until you felt like you could go on acting like a normal person. Alright, things can't go worst from here, right?
You silently laugh at yourself as you walk up the steps to the facility. The care facility was huge, much bigger than you imagined. It looked more like a fancy mansion than anything else. The ivory building gave off an eerie vibe. As you reach the doors, you steel yourself one last time and push on in. It was around late evening when you walked in, definitely over visiting hours, but your boss did say that he got this interview approved already and they should know that you'd be coming. You hope you won't get turned away for coming so late.
You walk your way up to the reception desk, where a nurse was tapping away on the computer. Everyone here seems busy in their own way, rushing around the place without even sparing a glance at your presence. You knock on the desk to get the attention of the nurse.
"Um, excuse me, ma'am?" You pitch your voice louder than normal.
No answer.
You take a glance down at her name tag: Nurse: Schapp.
"Excuse me? Miss—um—Nurse Schapp?"
"Hold on, give me a minute, hun." The nurse hummed, continuing to tap away at the keyboard, her eyes not even bothering to check who was calling for her.
There was nothing else you could do but wait and just take in the scenery. It was beautiful inside as it was on the outside, with marble statues and detailed architecture that you would usually only find in castles and the like. You wonder how much this place cost to build? to run even? Was this kind of luxury normal for a care facility?
"Alright, hun. Now, what can I do for you?" The nurse flatly calls out.
Your head whips back to the nurse. "Oh, right! Sorry, hold on, I have my work badge somewhere…" You dig around in your pockets to find your press badge. It wasn't an official one, just something that your boss gave to everyone to wave around if they needed to.
You pull it out, handing it over to the nurse, it shows your name along with the company you work for.
"Ah, yes. Doctor Gideon did tell me that someone was coming. Nice to meet ya, you can call me Peggy, hun." Her voice had a bit of a twinge to it. It was quite pleasing to hear. You felt your shoulder fall in relief seeing how nicely she was acting. She got up and walked around to where you were, placing a hand on your shoulder as she started guiding you around.
"I'll be the one to show you around after you finish interviewing the director. This place can be quite the maze if you don't know your way around."
"You know, you're a lucky one, our director barely does any interviews. I think there maybe are two he did a couple years before."
"He's a good man, though, keeps to himself most of the time, but he treats his employees right. We even got a bar and lounge set up in this place, can you believe it? Bet you've never heard of that in a hospital before." Peggy laughs heartily, "Ah, yes, he's one of the better bosses around here..." Her voice trails off. Your ears perk up at that. Maybe you could interview her too and get some 'dirt' like your own boss wanted.
You were mostly just making small talk with Peggy as you got a lay of the land. Walking past staff members doing their usual routines, there are no signs of any patients roaming around, but it is in the evening, so they might just be in their rooms or something. After another flight of stairs and more corner turns, you finally ended up at your destination.
"Here it is, Doctor Gideon's office." Peggy stops in front of a set of double wooden doors. "Just go on and step in. I'm sure he'll be happy to see you."
"Wa-wait! You're not going in with me?" You turn to her, frantic at the thought of going in alone and having to meet the director alone.
"Sorry, hun. But I have a lot of things to get done if I want to go home on time. You'll be fine! He already knows that you're coming." She waves off your worry, walking away and patting your arm as a show of support. "Oh! I still have to give you a tour after your interview is done, so just make sure to come find me after, kay?" And with that, Peggy saunters off, leaving you to your lonesome.
You turn towards the double-set doors and feel your anxiety creeping on you, thoughts of failure and unease whispering in your head. Should you knock? Call out? Or just walk in like you own the place.
You silently hype yourself up in your head, grabbing the door handle and pushing on in. But instead of walking into an office, you walk into what seems like a lounge area. It was a huge area. With no one there. You walk in a bit further, scanning the area to see if you were somehow missing a presence, but all you saw were empty couches.
"Hello...?" you tentatively called out, a small part of you hoping that no one would answer. There wasn't a direct answer back, but you did hear some shuffling from your left. You turn your head that way and find a door labeled 'Director's Office.' Your head tilts in an attempt to hear better. You wait for a couple more moments, but nothing more happens.
"He-hello? I'm here for the interview." You call out, your voice barely above speaking levels. More shuffling is heard before a deep voice replies back to you, "Ah, yes. Come in, Miss Interviewer."
You take a few steps towards the door, trying to first see if you could peer in to see who was inside, but the blinds were closed tight. You do one last hype-up in your mind and go to open the door. Stepping into the office, you see a tall, imposing figure across the room standing in front of a desk. His back was turned to you, and he was in the middle of reading a file. You pause at the entrance, the door softly closing behind you with a click.
You take a longer look at the director, dark hair with a lot of silver coming out, a long white lab coat, a dress shirt and tie underneath, and… jewelry? Your eyes fall to the hands holding on to the file. One of them was the kind of chain jewelry that extended from the fingers to the wrist, and the other was a big green snake eye and a snake wrapped around his thumb. It was oddly clashing with his doctor's attire. You would expect someone working in this field not to be allowed to have rings like that when working.
"Um...hello? I'm here from Crane's Press. For your interview. " You softly speak up, and the man quietly puts down the file on the desk and turns to you. A gentle smile on his face as he walks up to your personal space.
Woah, looking at him this close now… He wasn't just tall; he was absolutely massive. What did they feed people here? You had to crane your neck up to just meet his eyes.
"Doctor Gideon…?"
“Present, heh.” The doctor does a little bow with a flourish of his hand. “And you are the little birdie from the news agency." His smooth voice tickled your ears a bit.
'Little birdie?'
“Yes, I’m from the Crane Press agency, sir. Um—sorry. Doctor. Sir. Sir Doctor.” You jumbled over your words like a fool, something about this man just made your whole body cower and your brain short circuit.
Gideon laughed at your cute little stumble of words, “Just 'doctor' is fine or 'Doctor Gideon.'" Or maybe even Victor if you preferred." He purred the last part, your face flushing even more from hearing that. You weren't expecting the doctor to be such a flirt.
"I'll just stick with Doctor Gideon for now, i-if that's alright." You step back a bit, being this close to this man was not good for your brain right now.
"If you like, we could do the interview now...?" Your eyes were trying to look everywhere but at his eyes. But something about this doctor had a strange way of making you look at him even when your senses were fighting against it. It was the way he looked at you with those green eyes...? Yellow... eyes? The more you looked, the more confused you were about the colors. It almost seemed like they were changing ever so slightly every time you blinked.
"I would like that very much, my dear." Doctor Gideon responded, placing a hand on your back as he stepped forward, very much encroaching into your personal space once more. "I'm sure that you have lots of questions for me. That's why I blocked off the rest of the day, just for you.
"So don't be afraid to take all the time you need here, little dove." His lips quirk up when saying your new nickname.
While odd, you decide to ignore his use of pet names, his touching…, and everything else he was doing, to be honest. It was strange. If it were anyone else doing the same thing, you think you would have walked off by now. All his actions were definitely creepy, but your body was almost relaxing in his touch, like this was where you belonged all along.
His hand slid up to your shoulder as he softly pushed you to the middle area of the office. A small table surrounded by a couch on one side and two armchairs on the other side. You set your bag down on the table, sliding around the table and opting to sit on the couch. The smooth leather cushion dips as you sit down. You let out a breath, not noticing how much you needed this rest until now.
You take a glance up at the doctor, who is still standing tall, looking down at you with an odd glint in his eyes. He tilts his head back at you when you keep on staring nervously, waiting for him to say or do something. The silence was deafening. Was he just going to stand there while you interviewed him? Your neck was starting to hurt from how much you had to lean back to see his face.
“Just how tall are you?” The question left your mouth before you could stop it.
A wry smirk came across his face, along with a soft laugh.
“Was that a question for your work or a personal question just for you...?"
You feel your face flush hot, quickly breaking the staring contest you were holding with Doctor Gideon.
“So-sorry! That was extremely inappropriate of me to ask. Please forgive me for that.” You squeak out, hands balled on your lap from the embarrassment of your own actions.
Dr. Gideon lets out a deep chuckle, seemingly amused at your antics.
“No worries, little dove. Just teasing you. We can still continue on the interview, and I'm more than happy to answer any more personal questions you may have about me." He pats your head, his hand lingering there for an uncomfortably long time, fingers brushing your hair back and traveling down the nape of your neck, just long enough for you to realize how massive his hand was to your whole body.
You fought back a shiver, trying not to think about where else his hands could be or the fact that he just called you 'little dove.' You just needed to get this interview over with, and you could go home and hopefully forget all about this. Though there was still that strange feeling in your gut stirring ever since you walked into this place.
“O-ok, I just wanted you to know that I will be recording this conversation with you and that—oh!"
You practically jumped out of your skin when you felt the couch sink beside you, finding that Doctor Gideon chose to sit right next to you instead of sitting in the chairs across.
“Something the matter?” He questioned, feigning innocence in his tone. His thigh was touching yours, almost doubling you in size. You shift closer to the edge of the couch, but Doctor Gideon's form was just massive enough to take enough space for you to still feel claustrophobic.
"Ah, it's just that you—I just thought that you would be sitting on the other side, heh…" You try to make your tone sound light and not bothered, not wanting to upset the man before you could get an interview. "I-I can go sit on the other side if you prefer the couch. "You made a move to get up, but a hand on your shoulder stops you from moving even an inch.
"Ah, that's alright. I just like to be close to people. It gives me a better idea of who they really are, you know?” His explanation didn't make this situation any better; you feel his thumb rub circles on your shoulder, bunching up the thin fabric of your work shirt. You just nod in return, mustering up a strained smile at him.
“You’re not uncomfortable, are you?” There was that tone again, so soft and gentle it almost makes you want to believe that everything he was doing was normal. Almost.
“N-no! Not at all, just surprised, that is all. Um, well, if you’re ready, then I can get started.” You lean forward, away from his touch, and start rifling through your bag. Pulling out your laptop and a voice recorder. You set down the laptop on your lap, opening it up to the list of questions your boss sent you to ask. Pressing the record button on the recorder, you set it down on the coffee table, making sure that the red light was still on when you started the interview.
You take in a deep breath and begin. “Hello, this is a reporter from the Crane's Press, and I am currently speaking to the director of the Rhodes Hill Chronic Care Center. "You ignore the chills slowly grasping at your body as you turn your body towards the doctor, knees bumping into each other.
“Would you please introduce yourself, Doctor?” You look up at him, cueing him to speak. His eyes lock on yours instantly. You could feel the bass coming off his voice from being this close. “I would be happy to, little dove. Greetings, I am Doctor Victor Gideon, the director for this fine care center. I am here today with a cute little reporter who has my undivided attention right now." He ends his introduction with a wink at you. Something curls in your stomach at the sight. Whether it was a good or bad sign, you couldn't decide currently.
“Thank you for having me, Doctor. Let's get this started then—" You turn away from him, focusing on your laptop instead. You ignore the trembling in your hands as you scroll down the questions list.
"Alright, easy questions to start off with. What made you want to run a care facility? Was there a significant event in your life that made you tread down this path?"
The doctor hums in thought as he mulled over your question, "That is a very good question that has a very long answer." His tongue pokes out to wet his lips as he continues on. Your eyes linger on it for longer than you liked.
"I don't think we have enough time in the day for me to fully answer that, but I will give you this. I run this care center because I believe in the strength of humankind. The world doesn't know it yet, but we humans have so much more inside of us that is just waiting to be found." He leans in closer to you, a hand placing itself on your knee.
“Humans are so much more resilient and remarkable than they know. Sometimes we just need a little push… to end up in the right direction.” He was looking directly at you when he said this. Your heart thumps loudly in your chest, like a warning alarm.
"O-Oh, I see. That's a very… noble reason."
He smiles at this, his hand not leaving your knee. It almost felt comforting at this point. You blamed these confusing feelings on your anxiety and pushed them aside.
"On to the next question then, can't be taking up all of your time, haha!" You fake enthusiasm, turning your gaze back to the laptop to find the next question.
"You've been in this field for a long time now. Was there a mentor or someone you looked up to that helped you come along so far"
Doctor Gideon's whole demeanor changed from this question. His shoulders stiffen, and he shifts away from you, his eyes closing slowly. He takes a deep breath like he was reminiscing about something important.
“There is… someone I really look up to. He was in the same field as me, and he was a visionary, a revolutionary, someone akin to a god. His ideas could change the world, and some say they did.” A low chuckle slips past his tongue. "He is gone… now. But his work continues to grow and evolve even as we speak. I made sure of that." Doctor Gideon's face contorts into a blissful smile as he continues speaking of this 'man.'
"I made sure that his work is never forgotten. Every word he said is etched in my brain. I still don't understand all of his notes." A weighty sigh is brought from his lungs. "His genius outmatches us all. I knew it would not be easy for me to fully see his vision, but that's the fun in trying. Trying again and again until you finally find the right... match." His gaze dips down back to you. His eyes looked like they were glowing. Something heavy was lurking in his gaze. Something predatory, something dangerous… You swallow down dry spit, feeling your body tighten up like something was coiling around you. Squeezing you tight.
“Oh wow… he sounds like someone very special to you… " You feel goosebumps run across your arms as you forced yourself to keep on speaking to this man.
"Could I, um...please get his name for the interview? I-I'm sure that the people would love to know who could inspire that much in a person such as yourself."
Doctor Gideon leans forward, encroaching even more into your personal bubble. His hand found itself back up on your knee, while the other one was creeping up your back, his fingers tracing the outline of your spine.
“Ah, sorry. I still like to keep some secrets close to the heart. Maybe you’ll get that answer another day, little dove." He smiles wide, and just now you noticed that his teeth were gold-plated.
"If you're good, that is." He chuckles to himself like it was an inside joke between the two of you.
You needed to get this interview over with and get the fuck out of here. Just one or two more questions, and then you can fake a stomach ache or something. Wait, actually he might know that you're faking since he's a doctor, shit…
"Are you alright, dear?"
His genuineness in that question startles you. "Ye-yes! It was just such an inspiring story that I was lost in thought for a moment, that's all."
"Let's get on with the next questions then?" You don't wait for his reply to pull up the next question.
"Let's see here... oh, any mistakes you had while working here or any regrets you want to share?"
A twitch in his posture gave away his annoyance, but he plays it off coolly.
"Ah, we all make mistakes, big and small. But I'd rather not talk about them. It's bad luck to bring those kinds of things up."
So now he's not talkative?
"Ah…? Ok then… um, then how about your plans for the future and the future of the care center?"
“I just want the best care for all my patients here.” He smiles widely again, and then there is the weird glint in his eyes as he continues on. "My big plans... well, let's say I hope I can live out my master's dream, is all."
You nod along, pretending to really care about this interview instead of getting the fuck out.
"That was really wonderful and-um… informative! Thank you again for agreeing to do this interview, Doctor Gideon. I think just one or two more questions and I'll be off."
You slouch over your laptop, rapidly scrolling down the list to find a good question to end off on. You still had a job to do here, and you know your boss is gonna be royally pissed at you if you don't finish it well.
You end up near the bottom of the list, where in bold lettering was the phrase—
"THE HARD-HITTING STUFF"
Your nose wrinkled at the sight. That was for sure your boss's writing. He always likes to sprinkle this kind of stuff in interviews. He thinks that these kinds of trashy tactics will bring in more readers. It's usually just stuff about secret relationships or rumors of an unclaimed child. Maybe Doctor Gideon will find it funny if you ask him about an affair child out of nowhere.
You scroll down more to find the absurd questions but find something else instead. Your heart drops to your ass. These were not the usual questions your boss gives you. You quickly went to close the whole laptop, but Doctor Gideon stopped you, grabbing both your wrists and leaning in close to look at what you were trying to hide. His face was next to yours now. His scent began to hit your nose as his shoulders bumped with yours. You take a deep breath in without really meaning to. It was a sharp and bitter scent, it burns your nose a bit.
Sterile, just like walking through the hallways of this place, though underneath the first wave there was something almost earthy about his scent. It was alluring as well, more grounded and complex, but also nostalgic-like. Like you smelled this before, somehow deep in the past you had smelled this scent before, and it was calling you home.
"Oh?"
Doctor Gideon speaking brought your mind back to the present. Right, the questions. Oh, fuck, you can't let him see anymore. You tried to pull your hand away from his grasp, but any attempt was useless against someone with his build. He could easily break your wrist if he wanted to right now, and you hoped that he didn't want to after reading the special questions your boss wrote.
"Many have said that your funding comes from shady corporations in the past, such as the Umbrella Corp. Do you have any comments on that?
Many families have spoken out about your facility's treatment of their loved ones. Why have you not given a public statement on this?
What do you have to say about the online rumors surrounding your care center? Are any of the rumors true? What about the missing person cases that were said to have been investigating you right before they disappeared?"
"Ah, now this is interesting… I see we're getting to the good stuff now." You see his eyes wander around the list, humming at some of the questions with curious amusement.
"Doc-Doctor Gideon, please! I-I am so, so sorry. These are not my questions, I-I didn't mean to offend you at all. I hope you kno-know that. "You stammer over your words even more now, as your wrists are still bound in his grasp. You squeeze your eyes shut, ready for whatever consequences come next. Everything was going wrong. Your body was on the verge of a panic attack.
"I-I would never, really never! Ask you these types of questions! I mean—I don't—I didn't even know—" Your breath was short and heavy, your brain shot out imagery of all the horrible things that were going to happen to you now, just because of your stupid boss. Your chest felt like it was being hit by a jackhammer. Your mind was failing. Something was wrong with everything.
"Is alright, little one. He cuts off your rambling pathetic pleas, pulling your wrists up above your head as he forces your chin up with his other hand. Thumb and forefinger pressing lightly on your cheeks as he makes you look up at him.
"There, there now. No need for tears, not at this moment at least." He cooes softly, releasing your wrists so his hand could come down and wipe away your falling tears. You didn't even know that you started crying. He cups your face in his hands, his voice lower to a soft tone that makes you feel all warm inside.
"Oh, my little dove, my sweet pet, you are just so delicate, aren't you? There's no need to be afraid of me." He leans down, resting his chin on top of your head, pulling you into his embrace. Your face buried in his chest as his hands roam around your back in a calming manner. A part of you, the rational part perhaps, was screaming at you to run, to leave, and not look back. But another part of you, a part that you didn't know you had, was finding this whole situation soothing and comforting, like you finally found the missing puzzle piece in your life.
And it was in the arms of Doctor Gideon for some reason. Everything just felt right in his arms, the way your bodies melded with each other. His body was colder than you expected, but it didn't give you any chills. It just made you want to huddle closer to him. Your own hands came up to bury themselves underneath his lab coat, clutching on to his shirt. Your breathing was starting to calm down as well.
"Good girl, just let yourself be free. You are here with me now, and no harm will come to you in my care. I can assure you of that." He dips his head down further, lips brushing against the shell of your ear, all the way down to the pulsing point of your neck. You feel his tongue flicker out to taste your skin. You shiver at the feeling, leaning your head back to look at the doctor. You find him staring right back at you, with that sharp look in his eyes.
His palm came up to rest itself against your cheek, thumb softly wiping away stray tears that lingered on your face. He lifts your chin up. "Close your eyes."
You swallowed away the hard lump in your throat and slowly closed your eyes, preparing for what would happen next. It felt like a lifetime before you felt the touch of his lips on yours. It was just for a brief moment, and it was gone. Your voice let out a whine almost automatically at the loss. Any shame you would feel is quickly beaten down by the desire for more. You kept your eyes closed, hoping that by showing him that you were still following his order, he would give you more.
"Ah, finally coming out of your shell now?" Doctor Gideon sighs sweetly, going back in for a second kiss. You push yourself up further in the kiss, wanting more than last time. You feel Doctor Gideon let out a small chuckle at this action, obliging your whims. Soft and sweet kissing, like between new shy lovers. When he let go, you were still disappointed but didn't voice it this time. He lowers his hand back to the pulse on your throat.
"That's it, I can feel your heartbeat matching mine, you're doing so well. I know you would adjust just fine." His voice lower to just above a whisper, it sounded so sweet, sickeningly sweet. You haven't felt like this in a long time, just being in the arms of someone, being comforted, feeling protected, and feeling loved. Your tears stopped falling, but you still wanted to stay here, maybe forever if you had the choice.
Unfortunately that wasn't in the cards for now as Doctor Gideon lifts his head back up. Leaning back as he softly grabs your shoulders, pushing you away from his cold warmth. A whimper escapes your lips as you leave his arms. He cooes at your cute reaction.
"There, there, little dove. There is plenty of time for those kinds of things later… For now, why don't you take a tour of the place and come back to me later, hmm? I'll send Nurse Schapps up again to come show you around the place. You quite like her, right?"
You were confused at his sudden change. Was this his way of politely telling you to get the fuck out? Did he get what he wanted from you already? A kiss and your sense of self being lost.
Doctor Gideon must have sensed your confusion as his hands come up to squeeze your cheeks. His rings cool against your heated cheeks. "Silly girl. I merely just suggest a walk because it would be good for you. As much as I absolutely adore having you in my arms. I want you to be of sound mind when we continue on later." He plants a chaste kiss on your forehead and leaves you on the couch. You watch as he stands back up to his full height, walking over to his desk and turning on the intercom.
"Nurse Schapps, please come up to the director's office. Thank you."
You fiddle with your hands as you calm down from everything that happened earlier; you were sure that wasn't good journalistic conduct. You still feel your heart beating loudly in your chest, beating against your ribcage like it is trying to rip itself out so it can be with Doctor Gideon again. You look back at your laptop, the questions still there on the screen in bold lettering.
A part of you wanted to know if Doctor Gideon had any answer to these questions, but you knew you had no strength right now to even bring up the notion of asking him about it. You shut the laptop down. You would just have to tell your boss that never came out of the interview. You weren't happy about most likely getting screamed at and insulted.
You start picking at your fingernails as your brain conjures up all the times your boss or someone he made you interview screamed at you, hurled items at you, or insulted you. There were too many times to count. All of that at the time seemed just like part of the job. But being here and seeing how the care center was running and how Doctor Gideon treated you. A stranger with such love and care.
Your life has been so lonely for a long time. You can't remember the last time you even spent a night or even an evening next to someone. It was just work and surviving. Was that any way for someone to live? Was it fate or something else that was pulling you towards Doctor Gideon? Your logical reasoning was trying hard to deduce whatever you were feeling in your chest, all the tangled knots of affection, anxiety, confusion, and anger, all balled inside of you. You were not acting like yourself, crying in front of someone, straddling their lap, and being coddled all in the same 20 minutes.
"Little dove."
Doctor Gideon was back in front of you, already taking your hands in his. You feel warmth instantly flood your body just by being back in contact with him. Your shoulders stopped tensing, your face relaxed, and all the thoughts in your head calmed. If you had a tail or had the ability to purr, you would be going at max speed right now.
"Nurse Schapps is outside. Are you ready to go?" He pulls you up to your feet, a soft smile on his face as he pulls you into a hug. You hug back right away, snuggling your face in his chest with a soft sigh.
"Cute… and here I thought I would needed to something more drastic…"
He whispers something that you couldn't quite make out. You lift your head up to look at him, making a questioning noise. "Hmm?"
Doctor Gideon merely pats your head in response, taking your hand in his as he leads you to the door. "Come now, we can't have the good nurse be waiting too long." Before he opens the door, you remember about your bag and the laptop left behind at the table. You take a look back. Was it a good idea to leave them here?
Doctor Gideon answered that for you, "Don't worry about your personal belongings. This is the safest room in all the care center, after all. I'll make sure to protect them as well."
His dulcet tone makes all your worries melt away. You chose to stomp out the annoying and still-nagging voice in your chest. He opens the door and leads you to the lounge area, opening the double doors to find Nurse Peggy waiting patiently outside.
"Greetings, Director Gideon." She takes a little bow as she greets the director flatly. She then turns to you and greets you in the same manner. Weird, she was so friendly the first time you met. Well, you would act the same if you were in front of the guy who signs your paycheck as well. You say goodbye to Doctor Gideon for the time and follow after Nurse Peggy, who was quiet until you descend the stairs. Only then did she finally speak.
"That interview went quicker than I thought, but I'm not complaining. After I finish with your tour, I can finally go home." Nurse Peggy loosens her shoulders and stretches out her arms with a big sigh, seemingly back to her normal self now that she's away from the director's office.
"I hope I'm not making you work overtime or something…" This tour would be a great time to snap some pictures so you don't go home completely empty-handed, at least. But you hate to be the reason someone would be going home late.
Nurse Peggy waves off your concerns. "Oh, nonsense, hun. I signed up for this, actually. I don't get to give tours often, and it's something that breaks the rut of the same old boring routine. Oh, and you might see some patients roaming around at this time, but I do ask that you not interview them or take any pictures. Privacy reasons, ya know?"
"Of course! I understand." You pick up the pace a bit as she rounds a corner. You were marveling at the interior design they had going on. Everything was so clean and well kept. Everyone was so focused on their work as well. Everyone you and Peggy passed by barely gave you a glance. This place runs like a well-oiled machine. You felt a little awkward trying to take any pictures when people seemed to be working so hard.
You wave to some of them to try to get their attention, just for a quick question or hello, but none of them even bothered to scoff your way. You instead tried to pick out things from the environment that might make for a good story, but nothing was standing out to you other than the fact that this place must be built on money.
You don't know how many corners, hallways, or stairs you have taken or seen at this point. Peggy was just gliding along the place. You thought this was supposed to be a tour, but she didn't really stop at any place. She just mentioned what the room or hall was used for and kept on moving. You needed something from her at least. Maybe you could poke her enough to get more dirt on the doctors here. Your journalist side was getting bored of the history lessons.
"So, Peggy? How long have you been working here for?" You made your tone come off light and curious, itching to get something out of this tour.
"Longer than I wanted to if I'm honest with you, hun." Peggy sighs, slowing down her speed as she begins talking again.
"This place is fancy and all that, but the area is terrible. The commute here takes me an hour on a good day." She huffs out, annoyance creeping up in her tone. "And don't get me started on the staff here. Every day it's something new that needs fixing. I mean, my gods, I swear it's like they are always looking for something to yell at us about."
Wow, that did not take long for her to start spilling stuff. Maybe you should have asked her a lot earlier.
"What kind of problems do you mean? It seems very clean and quiet around here." Which wasn't a lie. Everything you've seen so far was in tip-top shape.
"That's the problem! Oh my days, he's not even the janitor, but there's this guy always nagging at everyone! To! Keep! The! Halls! Cleans!" She emphasizes each word with a swing of her arm going up. You almost laughed at how serious she was performing the action.
"It's not like we're dragging in mud or crap from the outside, but oh, God forbid something spill a little bit of coffee or they misplace their pen. It was like the whole world was ending." Peggy shakes her fist in anger at an invisible image. "It's always a coworker who likes to brown-nose too much that gets you in trouble. Oh, how I hate those types the most." She kept going on and on about coworker drama and how that coffee stains aren't that bad. It was like you uncork something in her that started this floor of complaints.
Peggy stops in the middle hall to turn to you. "Listen to me hun, this is a disgusting and shitty world. Sure, some days you get to meet people who are nice and polite, but everyone, and I mean everyone, has a hidden motive somewhere." She looks off in the distance, her voice suddenly turning serious. "You've got to either shove your head up someone's ass or grow hard enough skin to not be bothered by—"
"You!" A screeching voice cuts off Peggy, following it was the sound of heavy footsteps stomping down on the marble flooring.
You and Peggy both turn your heads toward the sound. An older man clad in a doctor's coat was barreling down the hall, shoulders hunched and fists by his side. He was clearly angry at someone. You hoped it wasn't you somehow. Your body was already shrinking in on itself as he came closer, your mind coming up with all things to say to placate him if need be.
You weren't his target, though. It was Peggy. "Doctor Higgins, what's wrong?" Peggy stepped back as the Doctor marched up to her, nostrils flaring and fist raised against her.
"What's wrong? What's wrong?!" He repeats back to her in a mocking voice. Anger flares in his vision as veins in his forehead throb disgustedly with each word that comes flying out of his mouth.
"Doc-doctor, please calm yourself, we have a guest here and—" Peggy held her hands up to try to calm down the doctor, but he was too far gone to listen to reason.
"I don't give a shit if the damn director was here." Doctor Higgins snarled, spit flying out of his wrinkled lips. "What I care about is that I happened to miss a very important meeting because of someone's mistake."
You stood behind Peggy unsure of what to do or if you should do anything. You looked between her and Doctor Higgins as he kept on berating her, not giving her an inch to speak back or defend herself.
Aren't you the one that writes down my schedule? So, tell me, why didn't you write down the meeting for tonight? Are you trying to make a fool out of me? Get me kicked out of here so you and all your prissy bitchy nurse friends can laugh behind my back?"
He got closer and closer to Peggy with each question, his shrill voice getting louder with each question as well. Peggy tries desperately to cut in, but her voice is quickly drowned out every time she tries. You can't sit by and let this happen anymore, you steel yourself and push yourself in front of Peggy, facing the doctor with the meanest glare you could manage.
"Hey! You're do-doing too much! You're not even letting her speak." Your stutter was back again, but you couldn't care at this moment, you needed to do this. You knew that you didn't pose much of a threat, with your body trembling and the stutter in your voice, but seeing Peggy like this reminded you and your boss. And how you wished that someone, anyone, would intervene just once.
"And who are you supposed to be?" Doctor Higgins looks at you up and down with an irritated scowl.
"I-I'm a reporter from the—"
"Ah, you're her." He spits out the last word like it was venom. Your eyebrows rose at that, but you put it in the back of your mind for now.
"Whoever I-I am doesn't matter. What matters is that you're harassing Miss Peggy, and I won't stand by anymore." You feel Peggy nervously shake behind you. You know the feeling quite well. You push on forward. "You need to apologize to her right now!"
He snorts at that. "Oh yeah? And what exactly are you going to do about it, hmm?" He pokes you hard on the shoulder, sending you stumbling backward into Peggy.
"A shitty little reporter from a shitty little agency. Are you going to write a hit piece on me? Dig up some dirt? Hah!" He threw his head back in laughter. "Do you know who I am or what this place is? Do you really think that someone like you could do any kind of damage to me?"
He grabs you by the collar, pulling you up by his bony fingers. For such a feeble-looking old man, he had quite the strength in him to be grabbing you like this.
"Stop! "Peggy runs over to grab at his arms. "Please! Just leave her alone. She has nothing to do with this."
Doctor Higgins shoved her out of the way, one hand still holding on to your collar. "Fuck off, this is the problem with you women, always thinking you can get away with whatever you want if you just bat your eyelashes or put on a sweet voice." He snarls, cruelty evident in his whole being, and a sick, twisted smile worms its way to his face.
"I think a lesson is in order. Make sure that you both know your place. Show you how things work around here."
His arm rises up, and you brace yourself for the oncoming pain.
"And what do you think you're doing?" A new voice enters the fray. The entire hallway went silent. Doctor Higgins's arm was still up in the air, and his fist was still holding up the collar of your shirt. Peggy was frozen beside him, hands clutching his coat. No one spoke up to answer the question.
A large shadow cast over the petrified face of Doctor Higgins; you lean your head back to look behind you. Finding yourself looking up at a stone-faced Doctor Gideon. He gives you a passing look-over before setting his gaze back on Doctor Higgins.
"Are you going to explain what is happening here, Doctor Higgins?" Doctor Gideon asked like he was asking about what the weather was like. Calm, cool, and collected, not a hint of anger in his voice. His body language, on the other hand, told an entirely different tale. Hands flexing in fists and out again at his sides, jaw locked and set on his face, and eyes piercing through the good Doctor Higgins.
You feel Doctor Higgins's hand trembling that was still holding you hostage, sweat beading down his gnarled face. You take this opportunity to shove him away from you. He lets go of you easily enough, tumbling backward, almost tripping on himself. You dust off your shirt, a bit annoyed that he wrinkled your work shirt so much.
You hear a pleased grunt behind you as Doctor Gideon places his hands on your shoulders. Rubbing them up and down your arms in a soothing manner, though you were unsure of who he was trying to soothe here. You or himself.
You settle in closer to Doctor Gideon, enjoying the feeling of his presence and touch. You were so needy after only being away for a short bit. While you were busy cozying up to Doctor Gideon, Doctor Higgins finally was able to find his voice again.
"Director... please let me explain this unsightly incident you stumble across." Doctor Higgins straightens out his coat as he points to Peggy. "You see, this… nurse over here completely messed up my schedule. Forgetting to jot down an important meeting with one of our shareholders."
Doctor Higgins's voice gradually gets back to his previous loud and angry tone as he continues to place the blame on Peggy. Peggy just stood there shaking, her body hunched in cowering in fear, too afraid to speak back.
"You must understand right, Director. It was one missed meeting, but you know how haughty our shareholders can be. She might have just cost us millions from her mistake!" Doctor Higgins steps closer to Doctor Gideon (and to you). Hands clasped in front of him as he pleaded his case. "I will apologize to the reporter here for letting my emotions get the best of me when she unjustifiably intervened earlier."
You were about to curse him out, but a large hand covered your mouth before you could. Doctor Gideon pulled you back closer to him, your back to his waist mostly now. You settle in a bit begrudgingly, eyes narrowing back on the confused face of Doctor Higgins.
"Is that so?” Doctor Gideon hums, fingers rhythmically tapping on your shoulder. You feel him take in a deep breath. It takes a while before he speaks again, letting the silence linger for an uncomfortable amount of time.
“You know what's funny?" Doctor Gideon laughed softly. You felt the vibration from his laughter through the hand on your face. "This...this is really funny, because I distinctly remember that Nurse Peggy over here was out for the last week. So, by that logic it couldn’t have been her who did your scheduling, now could it?”
His tone was light and playful but by the reaction on Doctor Higgins's face… The slow realization of his major fuck-up, the smiling turning into a frown and the light in his eyes fading away…
"O-Oh? Ah! I…think I remember now, too." Doctor Higgins coughed out a fake laugh, nervously wringing his greasy hands together. "Well, I guess it must have been another nurse or someone else who messed up my schedule then."
Bastard was still trying the pin on someone else.
"Thank you for reminding me of that... fact, Director! That is why you're the director around here, always knowing... about everything, ahaha..." Doctor Higgins began slowly backing up. "Ah, would you look at the time too. It is rather late, so why don't I just send the good nurse here off, and I'll be going home too. Can't have people working overtime when they're not supposed to!"
Doctor Gideon waves him off with a grin. "Of course, of course. Just make sure to apologize to Nurse Peggy here before you leave and the reporter, if you would kindly. And expect to be added to a meeting later this week. So, make sure that you check your own schedule this time, ok?"
Doctor Higgins's face immediately soured at the idea of apologizing to Peggy. He begrudgingly looked over to you and Peggy, a grimace on his face as he quietly murmured the apologies.
"I am sooooo sorry for….” It takes a bit for him to figure out what he’s sorry for.
“Forgetting that you were out last week and for scaring your delicate little self, Miss Reporter. And that was it. What a shit apology.
Peggy and you gave each other a look before Peggy gave him a quiet "Thanks."
Doctor Higgins thought that was enough, gave one last nod to Doctor Gideon, and skedaddled out of the hallway like his ass was on fire.
Peggy was the next one to speak. "Thank you for helping me there, Director. Would it be alright if I leave now too?" Peggy bowed to the man deeply, hands clasped in front of her tightly.
Doctor Gideon waves her off next. “Not a problem for me at all, dear, and of course you’re excused.”
Peggy quickly leaves the hallway, only sparing you one last look before disappearing around the corner. Leaving you alone with the good Doctor Gideon once more, whose hand was still on your mouth.
You could have just told him to let go, but a side of you wanted to do something more devious. Without a second thought, you let your tongue slide out and lick the palm that was holding you captive. Doctor Gideon's body gave a jolt, surprised at the sudden attack, but he didn't let you go, only holding on to you tighter in fact.
Your eyes narrowed down at the offending hand, finally noticing how pale the doctor was. 'Does he have eczema or something?' You pondered quietly, observing the cracks and unnatural texture on his hand.
"Are you going to behave now?" Doctor Gideon taps your cheek with his free hand, amusement evident in his voice.
You respond in kind with another long lick to his palm. He snorted at that, pinching your cheek with his fingers and then letting you go. Only to turn you right back around to face him.
"You've gotten quite bold since we last saw each other, hmm? Did the good nurse rub off on you?"
You blink up at him in a fake-innocent way. "I haven't the slightest idea of what you could mean."
Doctor Gideon tilts his head at you, quietly studying you for a reaction or something… His hand snakes its way around your waist as he smiles softly. Seemingly finding what he was looking for.
"Well, I think you had enough fun on this tour. Why don't we go back to my office and finish our interview?"
Butterflies suddenly swarmed your stomach. You knew what he actually meant by that. Was it against ethical codes to be fucking around with the person you're interviewing? Probably, but who's going to know anywhere? This day started out crazy. It should end the same way.
You cling on to his side, letting him guide you back to the director's office, because God knows you still can't navigate this maze of a place without a map or directions. With Doctor Gideon as your tour guide this time, everyone made way for him rather quickly, doctors and nurses bowing their heads in respect as he walked by. Then picking their heads back up as he walked past to stare holes into the back of your head.
You would be the fuel of the office's gossip for weeks now.
You two made it back to the office, Doctor Gideon letting go of your side as he opens the door for you to step in first. It was the same as you left it, your laptop and belongings still on the couch. You hear the soft click of the door locking behind you. Your heart was hammering in your chest, beating louder with each step the doctor took inside the room.
You turn around to face him. He was standing a couple of feet away from you. A soft smile on his face as he spoke, "Come here, little dove." His arms stretch out wide, like he was asking for a hug, but with this stance it just made him seem all the bigger. Like a predator waiting to entrap its prey in its grasp.
You swallow dryly, stepping close, slowly closing the gap bit by bit, carefully eyeing him the whole way, palms sweating at your side as you try your best not to seem too nervous. Doctor Gideon keeps still as a statue, though, staying in the same pose, only his eyes moving to follow your movements, like watching a frightened doe come crawling closer and closer. Until finally, you were standing just inches away from him, his arms came down to your shoulders first.
"There now, you take instructions very well, don't you?" He chuckles. You feel his hands move down your body, squeezing at every bit until they reach at your hips. "What a delightful body you have." He purrs, fingers finding their way under your shirt, and you squirm at the feeling. "Very wonderful indeed, perfect in all the right ways…" Doctor Gideon continues on with his praise and touching. The praises made you squirm more than the touching did.
"I'm not that... I do-don't... mm!"
Suddenly Doctor Gideon's lips were upon you, deep and overwhelming. His hands paw at your body as his mouth peppers your lips and face with kisses, not giving you an inch to fight back with.
"M-mm!"
Any protest you may have was quickly stolen from you as soon as they left your lips. A wetness was then felt as Doctor Gideon ran his tongue on your bottom lips, relishing the way you trembled but still obeyed by opening your mouth up. His tongue was as thick and huge as the rest of him, completely dominating as soon as it entered. Any further attempt to stop him was futile, not that your body wanted to stop him anymore.
You did your best to try to follow along with his tongue, weakly fighting back with your own but mostly just letting your mouth go slack so he could explore your mouth all he wanted. When he let you free, your lips and chin were wet with saliva, your breath heavy in your chest, and somehow you were pushed against the back of the couch during that whole ordeal.
"Now, I don't want to hear any kind of self-deprecating remarks from you at all." Doctor Gideon squishes your face in one hand, making you look up at him.
"When I praise you, you need to just nod and smile, alright?" He answers his own question for you by shaking your head up and down.
"Good girl."
He leans back down to give your forehead a chaste kiss before letting you go. "Since we understand each other now, let's get back to the interview." He walks around the couch and sits down, taking your recorder and turning it on. He looks at you expectantly. "Come sit."
He really couldn't mean that he really wants to do the interview again, right? Doctor Gideon was a strange man who did strange things, but you obliged anyway, sitting down next to him like last time.
"No, no. I want you to sit here." He pats his thigh. You made a mumbling complaint but got up again, standing in front of him as he spread his thighs apart. Making a whole show out of it, pushing his lab coat out of the way, hands on his extravagant belt buckle, giving you a full view of his huge bulge.
"Come here, little dove." He grabs your hand and leads you over his left thigh, having you throw one leg over it, making you straddle the thigh. It was big enough for you to sit comfortably. You shift and turn until you find a spot you like best, which is halfway up his thigh, just close enough for your hands to rest on his upper thigh and for you two to face each other.
"Perfect, a perfect view for me." He muses quietly, eyes roaming around your form. You cross your arms across your chest, feeling a little bit embarrassed about the obvious ogling.
"So, what now...?" You asked, turning your gaze towards the active recorder and laptop still sitting on the table behind you.
Doctor Gideon answers your question by bouncing the leg you were sitting on, catching you by surprise. You jolt forward, placing your hands on his stomach as he continues on, trying out different pacing and power in the bounces.
"Lean back now. I want you to enjoy this." He gently pushes you back upright. You place your palms against the meat of his thighs as you find your balance against the bouncing, wiggling around until you find the spot. The spot where your jeans ride deliciously against your clothed core, your hips automatically start grinding, trying to find more friction. This reaction caused Doctor Gideon to let out a hearty laugh.
"Ah, there it is. I knew you would find it. Such a smart girl you are."
He slows down the bouncing to a more rhythmic pattern, watching your reactions closely to figure out what you respond to best.
“Now, for the interview part. I want you to answer my questions as best as you can, alright, dear?”
Wait, he was going to interview you like this? This was getting into territory you weren't that familiar with, but you still wanted to move on. If it for Doctor Gideon, you feel like you would do anything for him…
You nod, eyes closed, as you are still more focused on riding the pleasure his thigh was giving you.
"Hmm, first question: What is your name and where were you born?"
You take a few seconds to compose yourself to answer. Doctor Gideon just hums quietly, moving on to the next question. "When did you start working at Crane's Press?"
"Mm…I-I think a year ago now." Your voice was growing unsteadier with just each bounce. Your hands claw at his leather pants, trying to find a place to ground yourself on.
"And your boss's name?"
The pleasure kind of died down as your boss's face popped up in your mind. "It's Mr. Stork..."
You hear Doctor Gideon snort quietly at the annoyance in your answer. "Alright, alright. Hmm, what else should I ask?" His hands placed themselves on your thighs, fingertips dancing on your jeans as he thinks about his next question. You went back to focusing on finding the right angle again, wishing more than anything that you wore a skirt today or something other than jeans.
Doctor Gideon's hands start groping at your thighs, wrapping around the biggest part first and then slowly dragging them down and then back up again. With each path back up, growing closer and closer to your core. You look down at them anxiously, hips stuttering each time his hands squeeze your flesh.
"Are you enjoying this, being touched by a strange older man you just met today?" His voice grew low and gravelly.
"Hu-huh?" That question caught you off guard.
"I asked if you are enjoying grinding on the lap of someone you were supposed to interview, my little dove." His voice lowers more to a rumble, his fingers dancing along your waist. Slyly slipping underneath your shirt as you tremble from the contact.
"I-I um... o-oh!" You made an embarrassing noise as Doctor Gideon's hands traveled further up under your shirt. Cupping your breasts in both hands, massaging them gently. His hands move around covering every single inch, like he's measuring them or just like touching you that much.
"Keep moving."
You slowed down your grinding a bit ago, and Doctor Gideon wasn't happy about that. But it was hard to focus on grinding on the right spot while his hands were teasing your body. Just dancing around the area where you wanted him to touch the most.
You willed your body to move faster, not wanting to disappoint the doctor.
"Good girl, such a pretty face you're making right now, little dove."
His hands move up, pulling up your shirt along as well. You move your arms up to help with getting rid of the offending cloth as Doctor Gideon undoes the clasps on your bra, grabbing the fabric and pocketing it for later use. His hands were back on your chest, fingers twisting and pinching at your perky nubs. You arch your back at the sudden sensation. Your hips stutter in their movement, but you keep going, knowing that Doctor Gideon might stop if you stop.
Seeing you work so hard pleases Doctor Gideon, his finger flicking at your cute little nub, watching you whine and mew at the action. He leans down, practically hunching over to latch his mouth on your nipple. Tongue expertly flicking at your abused nipple while groping and rubbing at the other one with his hand.
Doctor Gideon worked his tongue in ways you didn't even know a tongue could move. You could feel a wet spot forming on your panties. You desperately wished that you could rip off your jeans at this point. Doctor Gideon pops off the nipple he was sucking with a soft groan, placing a series of kisses on your skin as he moves on to the next one over. Grazing his teeth over this one, just adding the lightest amount of pressure.
It was enough for your breath to hitch, though, electricity coursing through your body at the action. He held you by the back as your body started to move too much for his liking. Sucking harshly on your nipple and then soothing it with his tongue before using his teeth again. All in order again and again, until you were clawing at his shoulders to stop. Your hips stopped moving a while ago, and he didn't notice you needed more from him.
Your poor pussy was throbbing in your jeans, your panties soaked to the core. "Doctor..." you whine pathetically. "Can we please just move on now?" You grab on to his wrists, looking at him with your best pleading face. You pull his sleeves, and he lets go easily. Giving both your nipples just one last kiss before backing off. You grab his hand, and he quietly lets you handle him as you lead his hand down to the button of your pants. "Please take these off of me...?"
"Oh? Getting impatient now, aren't we?" He chuckles softly, stopping the bouncing of his knee. "Well, I don't mind. In fact I quite like it. Alright, stand up and turn around. I'll give you what you desire."
You quickly got off with eagerness in your step. Doctor Gideon leans back against the couch, spreading his thighs out and beckoning you to come in between them. You step in the space and turn your back towards him as commanded. Timidness was creeping back into your stomach as you felt his eyes rake over your body.
"Lift your leg back."
You did as told. Lifting your left leg back first, you feel him grab a hold of your ankle, his other hand sliding off your shoe and then your sock. Sliding them with ease, one after the other. You give your ankle a small squeeze before setting it back and doing the same with your other leg. It was oddly intimate, this action, weird… and intimate. He throws items off to the side, shoes landing with a soft 'thunk.'
"Spin back around for me, pretty dove."
You felt like a doll or toy with how he was moving and ordering you around. It wasn't a bad feeling, though. Maybe you're learning something new about yourself today. You turn to face him, meeting with his eyes as he praises you for being so obedient. He reaches his hands out, placing them on your hips, making a pleased noise as he unbuttons your jeans. Revealing the cute pair of panties you were wearing underneath.
He lowers the jeans down lower and lower, softly scraping his fingers against the skin of your thighs as he descends. You lift your legs out of the annoying fabric and kick them away from you. Glad to be rid of them. Now you were left only wearing your soaked panties. Doctor Gideon's hands place themselves back on your thighs, caressing the softness there. His eyes roam up and down your body.
"Perfect, absolutely perfect…" He murmurs to himself. You could still hear it, though. You try not to make a comment on it. His hands travel up to the band of your panties, then to the part you wanted him to touch the most. Dragging his fingers down over your clothed core, sliding them back and forth on the wet fabric. He uses his other hand to pull over the panties to the side, revealing your wetness out in the open to him.
You shiver as the cold air of the office hits you. You shiver even more when Doctor Gideon leans in closer, touching his knuckles now to your core. Bumping it against your slightly swollen clit gently, teasing it. Then using his fingers to slide in between your folds, coating them in your slick, as his thumb presses down on your clit.
A moan quickly came from your lips. You were already wet from the grinding from before. Now with his hands directly on you, it felt like fire on your skin. He was so gentle with his touch too, too gentle. You needed him to be rougher.
"Doc-doctor, please..." You whimper softly as his thumbs swipe up and down on your clit at an agonizingly slow pace. His index and middle finger are still just stroking in between your folds, not even trying to go in. You wanted more but you felt like if you tried to move your body or did anything, that would be a wrong move. You needed his command.
"What is it, dear? Use your words now." You could hear the smirk in his voice as he spoke.
"Want more…please." You begged, shifting your legs apart more, to show him that you really needed it. Doctor Gideon tilts his head, looking at your dripping cunt first, then up at you. Studying your flushed face and heavy breathing. While still looking at you, his thumbs picked up the pace, now rubbing little circles on your clit, as his index finger slowly start teasing it way in.
More loud moans come out of you. Your hands fly to cover the obscene noises out of embarrassment. You hear a grumble before Doctor Gideon pulls you forward, making you fall into his lap. You yelp in surprise, opening your mouth to voice your shock only to let out another yelp as you feel a smack on your ass.
"Don't hide yourself from me again, little dove." He scolded, rubbing the sore spot on your ass with the palm of his hand. "If you do that again, I have enough tools at my disposal to force you to stop." He ends his threat with a sweet kiss to your forehead. His hand lowering back down to your cunt, resuming his earlier ministrations without a care.
You quietly nod, not trusting your own voice to speak coherently right now. You shift your position on his lap to a more comfortable place, resting your head on the Doctor's shoulder, gripping on to his lab coat for stability. His index finger starts teasing the outside of your hole slowly, just barely dipping in and out. But even with this teasing, your body could feel just how thick his digit was.
Doctor Gideon places another soft kiss on your hairline, his soft voice reaching your ears. "Don't be so scared, little dove. I'll take care of you." His finger goes deeper in, and your body jolts from the stretch. You take a couple of breaths in and will your body to relax, earning you praise from the good doctor. With you just basically straddling him, your hips start to move in tandem with his finger once you get more comfortable.
Doctor Gideon kept on with the sweet talk and praises, his other hand petting your hair in a soothing motion. Adding in a second finger in quick succession, your hands grip on tighter on the lab coat as two of his thick digits almost felt like they were already filling you up to the brim. Doctor Gideon then began to curl up his fingers, trying to find that sweet spot, listening to how your voice changes in pitch and in breathing.
"A-Ah! Doc-Doctor!"
There it was. Doctor Gideon found the spot, and he wasn't going to let you off easy. His fingers thrust in and out of your wet cunt with easy precision, always hitting that one spot that makes your eyes see stars. Your whole body was trembling. The pleasure was amounting to a breaking point. Warbled moans and broken whimpers filled the office's air.
"That's it, little dove. Let everything go, just follow your instinct and let your body become undone." Doctor Gideon cooes, enjoying the sight of drool pooling out of the corner of your mouth. You let go as he commanded, your body shaking in pleasure as your orgasm reached its peak. Your eyes squeezing shut as you scream out his name. His fingers never stopped their work, though, to let you fully enjoy everything you were experiencing.
Only when your body slumped forward and tears began falling from your eyes did his fingers stop, pulling themselves out of your cunt. All drenched in your slick, Doctor Gideon holds them up to the light, watching the slick slowly dribble down on to his chest. After getting a good look, he pops his fingers in his mouth, noisily slurping them clean right next to your ear.
Instead of being embarrassed by such a scene and noise, it was turning you on. You push your hands on the doctor's chest, pushing yourself back upright. Your hands slowly drag down to his belt. Everything still felt too fuzzy for you to work properly. So you just resorted to tugging at his belt, hoping that he would do the rest.
"Eager now, aren't we?" He lets out a soft sigh, chuckling at your whining.
"I didn't think you'd be ready for this so soon, my dove. But a good doctor won't leave his patient unsatisfied." He scoots back further against the couch, parting his thighs away, and gets to work on his belt. In smooth and effortless motions, he quickly gets the belt off with no issues, pushing his leather trousers down just enough for you to see the dark gray hairs right below his navel.
"Would you like to do the rest?" He grabs your wrists and places your hands on his clothed bulge, a wry smile on his lips as you finally start to realize what you were getting yourself into. Or what was going to get into you. Your hands clumsily tugged down the boxers, pulling them down and down until your prize was set free.
It was big, bigger than you thought, and bigger than anything you had ever seen. You needed both hands to curl around it. Even then it was still heavy in both hands. Thick and heavy, pulsing in your hands, the head dripping precum, you felt a mixture of fear and arousal as you played with it. Letting the precum drip into your palms as you stroke the member up and down, feeling all the ridges and odd smoothness of the skin.
A low, pleased moan coming from the doctor spurs you on ever more to go further. Feeling bold, you shimmer yourself down off the couch onto your knees. Doctor Gideon's cock was now directly in front of you. It looked even more massive at this angle. You look up at the doctor to find him giving you a wolfish grin. He spreads out his legs, grabbing his cock and angling it towards you.
"Getting on your knees without me even telling you to? Such a smart girl you are. Now come and show me what you're capable of…" Doctor Gideon purrs, poking the head of his cock against your cheek. You feel the warm precum smearing against your cheek and the side of your lips. Your tongue swiped out to collect a sample. The taste was oddly metallic in a way, salty and metallic. You place one hand near the head and one underneath to hold it up as you lean down, placing your lips on the tip.
You started off slow by flattening your tongue against the tip, collecting all the leaking fluid there first. Softly stroking with your hands to wind yourself up to take the tip in. You weren't an expert in this field, but you tried your best to do what you thought Doctor Gideon would like. There was no way you could deep throat a monster like this, so you settled for taking as much as you could in, shoving it in your cheek to not choke.
"Use your tongue too, darling." Doctor Gideon groans, his palm coming down to push your hair out of your eyes. You hum, acknowledging his order. You bob your head up and down on his cock, trying to work your tongue at the same time. It was harder than you thought with his cock stretching your mouth out so much. Drool was already spilling on your chin. Doctor Gideon seems to not mind your inexperience so much, though, with his groaning and the way his thighs were tensing around you.
You could tell he was getting close so you picked up the pace, forcing as much as you could down your throat. You barely got about halfway before your body was giving up. You used your hands to cover what you couldn't with your mouth.
"Hah… look at me, please, darling." Doctor Gideon's nails were digging into the couch. It was taking every ounce of his self-control not to just force your head fully down on his cock right now. But watching you struggle so cutely with your own will to take as much of him as you can was starting to get to him. As you lift your head up to look at him with teary eyes, face flushed, and mouth full of his cock, Doctor Gideon was sent over the edge.
Spilling it all into your mouth, or as much as you could handle before you start choking on the load. You pulled back to stop yourself from actually choking, his cum now staining most of your face and dripping down on your body. You tried to wipe it away with your arms but just ended up getting your body even stickier.
As you were looking for something to wipe yourself clean with, you were suddenly pulled up and back onto Doctor Gideon's lap. His cock was already back to full mast, slipping in between your folds. The tip just begging to be let in. Your body shivers in anticipation at the thought of taking in all of him. You brace yourself, gripping on to his lab coat and taking in a deep breath.
"Forgive me for the sudden action, little dove. I wasn't planning on taking things so far on the first day. If I can be honest with you, you are more enticing and divine than I was expecting. It's… I'm not as composed as I would like to be. I do hope you can forgive me for all this."
He was saying all that like this was a normal situation and not you being halfway naked and hovering over his cock right now. You weren't sure what to say back. You weren't expecting this outcome to happen either. You never thought you, of all people would ever find yourself in something like this… But it was too late to turn back. You wanted this. You needed this.
You lower yourself down on his cock, the bulbous head starting to stretch you out. You hiss at the pain, digging your nails in his coat. You only got pass the tip before giving up. Your thighs were shaking, and your hips wanted to jerk away from the object of pain. Doctor Gideon shushes your cries with soft praises.
"It's alright... it's alright, you did so well. I'll help you finish."
He pushes your head down on his chest, letting you get comfortable. One hand rubbing up and down on your back soothingly as his other hand goes down to rub circles on your clit as he lowers you down onto his cock. You whimper as you are slowly being filled by his cock, your walls already clenching down instinctively around him.
"That's it, little dove. You're taking me so, so well." Doctor Gideon rasps, his thumb on your clit moving faster as he pushes you down faster. You hiss out in a mixture of pain and pleasure as you finally bottom out.
"Breathe for me, dove." Doctor Gideon commanded, but also sounding out of breath himself. You tried to breathe as deeply as you could, feeling his cock so deep inside you with every breath you took. You close your eyes and focus on your breathing, trying to get used to the feeling of having a thick cock inside.
Your breathing soon turns into moans and pants as Doctor Gideon starts moving, slow and even thrusts. It was almost like he was bouncing you on his lap again, but this time on his cock. Every bounce felt new to you with the way his cock was stretching you out and filling you to the brim. You couldn't move away even if you wanted to now, as both his arms were now hugging and holding you tight.
You were practically just a doll or a piece of meat in his grasp. You could feel all the veins and ridges with every thrust. You could only hear your voice mixed in with his grunting and own moans of pleasure. There was nothing else to do but just be fucked and revel in the pleasure Doctor Gideon was giving you.
"Doc—Doctor! Doctor, doctor, doctor!" You wanted to say his name, but only the doctor came out. Your voice going higher and higher in pitch with time passing, you needed to ground yourself, but your hands were stuck at your side with him pinning you against him like this. The only option was to bite down on something, and the closest thing to you was Doctor Gideon.
You bit down hard on the crook of his neck, earning yourself a delicious snarl from the doctor.
"Yes, bite down, dear. Mark me, I belong to you!" Doctor Gideon groans, tilting his head backward to give you more room to bite in.
The erotic sound of skin against skin, the leather couch squeaking beneath you two, and the air being filled with moans—each thrust was leading you closer and closer to ruin. You bit down harder as the pleasure was building up more and more. Words failed you now. Only pathetic mewls and drool came out of your mouth. Doctor Gideon thrusts harder as you bite down, drawing out a long groan from his throat.
He holds you down on his cock as one arm slips away from the hold on you as Doctor Gideon leans back, grabbing your fucked-out face in his hand. Replacing his neck with his fingers to bite on as he shoves them into your awaiting mouth. You bite down eagerly, tongue running over the rings, tasting the metallic tang on your tongue.
He looks down to the place where you two are connected, placing his palm on your navel. "You feel this? Feel how we connect so well? You were made for me, and I was made for you." He rolls his hips forward, stirring your insides in the best way. His thumb dips down to swipe at your already oversensitive clit. His fingers curling in your mouth as he picked up the pace and power.
"Finish with me, dear. Please-o-oh-please my dove." His voice was getting strained, muttering your name over and over again as he was getting closer. You weren't that far off either, feeling the tightness in your stomach and your vision going white. Your back arched as best as it could in this position as garbled moans came around his fingers and you came around his cock.
Feeling your pussy clenched around him was the last thing that pushed Doctor Gideon over the edge, spilling himself all inside you. Huffing and growling as he came, his chest heaving up and down from all the energy spent. You held on tight as your body took on as much as it could, body still spasming from the orgasm. Doctor Gideon takes his fingers out of your mouth, gently pushing your head to rest against his shoulder as he rubs your back.
You expected him to also help you off his cock and clean up, but nothing. You were just cock-warming him now, and it was getting a bit uncomfortable as the adrenaline was wearing off. You made a move to get off yourself but were quickly shushed by the Doctor. You let out a whine, complaining that it was getting uncomfortable, but Doctor Gideon was having none of it.
"There, there, little dove. I don't want this moment to end just yet, but I'll take care of you. Don't worry your pretty head about it."
He rustles around in his coat pocket and pulls something out. You hear the cap of something being popped off, but as soon as you see what it is, Doctor Gideon already plunges the needle into your neck. Your eyelids instantly become heavy, and your mind drifts off into peaceful slumber.
"Rest now… we have much to discuss when you're awake…"
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Please could I request a smut Gideon x Fem reader fanfic where Victor Gideon cheats on the reader then the reader cheats back at him (For revenge) and when Victor Gideon finds out, he becomes angry and possessive. Forcing the reader back into a relationship with him, and then they get married/have children together, etc.
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Prescription for Betrayal
T/W: Noncon, cheating, Non-Consensual Body Modification, smut, Mind Control,Forced marriage, Non-Consensual Drug Use, Brainwashing, Possessive Behavior, Obsessive Behavior, Hurt/Comfort
A/N:I loved writing this! The drama 10/10 thank you so much for this request!
The polished mahogany of Victor's office door felt cool beneath your trembling fingers as you pushed it open. The coffee you brought for him dark roast with exactly one spoonful of sugar, just as he preferred was meant as a sweet gesture before the charity gala. In two hours, public faces would be required for investors and donors.
"Victor, I—"
The words died instantly on your tongue.
There, on his massive oak desk where research papers and patient charts usually lay was his assistant. Her skirt was bunched around her waist, her blouse unbuttoned and hanging open. And Victor, your fiancé, was leaning over her, his silver-gray hair falling forward as his lips pressed against hers.
"Mmmm Dr. Gideon," she moaned, arching against him. "I love you."
The coffee cup slipped from your numb fingers, shattering on the marble floor. Hot liquid splashed across your ankles, but you barely felt it. All sensation centered in your chest, where something vital seemed to be cracking open.
Victor's golden eyes snapped toward you, widening momentarily before settling into that clinical calm you'd always mistaken for affection. He straightened up, adjusting his lab coat with deliberate slowness.
"(Y/N) Darling," he began, his voice maddeningly composed. "This isn't what it appears to be."
The assistant scrambled to cover herself, shooting you a triumphant smirk before arranging her features into mock horror.
Tears pricked your eyes, blurring the scene before you. You blinked rapidly, refusing to let them fall. Not here. Not in front of him.
"It's merely a biological imperative," Victor continued, stepping toward you with hands raised as if calming a frightened animal. "Human pheromonal responses to prolonged proximity in a professional environment can create temporary chemical attractions. The hypothalamus—"
"Stop," you interrupted, your voice surprisingly steady. "Just stop."
You straightened your shoulders, gathering the fragments of your dignity around you like armor. The hurt was still there a physical ache in your chest but you refused to let him see it.
"I'll be waiting downstairs for the charity gala," you said, your tone flat and devoid of emotion. "Get that whore out of here immediately. It'll look bad for the investors."
Without waiting for a response, you turned and walked out, your heels clicking rapidly on the polished floor. Several nurses called out to you as you passed, their questions about preparations for the evening fading into background noise. You couldn't form words, just shook your head and kept moving until you reached the sanctuary of the women's restroom.
The moment the door clicked shut behind you, your composure shattered. You leaned against the sink, shoulders shaking as silent tears finally escaped. Your engagement ring Victor's grandmother's antique diamond seemed to burn against your finger.
With trembling hands, you twisted it off and held it over the toilet. For a moment, you hesitated, memories of your proposal surfacing despite everything. Then you flushed, watching the glittering circle disappear forever.
The sob that tore from your throat was primal, ugly. You sank to the floor, letting the grief wash over you in waves. How long had this been happening? How many lies had you swallowed?
A knock at the door startled you upright. "Dr. (L/N)? Are you alright in there?"
You splashed cold water on your face, blotting your skin with a paper towel until only faint redness remained. When you opened the door, you were the picture of calm.
"Just a headache," you said with a tight smile. "I'll be fine."
As you walked toward the grand staircase where the gala guests were beginning to gather, you felt nothing. The tears were gone, replaced by a cold certainty that tonight would be different. Tonight, Victor Gideon would learn that some experiments have consequences even a scientist can't control.
The private quarters were a sanctuary of sterile luxury, a reflection of the man who owned them. You stood before the full-length mirror, the final clasp of your necklace clicking into place. The dress was a masterpiece of midnight blue silk, clinging to every curve with an elegance that felt like armor. Diamonds at your ears and throat glittered under the soft lighting, cold and distant against your skin. Your makeup was a work of art, a perfect mask of sophistication hiding the raw, red-rimmed eyes beneath. You looked beautiful, powerful, and utterly untouchable.
The door to his adjoining suite clicked open. Victor entered, his tall frame filling the space. He had changed, now dressed in a tailored tuxedo that should have looked handsome but only seemed to emphasize the predatory stillness in his golden eyes. He opened his mouth, his expression a carefully constructed mixture of regret and placation.
You turned from the mirror, your gaze meeting his without a flicker of recognition. The warmth, the love, the softness he was used to seeing in your eyes was gone, replaced by a chilling professional distance that was more cutting than any scream.
"Dr. Gideon," you said, your voice crisp and level, as if addressing a colleague at a board meeting. The name hung in the air between you, a deliberate and brutal rejection of intimacy.
He froze, the practiced words of explanation dying on his lips. He had expected tears, perhaps fury, but this cold dismissal was something he hadn't prepared for.
You continued before he could gather himself, stepping past him toward the door, your heels silent on the plush carpet. "We will behave as though nothing happened this evening. Our sole objective is to secure the funding from the investors. Is that understood?"
You paused at the threshold, not looking back at him. "And you should change your shirt. You smell like cheap perfume. It's making me nauseous."
The silence that followed was thick and suffocating. For the first time in his life, Victor Gideon, the man who could talk his way out of any situation, who could rationalize any action with scientific jargon, was at a complete loss for words. He stared at your back, at the rigid set of your shoulders, and the weight of his actions crashed down upon him. Guilt, a foreign and unwelcome emotion, coiled in his gut. He wanted to cross the room, to fall to his knees, to beg for your forgiveness with a desperation that shamed him.
But his pride, that monstrous ego that had always been his shield and his weapon, held him frozen. Begging was a weakness he could not afford. Admitting he was wrong, that he had destroyed the most precious thing in his life, was a truth his arrogance could not yet concede. He could only stand there in silence, watching you walk away, the scent of another woman clinging to him like a brand.
The grand staircase descended into a sea of shimmering lights and polite chatter. The ballroom was a spectacle of wealth and influence, exactly the kind of environment Victor thrived in. You walked beside him, a perfect picture of a devoted couple, your arm linked through his with a practiced ease that felt like a performance. Your smile was fixed, brilliant and empty, aimed at anyone who caught your eye. Victor remained silent, his usual confident stride slightly stiff, his golden eyes occasionally darting to your face as if searching for a crack in the flawless facade you presented.
"Victor! My boy!" A boisterous voice cut through the orchestral music. An older man, portly and red-faced with a shock of white hair, approached with a wide grin. It was Alistair Finch, a longtime benefactor of the university and one of Victor's most vocal supporters.
"Alistair," Victor greeted, his voice regaining its usual smooth charm. "I'm glad you could make it."
"And miss the chance to see my favorite genius finally settle down?" Alistair chuckled, turning his appreciative gaze to you. "My dear, you are absolutely radiant. That dress is a triumph."
"Thank you, Mr. Finch," you replied, inclining your head gracefully.
His eyes twinkled as they scanned your outfit, his gaze landing pointedly on your left hand. "And where is that magnificent rock Victor showed me? The one he said would blind lesser mortals? I was looking forward to seeing it sparkle tonight."
You felt Victor's arm tense beside you, a subtle reaction only you would notice. He had seen its absence in his quarters, but this public inquiry forced the issue into the open. You didn't flinch, didn't miss a beat. Your smile remained perfectly placid.
"It's being polished," you said, your voice as smooth and cool as the silk on your skin. "I wanted it to be at its most brilliant for such an important evening. A stone like that deserves special care."
Alistair beamed, completely taken in by the lie. "Ah, a woman after my own heart! Meticulous. Victor, you've certainly found yourself a keeper."
Victor forced a tight smile. "Indeed I have."
As Alistair moved on to greet another guest, you felt the weight of Victor's stare. He didn't speak, but his silence was a question. He had seen the ring was gone, heard your lie, and was now processing the cold, deliberate finality of it. The guilt he had wrestled with upstairs intensified, coiling tighter around his chest. He had wanted to beg for forgiveness, but now he realized you weren't just hurt; you were methodically dismantling the life he thought you had built together, one cool, calculated lie at a time.
You gave his arm a gentle, proprietary squeeze, a gesture for the watching crowd. "Shall we mingle, Dr. Gideon?" you murmured, your voice laced with an ice that only he could feel. "We have investors to impress."
The title, the professional distance, was a fresh wound. He could only nod, his pride and his regret warring within him as you led him deeper into the glittering crowd, a queen without a kingdom, a bride without a ring.
The next hour was a masterclass in deception. You and Victor moved through the crowd like a well-oiled machine, your public performance impeccable. Your hand rested in the crook of his elbow, your head tilted toward his as if sharing an intimate secret when you were merely pointing out a potential donor. You laughed at his jokes, your smile reaching your eyes just enough to be convincing, while inside, you felt nothing but the cold, steady rhythm of your own heart. Victor played his part, his charm turned up to its highest setting, but you could feel the tension thrumming through him, a silent vibration only you were attuned to.
You were both engaged in conversation with a board member from a pharmaceutical company, Victor smoothly outlining the future applications of his research, when a new voice cut through the polite chatter.
"Dr. (L/N)? Is that really you?"
You turned to see a distinguished man with kind eyes and a shock of white hair approaching with genuine delight. It was Professor Albright, your former mentor from university, a man whose opinion had once meant the world to you.
"Professor Albright," you said, your smile becoming the first genuine one of the evening. "What a surprise."
"The surprise is all mine, my dear," he beamed, taking your hand. "I was just telling my wife about you last week. I read your latest paper on synaptic protein degradation pathways. Absolutely groundbreaking. The way you correlated the mitochondrial stress responses... it was elegant. Truly elegant."
A faint warmth spread through your chest, a ghost of the academic pride you used to feel. "Thank you, Professor. That means a great deal."
"It means enough that I managed to convince the university board to make a significant donation to Rhodes Hill," he continued, then glanced at Victor with a proud smile. "All thanks to Dr. (L/N)'s intriguing research. It's work that deserves to be supported and expanded upon."
Victor's smile was tight, a muscle twitching in his jaw. "We are profoundly grateful for your support, Professor. Her contributions are invaluable."
"You must be very proud, Dr. Gideon. To be engaged to such a brilliant mind."
Victor's smile was tight. "Immensely. Her intellect is one of the many things I admire about her."
Professor Albright squeezed your hand again. "Well, I won't keep you. I just had to say hello. Keep up the extraordinary work."
As he moved away, you felt the last thread of your composure begin to fray. The praise, the reminder of the person you were before him, before this life, was a painful beacon. You gently but firmly removed your arm from Victor's.
"If you'll excuse me," you murmured, your voice devoid of its earlier warmth. "I see some associates I should speak with."
Before he could respond, you turned and walked away, not toward a group of associates, but directly to the bar. The sound of your name, your professional title, being lauded for work that had secured funding for his facility, was a stone dropped into the already turbulent waters of your stomach.
You ordered a glass of champagne from the bartender and drank half of it in one swallow, the cool bubbles doing little to soothe the burning in your throat. You signaled for another, your eyes scanning the room without really seeing it, focusing on the crystalline clinking of glasses and the low murmur of conversations that felt a world away. You were Dr. (L/N) again, for a moment, a respected scientist in her own right. And that woman, you realized with startling clarity, would never have let herself become a footnote in Victor’s story.
The champagne was a steady, numbing current. Each glass you finished was replaced by another, the bubbles eroding the sharp edges of your pain, replacing it with a pleasant, dangerous warmth. The room seemed to soften at the edges, the lights blurring into a more forgiving glow. You felt yourself becoming more expansive, your movements looser, the mask of composure melting into something more genuine and far more reckless.
You saw him watching you. Victor. His golden eyes tracked your every move from across the room, a look of frustrated concern etched onto his handsome face. He made his approach once, weaving through the crowd with purpose, but the moment he came within ten feet, you spotted a group of pharmaceutical executives and excused yourself with a bright, empty smile, gliding away just as his hand reached out. He tried again, only for you to suddenly become engrossed in a discussion about modern architecture with the university's dean. Each attempt was met with a swift, strategic evasion. The game was exhilarating, a small, petty victory that fueled the fire in your veins.
It was during your third strategic retreat that you saw him. Leaning against a marble pillar near the terrace doors, a figure radiating an aura of casual power that made the other guests seem like fawning children. Zeno. Even in a room full of influential people, he commanded a different kind of attention. His white suit was immaculate, a stark contrast to the black of his shirt and the cigarette that dangled, unlit, from his lips. The sharp lines of his jaw, the distinctive markings on the left side of his face, and the impenetrable black shades hiding his eyes all of it spoke of a man who operated on a different plane.
A reckless idea, born of champagne and fury, took root. You signaled the bartender.
"Three tequila shots," you ordered, your voice clear and firm.
He lined them up. Without hesitation, you threw them back one after another, the liquid fire searing a path down your throat and igniting a boldness in your chest. You slammed the final glass down, wiped your lips, and straightened your shoulders. The room swayed for a moment, then snapped back into sharp, thrilling focus.
You walked directly toward him, your steps sure and deliberate. Heads turned, including Victor's. You could feel his gaze like a physical weight, a mixture of alarm and dawning horror as he saw your destination.
"Zeno," you said, your voice smooth as silk, infused with the warm confidence of the tequila. "I was wondering if you'd make an appearance tonight."
Zeno slowly turned his head, the cigarette shifting slightly. He took a moment, his hidden eyes seemingly assessing every inch of you. A slow, cocky smile touched his lips. "Dr. (L/N)," he drawled, his voice a low, soft rumble that carried easily over the crowd. "Always a pleasure. Though I must admit, I'm surprised to see you holding court without Dr. Gideon attached to your hip.
"Even I need a break from discussing protein degradation and viral vectors," you replied, matching his tone, your smile unwavering. "Besides, I wanted to thank you personally for your continued support. The new lab equipment has already accelerated our timeline."
"The equipment is merely a tool, Doctor," he countered smoothly. "It's the mind wielding it that produces results. Your mind, specifically. Victor is… effective, but you have a certain elegance in your methodology that he lacks."
He was probing, as always, a subtle compliment laced with the underlying truth that he valued your work more than Victor's. The tequila-fueled courage surged within you.
"Perhaps it's because I'm not trying to play God," you said, your voice dropping slightly. "Just trying to understand the rules of the game."
Zeno's smile widened, revealing a hint of teeth. He reached into his coat, not for the pistol you knew was there, but for a silver cigarette case. "I like a woman who understands the art of the game." He flipped it open and offered one to you. "Smoke?"
You'd never touched a cigarette in your life.
"Thank you," you said, taking one with steady fingers. "But I prefer to create my own fires, rather than inhale someone else's."
The words hung in the air, a direct, subtle challenge. Zeno let out a soft, genuine laugh, the sound rich and dangerous. He put the cigarette between his own lips, finally lighting it with a silver lighter. The flare illuminated his sharp features for a moment before he took a long, slow drag.
"Dr. (L/N)," he exhaled a plume of smoke. "I believe you and I are going to have a very interesting conversation."
Across the room, you saw Victor finally break from his conversation, his face a thundercloud of disbelief and possessive fury as he began to push his way through the crowd toward you.
Zeno's deep, resonant laugh was a sound of pure, unadulterated amusement. "A firestarter, then," he mused, taking another slow drag from his cigarette. "I find that's a trait most people lack. They prefer to simply warm themselves by another's flame."
"Perhaps they're just afraid of getting burned," you countered, your voice light but edged with a new, daring confidence.
The tequila had settled into a comfortable hum beneath your skin, a liquid courage that made the dangerous game you were playing feel not just possible, but necessary. You found yourself genuinely enjoying the verbal sparring, the sharp intellect that matched your own without the suffocating weight of Victor's ego.
"I don't see anything to fear in a little controlled combustion," Zeno replied, his gloved fingers gesturing with the cigarette. "In fact, it's often necessary for new growth."
You laughed, a real, unrestrained sound that turned heads. "Is that your philosophy on business, or life in general?"
"Both," he smiled, and you noticed the way his gaze, even behind the dark shades, seemed to linger on your lips. "They're not so different, are they? Resources to acquire, obstacles to eliminate, and the occasional need to burn it all down and start fresh."
You reached out, your fingers brushing a piece of lint from the pristine white sleeve of his coat. The touch was deliberate, lingering for a fraction of a second longer than necessary. "A refreshingly honest perspective."
Across the ballroom, Victor was no longer just watching he was seething. He saw everything. The way Zeno leaned in, the low, intimate tone of their conversation, and worst of all, the way you laughed. It wasn't the polite, practiced laugh you gave investors and colleagues. It was genuine, bright, and it hadn't been directed at him in months. He saw your hand on Zeno's arm, the casual intimacy of it, and a hot, acidic jealousy churned in the pit of his stomach. He remembered every meeting, every time Zeno's gaze had followed you a little too long, the respectful but predatory interest in his eyes that Victor had arrogantly dismissed as harmless. Harmless, like a virus before it mutates.
He started moving, his polished demeanor cracking to reveal the raw, possessive fury underneath.
You felt his approach before you saw him, a shift in the atmosphere that made the air grow heavy. The pleasant warmth of the tequila cooled, replaced by a familiar, unwelcome tension. Zeno, however, felt it too and turned his head slightly, a slow, deliberate movement as Victor reached your small circle.
"Victor," Zeno greeted, his voice a low, smooth drawl that was both polite and possessive. He didn't remove his arm from where your hand still rested on it. "I was just admiring your fiancée's... perspective on things. It's remarkably incisive."
The compliment was a clear challenge, a public acknowledgment of your intellect that framed you as an equal, not just an accessory. Victor's golden eyes flickered from Zeno's face to your hand on his arm and back again, the jealousy in them so potent it was almost a physical force.
"(Y/N)," Victor said, his voice dangerously low, ignoring Zeno completely. "What do you think you're doing?"
You paused, turning to face him with an expression of polite confusion. "Victor. We were just getting some air. The crowds can be a bit overwhelming."
Your use of his first name, after the cold formality of "Dr. Gideon," was a deliberate twist of the knife. It was a public claim, a reminder of a connection you were simultaneously flaunting and destroying.
"We have investors to meet. This is hardly the time for a social break," he bit out, his gaze finally settling on Zeno with barely veiled hostility.
"And we will meet them," you replied, your tone still pleasant, but with an underlying steel. "But even we are allowed a moment to breathe. Isn't that right, Zeno?"
"Everyone needs a moment to recharge," Zeno drawled, taking a slow drag from his cigarette and exhaling the smoke not at Victor, but just past his shoulder, a casual display of dominance. "Especially when the company is… stimulating."
The double meaning hung in the air, thick and provocative. Victor's jaw clenched, his knuckles white where his hands were fisted at his sides. He was losing control of the situation, of you, and he had no idea how to regain it without causing a scene.
You gave Zeno's arm a gentle squeeze. "It's getting rather stuffy in here. Shall we?"
Without another glance at your fiancé, you turned and led Zeno Rhodes through the terrace doors and out into the cool night air, leaving Victor standing alone in the middle of the ballroom, the picture of a man who had everything, and was just beginning to realize he was about to lose it all.
The cool night air was a welcome shock against your heated skin. The terrace was elegantly lit, with strings of fairy lights woven through the trelliswork, casting a soft glow on the stone balustrade overlooking the city's glittering skyline. The distant sounds of the gala were muted here, creating a pocket of intimacy that felt both dangerous and liberating.
Zeno guided you toward the railing, his hand a firm, steady presence at your back. "Much better," he murmured, removing the unlit cigarette from his lips and tucking it behind his ear. His gaze swept over you, a slow, appreciative appraisal. "I must say, Dr. (L/N), that dress is a masterpiece. It's a crime Victor gets to keep you all to himself."
The compliment, so direct and admiring, should have been flattering. Instead, it landed like a stone in your stomach. You felt a phantom weight on your finger, the ghost of a diamond that was no longer there. Your hand instinctively curled into a fist at your side.
"He doesn't see me that way," you said, your voice quieter now, the alcohol and the fresh air peeling back the layers of your performance. "He takes me for granted. That's for sure."
A waiter materialized from the shadows, a tray of champagne flutes balanced perfectly. "Champagne, sir? Ma'am?"
Zeno nodded, taking two and handing one to you. "To fresh air," he toasted, his dark shades turned toward you.
You clinked your glass against his and drank deeply, the cool, crisp liquid a welcome balm. The alcohol was truly taking effect now, melting the last of your carefully constructed defenses and replacing them with a raw, unfiltered honesty.
"He never listens," you found yourself saying, staring out at the sea of lights below. "Not really. It doesn't matter if I have the data, the research, the proof… Victor always has to be right. His word is law, his opinion is the only one that matters." You shook your head, a bitter laugh escaping your lips. "You wanna know the worst part?"
Zeno remained silent, a patient, imposing presence beside you, giving you the space to unravel.
"He cheated on me," you confessed, the words tearing out of you like a sob. "Today. Hours ago. In his office. With his stupid, pathetic assistant."
The admission hung in the cool night air, a devastating truth spoken aloud. You had meant to sound angry, dismissive, but the alcohol had stripped you of that armor. All that was left was the raw, ragged pain.
"All those years," you whispered, your vision blurring as tears finally, finally broke through the dam. "Wasted. I gave him everything, and for what? To be humiliated? To be… replaced?"
A single tear escaped, tracing a hot path down your cheek. Then another. The composure you had fought so hard to maintain all evening shattered into a million pieces. The glass slipped from your trembling fingers, shattering on the stone terrace as a ragged, broken sob tore from your throat. You bent over, the force of it shaking your entire body, the grief and the betrayal crashing over you like a tidal wave. You were no longer Dr. (L/N), the brilliant scientist or the composed fiancée. You were just a woman, broken and crying on a cold terrace under the stars, with the most dangerous man in the city as your only witness.
Your sobs echoed in the quiet space, each one a ragged tear in the fabric of your composure. You expected a hand on your back, a murmured platitude, the awkward comfort of a man unprepared for such raw emotion. You received none.
Zeno didn't move. He stood perfectly still, a statue in white and black, watching you disintegrate with an unnerving stillness. When your cries subsided into hitching, miserable breaths, he finally spoke. His voice was not soft with pity; it was as calm and measured as if he were observing a chemical reaction.
"An emotional response is a natural consequence of betrayal," he stated, his tone devoid of sympathy. "But it's also a liability. It clouds judgment."
He stepped closer, not to comfort, but to inspect. He reached out, his gloved fingers gently tilting your chin up, forcing your tear-streaked face toward his hidden gaze. "You've given him years. You've given him your intellect, your loyalty, your heart. And what has he given you in return? A position as a pretty accessory and a public humiliation."
His words were cold, clinical, but they were the realest thing you'd heard all night. They cut through the haze of alcohol and grief, sharpening your pain into a weapon.
"You are a brilliant scientist, Dr. (L/N)," he continued, his thumb brushing a tear from your cheek. "You are a woman of immense value. And he treated you like a disposable asset. That is not just a mistake. It's a strategic failure of the highest order."
The alcohol-fueled impulsiveness surged within you, a reckless wave crashing against the shores of your despair. His cold logic, his complete lack of pity, was more intoxicating than any champagne. It was an anchor in your storm, a dangerous, solid thing you could grab onto.
Before you could think, before you could stop yourself, you surged forward. You fisted the lapels of his white coat, pulling him down, and crushed your lips to his.
It wasn't a gentle kiss. It was desperate, bruising, a kiss born of fury and grief and a desperate need to feel anything other than the pain Victor had caused you. You poured all your anger, all your hurt, all your shattered pride into that single, impulsive act. For a moment, the world narrowed to the surprising softness of his lips against yours and the faint, smoky scent of his coat.
You expected him to push you away, to recoil. Instead, he responded.
Zeno's arm snaked around your waist, pulling you flush against him with a possessive strength that stole your breath. He deepened the kiss, his own lips parting to dominate yours with a passionate intensity that was both thrilling and terrifying. It wasn't a kiss of comfort it was a kiss of conquest, a branding. When he finally pulled back, it was only by inches.
He reached up and slowly removed his sunglasses. What you saw made your heart stop. The whites of his eyes were not white at all. They were a pitch, soulless black, and in the center, his irises glowed with a terrifying, brilliant yellow light, like embers in a void. It was inhuman, monstrous, and utterly mesmerizing.
"Don't be sorry, Doctor," he murmured, his glowing yellow irises burning into yours. "Never be sorry for taking what you want."
His gloved hand came up to cup your cheek, his thumb stroking your skin. "Look at you," he breathed, his voice a low, reverent rasp. "Even in your sorrow, you are magnificent. So beautiful. He was a fool to let you think for a second you were anything less than everything."
His other hand tightened on your waist, holding you captive in his gaze. "Victor saw a possession. I see a partner. He saw a trophy. I see a weapon." His glowing eyes dropped to your lips again. "And a weapon, Dr. (L/N), should never be left to rust."
The world tilted, the fairy lights on the trellis blurring into streaks of gold. Zeno's inhuman eyes were the only thing in sharp focus, their glowing yellow irises burning into you, promising things you didn't dare to name. The alcohol, the emotional breakdown, the shock of his kiss it was all too much. Your head swam, a dizzying cocktail of adrenaline and champagne.
"I... I need to lie down," you whispered, the words feeling heavy and distant. The strength was seeping out of your limbs, the reckless fire of moments before banked into a smoldering exhaustion.
Zeno's grip on your waist tightened, steadying you. His expression didn't soften with concern; it sharpened with calculation. "Rhodes Hill?" he asked, his voice a low, decisive rumble. "I'll take you home."
Home. The word was a bitter irony. Rhodes Hill was Victor's kingdom, the gilded cage where your life had slowly unraveled. But it was also where your bed was, where you could collapse and let the darkness take you. Where you could escape the piercing intensity of the man holding you.
You could have called a car, gone to a hotel, anywhere else. But you were past making smart decisions. You were operating on instinct, and right now, your instinct was to find the nearest horizontal surface and surrender.
"Yes," you breathed, the answer a surrender in itself.
"Good," Zeno said, a flicker of satisfaction in his glowing eyes. He released you just long enough to place his sunglasses back over them, hiding the monstrous truth from the world. He then took your arm, his grip firm and proprietary. "Lean on me if you need to. We'll leave without drawing attention."
He was right. As he led you back through the terrace doors, the two of you became a model of discretion. You kept your head down, your body angled toward his, creating the illusion of intimacy that hid your fragility. The ballroom was a whirlwind of light and sound, but you moved through it in a bubble, Zeno a calm, powerful force at your side.
You saw Victor near the entrance, his face pale with a mixture of fury and anxiety as he scanned the crowd. His eyes locked onto you, then on the man at your side. For a fleeting moment, your paths were destined to cross. But Zeno was a master of navigation. With a subtle shift in direction, he guided you around a cluster of guests, using them as a screen, and led you toward a discreet service exit.
Victor was left standing there, his mouth opening to call your name, but you were already gone, swallowed by the shadows of the corridor, the heavy door swinging shut behind you, cutting off the gala and the man you had once loved.
The cool, sterile air of the service hallway was a relief. Zeno didn't speak, simply led you purposefully toward a private elevator at the end of the hall. As the doors slid open, revealing a plush, mirrored interior, you felt a final, tremor of doubt. You were leaving with a monster, a man whose eyes held the glow of something not of this world. But as you stepped inside, the cold glass of the mirror for tonight, that was all that mattered.
The car was a silent, cocooned world of black leather and tinted glass. It glided through the city streets, a predator moving through the urban jungle. You leaned your head against the cool window, watching the lights bleed into long, colorful streaks. The adrenaline had completely worn off, leaving a hollow, aching emptiness in its place. The champagne sat sourly in your stomach.
"I feel so stupid," you murmured, the words barely audible, meant more for yourself than for him. "All this time. I should have known."
Zeno didn't offer platitudes. He didn't tell you it wasn't your fault. He simply watched you, his face in shadow, his presence a solid, unwavering weight beside you. "Stupidity is believing the same lie twice," he said, his voice a low, even timbre. "You've only been proven wrong once. That's not stupidity. That's a lesson learned. A costly one, but a lesson nonetheless."
His words were cold, yet they were exactly what you needed to hear. They weren't sympathy; they were a re-framing of your failure into a new kind of strength.
The car pulled up to the imposing, modernist structure of Rhodes Hill. The private entrance slid open, and the car descended into a secure underground garage. Zeno was out first, opening your door with an efficiency that spoke of habit. He offered you his hand, and you took it, his gloved fingers firm around yours.
The elevator ride was silent again, rising smoothly toward the pinnacle of the building where the private quarters were located. When the doors opened, he guided you down the short hallway to the door of your private quarters you're and Victor's quarters . He used a keycard he produced from his coat, the lock disengaging with a soft click.
He led you inside, through the darkened living room, toward the master bedroom. The space was immaculate, sterile, and filled with Victor's presence the books on the shelves, the data pad on the desk, the faint scent of his cologne that still clung to the air. It felt like a mausoleum.
Zeno stopped at the edge of the bedroom, his duty, as he saw it, complete. "Get some rest, Dr. (L/N)."
He turned to leave, and a wave of pure, unadulterated panic washed over you. The thought of being left alone in this space, in this bed, with nothing but your memories and the crushing weight of your loneliness, was unbearable. It was a fate worse than the gala, worse than seeing them together.
"Wait," you choked out, your voice cracking.
You reached out, your fingers closing around his wrist. He was solid, real, a lifeline in the storm of your misery. He stopped, turning back to you, his face an unreadable mask in the dim light.
"Don't leave," you begged, the tears you thought were all spent welling in your eyes again. "Please. Help me forget about him. Just for tonight. Please."
You were asking him to be your savior, offering him a shattered soul on a silver platter. You knew it was dangerous, a reckless bargain with the devil. But as you looked up into his hidden face, you realized you didn't care.
The words hung in the sterile air of the bedroom, a desperate, naked plea. You were a shipwreck, and you had just grabbed onto the sharpest rock in the storm. Zeno stood perfectly still, his wrist still caught in your trembling grasp. The silence stretched, thick with unspoken consequences.
"Are you sure?" he asked, his voice a low, dangerous vibration. It wasn't a question of morality, but of finality. A point of no return.
You looked up at him, at the dark lenses hiding the monstrous fire you knew lay beneath. In that moment, you didn't want to be Dr. (L/N), the brilliant scientist, the composed professional. That woman was a failure. That woman had been deceived. You wanted to be someone else. Someone new.
"Call me (Y/N)," you whispered, the name feeling strange on your tongue after so long. It was an offering, a shedding of your old skin. "Not Dr. (L/N). Just (Y/N)."
A slow, satisfied smile touched Zeno's lips. He understood the weight of what you were giving him. "(Y/N)," he repeated, the name sounding both intimate and possessive in his deep voice.
He moved then, closing the small distance between you. His free hand came up to cup the back of your neck, his fingers tangling in your hair. He didn't ask again. He didn't need to. He lowered his head, and his lips met yours.
This kiss was different from the desperate, impulsive one on the terrace. It was deliberate, claiming. His lips moved against yours with a practiced dominance that left no room for doubt. You responded instantly, your arms wrapping around his neck, pulling him closer, needing to feel his strength, his solid reality against you.
He broke the kiss just long enough to shrug off his white coat, letting it fall to the floor in a whisper of expensive fabric. Then his mouth was on yours again, hungrier this time. His tongue traced the seam of your lips, a silent command that you obeyed without hesitation. The kiss deepened, a tangle of tongues and shared breath, a dance of possession and surrender. He pulled you flush against his body, one arm banded tightly around your waist, the other still cradling your head. You could feel the hard lines of his muscles through his shirt, the sheer power he held so casually in check. It was intoxicating, a stark contrast to Victor's lean, academic frame.
Every thought of Victor, of his betrayal, of the shattered years, was being systematically erased, replaced by the overwhelming sensation of Zeno. His scent, his taste, the possessive way he held you as if you were something precious he had just won. He was helping you forget, just as you had asked. But as he backed you slowly toward the bed, a dark, thrilling thought surfaced he wasn't just helping you forget Victor. He was making it impossible for you to ever remember him without thinking of this. Without thinking of him.
Zeno's lips left yours, trailing a path of fire down the column of your throat. His mouth was hot against your skin, a stark contrast to the cool air of the room. You tilted your head back, a soft sigh escaping you as your hands fumbled with the tiny, intricate zipper at the back of your dress. Your fingers, clumsy with alcohol and adrenaline, struggled to find purchase.
He noticed your struggle immediately. With a low, amused chuckle, his hands replaced yours. One arm stayed firmly around your waist, holding you against him, while the other found the zipper. He drew it down with agonizing slowness, the metallic whisper loud in the quiet room. The midnight blue silk pooled at your feet, leaving you standing in nothing but your lingerie a delicate, lacy ensemble.
Zeno took a step back, his gaze sweeping over you. A low, appreciative whistle escaped his lips. "Victor is a very, very stupid man," he breathed, the words laced with a predatory satisfaction that sent a shiver down your spine.
Before you could react, his hands were on you again. He hooked an arm behind your knees and another around your waist, lifting you effortlessly. In a few long strides, he was at the bed. He dropped you onto the black silk sheets, the cool fabric a shock against your heated skin. He was on top of you in an instant, his weight a delicious, dominating pressure, his mouth finding yours in another searing kiss.
You responded with equal fervor, your hands moving to the front of his black shirt. Your fingers, now steady with purpose, made quick work of the buttons, pushing the fabric aside to reveal the hard, sculpted planes of his chest. You ran your hands over his skin, feeling the raw power coiled in his muscles, a stark and thrilling contrast to the academic man you thought you loved.
The raw, possessive energy radiating from Zeno was a drug, and you were instantly addicted. The thought of Victor, of his betrayal, felt like a distant memory, a story belonging to someone else. This was your reality now: the cool silk of the sheets, the powerful body above you, and the intoxicating promise of forgetting.
With a newfound sense of purpose, you moved. You leaned forward, pressing a soft, deliberate kiss to his chest before sliding off the bed. The plush carpet was soft beneath your knees. You looked up at him, your eyes meeting his, a silent command passing between you.
"Move to the edge of the bed," you said, your voice husky with desire.
A slow, predatory grin spread across Zeno's face. He did as you asked, shifting his body to sit on the edge of the mattress, his legs spread, watching you with an intensity that made your blood sing. He was giving you control, but you knew it was an illusion. He was simply allowing you to play in his territory.
Your fingers went to the buckle of his belt. The leather was smooth and cool as you pulled it free, the soft hiss of it sliding through the loops the only sound in the room. You popped the button of his trousers and slowly drew down the zipper. You could feel the hard heat of him straining against the fabric, a testament to his desire. You hooked your fingers into the waistband of his boxers, teasingly tugging them down just enough to reveal the tip of him before pulling them back up.
A low growl rumbled in his chest. "Don't tease me, (Y/N)."
You smiled, a slow, confident curve of your lips. "Oh, but I think I will."
Finally, you pulled the fabric down, freeing him completely. Your breath hitched. He was beautiful. Not as thick as Victor, perhaps, but he had a graceful, upward curve that promised a different kind of pleasure, a perfect arc designed to hit just the right spot. He was thick enough to fill, long enough to satisfy, and utterly perfect.
You leaned in, your tongue darting out to lap delicately at the bead of moisture on his tip. He shuddered, his hand coming down to tangle in your hair, his grip firm but not painful. You placed a soft, worshipful kiss on the head of his cock, your thumb gently rubbing circles against the sensitive underside.
Then you began to explore. You flattened your tongue and gave long, slow licks from the thick base all the way to the tip, tracing the prominent vein on the underside. You savored the taste of him, the salt of his skin, the way his muscles tensed with every pass of your tongue. You were in control here, the one dictating the pace, the one driving him slowly, inexorably mad with desire. It was a power you hadn't felt in a long time, and it was intoxicating.
(Y/n) knelt before Zeno, the world narrowing to just the two of them. Her eyes, dark with adoration, held his as she leaned in, her breath warm against his sensitive skin. She took him into her mouth not with practiced skill, but with a reverence that made his breath catch. This wasn't just an act; it was worship.
A deep groan rumbled in Zeno's chest, his hands gently cradling her head rather than tangling in her hair. He watched her, truly watched her, as she began to move. Her tongue wasn't merely swirling; it was exploring, learning every ridge and vein as if memorizing a sacred text. Each slow, deliberate descent was a promise, each rise a question answered in the affirmative.
They became lost in a shared current of pleasure, the room filled not with crude sounds, but with the soft, worshipful noises (y/n) made and Zeno's increasingly ragged breathing, which sounded more like a prayer. She could feel him thickening in her mouth, not just with physical arousal, but with an emotional response that mirrored her own devotion.
Just as he felt the peak approaching, Zeno gently tapped (y/n)'s cheek, his touch tender. "Stop," he whispered, his voice thick with an emotion that went far beyond mere desire. "Come here. Let me feel you."
(Y/n) complied instantly, her movements fluid and trusting. She straddled him, positioning herself so that her most intimate self hovered just above his face. Zeno reached up, his fingers hooking into the sides of her panties, but instead of just pulling them aside, he paused, his knuckles brushing against her hip.
"Beautiful," he breathed, the word a heartfelt exhalation against her skin. He slowly drew the fabric aside, exposing her not to a hungry gaze, but to a worshipful one. He used his thumbs to gently part her folds, revealing the slick, pearl-like bud of her clit. "Perfect," he murmured, his voice filled with awe. "So perfectly made for me."
Then he pulled her down, not forcefully, but with an undeniable need. He buried his face against her, his tongue delving into her wetness not like a starved man, but like a pilgrim finally reaching a holy shrine. (y/n) cried out, a sound of pure, unadulterated bliss, as he began to love her with his mouth.
She leaned forward, taking his cock back into her mouth. The dual sensations were overwhelming, a feedback loop of adoration. His tongue wasn't just flicking; it was writing poetry against her clit, each stroke a verse of praise. He sealed his lips around her and sucked gently, drawing a moan from deep within her that vibrated around his length.
Zeno lost himself in her taste, in the scent of her arousal, in the way her body quivered against his face. He wasn't just eating her out; he was communing with her, pouring all the emotion he couldn't put into words into every lap and suck. He slipped two fingers inside her, not to hit a spot, but to feel her from the inside, to be as close to her as he possibly could.
"Zeno," she gasped, pulling away for a moment before immediately taking him back in, needing the connection. "I... I can't..."
"Let go," he commanded softly, his voice a warm vibration against her core. "Let me feel you. All of you."
The raw tenderness in his voice was her undoing. Her orgasm crashed over her not like a wave, but like a revelation, a cleansing fire that started in her core and spread through every limb. She cried out his name like a mantra, her body trembling as Zeno continued to gently lap at her, not to prolong the pleasure, but to soothe her through it, to drink in every drop of her essence.
As (y/n) collapsed against him, boneless and spent, Zeno carefully shifted them, rolling her beneath him. He positioned himself at her entrance, his cock nudging against her still-pulsing heat.
"Look at me," he whispered, and when her eyes fluttered open, he entered her in one slow, deep thrust that was less an act of possession and more of a homecoming. They both gasped, not from the physical sensation, but from the overwhelming rightness of it.
He began to move, his pace unhurried, each thrust a declaration. (y/n) wrapped her legs around him, pulling him closer, her hands roaming his back as if memorizing the landscape of him. There was no roughness, no frantic chase for release. There was only the slow, deliberate building of something profound.
"Zeno," she moaned, her voice breaking with emotion as she looked up at him. "I..."
"I know," he interrupted gently, his pace never faltering. "Me too."
He captured her lips in a kiss that was as tender as it was passionate, their tongues moving in the same rhythm as their bodies. When his release finally came, it wasn't a violent explosion but a deep, shuddering surrender. He buried himself deep inside her, his body tensing as he poured himself into her with a guttural moan that sounded like her name.
For a long time afterward, they lay tangled together, their bodies slick with sweat and satisfaction. Zeno didn't roll away; he shifted only enough to take some of his weight off her, remaining joined to her as if the thought of separating was unbearable. He pressed soft, lingering kisses to her forehead, her cheeks, her lips.
"Mine," he whispered finally, his arms tightening around her possessively, but the word held no threat. It was a statement of fact, a truth as fundamental as the beating of their hearts.
"Yours," she breathed back, her eyes closing as she nestled against him, safe, cherished, and completely, utterly his.
Hours later, the room was bathed in the soft glow of the bedside lamp. The emotional intensity of their earlier conversation had settled into a comfortable, intimate silence. They lay tangled together, limbs entwined, sharing soft kisses and whispered words that held more weight than any grand declaration could.
Zeno's hand traced lazy patterns on (y/n)'s back, his touch reverent. "I never knew," he murmured against her hair. "That it could feel like this. Like coming home."
(Y/n) shifted, propping herself up on an elbow to look at him. Her eyes, soft with emotion, searched his. "It's always felt like home with you, Zeno. I was just too scared to admit it."
He smiled, a genuine, unguarded smile that transformed his face. "Well, I'm not scared anymore." He rolled over, capturing her lips in a kiss that was slow and deep, a kiss that promised forever. As it deepened, a familiar heat began to build between them, a slow burn that quickly ignited into an all-consuming fire.
"Again?" (y/n) breathed against his mouth, a playful smile touching her lips.
"Always," Zeno replied, his voice husky with renewed desire.
He moved over her, his body covering hers with a possessive tenderness that made her heart ache. He hooked his arm under one of her knees, gently lifting her leg and draping it over his shoulder. The new angle allowed him to enter her slowly, deeply, and they both gasped at the exquisite fullness, the rightness of it.
"Zeno," she whispered, her head falling back against the pillows as he began to move.
His strokes were long and deliberate, each one a measured thrust that connected them on a level that went beyond the physical. He watched her face, his gaze intense and unwavering, as if trying to memorize every flicker of pleasure that crossed her features. He leaned down, kissing her deeply, his tongue mimicking the rhythm of his hips.
(Y/n) wrapped her arms around his neck, her fingers tangling in his hair as she met his movements, her body arching to take him deeper. The pleasure was overwhelming, a tidal wave of sensation that left her breathless. She could feel every muscle in his body, every contour of his form, and she marveled at the way he seemed to know exactly what she needed, exactly how to make her feel cherished and adored.
"Zeno," she moaned, his name a prayer on her lips as he hit that spot deep inside her that made her see stars. "Oh god, Zeno..."
He shifted their positions then, rolling onto his back and bringing her with him so that she was straddling his lap, never breaking their connection. He sat up, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her close until they were chest to chest, her breasts pressed against his hard muscles.
"Ride me," he commanded softly, his hands roaming her back, tracing the curve of her spine, the dip of her waist. "Let me feel you."
(Y/n) began to move, her hips rolling in a slow, sensual rhythm that had them both moaning. Zeno's hands were everywhere, cupping her ass, stroking her thighs, mapping every inch of her skin as if he couldn't get enough. He kissed her again, a hungry, demanding kiss that stole the air from her lungs.
She was lost in him, in the feel of him inside her, in the taste of his mouth, in the way he was looking at her with such raw, undisguised passion. It was overwhelming, intoxicating, and she never wanted it to end.
"Zeno," she cried out, her body tensing as another orgasm began to build. "Zeno, I'm..."
"Come for me, baby," he urged, his voice thick with emotion. "Come with me."
His words were her undoing. With a final, desperate cry of his name, she shattered, her body convulsing around him as waves of pleasure washed over her. Zeno followed her over the edge, his own release a deep, shuddering groan as he buried himself inside her one last time, filling her with his warmth.
They collapsed against each other, their bodies slick with sweat and satisfaction, their hearts beating in perfect sync. Zeno held her close, his face buried in her hair as they both struggled to catch their breath.
"Thank you," (y/n) whispered, her voice thick with emotion. "For making me forget."
Zeno held her tighter, understanding what she meant without needing to ask. "Anytime, Dr...," he started, then corrected himself with a soft chuckle. "I mean, (y/n). Anytime."
Two floors below, in the sterile, impersonal darkness of his office, Victor Gideon sat at his desk. The only light came from the glow of his computer monitor, displaying data he wasn't really seeing. He often slept here, on the leather couch against the far wall, preferring the cold solitude of his workspace to the empty echo of his apartment. It was easier to maintain control here, surrounded by the tools of his trade, the symbols of his power.
He was about to power down the computer for the night when a faint sound reached his ears. He stilled, his head cocked to the side. It was coming from the ceiling, from the floor above. Muffled at first, then clearer. A woman's voice, breathy and high with pleasure.
Zeno...
Victor's fingers froze over the keyboard. His name. Not his name, but the name of the man he had assigned to watch over (y/n), the man he had trusted to keep her safe. Safe for him.
The sounds continued, growing more distinct. The rhythmic creak of a bedframe. The soft slap of skin on skin. And her voice, crying out again and again, a chorus of adoration for another man.
Zeno... oh god, Zeno...
A cold fury began to build in Victor's chest, a slow, simmering rage that was far more dangerous than an explosive outburst. He stood up, moving silently to stand directly beneath the source of the sounds. He closed his eyes, picturing it picturing her with him, picturing the look on her face as she cried out another man's name.
He knew exactly why she had done this. It was a calculated act of rebellion, a deliberate betrayal designed to hurt him. And it had worked. But what she didn't realize was that she had chosen the one man Victor couldn't touch without jeopardizing everything.
Zeno wasn't just another employee. He was the biggest investor in Rhodes Hill, the financial backbone of Victor's entire operation. His funding kept the lights on, paid for the expensive equipment, and ensured the continued flow of test subjects for Victor's experiments. Confronting Zeno, punishing him for this transgression, would be suicide. Victor would lose everything he had worked so hard to build.
And so he would wait. He would bide his time, would swallow his anger and let it fester. He would play the long game, would allow (y/n) to believe she had won this round. But when the time was right, when Zeno's usefulness had run its course, or when Victor found another way to secure his funding, he would make them both pay. Dearly.
He listened for a while longer, his expression unreadable, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. He heard everything the soft whispers of gratitude, the sounds of their shared release. Each sound was a nail in the coffin of whatever relationship he had thought he had with (y/n), each moan a testament to her betrayal.
Finally, when the sounds had faded into the soft murmurs of afterglow, Victor returned to his desk. He sat down, his movements precise and controlled. He opened a new file on his computer, his fingers flying across the keyboard as he began to type.
He didn't go to the couch that night. He didn't sleep at all. He just sat there, in the sterile darkness of his office, listening to the silence above, his anger simmering, his plans taking shape. He would bide his time, would wait for the perfect moment to strike. But when he did, when he finally confronted them, it would be on his terms. And they would both learn the true meaning of regret.
As the first rays of dawn began to filter through the blinds, Victor saved the file and printed it out. He read it over one last time, a cold, cruel smile touching his lips. Then he folded it neatly and placed it in his pocket, a reminder of what was to come.
The next morning, sunlight streamed through the blinds, illuminating the dust motes dancing in the air. (Y/n) woke with a groan, her head throbbing with a dull, persistent ache. The events of the previous night came rushing back to her in a dizzying flood Zeno's hands on her skin, his whispered words, the overwhelming pleasure that had made her forget, if only for a little while, the suffocating presence of Victor.
She turned to find Zeno already dressed, his suit immaculate as usual. He was watching her, his expression unreadable, though there was a softness in his eyes that hadn't been there before.
"Morning," he said, his voice low. "How are you feeling?"
"Hungover," (y/n) replied with a wry smile, pulling the sheet up to cover her nakedness. "But worth it."
Zeno chuckled, moving to sit on the edge of the bed. "I'm glad you think so." He reached out, his fingers gently brushing a stray strand of hair from her forehead. "I have to go. Early meeting."
(Y/n) nodded, a pang of disappointment sharp in her chest. "Right. Of course."
She sat up, the sheet pooling around her waist, and leaned in to press a soft kiss to his cheek. "Thank you again, Zeno," she whispered, her voice thick with emotion. "For everything."
"Anytime, (y/n)," he replied, his hand lingering on her shoulder for a moment before he stood to leave. "I'll see you at the office."
And then he was gone, leaving her alone in the silent room, the scent of him still clinging to the sheets. (y/n) lay back down, her head pounding, her heart aching with a confusing mix of emotions. She was grateful to Zeno, truly, for the brief respite he had provided, but the thought of facing Victor at work filled her with a dread so profound it was almost nauseating.
A couple of hours later, after a long, hot shower and several cups of strong coffee, (y/n) felt marginally more human. She dressed in her usual lab coat and scrubs, her movements slow and deliberate as she braced herself for the day ahead. The hangover was a dull thrum behind her eyes, a constant reminder of her rebellion, of the consequences she would now have to face.
As she walked down the corridor toward Victor's office, her dread intensified with each step. The familiar sterile white walls seemed to close in on her, the air thick with a tension that was almost palpable. When she reached his office, she noticed immediately that something was wrong. The assistant's desk outside his door was gone, cleared away as if it had never been there.
Before she could process this strange development, the door to Victor's office swung open. He stood there, a towering figure silhouetted against the dim light of the room. He didn't speak, didn't give any warning. He just moved, his hand shooting out to grab her arm, his grip like a vise.
(Y/n) cried out in surprise and pain as he pulled her into the office, the door swinging shut behind them with a soft, final click. He spun her around, pushing her back against the wall with a force that knocked the breath from her lungs. His 6'8" frame completely covered her, his presence overwhelming, suffocating.
His golden eyes burned into hers, their usual cold intensity replaced by a fiery rage that made her blood run cold. "Let me go, Victor," she demanded, her voice trembling despite her attempt to sound brave.
Victor laughed, a harsh, humorless sound that was more terrifying than an outright threat. "Let you go?" he sneered, his face so close to hers she could feel his breath on her skin. "After what you did? After you fucked my top investor like a dirty little slut?"
The crude words, the venom in his voice, sparked a fire in (y/n)'s belly. Her fear was quickly replaced by a righteous anger that burned away all other emotion. "Don't you dare call me that," she spat, struggling against his hold. "You have no right to be angry. You cheated on me first! With that assistant, in this very office!"
"This is different!" he roared, his control finally snapping. "This was business! You did this to hurt me!"
"Of course I did!" she shot back, her voice rising to match his. "You hurt me first, Victor! This is all your fault! If you had just been faithful, if you had just treated me with a modicum of respect, none of this would have happened!"
They were arguing now, their voices echoing in the sterile office, years of resentment and pent-up frustration spilling out in a torrent of accusations and recriminations. It was a ugly, messy affair, a battle of wills that neither was willing to lose.
But Victor was stronger, and he was done talking. With a growl of frustration, he grabbed her by the shoulders, his grip bruising as he pushed her away from the wall and toward his desk. She stumbled, her feet tangling beneath her, and fell backward, landing hard on the polished wood surface.
Papers scattered, a lamp toppled over and crashed to the floor, but (y/n) barely registered the chaos. All she could focus on was Victor, looming over her, his golden eyes burning with a cold, calculated rage that was far more terrifying than his earlier outburst. He was done arguing. Now, he was going to make her pay.
He leaned over her, his hands planted on the desk on either side of her head, caging her in. His body was a cage of muscle and bone, his presence a suffocating weight that stole the air from her lungs. She was trapped, completely at his mercy, and she knew, with a certainty that chilled her to the bone, that this was only the beginning.
His hand shot out, fingers tangling viciously in her hair, yanking her head back at an angle that sent a sharp, searing pain down her neck. (Y/n) cried out, her hands flying up to his wrist, trying to pry him loose, but his grip was like iron.
"You want to know why?" he snarled, his face inches from hers, his golden eyes blazing with a cold, intellectual fire that was somehow more terrifying than simple rage. He stepped toward her, his hands raised as if calming a frightened animal, though his grip on her hair remained brutal. "It's merely a biological imperative," he continued, his voice a chilling, clinical monotone. "Human pheromonal responses to prolonged proximity in a professional environment can create temporary chemical attractions. The hypothalamus"
(Y/n) stared at him, the pain in her scalp momentarily forgotten as his words washed over her. A disbelieving, hysterical laugh bubbled up in her throat. "That's the stupidest fucking thing I have ever heard," she spat, her voice dripping with scorn. "You're a monster, Victor. You don't get to hide behind 'biology' to justify being a cheating bastard."
She twisted in his grip, tears of pain and fury welling in her eyes. "At least Zeno didn't throw me away like a used lab sample when he was done! He didn't treat me like an experiment! All those years... I gave you everything, and you proposed marriage... for what? For nothing! It was all a lie, a sick game for you to watch and dissect!"
The room went deathly quiet. The only sound was their ragged breathing, the air thick with the weight of her accusation. Victor's face, a moment before a mask of righteous fury, went utterly still. The fire in his eyes banked, replaced by something colder, sharper, and infinitely more dangerous.
His voice, when he finally spoke, was deceptively calm, a low, menacing whisper. "The ring."
(Y/n)'s heart stopped. She knew what he was asking, knew the single point of failure in her entire rebellion. She lifted her chin, a spark of defiance igniting in the ashes of her fear. "I flushed it," she said, her voice clear and steady. "I flushed it down the toilet."
For a split second, nothing happened. Then, his hand moved. The crack of his palm against her cheek was sharp and loud, echoing in the sterile silence. The heavy signet ring he wore cut into her skin, a sharp, bright pain that brought tears to her eyes. Her head snapped to the side, the coppery taste of blood blooming on her tongue.
Before she could recover, he was on her. His body weight pinned her down against the hard surface of the desk, his hands clamping her wrists above her head in an unbreakable grip. He loomed over her, his massive frame blotting out the light, and she looked up into his eyes, a terrifying cocktail of emotions swirling in their golden depths. There was hatred, pure and undiluted, but there was also a sick, twisted obsession, and a deep, terrifying possession that claimed her as his property, his creation, his to destroy.
"You stupid, stupid girl," he breathed, and then his mouth was on hers.
It wasn't a kiss; it was a violation. His lips crushed hers, brutal and unforgiving. And then she felt it something unnatural, something wrong. His tongue slithered into her mouth, long and prehensile, forked at the tip. It was a violation of nature, a grotesque parody of intimacy, and it filled her with a revulsion so profound it was almost nauseating.
Panic, raw and primal, surged through her. With a strength born of sheer terror, (Y/n) clenched her fist and swung, punching him hard on the side of his head. It was a solid blow, one that should have made him see stars, should have made him recoil.
But it was for nothing.
He didn't even flinch. He didn't seem to feel it at all. He just kept kissing her, his forked tongue exploring her mouth with a possessive intimacy that made her soul scream. Her punch had been as ineffective as hitting a statue, a futile gesture of defiance against an immovable force. The realization of her absolute powerlessness washed over her, cold and suffocating, and a single, silent tear traced a path through the blood on her cheek as she lay trapped beneath the monster she had once dared to love.
His free hand, the one not pinning her wrists, moved with brutal efficiency. It grabbed the collar of her lab coat and ripped. The sound of fabric tearing was loud and violent in the sterile silence. He didn't stop there. He tore at her top and pants, the material giving way like paper, leaving her in only her plain white bra and panties, exposed and trembling on the cold wood of his desk.
"Victor, stop," she pleaded, her voice a choked whisper as he lowered his head. His mouth latched onto the sensitive skin of her neck, sucking hard, not with passion but with the intent to bruise, to mark. He moved down, leaving a trail of dark, angry hickies across her collarbones, the swell of her breasts, any patch of skin he could reach. Each one was a brand, a claim of ownership.
"You'll never leave me," he growled against her skin, his voice a low, possessive rumble. He ripped her bra away, the clasp snapping. "You were made for me. That mind of yours, it can match mine. It's a waste on anyone else." His fingers hooked into the waistband of her panties, and with another sharp tug, they tore in half, the flimsy fabric fluttering to the floor like a dead bird. "I need to teach you not to be whoring around. I need to remind you who you belong to."
He shifted his hips, and (y/n) felt the hard, thick pressure of him against her core. There was no prep, no gentleness, no consideration for her comfort. With one brutal, unforgiving thrust, he forced himself inside her. A sharp, searing pain tore through her, making her cry out.
"Pull out! Victor, it hurts!" she gasped, tears of pain and humiliation streaming down her face.
He didn't listen. He didn't even seem to hear her. He just kept going, his movements hard, deep, and punishing. He used her like a fuck toy, his hands gripping her hips so tightly she knew there would be more bruises tomorrow. There was no intimacy, only possession. Each thrust was a declaration, a violent reminder of his power and her helplessness.
Then he changed his angle, grabbing her thighs and lifting her effortlessly from the desk. He pulled her up, her legs wrapping around his waist out of instinctual self-preservation as he held her chest to chest. The new position was even more intense, even more dominating. He held her suspended, impaling her on his cock, driving into her with a force that stole her breath. Her body was just a vessel for his rage, a canvas for his possession, and as he held her there, his face buried in her neck, his golden eyes burning with that terrifying mix of hatred and obsession, (y/n) knew she was well and truly broken.
The world dissolved into a painful blur of motion. One moment, she was suspended in his grip, the next, her back slammed against the hard surface of his desk. The impact was brutal, her head cracking against the polished wood with a sickening thud that sent stars exploding behind her eyelids. A wave of nausea washed over her, the room tilting violently.
Before she could even process the pain, his hand was around her throat. It wasn't a threat; it was an execution. His fingers squeezed, cutting off her air with terrifying efficiency. The pressure was immense, a vise of unfeeling steel. Black spots danced in her vision, the edges of the room blurring into a dark, suffocating tunnel. She was going in and out of consciousness, a passenger in her own dying body, and still, he continued to fuck her, his hips pistoning into her with a merciless, rhythmic violence.
He leaned down, his face a terrifying mask of cold fury, his golden eyes the only things in sharp focus. "Do you forgive me?" he asked, his voice a low, guttural rumble that vibrated through her constricted windpipe. "For my mistake? For the biological imperative?"
He squeezed tighter. Panic, primal and absolute, clawed at her chest. Her lungs burned for air they couldn't get. Her vision tunneled further, the sounds in the room becoming distant and muffled. She tried to shake her head, to fight, but she had no strength. The need to breathe, to live, overrode everything.
"Say yes," he commanded, his grip unrelenting.
A strangled sound, something between a gasp and a sob, escaped her lips. "Yes," she managed to croak, the word barely audible.
The pressure eased just enough for a sliver of air to rush into her burning lungs. It was a cruel, fleeting relief. His hips never stopped their brutal assault.
"Good," he grunted. "Now. Do you regret cheating on me?"
Her mind, starved of oxygen, could barely form the thought. Regret? All she felt was pain and terror. But his fingers began to tighten again, a silent, deadly promise. The black spots returned, creeping back into her vision.
"Yes," she choked out instantly, tears of terror and humiliation streaming from the corners of her eyes.
"Good girl," he purred, the praise a venomous poison. He loosened his hold slightly, letting her take a ragged, painful breath. "Now say you're sorry. Say you're sorry for being a dirty whore."
The words were filth, but the hand around her throat was truth. It tightened again, harder this time, a final, crushing punishment. Her consciousness flickered like a dying candle. She could feel herself slipping away, the edges of her vision going dark, the sounds fading into a distant hum. The instinct to survive was the only thing left.
"Sorry," she gasped, the word a desperate, pathetic plea. "I'm sorry... for being a... dirty whore."
As soon as the words left her lips, he let out a sound of disgust. He spat, a warm, wet glob landing directly on her cheek. The humiliation was a fresh, sharp pain, worse than the physical abuse. "Disgusting," he sneered, his voice dripping with contempt.
And then he continued. He didn't stop. If anything, his thrusts became more vicious, more violent. He was no longer just raping her body; he was obliterating her soul, using her as a receptacle for his rage and hatred. Her world had shrunk to the pain in her head, the fire in her lungs, and the agonizing, relentless invasion. She was on the verge of knocking out, her body giving up, her mind desperate to escape into the blessed oblivion of unconsciousness.
With a final, guttural roar, Victor slammed into her one last time, his body tensing as he poured himself into her, a hot, invasive flood that felt like a final, damning seal on her brokenness. He stayed there for a long moment, buried deep, his chest heaving. But he didn't pull out. He didn't stop.
He kept fucking her.
Her body was limp, a dead weight beneath him, her head lolling to the side, her eyes half-open and unfocused. She was gone, lost to the pain, floating in the merciful void of unconsciousness. But her body was still here, still warm, still his. He used it without restraint, without remorse, his movements becoming less about passion or rage and more about a cold, methodical persistence. Hours blurred into one another. The only sounds in the sterile office were the rhythmic creak of the desk and his own steady, grunting breaths. He was sculpting her insides with his cock, marking her from the inside out, ensuring a part of him would remain long after he was finished.
As the first gray light of dawn began to filter through the blinds, a new clarity descended upon him. The rage had cooled, replaced by a brilliant, perfect solution. This fighting, this rebellion, this cheating was all a symptom of a flawed mind. A mind that thought, that remembered, that held grudges. He could fix that. He could make it so she would never even think of leaving him again.
He pulled out of her, his body slick with sweat and her fluids. Without a moment's hesitation, he scooped her limp, naked form into his arms. She was so light, so fragile. He carried her not with care, but with purpose, striding out of his office and down the sterile, white corridors to the private operating theater he kept hidden away, a place for his more... delicate work.
He threw her onto the cold, steel operating table. Her body landed with a dull thud, her limbs askew. He moved with an unhurried, deliberate efficiency, strapping her wrists and ankles into the leather restraints. He pulled on a fresh gown, his movements precise. He selected his tools from the sterile tray a scalpel, a bone saw, an or bitoclast. Each instrument felt like an extension of his will.
He was going to perform a lobotomy.
As he leaned over her, preparing to make the first incision, his mind was a symphony of perfect, rational justification. This is perfect, he thought, a serene smile touching his lips. It's like resetting their entire relationship all over again.The cheating with his assistant? It never happened. Her betrayal with Zeno? Erased. This was a fresh start that they both needed. It was something she would want, deep down. Why would she ever want to lose a man like him?
He was absolutely perfect for her. He was big, he was strong, he was a provider and a protector. He was one of the most brilliant minds of their generation. He was a total catch. She was stupid for not seeing it, a flaw in her otherwise magnificent intellect. But he could fix her. He would fix her.
He could make her whole again. He could make her perfect again. He could fix everything.
He picked up the scalpel, its edge glinting in the harsh overhead light. He looked down at her unconscious face, at the tear tracks drying on her cheeks, at the hickies he had left on her neck. Soon, she wouldn't remember the pain. Soon, she would only remember him. She would only need him.
He lowered the blade, ready to begin the work that would make them both whole again.
The scalpel was an extension of his will, cold and precise in his hand. Victor leaned over (y/n)'s still form, her naked body pale and vulnerable against the steel of the operating table. He gently brushed a stray strand of hair from her forehead, his touch a grotesque parody of tenderness.
"I'm going to fix you," he whispered, his voice a low, possessive hum. "I'm going to make you perfect again."
As he worked, his hands moved over her body with a chilling intimacy. There was no passion in his touch, only a clinical, detached curiosity that was more disturbing than any lust. He positioned her head, adjusted her limbs, his fingers tracing the lines of her body with the same detached interest a necrophile might show a beautiful corpse. She was an object to be remodeled, a canvas to be perfected.
The procedure was meticulous. He made the precise incisions at the top of her eye sockets, his movements steady and sure. He inserted the orbitoclast, severing the connections to the prefrontal cortex with practiced, surgical efficiency. He was cutting away the part of her that remembered, that reasoned, that resisted. He was cutting away the part of her that had betrayed him. With each precise movement, he was erasing Zeno, erasing the fight, erasing her will. He was carving out the perfect, obedient partner he had always wanted.
When he was finished, he cleaned the blood from her face with a sterile cloth. The small incisions were neat, almost invisible. She was perfect. A clean slate.
He unstrapped her, lifting her limp body into his arms once more. He carried her not to his office, but to the private quarters they had once shared, the place he now considered her true home. He laid her gently on the king-sized bed, pulling the silk sheets up to her chin. She looked peaceful, like a sleeping princess in a fairytale.
His gaze fell on the bed they had used the night before, the sheets still tangled from her time with Zeno. A flicker of his earlier rage returned. He strode over, ripped the soiled linen from the mattress, and carried it to the small fireplace in the corner of the room. He threw it in, dousing it with a bottle of expensive whiskey he kept for display. The flames roared to life, consuming the evidence of her transgression, turning it to ash. He watched it burn, a satisfied smirk on his face.
Next, he picked up the phone. "Get me the plumber," he said, his voice cold and commanding. "The one who services the east wing. I have a... retrieval job for him."
An hour later, a nervous man in a jumpsuit stood before him, holding a small, velvet-lined box. Inside, nestled on a bed of cotton, was the diamond engagement ring. Victor had paid the man a fortune to fish it out of the septic tank. He took the box, dismissing the plumber without a word.
He returned to the bed, to the sleeping (y/n). He took her left hand, her fingers limp and cool. He slid the ring onto her fourth finger. It fit perfectly. She was his again. Truly his.
But the final touch was needed. He walked to the expansive walk-in closet, his eyes scanning the clothes she had brought with her, the clothes that represented her old life, her old self. With cold efficiency, he pulled every item from the hangers and drawers her comfortable jeans, her funny t-shirts, her sensible lab coats, her old lingerie. He threw them all into a large black trash bag.
Then he opened the other side of the closet. The side he had had stocked for months, waiting for this moment. It was filled with clothes he had chosen for her. Silk dresses in jewel tones that would highlight her skin. Expensive lingerie, delicate and revealing. Skirts that were just a little too short, blouses that were just a little too tight. High heels that would make her totter, keeping her dependent on him for balance. He began to fill the empty space in her closet with these new things, creating a new identity for her to step into when she woke.
He was erasing (y/n) completely. He was creating a new woman in her image, a woman who only existed for him, who only knew him, who only wanted him. A perfect doll. A perfect hole. A perfect wife.
He stood back, admiring his work. The room was clean, the fire was dying, the ring was on her finger, and her new clothes hung in the closet. Everything was perfect. He had fixed her. He had fixed everything. Now, all he had to do was wait for his perfect creation to wake up.
The sedative had been a masterpiece of Victor's own design. Not merely to induce unconsciousness, but to create a malleable, suspended state where the body remained pliable and warm, yet the mind was a blank, unreachable void. It had given him nineteen hours. Nineteen hours to do whatever he wanted.
He had used every single one.
He had touched her with the cold, methodical curiosity of a biologist examining a prized specimen. He had fucked her unconscious body with a slow, relentless rhythm, not for pleasure, but for possession, to reclaim every inch of her he felt had been tainted by Zeno. He had cleaned her, dressed her in the clothes he had chosen, and arranged her on the bed like a doll awaiting its owner's return. Now, all that was left was to program the doll.
Nineteen hours after he had plunged the needle into her arm, (y/n)'s eyelids fluttered. A dull, persistent throb echoed behind her eyes, the epicenter of a pain that radiated through her entire skull. She blinked, her vision blurry, slowly focusing on the unfamiliar ceiling of a room that was both sterile and opulent. The air smelled of antiseptic and something else... a clean, masculine scent that was strangely comforting.
She tried to sit up, but her body felt heavy, disconnected. She looked down at herself and froze. She was wearing clothes she had no memory of choosing: a tiny skirt that barely covered her thighs, a tight, low-cut shirt that strained against her breasts, and... heels?
A soft click of a door closing drew her attention. A man stood there, tall and imposing, with sharp features and piercing golden eyes that seemed to see right through her. He was intimidating, overwhelmingly so, and a strange sense of awe washed over her.
"Who... who are you?" she asked, her voice a soft, uncertain whisper. "Who am I?"
The man's expression softened into a gentle, concerned smile. He moved toward her, his movements graceful and powerful. "Shh, it's alright," he said, his voice a deep, soothing baritone. "You had a very nasty fall. It's normal to be a little confused."
He sat on the edge of the bed, his presence filling the space, commanding and reassuring all at once. "I'm Victor Gideon. Your fiancé."
(Y/n)'s eyes widened. "Fiancé?" She looked down at her left hand and saw it for the first time: a stunning diamond ring sparkling on her finger. It was beautiful. It felt right.
Victor took her hand, his touch warm and electric. He began to weave his new reality, his voice calm and authoritative. "You're my stay-at-home fiancée," he explained, painting the picture of a life she couldn't remember but had no reason to doubt. "You prefer to take care of our home. Sometimes, though, you like to help me out here, at the hospital."
He paused, letting the words sink in, watching her vacant eyes absorb the new identity. "That's what happened yesterday. You were helping me, reviewing some patient files on the second floor. You must have gotten dizzy, because you fell and hit your head. Extremely hard."
Every word he spoke settled into her mind like a missing puzzle piece clicking into place. It explained the headache, the strange clothes, the memory loss. It made sense. He was her fiancé. She was his stay-at-home fiancée who sometimes helped him. She had fallen.
"Oh," she breathed, a wave of relief washing over her. "Okay."
Victor smiled, a genuine, warm expression that made her heart flutter. "I was so worried about you," he said, his thumb stroking the back of her hand. "I've been by your side the whole time."
The woman who had fought, who had schemed, who had slept with another man out of spite, was gone. In her place was this... this creature. A blank slate. A 180-degree personality flip. The once intelligent, independent, headstrong, ambitious, hard-working woman was now a naïve, wide-eyed thing. A little bit childish, a little too reliant on the handsome man who was telling her who she was supposed to be.
She looked at him, at his perfect face, his strong body, his intelligent eyes, and felt a burgeoning sense of worship. He was her savior. He had found her, taken care of her, and was explaining her entire existence to her. Why wouldn't she worship him?
"Thank you for taking care of me," she said, her voice filled with a new, adoring sincerity.
"It's my job," he replied smoothly. "I love you."
The words, so easily said, sent a thrill through her. Love. Of course. He was her fiancé. He loved her. She looked at him, truly looked at him, and felt a dizzying rush of affection. He was perfect. Big, strong, smart... a total catch. She must have been the luckiest woman in the world to be engaged to a man like Victor Gideon.
"I love you too," she replied, the words feeling natural and right, even though she had no memory of ever feeling them before.
Victor's smile widened. He stood up, holding out a hand. "Let's get you up. The doctor said you should try to walk around a little."
She took his hand, her smaller one disappearing into his. He pulled her to her feet, and she wobbled immediately on the unfamiliar heels. He caught her effortlessly, his arm wrapping around her waist to steady her. She leaned into him, her body fitting perfectly against his.
"Whoops," she giggled, a light, airy sound that was completely foreign to her old self. "These shoes are silly."
"They look beautiful on you," he said, his voice a low rumble in her ear. "I bought them for you."
"You did?" she asked, looking up at him with wide, adoring eyes. "You're so good to me."
"Only the best for my girl," he replied, leading her toward the full-length mirror on the closet door.
(Y/n) stared at the reflection. The woman looking back was a stranger. A pretty, curvy stranger with a vacant, happy expression, dressed like a doll. Her old self, with her sharp eyes and determined set to her jaw, was nowhere to be found. In her place was a bit of a bimbo, a pretty thing who clung to her man and believed every word he said.
And she was happy.
She turned in Victor's arms, wrapping hers around his neck and pressing her body against his. "Thank you for finding me," she whispered, pressing a soft, worshipful kiss to his lips.
Victor deepened the kiss, his tongue claiming hers with a possessive authority that she accepted without question. He had fixed her. He had made her perfect. He had made her his. And as she melted against him, her mind a blissful, empty void filled only with thoughts of him, he knew he had won.
A couple of weeks later, the idyllic bubble Victor had so carefully constructed around (y/n) was punctured by a persistent, unwelcome sensation. Every morning, she would wake up to a wave of nausea that sent her running to the bathroom. It was followed by a mysterious, overwhelming fatigue that had her napping for hours in the afternoon.
She tried to hide it at first, not wanting to worry Victor. He was so good to her, so patient. But one morning, as she was gripping the cold marble of the bathroom counter, a fresh wave of dizziness washing over her, she knew she couldn't keep it a secret anymore.
She found him in his home office, reviewing charts on a large monitor. "Victor?" she said, her voice small.
He looked up, his golden eyes immediately assessing her, noticing the pallor of her skin. "What's wrong, my love?"
"I... I feel sick," she admitted, twisting the hem of her tiny skirt. "Every morning. And I'm so tired all the time. I'm scared." She looked at him with wide, trusting eyes. "You're a doctor. Can you tell me what's wrong with me?"
A flicker of something calculation, perhaps, or excitement crossed his features before being replaced by a mask of professional concern. "It could be a number of things," he said, rising and coming to stand before her. He placed a cool hand on her forehead. "Let's run some tests. But first, there's a simple one we can do right now."
He retrieved a small, white box from a drawer in his desk. Inside was a pregnancy test. (Y/n) stared at it, her mind blank. Pregnancy? The concept felt distant, abstract.
"Just to be thorough," Victor said gently, guiding her toward the adjoining bathroom. "Take this. I'll wait right here."
She did as he asked, her hands trembling slightly. When the timer on her phone buzzed, she picked up the plastic stick with a sense of dread. Two pink lines. Clear, undeniable, positive.
She walked back into the office, holding it out to him like a guilty verdict. "It's... it's positive."
Victor took the test from her, and for the first time since her awakening, she saw a raw, unfiltered emotion on his face. It wasn't just happiness; it was triumph. A radiant, possessive joy that made his golden eyes shine.
"Pregnant," he breathed, a slow, spreading grin transforming his face. He scooped her into his arms, lifting her off her feet and spinning her around in a circle. "We're having a baby!"
He set her down, his hands cradling her face, his thumbs stroking her cheeks. "This is wonderful," he said, his voice thick with emotion. "Absolutely wonderful. This means we have to start planning the wedding. Immediately."
(Y/n) blinked, her mind trying to catch up. Wedding? Baby? The ideas swirled together in a happy, confusing jumble. "But... won't I get too big for a wedding dress?" she asked, a practical concern cutting through her daze.
Victor laughed, a rich, genuine sound. "Then we'll get you a beautiful dress that shows off your belly," he said, his hand moving to rest flat against her still-flat stomach. "Our baby."
The thought of it, of being his wife, the mother of his child, filled her with a giddy, overwhelming joy. "Yes!" she squealed, clapping her hands together. "Oh, Victor, yes! I'm so excited! I finally get to be Mrs. Victor Gideon!"
She threw her arms around his neck, kissing him with all the newfound love bubbling inside her. She was his fiancée, carrying his child, and soon she would be his wife. It was everything she hadn't known she wanted.
The next day, Victor made an announcement. He called a mandatory meeting for the entire hospital staff. He stood at the front of the auditorium, (y/n) seated beside him, her hand held tightly in his.
"As you all know," he began, his voice commanding the room's immediate attention, "my beautiful fiancée, (y/n), suffered a terrible accident a few weeks ago. She had a very bad fall and hit her head. The result has been a significant memory loss."
He looked around the room, his gaze hard and uncompromising. "She is recovering well, but she is in a very delicate state. I want to make something perfectly clear. You are not to engage her in conversation about the past. You are not to ask her about work, or old projects, or anything that happened before the accident. Keep all interactions surface level. A simple 'hello' is sufficient. If she approaches you, be polite, be brief, and then direct her to me."
He paused, letting his words sink in. The staff shifted uncomfortably, exchanging uneasy glances. "She doesn't need the stress of trying to remember things that are gone. It is my duty to protect her, and I will do so. Am I understood?"
A murmur of agreement rippled through the crowd. They didn't need to know the specifics. They didn't need to know about the lobotomy. All they needed to know was that Dr. Gideon's fiancée had had an accident, and he was now her devoted caretaker. Any deviation from the narrative would be met with the full force of Victor's considerable wrath.
As he led (y/n) from the auditorium, she beamed up at him, completely unaware of the undercurrent of fear and control in his announcement. "You take such good care of me," she said, her voice filled with adoration.
"Always," he replied, his arm tightening possessively around her waist. He had announced her condition, sealed her off from her past, and was now marrying her and impregnating her. He hadn't just fixed her he had completely remade her. And she would never, ever leave him again.
Couple of months later, and (y/n) was enormous. Her belly swelled out before her, far larger and rounder than it should be for a four-month pregnancy. The other doctors and nurses whispered about it behind their backs, noting the accelerated growth rate with a mixture of clinical curiosity and thinly veiled alarm. But (y/n) was blissfully unaware. She just rubbed her tummy constantly, telling anyone who would listen that their baby was just going to be big and strong, "Just like his daddy!"
The parasite that Victor had injected himself with, the NE-γ strain, had woven itself into his very biology. It had passed from him into her, into their child, accelerating the gestation process in a way that was both miraculous and terrifying. To (y/n), it was just a blessing. A sign of how perfect their union was.
She loved to follow Victor around the hospital, his little shadow. He had insisted she wear the uniform he'd picked out for her a frilly, nurse's outfit that was far too short and tight to be practical. It made her feel useful, like she was helping him in her own small way. She would trail him through the sterile corridors, her heels clicking softly on the linoleum, a bright, adoring spot of color against the white walls.
"Hi, Dr. Miller!" she'd chirp, waving cheerfully to a passing physician.
Dr. Miller would flinch, offer a tight, nervous smile, and pick up his pace, remembering Victor's mandate all too well. "Hello, (y/n)."
"Isn't he the best?" (y/n) would whisper loudly to his retreating back, gesturing to Victor. "I'm the luckiest girl in the world!"
Victor never acknowledged her chatter, but his hand would often find the small of her back, a proprietary, grounding touch that she leaned into with a contented sigh. She believed in traditional roles, in serving and obeying her man. He was the brilliant provider, the head of their future family. Her job was to support him, to look beautiful for him, and to carry his children. It was a simple, fulfilling purpose that filled her empty mind with happiness.
"The wedding is next week!" she gushed one evening, as they sat in their private quarters. She was trying on her wedding dress a simple, elegant white silk gown Victor had commissioned. It had been cleverly designed with a flowing empire waist and a loose, flowing back to accommodate her miraculous, expanding belly. She twirled in front of the mirror, her face glowing with excitement. "I can't wait! I finally get to be Mrs. Victor Gideon!"
Victor watched her from his armchair, a glass of amber liquid in his hand. His golden eyes were intense, possessive, as they roamed over her body, over the swell of his child inside her. He had won. He had broken her, remade her, and was now sealing his victory with a wedding and a child. He was creating a dynasty, starting with this perfect, pliable creature.
"You look beautiful," he said, his voice a low rumble. "Perfect."
She beamed, rushing over to him and kneeling at his feet, resting her head on his knee. "I love you so much," she whispered, looking up at him with utter devotion.
He set his glass down and threaded his fingers through her hair, his grip firm. "I know," he replied. He pulled her up, guiding her to straddle his lap. The wedding dress bunched around her hips.
"Victor," she giggled, her cheeks flushing. "We'll wrinkle my dress."
"I'll buy you a new one," he said, his voice already thick with desire. He captured her lips in a bruising kiss, his tongue immediately dominating hers. His hands roamed over her body, cupping her swollen breasts, sliding down to caress the tight, stretched skin of her belly.
He undid his trousers, freeing his hardening cock. Without any preamble, he lifted her, positioning her over him and impaling her in one smooth, deep thrust. (Y/n) gasped, her body arching, the familiar, welcome fullness washing over her.
She rode him, her movements slow and languid, her pregnant belly pressing against his belly. He held her hips, guiding her, his eyes fixed on the place where they were joined. He wasn't just fucking her; he was worshiping his own creation. He was claiming the mother of his child, the woman he had molded into his perfect partner.
"You're mine," he grunted, his pace quickening, his thrusts becoming harder, deeper. "All mine. My wife. The mother of my child."
"Yours," she moaned, her head falling back, her body completely surrendering to his. "Always yours."
He fucked her with a possessive intensity that bordered on violence, each thrust a declaration of ownership. He was marking her, reminding her, reinforcing the reality he had built for her. And as she cried out his name, her body clenching around him in orgasm, Victor followed her over the edge, his own release a powerful, triumphant roar.
He held her afterward, his child kicking between them, his ring sparkling on her finger. The wedding was next week. The baby was growing fast. Everything was going exactly according to plan.
The day of the wedding dawned bright and clear. Victor had orchestrated every detail with his customary precision, including the date. It was meticulously chosen to fall when Zeno, his biggest investor and the last lingering link to (y/n)'s forgotten past, would be out of the country on a business trip that Victor himself had suggested and arranged. There would be no unexpected guests, no awkward reunions, no ghosts at this feast.
In the bridal suite, (y/n) sat before a mirror, her reflection that of a glowing, happy bride. Her belly was a prominent, beautiful mound beneath the flowing silk of her gown. A soft knock came at the door, and Victor entered. He wasn't smiling, but there was a look of intense satisfaction in his golden eyes as he looked at her.
"You look... perfect," he said, his voice low.
She stood up, beaming, and went to him. "I'm so excited!" she chirped. "I can't believe it's finally here!"
Before they left, he took her hands in his, his expression turning serious, almost rehearsed. "Now, my love, some of the guests might not have seen you since your accident. If anyone asks, you just remember what we talked about. You took a nasty fall, hit your head, and you have some memory loss. It's nothing to be ashamed of. It's just a part of our story now."
(Y/n) nodded, her eyes wide and trusting. "Okay. A fall. I remember."
"Good girl," he murmured, kissing her forehead. It was the same story he had fed his staff, a neat, tidy explanation for her vacant sweetness and her lack of connection to anyone but him.
The ceremony was held in a grand, sterile-white chapel that Victor had rented. It was perfect. Not a single detail was out of place, from the cascading white lilies to the string quartet playing a hauntingly beautiful melody. It was exactly as Victor had hoped for a controlled, elegant event that was more a statement of ownership than a celebration of love. (Y/n) stood opposite him, her eyes shining with adoration as she repeated her vows, her voice clear and unwavering.
"I take thee, Victor, to be my lawfully wedded husband," she said, her heart pounding with a joy so pure it was almost painful. "To have and to hold, from this day forward..."
When Victor slid the wedding band onto her finger, joining it with the engagement ring, she thought she might burst with happiness. She was finally, officially, Mrs. Victor Gideon.
The reception was a different kind of stage. The guest list was a masterclass in social maneuvering. It was almost exclusively composed of fellow investors, pharmaceutical executives, and high-level researchers people whose portfolios Victor wanted to secure and whose loyalty he needed to cement. They were not friends; they were assets.
(Y/n) was in her element. She drifted through the crowd like a beautiful, colorful butterfly. "Hi! I'm (y/n)! It's so nice to meet you!" she'd say, holding up her hand to display the glittering wedding band. "I'm Mrs. Gideon now!"
The guests, mostly older, powerful men, would smile indulgently. They patted her hand and complimented her dress, their conversations with her kept deliberately simple, as one would speak to a charming but simple child. They asked about the baby, about how beautiful she looked, and how lucky Victor was. She lapped it up, giggling and blushing, completely oblivious to the calculated nature of their interest.
Victor was never more than a few feet away. His arm was a constant, possessive band around her waist, a silent, unmistakable claim. When a particularly verbose investor tried to engage (y/n) in a slightly more complex conversation about her "recovery," Victor would smoothly intervene.
"My love, why don't you go get some of that wonderful cake?" he'd suggest, his tone gentle but firm. It wasn't a question. As soon as she was out of earshot, his demeanor would change, his voice dropping to a low, confidential tone as he discussed merger percentages and patent rights with the man.
He watched her across the room, chatting with a board member's wife, her face alight with innocent joy. She was showing off her ring, her pregnant belly a proud testament to their union. She was the perfect wife, the perfect mother-to-be. A beautiful, docile creature who enhanced his status and asked for nothing in return but his presence. He had taken a brilliant, ambitious woman and had remade her into his greatest asset. And as he raised his glass in a silent toast to his own success, Victor knew that this perfect union was the culmination of his greatest experiment yet.
A couple of years later, the life Victor had meticulously crafted was a resplendent reality. (Y/n) was the picture of domestic perfection. They had four children now, each a perfect, striking combination of Victor's sharp, golden eyes and (y/n)'s softer features. They were brilliant, obedient children who adored their father and worshipped their mother. She was an extremely doting mother, her days filled with homeschooling lessons, organic meals, and the gentle, unwavering love that only a woman with no other purpose could provide. She was the perfect housewife, their private quarters always immaculate, a warm, welcoming haven for Victor to return to.
Her love for him had not faded it had deepened into a kind of religious devotion. When he was in a long meeting with investors, she would personally prepare trays of gourmet food, ensuring her brilliant husband never went hungry. She knew nothing of the business being discussed, only that her Victor was working hard to provide for their perfect family, and that was all that mattered.
One afternoon, Victor was in a tense meeting in his office. The man sitting opposite him was Zeno. The air between them was thick with unspoken history as they discussed the delicate matter of Grace Ashcroft.
"The data on her cellular regeneration is... unprecedented," Zeno was saying, his eyes narrowed. "If we could just isolate the marker—"
The door to the office swung open without a knock. (Y/n) walked in, a toddler on her hip and another clinging to her leg, with two more trailing behind her like ducklings. She was heavily pregnant again, her belly a magnificent sphere under a loose maternity dress. She glowed, the epitome of fertile, domestic bliss.
She walked directly to Victor, standing on her tiptoes to kiss him on the cheek. "Sorry to interrupt, darling," she said, her voice a melodic chirp. "Little Victor here missed his daddy." She looked over at the stranger, her head tilted with innocent curiosity. "Who's your friend?"
Zeno's friendly expression froze. His eyes widened slightly as he took in the scene the brood of children, the adoring, vacant look on her face, the possessive way Victor's arm immediately snaked around her waist. He knew. He knew exactly what Victor had done.
He forced a tight smile. "Hello, Dr. (L/N)," he said, his voice carefully neutral. "I'm Zeno. We've met before."
(Y/n) looked at him, completely dumbfounded. A little wrinkle appeared between her brows as she tried to process the words. "Doctor?" she giggled, a light, airy sound. "Oh, no no. I'm not a doctor. I've never been a doctor."
Victor's hand tightened on her waist, a subtle, controlling gesture. "My love has no desire for such things," he said smoothly, his golden eyes never leaving Zeno's face. "She's a stay-at-home wife. She occasionally likes to help me out, of course, but I have to tell her what to do. She doesn't know anything about medicine."
Zeno just stared, the full, horrifying weight of the situation crashing down on him. He looked at the woman he had once known, the brilliant, ambitious doctor, and saw only a pretty, empty shell.
(Y/n), oblivious to the silent, chilling exchange, beamed up at her husband. "We've been married for years now," she told Zeno proudly, as if sharing a wonderful secret. "And I'm still so deeply in love with him. More every day."
Victor leaned down and kissed her, a deep, possessive kiss that was as much a performance for Zeno as it was an act of ownership. "Why don't you take the children to the garden to look at the pretty roses, my love?" he murmured against her lips. "Mr. Zeno and I have some more boring business to discuss."
"Okay!" she agreed readily. She gathered her little flock, blowing Victor a kiss as she left, her heels clicking cheerfully down the corridor.
The moment the door closed, the warmth in Victor's eyes vanished, replaced by an icy, triumphant cold. "As you can see," he said to Zeno, his voice dropping to a low, menacing purr, "everything is perfectly under control."
Zeno looked from the closed door back to Victor, a profound sense of sickness settling in his stomach. He had lost. He hadn't just lost the woman; he had been forced to witness her ghost, to see the monstrous, happy parody of a life Victor had built from her broken pieces.
Later that evening, (y/n) hummed softly as she tucked her four children into bed. She kissed each forehead, her heart overflowing with a love so pure and simple it was almost painful. She was Mrs. Victor Gideon. She had her beautiful children, her handsome, brilliant husband, and another baby on the way. She had everything.
She walked into the master bedroom, where Victor was waiting for her. He pulled her into his arms, his hand resting possessively on her swollen belly. "Perfect," he murmured into her hair.
She sighed contentedly, leaning her head against his chest. She didn't remember the sharp, ambitious woman she had once been. She didn't remember the sterile smell of a lab, the thrill of a discovery, or the sting of betrayal. She didn't remember Zeno. She didn't remember the pain or the fight. The lobotomy had seen to that. Her past was a blank slate, and her entire world, her entire identity, was now built upon the foundation of the man holding her. She was his creation, his perfect, loving doll, and she would rely on him for everything, for the rest of her days, never knowing the life that had been stolen from her, never knowing the woman she was supposed to be.