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“My boyfriend thinks I’m an idiot,” Ilya says. "Well, not really but a bit, maybe.” “Your boyfriend?” Sandra, the queer studies professor sits down, hard. “Yes, he thinks it is not smart to say faggot in the locker room when you are locked in the closet and Russia has the keys.” Ilya had been talking about himself when he’d said it. Making a joke. Sailing a little close to the wind, sick of listening to the background hum of homophobic bullshit. But someone had been filming. The video went viral. The Raiders panicked under the terrible PR. Now he was here. Sent to Queer Studies 101 to appease twitter. Because he’d been cancelled. For being a homophobe. If was fucking ridiculous. He turns to the professor. “So, can you help me take on Putin and NHL at same time or I need more advanced class for this?”

Plus Chapter 2 – Social media chapter. Once they've been outed, Ilya gets to demand an apology from twitter. (Words: 5,579)

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) +fandom:game.changers.series.-.rachel.reid +fandom:game.changers.|.heated.rivalry.-.all.media.types ::rating:general.audiences ::category:f/f ::category:m/m character:ilya.rozanov character:shane.hollander character:original.female.character(s) character:yuna.hollander character:cliff.marlow.|.cliff.marleau character:harris.drover character:zane.boodram relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ~ao3:boston.bears.|.boston.raiders.(game.changers) ~ao3:social.media ~ao3:twitter ~ao3:queer.themes ~ao3:russia ~ao3:pov.ilya.rozanov ~ao3:ilya.rozanov.needs.a.hug ~ao3:book.6:.the.long.game.(game.changers) ~author:otherwayshome

When Ilya see Hunter kiss his boyfriend on TV and phone Shane, it change the trajectory of his life. When he tells Svetlana he is not going home, it reshape him.

Ilya knows the shape of the love he has for Svetlana. Know its curves and crevasses. Its sharp edges and its limits. The safe, contained forms of it. Its familiar scent and sound. Its reassuring, inoffensive colors. The safe promise of them. The form of his love for Shane is unknown, shifting, and scary. It’s a morphing, expanding beast with insatiable hunger. It’s intense like them. It makes Ilya’s heart beat faster and goosebumps run on his skin. It reaches for him, and Ilya thinks that now, he can give the whole of himself to it. He can lie on the altar and sacrifice himself to this love.

A character study on giving up on everything to seek home. (Words: 4,898)

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) ::rating:teen.and.up.audiences ::category:m/m character:ilya.rozanov character:svetlana.vetrova character:shane.hollander relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov relationship:ilya.rozanov.&.svetlana.vetrova ~ao3:character.study ~ao3:grief/mourning ~ao3:sort.of ~ao3:references.to.depression ~ao3:references.to.biphobia ~ao3:references.to.homophobia ~ao3:mourning.your.home ~ao3:friendship/love ~ao3:expatriation ~ao3:feelings ~ao3:happy.ending ~ao3:found.family ~author:downtowndragon_ao3

It wouldn’t happen again until a random night when they’d just finished watching a movie cuddled up together on the couch, Shane’s head on Ilya’s chest. They watched the credits play, and Shane was about to reach for the remote to turn off the television when he felt Ilya thread his fingers through his hair, tugging lightly. “Get on your knees.”

Free use becomes Shane’s newest obsession after Ilya springs it on him as something exciting to add to their already freaky sex life. (Words: 6,439)

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) +fandom:game.changers.series.-.rachel.reid ::rating:explicit ::category:m/m character:shane.hollander character:ilya.rozanov relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ~ao3:married.shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ~ao3:post-book.6:.the.long.game.(game.changers) ~ao3:sexual.free.use ~ao3:free.use.shane.hollander ~ao3:under-negotiated.kink ~ao3:top.ilya.rozanov ~ao3:dom.ilya.rozanov ~ao3:mean.dom.ilya.rozanov ~ao3:bottom.shane.hollander ~ao3:sub.shane.hollander ~ao3:shane.hollander.in.subspace ~ao3:face.slapping ~ao3:dry.humping ~ao3:dirty.talk ~ao3:degradation ~ao3:praise.kink ~ao3:anal.sex ~ao3:anal.fingering ~ao3:blow.jobs ~ao3:multiple.orgasms ~ao3:dom/sub ~ao3:aftercare ~ao3:freak4freak.shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ~ao3:plot.what.plot/porn.without.plot ~ao3:spit.as.lube ~author:parrylarry

When Ilya learns about Clone-A-Willy kits, he immediately knows he has to make a replica of his dick for Shane. (Words: 5,836)

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) +fandom:game.changers.series.-.rachel.reid ::rating:explicit ::category:m/m character:shane.hollander character:ilya.rozanov relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ~ao3:explicit.sexual.content ~ao3:anal.sex ~ao3:facetime.sex ~ao3:post-episode:.s01e06.the.cottage.(heated.rivalry) ~ao3:dom/sub ~ao3:dom.ilya.rozanov ~ao3:sub.shane.hollander ~ao3:double.penetration ~ao3:sex.toys ~author:emthejedichic

tucked in the back corner of the third nightstand drawer on ilya’s side of the bed is a simple black leather collar. the clasps on either side are gold to match the chain linking in the middle, and the matching leash sits underneath it. there are small gold studs along the middle of the collar, slightly pointed at the tips which feel good against shane’s fingers. the inside of the collar is embroidered with a gold thread that reads ‘property of shane hollander’ that when pressed in just the right way leaves an imprint of the words on ilya’s throat. with the way the week has been trending, shane wagers that he’s going to have to break the collar out soon.

(Words: 6,384)

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“Good game,” Ilya snarks, he can’t help it, and Hollander shoves him hard enough into the wall that he only narrowly avoids banging his head. “You looked so hot, that goal in the second, you deserve reward—” “Shut the fuck up,” Hollander says, and he slams into Ilya with hardly less ferocity than they’d hit each other during the game, crushing their mouths together. Ilya’s vision whites out, his knees nearly buckle. He’s grateful for the wall as he grabs at Hollander and pulls him in tight, shoving a thigh between Hollander’s legs, sucking and biting at his lips, groaning loud and uninhibited as Hollander’s hand comes up to the back of his neck, fingers twisting into his curls. The kiss is furious and wet and hot and so much, Ilya is so fucking hot for it, he’s been thinking about this for weeks, reading through his text thread with Jane, jerking off almost every night with the memory of the last time playing in a loop behind his eyelids. He’s never wanted anything like he wants sex with Hollander, and it sort of feels like they’ve already been going at it for hours, every glance and chirp and hit on the ice has been building to this, working him, driving him fucking crazy.

(Words: 5,073)

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) ::rating:explicit ::category:m/m relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ~ao3:pre.tuna.melt ~ao3:situationship.era ~ao3:premature.ejaculation ~ao3:rimming ~ao3:mildly.rough.sex ~ao3:like.there's.some.shoving.around.and.such ~ao3:nothing.extreme ~ao3:the.inherent.eroticism.of.bruising.your.hockey.rival.on.the.ice ~ao3:and.then.poking.at.it.later.in.bed ~author:rizandace

“It was in 2013. The first time, we were in that stupid apartment of yours in Montreal. So many pillows, you hired someone to decorate. I knew it was your first time, like that, with anybody. I wanted to make it good for you so badly. I’d thought a lot about it. I’d planned for it, like I never would have for anybody else I’ve been with. I didn’t expect— I didn’t realize how right it would be. I wanted to stay, I wanted to stay in that bed forever just to hold you.” “Holy shit,” Shane says. Ilya sighs, glares at him. “You have got to stop saying that in response to my romantic declarations. Is bad for my nerves.”

(Words: 4,183)

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) ::rating:mature ::category:m/m relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ~ao3:post.1x06 ~ao3:massage ~ao3:hand.job ~ao3:talking.about.feelings ~author:rizandace

Ilya decides to come to the cottage, and suddenly he and Shane have a date on the calendar. Between now and then ... planning, logistics, flirting, and a lot of things they definitely aren't saying out loud.

“I—I’m—five more days,” Ilya says, exhaling. Shane’s bedroom is dim, the only light coming from the lamp on the bedside table, glowing softly. It’s pitch black outside. He hears Ilya take another breath, like he wants to say something else, but it doesn’t come.

(Words: 4,099)

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) ::rating:mature ~author:beedeer character:shane.hollander character:ilya.rozanov relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ::category:m/m \creator.chose.not.to.use.archive.warnings ~ao3:getting.together ~ao3:texting ~ao3:mutual.pining ~ao3:yearning ~ao3:phone.calls ~ao3:sexual.tension ~ao3:light.angst ~ao3:anxious.shane.hollander ~ao3:anxious.ilya.rozanov ~ao3:long.distance.situationship ~ao3:flirting ~ao3:post-episode:.s01e05.i'll.believe.in.anything.(heated.rivalry) ~ao3:shane.hollander.is.bad.at.sexting

That next time, Shane had thought to get ahead of it. It had been— difficult. Doing it himself, without Ilya there to monitor. And then he had knelt apologetically at Ilya’s feet, confessing shamefacedly that he’d done it again, he’d come when he wasn’t supposed to. And Ilya’s face had changed— not to anger, it was never anger, even when he pretended at it, just a kind of electric anticipation, his lips curling back over his teeth like he was trying to taste Shane in the air— before Shane had blurted out I ruined it, though. He’d sat up a little straighter. A pause. Ruined it, solnyshko? Shane had nodded.

(Words: 8,504) | Part 2 of those who are patient

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) +fandom:game.changers.series.-.rachel.reid ::rating:explicit ~author:ccainao3 character:shane.hollander character:ilya.rozanov relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ::category:m/m \no.archive.warnings.apply ~ao3:plot.what.plot/porn.without.plot ~ao3:mean.dom.ilya.rozanov ~ao3:sadist.ilya.rozanov ~ao3:masochist.shane.hollander ~ao3:cock.&.ball.torture ~ao3:sexual.overstimulation ~ao3:forced.orgasm ~ao3:chemical.play.doesnt.have.a.tag.for.some.reason ~ao3:no.orgasm.denial.in.the.fic.but.its.a.recurring.theme ~ao3:in.this.series.and.also.in.my.work ~ao3:orgasm.edging

Holly@iknowpuckshane hollander is standing in front of me at the coffee shop Holly @iknowpuck · Replying to @iknowpuck oooh he's texting a girl named lily Holly@iknowpuck he's kind of an asshole… no man is safe really

or A chat between Shane and a certain "Lily" gets exposed. Cue misunderstandings and chaos. (Words: 7,660)

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) +fandom:game.changers.series.-.rachel.reid ::rating:teen.and.up.audiences ~author:thatdayisjustnogood character:shane.hollander character:ilya.rozanov character:hayden.pike character:scott.hunter.(game.changers) character:ottawa.centaurs.team.ensemble.(game.changers) character:cliff.marlow.|.cliff.marleau character:connors.(heated.rivalry) character:harris.drover relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ::category:m/m \creator.chose.not.to.use.archive.warnings ~ao3:social.media ~ao3:twitter ~ao3:texting ~ao3:mixed.media ~ao3:ilya.rozanov.is.a.menace ~ao3:ilya.rozanov.loves.shane.hollander ~ao3:established.relationship ~ao3:crack.treated.seriously ~ao3:post-book.2:.heated.rivalry.(game.changers) ~ao3:pre-book.6:.the.long.game.(game.changers)

Shane: Curse & Hex Removal Spell by SpellsfromNastya Rose: ??? Shane: Trust me Shane: Just get it Rose: Why? Shane: You are probably cursed.

or Ilya's Etsy witch reviews get exposed. (Words: 8,413)

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“I mean, you— you say I’m perfect. That it’s, that everything we do together is… is perfect.” “Yes, perfect,” Ilya says adamantly. “Okay. But. I mean. I like feedback, you know. If there are things you haven’t said because you don’t want to hurt my feelings, you could say. If there’s any judgement of my technique, like, that you’ve been doing silently in your head.” “I never judge you silently,” Ilya says. He pulls back a bit, twisting his neck so he can look Shane in the eye, frowning. “I judge you loudly. Is no fun if I don’t see your reaction.” “Ha, ha.” “Shane,” Ilya says. “Is this real worry you are having? I must know. You think I have… criticism of you, of sex with you? You think it is not perfect for me?”

Shane and Ilya navigate their sexual relationship, now that they're finally a couple. (Words: 18,118)

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) ::rating:explicit ::category:m/m relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ~ao3:shane.hollander.pov ~ao3:exploration.of.sexual.relationship ~ao3:post.episode.6 ~author:rizandace

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There are no subs in the NHL. Everyone knows that. Which is why Shane Hollander has never had any reason to question what he is, until Ilya Rozanov starts noticing things. (Words: 16,787; WIP)

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) +fandom:game.changers.series.-.rachel.reid ::rating:not.rated ::category:m/m character:shane.hollander character:ilya.rozanov relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ~ao3:alternate.universe.-.bdsm ~ao3:biological.dom/sub ~ao3:sub.shane.hollander ~ao3:soft.dom.ilya.rozanov ~ao3:denial.of.feelings ~ao3:shane.has.a.brief.non-sexual.scene.with.a.woman ~ao3:kneeling ~ao3:dom/sub ~ao3:angst.and.hurt/comfort ~ao3:angst.with.a.happy.ending ~ao3:subspace ~ao3:subdrop ~ao3:domdrop ~ao3:consent.king.ilya.rozanov ~ao3:praise.kink

No one expects Ilya to change his name, really. He suspects Shane is asked about changing his a little more often, in that way people have of trying to put men who love men into boxes - who is the girl here? Who gives up their name? Neither of them, that's the point.

They are asked after the wedding about potential name changes. (Words: 612)

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) +fandom:game.changers.series.-.rachel.reid +fandom:game.changers.|.heated.rivalry.-.all.media.types ::rating:general.audiences ::category:gen ::category:m/m character:ilya.rozanov relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov ~ao3:post-wedding ~ao3:post-canon ~ao3:post-book.6:.the.long.game.(game.changers) ~ao3:spoilers.for.book.6:.the.long.game.(game.changers) ~ao3:name.changes ~ao3:found.family ~ao3:patronymics ~ao3:one.shot ~ao3:ficlet ~author:tornyourdress

“You are sick,” Ilya said slowly, enunciating every word. He sprayed another stream of water into his mouth, and Shane couldn’t help but stare at the way his throat moved. He felt hypnotized, trapped in Ilya’s stare, and the other man put the bottle down. “Have you scene before, Shane Hollander?” Shane’s expression crumpled before he could wrestle it back under control. He cleared his throat, his stomach cramping uncomfortably. “Have I what? Have--scened with someone? What do you mean?” “You are sub,” Ilya spoke with the water bottle waving, his voice casual. He ignored Shane’s defensive posture, gesturing to the trash can. “Sub get sick when not scene. When no Dom to scene with,” Ilya trailed off, looking Shane up and down, lingering on his collarless throat before continuing. “Is…unhealthy.”

In a world where subs, Doms, and Switches are biologically determined, subs are not accepted within a Dom-oriented sport like hockey. Sub Shane Hollander keeps his designation hidden, but when confronted with Dom Ilya Rozanov, he can't fight his designation for long. (Words: 20,180; WIP)

!!!fandom !!fic |site:ao3 +fandom:heated.rivalry.(tv) +fandom:game.changers.series.-.rachel.reid ::rating:explicit ::category:m/m character:shane.hollander character:ilya.rozanov character:sasha.|.ilya.rozanov's.coach's.son character:hayden.pike character:scott.hunter.(game.changers) character:svetlana.vetrova character:jackie.pike relationship:shane.hollander/ilya.rozanov relationship:shane.hollander.&.hayden.pike ~ao3:alternate.universe.-.bdsm ~ao3:bdsm ~ao3:dom/sub ~ao3:biological.bdsm ~ao3:domdrop ~ao3:subdrop ~ao3:anal.sex ~ao3:anal.fingering ~ao3:gay.sex ~ao3:alternate.universe ~ao3:bondage ~ao3:obedience ~ao3:praise.kink ~ao3:cock.worship ~ao3:cock.warming ~ao3:aftercare ~ao3:kink.negotiation ~ao3:hand.jobs ~ao3:dirty.talk ~ao3:blow.jobs ~ao3:non-traditional.alpha/beta/omega.dynamics ~ao3:possessive.sex ~ao3:sub.shane.hollander ~ao3:dom.ilya.rozanov ~ao3:collars ~ao3:subspace ~ao3:domspace ~ao3:oral.sex ~ao3:rimming ~ao3:orgasm.edging ~ao3:bdsm.scene ~ao3:shane.hollander.has.a.praise.kink ~ao3:hair-pul