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i'm 22 and a lesbian
i'm a university student majoring in writing and psychology
i love cats and plants :D
i'm planning on pursuing an MFA in creative writing after undergrad
my ideal career path is being an author
i'm the managing editor for my uni's literary magazine
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my writing:
my main wip is called saros and i've been working on it since 2016
i'm weaving together a world depicted in various stories, most of them take place in or around a fictional town called hoccosin, which is located in the northern region of virginia, usa and stories set there use this tag
i've written over four hundred poems which you can read here or under this tag
i also write short stories which can be found here or under this tag
i blog as well and those posts can be found here
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i mostly write sapphic and aro stories
i'm a sucker for found family
i'm working on a bunch of stories so stay tuned !! :D
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the first short story to introduce the greater hoccosin region.
genre: romantic fiction
word count: 7058
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βViolet,β her father smiled. βYouβre going to do amazing things with this little shopβfor this, I pray.β
βThank you, father, I couldnβt have gotten here without youβ the young woman beamed, grabbing her father, and bringing him into a hug. βI just hope that the locals will accept me despite who I am.β
βThis town is lucky to have you,β he said into her shoulder. βNever forget that.β
~ βΏ βΏ βΏ ~
Violetβs Violets opened its doors well over fifty years ago and in that time, it had cemented itself as one of the societal foundations of Hoccosin, the small town that was fortunate enough to be the home of such a cozy little flower shop. Over the years, as new people moved to town and became acquainted with all the intricacies of the small town that seemed like it was in a world separate unto its own, it became a commonplace rite of passage that in order to become a true Hoccosin citizenβnative or not, one must purchase a bouquet of flowers from the double-V and gift it to another resident. Then, the gifter would be quietly welcomed as a genuine Hoccosinian, and they would be permitted to call this quaint, little town their true home.Β
The humble shop was practically smack dab in the center of Verona Avenue, the townβs main street, and was known to be welcoming and homey beyond what words could describe. All sorts of hydrangeas, orchids, roses, daffodils, daisies, and a dozen other types of flowers spilled out the door and lined the shopfront, all in pristine shape and in the most admirable sorts of pots. Anytime an unsuspecting pedestrian would pass by, they would feel themself beckoned inside by the sweet aromas and beautiful blossoms, unable to resist the temptation to enter the cozy shop. Some might joke that it was witchcraft or sorcery, but any long-time resident could tell you that it was all-natural and that Violet really was just that good at tending to her flowers. She cared for them as if they were her childrenβwhich she had none of her own unless you counted the fluffy white cat that lazed around her shop or the local teens from the nearby boarding school who took such a liking to her quiet and kind demeanor, that they effectively made the double-V their after-school hangout spot.
There was a large, square wooden table in front of the front windows, which she used as a workbench to pot and re-pot flowers, but when it wasnβt coated in soil and plant trimmings, those teens could sit around it and do homework, or just chatβwhich happened to be what they ended up doing most of the time. Ivy, sword ferns, and other vined plants resided in hanging pots that lined the sides of the shop, while the walls were fitted with wooden shelves that proudly displayed plants for sale. Violetβs register was in the back of the shop, from there she could overlook her works of art, customers coming in to browse or find a quiet spot to relax, and she relished in all of itβfor this, owning a successful business, had been her childhood dream, and she was pulling it offβextremely well, in fact.
βHello?β an older woman feigned, peeking her head through the glass front door. βCould I ask for some help if it wouldnβt be too much of a bother?β
The woman had a curly grey bob haircut and wore browline oval-shaped glasses. Her face was covered in wrinkles, especially around the corners of her mouth and eyesβsmile lines. Her eyes were a soft shade of green and her nose was as small as a button. She wore a cream blouse beneath a sage green trenchcoat and a long, pastel pink skirt that cut off just before her black loafers.
Violet jumped at the sound of the bell ringing and made her way to meet the woman who looked to be somewhat near her in age. ββCourse!β she declared with a smile, meeting her by the doorway. βAnd what would be the occasion?β
βFor a loss...β
βOh,β Violetβs smile dropped. βIβm terribly sorry that this has become of you, may I offer you a hug?β
The woman didnβt even respond, instead, she took the shopkeeper into an embrace. βThis has been a long time coming,β she muttered into Violetβs shoulder. βBut Iβd be a damned fool if I turned down a hug.β
βOh-ho-ho,β Violet laughed a little, draping her arms around the stranger and completing the hug. βA woman who knows what she wants, I love it.β
βThank you for your kindness, stranger,β she croaked, pulling away, a tiny tear forming the corner of her eye. βNow,β she collected herself. βWhere might I have to go off to in this delightful shop to get my hands on a bouquet of chamomile flowers?β
βChamomileβ¦β an interesting flower choice for mourning, she thought to herself, but who am I to judge!
βWell, that will be just right this way!β Violet chirped, heading to the far wall that was practically overflowing with all the different types of flowers on display.
βOh,β the ladyβs voice dropped. βWell, those are them, IβI suppose Iβll be ready to go in no time.β
Violetβs heart sank at the sight of this woman, she wanted to hug her again, to soothe her worries and remind her that whoever she lost lived a long lifeβwell she couldnβt guarantee that, then a life full of loveβor that either, drats! Well then, she could always count on olβ reliable: this woman loved her late friend, spouse, child, second cousin, whomever it was that she so tragically lostβand that was enough in itself.
As Violet opened her mouth to offer some more words of condolences, the woman piped up.
βI know we just met, but I donβt have any friends or family in town so Iβm going to the resting place all by my lonesome, but if itβs no skin off your back, would you consider accompanying me as I say goodbye?β
βWhyββ
βOh, what am I sayingβI haven't even introduced myself; my name is Theodosia, my friends call me Theoβalthough I suppose no oneβs really called me that in years, at any rate, if itβs not an intrusionββ
βOf course, Iβll accompany you, Iβd be honored to. Anyone who gives a hug as good as that deserves some compassion,β Violet laughed. βIβm Violet, by the way, as the storeβs name implies.β
βOh, wondrous day, wondrous day! Thank you, Violet, you've made a friend in me today!β
Any sight of tears in Theoβs eyes was long gone, instead, the sadness had been replaced by a jubilant radianceβit was almost blinding.
βI can close up shop early today and we can make our journey to the final resting place in a jiffy,β Violet declared.
The teens gathered around the wooden table had been eavesdropping on the conversationβit was a rare sight to see Violet so invested in a customer. The oldest of the kids nodded to their friends after Violetβs declaration, signaling that it was time for them to scram. Books were closed and papers shoved into backpacks, and just like that, Violet and Theo were left standing all by themselves in the colorful store.
βWell that was much easier to get those teens out than I thought it was going to be,β Theo said in genuine surprise.
βOh them? They love me!β Violet half-joked. βBut yes, theyβre a good bunch, itβs always a treat to have them in hereβ¦β her voice trailed off. βAt any rate!β Violet perked back up to attention. βLetβs get this show on the road! Let me just grab my coat.β
βOh but, I need to pay for the flowersββ
βNo, you donβt! The manager says theyβre on the house, and what she says goes, so I wouldnβt want to argue with her,β Violet smiled as she returned with her black, fluffy coat in hand.
βOh no, I insist, please let me payββ
βOh no, I insist. Cβmon! Letβs skedaddle before someone else comes in with another story about a lost loved one and tries to steal me away from you.β
Theo shuffled her feet back and forth, fiddling with a single, white petal of the flowers she was now the declared owner of, βWell, Iββ
Violet turned to face her new friend and met her gaze with a cockeyed smile. Just say okay, she mouthed.
βHmm, okay. Okay! Letβs go!β
βThatβs the spirit!β Violet cheered. βLily, weβll be back in a bit, youβre in charge!β
A white cat emerged from underneath the register in the back of the store, stretched her front legs, let out a massive yawn, and flopped on her side on the stone floor.
βThank you for the flowers, Lily!β Theo said.
Violet cocked an eyebrow at Theo.
βWell, you said sheβs in charge, I assume she must be the manager.β
Violet smiled at the humorous notion, βWe should get out of her hair before she demands her bi-hourly cuddles.β
Violet reached for Theoβs empty hand as the pair chuckled, Theo accepted her grasp, and they were off to the races like two horses bred to run, Violetβs shoulder-length white hair bobbing up and down. Violet rushed out the front door with Theo in tow, both laughing from the sudden rush of adrenaline. Violet flowed through the sequence of motions to lock the front door as soon as they stepped outside into the chilly, late-winter air. Violet brushed her hands down her denim overalls and turned to her new friend.
βAlright,β Violet turned to grab Theoβs hand again. βThis time, youβre leading; where to?β
~ βΏ βΏ βΏ ~
Violet followed Theo along the sidewalks of Hoccosin, heading toward the western outskirts of townβthe way Theo double-guessed every turn, constantly performing double-takes at every street sign, she definitely wasnβt a native, that much Violet could clearly tell.
βIf my asking isnβt an intrusion,β Violet spoke up. βWhy is it that youβre performing the burial here?β
βI grew up in Drexwood City, but ever since I was but a young girl, Iβve yearned to live in a small town. Then, after the loss, I decided that it was time for a fresh start and that this would be the perfect place to achieve just that.β
βIβm from Drexwood, too,β Violet smiled.
βHow did you end up here?β Theo asked.
βWell, I was a boarding student at The Hoccosin Academy for Young Emerging Scholarsβbut everyone around here calls it THAYES, just on the outskirts of town,β Violet said, pointing toward a castle-esque building on the north side of town. βAnyhow, I was a boarding student there from the time I was eleven to seventeen, and I fell in love with the cozy little town, so once I had saved up enough money to support myself, I moved back here when I was just a few years over twenty and opened up the flower shop.β
βOh, what a beautiful little story,β Theo mused.
Violet smiled to herself, thinking back to her younger years. In the time that Violet had lived in Hoccosin, she had familiarized herself with newcomers, the long-time residents, and every type in between. When someone would first move here, they tended to follow one of two types: the bluff, which faked exuberant confidence; and the tentative, the type that embodied the likes of a young child, lost in a grocery store, searching for a parent to no avail. Both types of newcomers would eventually fall into a sort of groove, eventually becoming comfortable enough to declare ignorance or to ask for help. It was always a pleasant sight to witness someone grow comfortable with the uncomfortableness that comes with moving somewhere new. When Violet moved back to Hoccosin during her early adult years, she wasnβt so lucky as to receive a helping hand from a local. The spirit of Hoccosin had greatly shifted in recent decades; when Violet first opened her shop, she was viewed as a spinsterβshameful that she wasnβt married and instead opening a business on her own. But, as the social tides shifted, her single-ness came to be viewed in more of a positive light, eventually even being admired by some of the townsfolk.
Violet was lost in thought, thinking back on all the people she had had the pleasure of meeting during her life, as the pair strolled up to a poplar tree that looked as if it could tell stories of days long forgotten if one took the time to sit and listen. She snapped back to attention, and with a quick glance over her shoulder, noticed that they had just taken a turn off Huckleberry Lane and had found themselves in the Avon Cemetery.
βHere we areβ¦heβs buried just over yonder,β Theo croaked.
βHe,β Violet promptly noted the gender of the deceased, nodding to herself.
Violet took note of how Theoβs brisk pace slowed as they neared the gravesite. Violet hastened her speed for just a moment to catch up to her walking partner, she met her gaze and offered a supporting smile. Theo smiled back and reached for Violetβs hand, taking it into her own soft grasp.
βHere,β Theo pointed to a small tombstone on the outskirts of the cemetery that was only a few steps in front of them.
Violet released her grip on Theoβs hand to move closer to the headstone.
Chamomile, it read, βto my longest-standing companion; Je taβaimeβ
βAnd who was Chamomile to you-?β Violet started to ask.
βHe was my cat. The little bugger held on to life for some twenty-odd years, I hardly know what itβs like to live without putting someone elseβs needs before my own anymore.β
Theo crouched down, her long, pastel pink skirt brushing against the grass and dirt. She mumbled something of a prayer to herself and then neatly placed the flowers by the gravestone.
βThank you for being here with me,β a few tears streamed down her petite, wrinkled face.
βNo, thank you for allowing me to be here,β Violet grabbed her new friend into another hug. βThank you.β
βYouβreβyouβre welcome,β she sniffled.
~ βΏ βΏ βΏ ~
The following days were something of a blur.
Theo was in the process of securing an apartment in town, in the meanwhile, she was lodging at the Poshley Inn and spending the vast majority of her days in the double-V, assisting Vyβshe had come to call her that, with whatever duties Vy asked of her. Sweeping, mopping, trimming, vacuuming, watering plantsβalthough Vy quickly came to realize that Theo was a culprit of over-watering, so she found herself peeking over her shoulder, directing her as to when to start and stop.
βIβll pay you a generous wage,β Violet offered the first night. βWith all that youβre doing, you deserve a sizable one.β
βOh, pish,β Theo retorted. βIβve long retired; this is an extracurricular and I wouldnβt be putting in the effort if I didnβt want to.β
That came to be a normal conversation between them for the first couple of evenings until Vy rolled over and chose to take Theoβs remarks at face valueβsomething she did not tend to do.
Vy found herself mesmerized by the energy that Theo created by being in the shop with her. Her welcoming nature matched that of Vyβs, and her captivating presence brought a new type of intimacy to the shop; they quickly discovered that they were a wonderfully well-suited pairβin the work environment.
After Violet unlocked the front doors every day, Theo wasnβt long after her. She followed the same sequence of actions each time she entered the shop; skipping toward Vyβs cat, Lily, and rubbing her belly, cooing over her, decreeing that she must be the best cat in the whole wide world!
βTodayβs the day, right?β Violet asked.
βOh, well I suppose it is!β Theo said, popping her head up to look away from the cat and into Violetβs blue eyes.
βAlright, the first appointment is at noon, so we can close up for an extra-long lunch a little before then,β Violet said.
βSounds perfect! Just perfect! I canβt wait to be able to call myself a Hoccosinian!β
βWell, to be able to really do thatββ Violet was cut off by a young man, probably somewhere in his early twenties, sweating profusely, wearing a tweed suit and brown loafers, bursting through the door.
βI needβ I need a bouquet,β he panted.
Theoβs eyes lit up at the sight of the customer. Violet was much more accustomed to helping the slow, thoughtful patronsβthe customers who came in, demanding flowers in a hurry and rushing Violetβs process were never her cup of tea, but a necessary evil as part of being a business owner. Theo on the other hand was most welcoming to these hectic customers, she just had a magic touchβshe knew exactly what to say and when to say it, something that Violet was never the best at herself.
βWhatβs the occasion, sweetie?β Theo asked, walking toward the young gentleman.
His hair was gelled, and he emanated an aura of suavenessβbut not if you were to look into his eyes. His facial expression was that of someone in immense painβnot physical pain, but emotional pain, Violet had seen many people wear that same expression over the years.
βAnniβAnniversary,β he said.
βOh, how wonderful!β Theo said, gently placing her hand on his shoulder. βAre you interested in an assortment of flowers or a mono-bouquet?β
βWhateverβs quickest, Iβm supposed to meet herβoh no, now,β the man said, his face dropping.
βThis calls for roses!β Theo declared, marching toward the back of the shop that contained shelves upon shelves of pre-prepared bouquets, the manβs head hanging low as he followed her.
βHere you are!β Theo said, handing him a bouquet of a dozen roses, varying in shades, a few pink, a couple white, but the majority red.
The distraught man handed Theo a twenty-dollar bill, nodded, and sprinted back the way he came.
βOh shoot, does the twenty cover a rose bouquet?β Theo asked.
Violet smiled, nodding in response, βYou know just how to work with βem.β
βWell, what can I say? I speak hopeless romantic.β
The two women laughed as they carried on with their usual morning duties.
As noontime drew near, Violet closed the register and grabbed her coat and clipboard that had all her notes, while Theo patted Lily and told her to not burn the place down while they were out.
With the brisk wind blowing through their grey and white hairdos, Violet locked the glass doors and smiled at Theo.
βIf we cut across that way,β Violet said, pointing at the through-street right in front of the shop.
βWait, donβt tell me, thatβs Rush Street?β Theo asked hopefully.
βVery good! Youβre memorizing the street names rather quickly.β
Theo smiled victoriously, βSorry, you were saying?β
βYes, well, we can head directly to the first apartment complex if we go across this way, then you can get a feel for the building, and see how you feel about the complex.β
βWell then, letβs hop right to it!β
The first few apartments were a bust, Theo wanted something larger, something smaller, something with a better view, something more private. Violet couldnβt blame her for being picky, in all likelihood, this was to be the last place Theo would ever live, she might as well get everything she wanted in her new home.
βOkay, this next one is pretty expensive,β Violet said.
βI make enough money, I sell flowers at a little shop in town, Violetβs Violets, ever heard of it?β Theo said.
βI thought that was an extracurricular?β Violet asked, cocking her head.
Theoβs eyes squinched as she grabbed onto Violetβs shoulders, βOh, you.β She laughed.
As the pair approached the monochromatically colored townhouses, Violet pointed to the left.
βAnd there is that aforementioned flower shop,β Violet said.
βOh, how wonderful! I could live right here, next to the shop?β Theo asked.
The townhouses at Landing Creek were the cream of the crop in Hoccosin. Forty townhouses with a decadent Victorian facade, each colored a different shade of wine red, beige, forest green, and a dozen other colors. The back row was the most coveted, as they came with a beautiful view of the Hoccosin River. Given the close proximity to the double-V, Violet had always dreamt of one day calling Landing Creek her home.
βThe unit available isβ¦β Violet paused, glancing at the notes on her clipboard. βOoo, lucky you! Itβs got a great view.β
Theoβs eyes lit up at the notion of a view, βYou know exactly what a woman wants to hear.β
βItβs time to reacquaint yourself with nature and slow living,β Violet said.
βLead the way!β Theo said.
Standing on the fourth-floor balcony, overlooking the river, Theo took a deep breath, βThis is it,β she said. βIβm going to put in an offer.β
Vy stepped out next to her, taking in the view. βIt isnβt too spacious? There arenβt too many stories?β
βNo, itβs perfect,β Theo said. βI suppose, I could benefit from a housemate?β
Vy blinked, taken aback by the proposition. The two had become quite the duo as of late, but they still hadnβt even known each other for an entire calendar month.
Vy stood there in shock for a moment before Theo reached out to her new friend. βOh no, I donβt mean thatβ or well, I suppose I donβt not mean that, butβ I meant a pet. I could very much benefit from having a furry companion around.β
βOhβoh of course!β Violet laughed. βOh, of course, you meant a pet. The closest cat shelter is in Drexwood, Iβm sure we could take a bus over there sometime this weekend and pick out another perfect little bugger for you.β
βSounds perfect! Itβs a date,β Theo said.
Violet blinked a few times and then smiled.
βI canβt believe we were able to find you an apartment, I thought we were going to have to resort to building one from scratch in the forests of Hickory Grove!β Violet laughed as she unlocked the front door to the double-V.
βI canβt believe you had that diamond at your disposal and waited until the end of our hunt to show it to me!β Theo said.
βYou never want to reveal that you have a winning hand too early,β Violet said as she opened the door, motioning for Theo to enter.
βOh, whereβs the little precious gremlin,β Theo said, making her way through the front of the store.
βMrooow,β Lily moaned, having been woken up from her afternoon nap.
βThere she is!β Theo said, skipping towards the white fluff who had plopped in front of the register. βYou didnβt set the store ablaze! Iβm so proud of you.β
Violet exhaled a little laugh to herself and moved behind the counter, grabbing a loaf of bread, a butter knife, and jars of peanut butter and strawberry jam from under the counter.
βTonight,β Violet began, βwe feast like kings!β She said as she triumphantly placed the items on the counter.
βOh?β Theo said, standing up. βOh! Oh, PB and Jβsββ
βThis is always my go-to meal after an exhilarating activity like todayβs.β
Theo slowly rubbed her fingers together and looked down at her shoes.
βBut, if youβd prefer another option, we could always go to the Fresh from Scratch Bakery just down the streetββ Violet said, unsure if she had done something wrong.
βNo, no. I love peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, they remind me of a different time in my life, before I had come into my own. I havenβt had one since then.β
Violet, unsure of how to proceed, walked around to meet Theo and took her into a hug. While she wanted to ask her what time in her life she was referencing, Violet thought back to all the times when her curiosity, instead of connecting her with others, actually ended up pushing those closest to her away.
βWhenββ Theo stammered, her head draped over Violetβs shoulder, βwhenever we would have a hard day, we would make PB and Jβs. If he had a hard time at work or if I had a hard time in the classroom, that was our tradition.β
βHe,β Violet promptly noted the gender of the presumed deceased.
βThank you for sharing this with me,β Violet said, stepping back from the embrace. Violet noted how flushed Theoβs face had become, her eyes now pinkish red.
βThank you for listening,β Theo smiled. βNow letβs make some PB and Jβs and make a new tradition, hm?β
βYes, yes indeed,β Violet said.
~ βΏ βΏ βΏ ~
That weekend, Vy and Theo took the hour-long bus from Hoccosin to Drexwood City.
βItβs been so long since I was last here,β Vy said as the pair stepped off the bus and onto the sidewalk outside a high-rise building. βYouβll be the navigator today!β
A few other people got off at the same stop, joining the herd of people on the sidewalk being shepherded toward their varying destinations.
βWell, lucky for you,β Theo smiled. βThe Cat Cove is just across the street.β
The cat shelter was surprisingly small for being in a bustling city. The kittens were separated in one room, running around and playing with each other, and the adult cats were secluded in another room. About a dozen or so kittens bounded towards Theo as soon as she sat on the bench in front of them, while Vy stood off to the side, just taking in the moment.
βOh, look at this one!β Theo said as a tabby kitten crawled up her dusty pink shawl and nuzzled into her face.
βThatβs Dom,β the young cat shelter volunteer said. βHe loves being as close to you as possible at all times.β
Dom curled up on Theoβs shoulder and nuzzled into her ear which made Theo laugh. Vyβs nose crinkled at the sight of Theo enjoying herself so much, Vy admired how much of herself Theo was willing to let others see without restraint. Vy had always felt such a strong need to be careful and calculating, so to see Theo so unafraid to be herself all the time, regardless of who was watching, was something of a wonder to Vy.
βOh, I love him, but letβs go check out the adult cats,β Theo said, putting Dom back down on the bench beside her.
The volunteer led them into the next room where well over a dozen adult cats were lounging in cat trees, on the floor, and by windowsills.
Upon entering, a small tortoiseshell cat pranced up to Theo and rubbed against her legs.
βThatβs Minerva, all of her litter was adopted recently but sheβs still a kitten herself,β the volunteer said.
βSo young and precious,β Vy said.
βAnd whatβs that oneβs name?β Theo asked, pointing to a grey and white cat with a stubby tail laying on a bench by the door.
βThatβs Remy, heβs a real sweetie. I donβt know what it is about our grey cats right now, but they all love laps.β
Vy watched as Theo slowly reached out her hand to Remy to let him sniff her, and then as she sat down beside him and began petting him.
βWhat happened to his tail?β Vy asked as Remy got into her lap.
βWhen the trap-neuter-release team found him, his tail was cck,β the volunteer motioned a harsh curve with her pointer finger. βSo, they had to amputate it, but heβs as happy as a clam now. Arenβt you buddy?β
Minerva strolled towards Violet, making eye contact with her, and then rubbing up against her legs.
βIβll leave you guys to it, if you have any more questions or need any help just give me a holler!β The volunteer said as they walked back through the door to the kitten room.
βAre you leaning towards any cat?β Vy asked.
βI donβt know what it was,β Theo said as the pair crossed the street back towards the bus stop. βThey were all so sweet but none of them were itβif that makes any sense?β
βIt does,β Vy said, the wind rushing through her hair.
βNone of them were Lilyβ¦none of them were Chamomile,β Theo said.
βWeβll find you the perfect companion, we will,β Vy said.
Despite their unsuccessful pilgrimage into Drexwood, the pair hopped off the bus back in Hoccosin with wide smiles.
βSo you were in SkΓ³gur house, is that how itβs pronounced? Theo asked, stepping onto the sidewalk.
βYep, you got it! Aside from the Himinnur house, we were the most prestigious house one could hope to get into at THAYES,β Vy explained, following closely behind her.
βOh, and why is that?β
βJust theβ¦nature of the house. Anyone could get into SΓ³lgulur, but to get into SkΓ³gur or Himinnur one had to either possess certain abilities or pass a grueling set of exams.β
βAnd what kind of abilities would one have to possessββ Theo began to ask, but Vy cut her off.
βMayβs Diner is right over there if youβd like to stop there for lunch.β
βOh! Is this the place with the famous cucumber soup that you mentioned on the bus ride?β Theo asked.
βThatβs the one! Cβmon, this way.β
βHowdy, Violet!β A woman around the same age as Violet and Theo said as the pair entered the homey diner.
Mayβs Diner had opened just a couple of years before Violetβs Violets and being just a few storefronts down, May and Violet had always had an amicable friendship. Just like May, the diner was incredibly warm and welcoming. Mayβs always smelled of freshly brewed coffee, no matter the time of day, and just like the double-V, was another common hangout spot for teens attending the academy. It was a Mom and Pop style restaurant, so there were only about twenty wooden tabletops around the diner. The restaurant was at about half capacity, with a few couples, young families, and groups of teens spread out throughout the establishment. A loud ding emanated from the back where an older man wearing an all-white outfit that was covered in grease stains stuck his head out through a window from the kitchen as he placed a platter of fries and a hamburger onto a ledge. A young Asian woman with long black hair wearing a pink apron who had been talking to a customer at a nearby table perked up at the sound of the bell, stopped her conversation, and strolled over to pick up the order.
βAnd who is this with you?β May asked, smiling coyly.
βThis is Theodosia,β Violet said.
βHello, Iβm Theo,β she said, reaching out to shake Mayβs hand
May was wearing a white button-down with short sleeves, black slacks, and a half-length pink apron covered in brown stains of varying shades. She had tightly knit grey curls that reached just above her chin and elegant facial features.
Vy watched as May took Theoβs hand in her own and shook it gingerly. βWhere have you been hiding this one?β
βI only just recently moved to Hoccosin from Drexwood,β Theo said. βItβs lovely to make your acquaintance.β
βWell, Iβm overjoyed that you decided to stop by my diner today! Let me sit you at a booth and then Iβll get your orders.β
After perusing the menus for a few minutes, Violet ordered a small seafood platter and Theo ordered cucumber soup.
βSo what was your time at THAYES like?β Theo asked, leaning toward Vy from across the booth. βWhat were you like as a student then?β
Vy blushed as Theo closed some of the distance between them. βWell, I was quiteβ¦rowdyβ¦in my younger years.β
βYou? Rowdy? I simply find that hard to believe.β Theo said.
βItβs the truth. I had a hard time going a week without causing some kind of a ruckus in classβthere was one time during chββ She paused, βDuring chemistry class, that I accidentally set a classmateβs hair on fire because she was flipping her head around near a lit bunsen burner.β
βOh! Well, that hardly sounds like your fault. She shouldnβt have been acting so recklessly near a lit flame.β
βI supposeβ¦I was still reprimanded by the teacher and my housemaster that day. That was just one instance out of many, so they always seemed to assume the worst in me.β
Vy saw Theoβs eyes turn sorrowful for a moment, a small, sympathetic smirk forming on her face.
βMy time in high school was very different I suppose,β Theo said. βI was something of a homebody until I attended college.β
βOh?β Vy asked. βWhat changed?β
βA good friend. She and I met during our first weeks there and did everything together. She was much more adventurous than I ever couldβve hoped to be.β
βShe,β Violet promptly noted the gender.
βThere was one night during midterms when we spent hours on a midnight stroll. Eventually, we found ourselves by train tracks, we followed them until we realized we had walked to the next town over.β
βWhatever happened to her?β Vy asked.
βWe drifted apart, I couldnβt tell you why, but not a single day goes by that I donβt think of her and reminisce on how much our friendship meant to me.β
Vy thought back on her own life. How many of her friendships had seemingly ended out of the blue for reasons unapparent to her? She had the urge to reach out, to take Theoβs hand and commiserate, but just as she was about to do so, their waitress came over with their lunches.
βOh, thank you Rai, darling,β Theo said, making space on the table for her to set their food down.
βOf course, and if thereβs anything else that I can do for you, just raise a hand,β Rai, the waitress, said as she did a small curtsy and walked away.
βThis smells divine! Letβs dig in before it gets cold,β Theo said.
~ βΏ βΏ βΏ ~
The following Friday, Theo only came to the shop for just a few hours. She stepped out early as there were to be a few furniture deliveries arriving at her new townhouse. As the evening drew near, Violet closed up shop a few minutes early.
βIβll see you later tonight, Lily, love you!β Violet said as she stepped outside.
She headed straight to Netta Grocery which was just a few storefronts down on Verona Avenue.
Upon entering the local grocery store, Violet was met with the scents of freshly baked bread and aromatic fruits.
βHey, Violet!β A gentleman in his forties wearing a sage green apron said over his shoulder while bagging a young womanβs groceries.
βHi there, Nate, nice to see you,β Violet said, walking towards the bakery section at the front of the store and perusing the different loaves of bread.
After dancing her fingers over the various different types of loavesβwhite, pumpernickel, sourdough, rye, multigrain, gluten-free, she settled on the old faithful: whole wheat. Violet placed the loaf of bread into her baby blue knitted bag and turned away from the bread. She had never asked Theo what her favorite type of bread was, but she didnβt seem to have any complaints over the type of bread when they had been eating the PB and Jβs the other day, so she brushed the worry aside.
Next, Violet moved towards the various fruits and vegetables, her eyes glazing over each crate until she reached the tomatoes. She picked out a vine of six plump tomatoes, each that were as big as the palm of her hand. Next, she eyed the onions that were in a nearby crate and picked out three yellow onions, and carefully placed them into her bag beside the tomatoes.
Then, she headed for the deli section on the side of the grocery store, eyeing each of the different types of freshly sliced cheeses. Violet selected a dozen slices of Monterey Jack wrapped in cellophane paper and smiled to herself.
The final items on her grocery list were butter and heavy cream, which she found nestled in the back left-hand corner of the store, next to the milk and other dairy products.
Standing in line, she eyed the various items resting in her bag and hoped that this surprise would be welcomed.
βWhatcha got for me tonight, Violet?β Nate asked as she moved to the front of the line.
βJust a few items,β she said, placing the bag onto the conveyor belt.
βOoo, making your world-famous tomato soup?β Nate asked, scanning each item.
βHowβd you guess?β Violet said, reaching for her coin purse.
βWell,β Nate said, accepting the cash from Violet. βI hope that whoever the lucky person is, they know that theyβre gonna be eating liquid gold tonight!β
Knocking on the door to Theoβs townhouse, Violet heard a small crash and a distant βcoming!β Moments later, Theo opened the door, her hair tied up in a bun, wearing a white blouse and a long flowing mint green skirt.
βVy! What a lovely surprise, come in, come in! What do I owe the pleasure?β
βWell, I thought that you might be in need of a fresh home-cooked meal?β Vy asked.
βYou know the way to a womanβs heart,β Theo smiled.
The living room was full of life; a burgundy couch in the center of the room facing the cobblestone fireplace, boxes strewn here and there, and paintings and portraits in decadent frames lining the walls where they will eventually be hung.
βYou donβt stop what youβre doing,β Vy said, heading straight for the kitchen. βDinner will be ready in half an hour!β
After eating the liquid gold tomato soup and grilled cheeses atop a cardboard box coffee table, Vy and Theo leaned back against the couch.
βI havenβt had a meal that good in ages!β Theo said. βThank you.β
βOf course,β Vy said.
Theo yawned, reaching her arms out in front of her, and then nestled into Vyβs chest.
Vyβs eyes shot wide open, not having expected Theo to have moved so close to her. She wasn't uncomfortable with the sudden closeness, rather, she just hadnβt expected Theo to have initiated it.
βI havenβt had a night like this since heβmy late husband, Nygel, passed on,β Theo said.
βNygel,β Vy promptly noted the name to herself.
βHe was a lovely man and a wonderful husband, the marriage was full of mutual respect and love just notβlove-love, if that means anything,β Theo said, gesturing her hand upwards.
βI was never lucky enough to find a partner suitable enough for marriage,β Vy began, before taking a deep breath and continuing. βI had a lovely girlfriend during my time in the Academy, but our lives were on two different paths, and I refused to let my guard down.β Vyβs voice trailed off. βBut ultimately, Iβm okay with that, Iβve filled my life with plants and Lily and other types of love instead.β
βLove is such a fickle thing, I hope that one day we can both find it again,β Theo said, craning her neck up to look into Vyβs eyes.
βI hope so, too,β Vy said, maintaining eye contact.
~ βΏ βΏ βΏ ~
That night, as Violet lay down in bed, she thought about the last few weeks that she had spent with her new friend. Staring up at the popcorn ceiling, she considered all the years she had spent living alone in the small town. Yes, she had her faithful cat who went with her from home to work every day, but as far as human companionship, Violet had all but overlooked that department. Maybe it was time to reconsider her current arrangement. Maybe it was time to give love another try.
The following day, Violet arrived at the shop extra early, Lily right at her ankles. She wanted to prepare the store for Theoβs arrivalβa homecoming, as it may. Opening the glass doors, Lily bounded inside, heading straight to her favorite morning nap spot under the counter. Violet dusted the shelves, wiped the soil off the sides of pots, and tinkered with the mechanics of the grow lights. Glancing down at her watch, Violet realized that Theo should have arrived a few minutes ago. In their short time knowing each other, Theo was certainly known to be punctual. Violet cocked her head, looking toward Lily as she yawned and slinked her way out of her nook.
βSorry, she isnβt here yet, Lily,β Violet said.
Lily meowed hoarsely in response.
Violet chuckled to herself; a cat freshly woken from a nap was one of her favorite sights to beholdβfor it was one of the most vulnerable and precious sights.
βI suppose I can brew some tea for her,β Violet thought aloud.
Violet snipped a few sprigs of fresh mint from the windowsill, nabbed some spare chamomile blossoms off the shelf, and moved to the counter. She pulled a tea kettle out of the lower cabinet, filled it with water from the farmhouse-style sink, and plugged it into the socket at the countertop. She then retrieved two teacups from the top drawer and placed a few chamomile petals and some mint in each glass. Admiring her work, Violet continued to wonder what her friend must be off doing.
Half an hour later, one teacup now empty and the other room temperature, Violet was sat at the workbench, biting her nails. Lily meowed at her feet, brushing her fluffy tail against her legs.
Then, the door jingled open as Theodosia stepped inside, carrying the grandest bouquet of violets.
βIβm so sorry for my tardiness,β Theo said, sitting across from Vy at the workbench.
βWell, youβre clearly excused, you obviously were out on a very important errand,β Vy laughed.
βOh, yes! These are for you,β Theo said, handing her the bouquet. βIβve heard through the grapevine that in order to be a βtrue Hoccosinianβ one must gift a bouquet of flowers to a current resident, and I also learned that to date, no one has ever given you, the bouquet queen, a bouquet, so, I wanted to change that.β
With tears filling the corners of Vyβs eyes, she placed the bouquet on the table and maneuvered around the other side of the table to take Theo into a hug.
βThank you for thinking of me,β Vy said.
βIt was the least I could do, after everything youβve done for me, helping me get accustomed to a new town, for being my first friend here,β Theo said, hugging Vy back.
βIβve done some thinking,β Vy said, pulling away from the hug but remaining closely beside Theo, their knees brushing. βAnd I know you said that you want a furry companion, and I think Lily would be the perfect fit for you.β
βOhβI could never take her from you, thatβs preposterous!β
βDonβt be dismayed, Lily would stay with me, I am insinuating that instead of gaining solely a pet as a housemate, I would move in with you as well. I know it may be brash, but weβre not young anymore, we donβt have the need to mince words anymore.β
A smile spread across Theoβs face as she took Violet back into another hug. βOh, wondrous day! I would be honored!β
Vy pulled back from the hug, staring into Theoβs eyes, admiring her beautiful face, and felt herself soften as her heart begged for her to fall into her emotions fully, deeply, and without restraint. Just as Theo would do.
Vy opened her mouth to speak but was caught off guard by Theo gently grasping her face with both hands.
βMay we not mince words? Theo asked.
Violet nodded her head slowly, a small part of herself still unsure.
But as Theoβs soft lips took Vyβs into her own, she felt that everything was suddenly right in the world. She felt herself fall into love, for the first time, without restraint.
i started a book club on fable centered around reading classical literature exclusively written by women !! most of the books are under public domain and can be found online.
the book we'll be reading in january is emma by jane austen. i hope you'll consider reading along with me :D
Everyone knows the amnesia trope, right? Person A loses their memory and thinks they're married/dating Person B and Person B can't break it to them that they're not cause Person B is hopelessly in love. Makes for great angst, gut wrenching confessions scenes, we know the drill. But most of these are from the POV of Person B.
Now imagine in from Person A's POV. They wake up with no memory of this relationship (bonus points if they don't remember Person B at all), and B just looks at them with the most heart breaking face when they mention it. A thinks it's cause they don't remember, and A does their best to act in this relationship for Person B but that just makes B feel guilty. And A is trying their best but they feel like everything they do makes it worse, because in reality, it does. And then everything comes crashing down when B can't take it anymore and tells A the whole truth.
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Everyone knows the amnesia trope, right? Person A loses their memory and thinks they're married/dating Person B and Person B can't break it to them that they're not cause Person B is hopelessly in love. Makes for great angst, gut wrenching confessions scenes, we know the drill. But most of these are from the POV of Person B.
Now imagine in from Person A's POV. They wake up with no memory of this relationship (bonus points if they don't remember Person B at all), and B just looks at them with the most heart breaking face when they mention it. A thinks it's cause they don't remember, and A does their best to act in this relationship for Person B but that just makes B feel guilty. And A is trying their best but they feel like everything they do makes it worse, because in reality, it does. And then everything comes crashing down when B can't take it anymore and tells A the whole truth.
that writer momentβ’ when you're doing something without your full focus (i.e. about to fall asleep, showering, cooking) and all of the sudden a new idea for the story that you've been working on since you were fourteen pops into your head and makes you go :0
shalom! i'm shannon, i'm a university student majoring in writing (and psychology) and i'm an aspiring author :]
i'm joining the writerblr community after being off tumblr since high school in hopes of receiving feedback and to share my works with other writers !
i've written hundreds of poems and a bunch of short stories. i have one major wip that i've been working on for...seven years... and i hope to share bits and pieces of it here!
i primarily write sapphic stories and i plan on posting projects that i've written for fun/practice here, and as i mentioned previously, feedback and constructive criticism are appreciated !!
i'd love to get to know other writers in the community!! please feel free to dm or send an ask! writers grow best in the company of other writers after all :]