Welcome To The Dark

I was wheezing at this part with friends (I love my friends!)

I'm not going to immediately work on it, I've still been depressed and it's been difficult for me. If you do like my work, please consider supporting me. Every penny counts. If not, you can always share my work around to help me out. Thank you.

I will try to force myself to draw again for a distraction as well. No promises of course.

Things are changing around me in my life; people have changed, I've changed, and it's really overwhelming to me. It's not directly anyone's fault, just been hard for me, and I miss a lot of things, I feel like a burden to those around me, and I'm just exhausted. Just know, you're loved, you matter, and seek out guidance and support. Things may seem bleak right now, but they will get better. I'm going to schedule this to post at a random time.

wip.

I made this piece, and it's based on myself. Feeling lost, numb, unsure what to do. Lately, it's been hard for me to process these thoughts and emotions, and I thought about honestly scrapping my account and possibly starting over, but it's also giving off the feeling of just giving up. And I don't know if I want to do that. Maybe it's silly to represent that through Turbo, but it helps. I don't know what my future holds, but I want to keep trying, but it is difficult for me when IM my biggest enemy.

I don't know.

"That may be what I WOULD have done before I got to know my husband better, but I'd never do such a thing now. It's just sometimes, on rare occasions, he makes me want to do that. I love him too much. Though I would hit the apple off perfectly without such as a scratch to his helmet, because I'm that GOOD."