Music rules my mind

i wish trans girls didn't have to be likeable and sociable in order to live. if you are a girl whos abrasive and tired and angry at the world and to depressed to make friends youre. basically out of luck. how many girls die because the world doesn't consider their life innatly worthy of existence? because they are upset at the world that treated them like shit and now don't have anything left in them to get people to like them and help them.

keep in mind a hot woman is posting all of this nonsense

I have been in multiple situations where a friend group I'm not so familiar with starts making jokes about being into weirdo pervert stuff and there is a slight edge of competition to who is The Most Freakish I know for a goddamn fact that I have everyone beat in the pervert department but I can't say anything because they're probably just talking about light BDSM at most and I like things that are complete social suicide in 90% of spaces

like oh when you like puppyplay and choking its subversive and edgy but when I talk about getting my sexual awakening at 8 years old from the really fucking weird plant vore sequence in the third ice age movie it's WEIRD and EMBARRASSING i see how it is,

oh so this post stops getting notes when I make that addition, i see how it is,

reading books about people dying in marine disasters around that age had me feeling some....funny things

if you catch me using "dude" or "man" please remind me of my solemn vow to decentre men in my personal language and then hit me with rocks or sticks or something

Our age of strange women lying in ponds distributing swords is collapsing