Snippets off my Mind

Unblinking I stood 

trying to catch their eye, 

They were sceptical, neither engaging

I stood there. Waiting.

It took a while, 

but my patience wore them down

when finally they looked at me

My First STOP_MOTION video for college campaigns.

Sometimes i feel that i am too involved in everything. I wish i could take things casually. That i did not give anyone the power over me. That my life did not revolve around people.

It has been a fairly well vacation. Actually not a vacation because in a vacation i would be with people i can be careless around, with no work, and loads and loads of sleep. And of course walking through the streets, trying out the local food and just exploring.

None of that has happened except for the first 2 days that we spent in chandigarh.

Wait. Have i become a pessimist when it comes to…

Its been mere hours that i have come to Mumbai and i already don’t feel good.

I feel like i need like a month long vacation, away from my friends and away from my family. Basically away from people.

I don’t feel like talking to anyone…well…to most of the people and i don’t even wanna see half of them.

So i decided one thing today. I finally know what the blog will be about. It will be about my…

I am always caught between what people expect me to be and what I actually am, and in a world like ours it becomes very easy to forget yourself. I sometimes feel like even though it just started with my own childish need to fit in with my 6th grade bullies, it has come to an extent where I don’t know who I am anymore. I feel like I have lost my identity and it is only a problem in my present.

It…

It was a cool night and music rang in my ears

An ache in my heart and memories in my eye

I thought maybe sharing the pain would help

But i guess it was a lost cause until i shared it with the one related to the pain

In the end it was back music

It helped

Listening to it, singing it to but most of all, playing it

No sequence and no tune, just some random chords that synced to a level of…

Now although this is like 3 months late, as the phrase goes – its never too late. Especially in this case. Coming to Mumbai changed my life. It was a planned escape. But i got busy the next day i came. Architecture buried me in it and though it was already 22 days in Mumbai, my life was the same.

But 22 August marked itself in my calender. If someone asked me, right this second, what was my best…