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Part Two of ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ (๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐)
โ summary: Getting Gojo to admit anything is a challenge. Getting him to admit he was in love? You had to be some kind of wizard.
When training ends early and the heat drives everyone into the shade, a shared slushy and a pair of borrowed sunglasses turn into something far more intimate. Between sharp banter and unspoken truths, Gojo finds himself facing the one thing he canโt overpower: his own feelings.
โ contains: Soft Gojo Satoru, Idiots in Love, Shamelessly Self-Indulgent Fluff, Pining, Quiet Intimacy, Emotional Hurt/Comfort (Light), Feelingsโข
โ tag: NA
โ wc: [2.5K]
Gojo wasnโt a tyrant.ย
It was hot. Way too hot. Normally he would be training the first years in combat, but with the sweltering summer heat beating down on the training arena, it seemed almost torturous to put those kids through that. And well, a little slacking every now and then was good for the rebellious nature of teenagers. Not because the man was being a lazy bum himself. Absolutely not. It wasnโt like he was the most strict of mentors anyway. Who was gonna tell him not to send them home?ย
So โ Gojo dismissed the three of them, giving his adorable little students the afternoon off and, subsequently, himself as well. With the sun blasting down from the heavens, it was way too hot to continue rolling around in the dirt, throwing punches and kicks at each other. Period.
And he may or may not have some ulterior motives for calling it quits early. Ulterior motives that were currently meandering up to the field with two colorful, frozen slushies in their hands. The icy treat was just what the both of you needed. He felt your presence before you even arrived. You passed by Itadori, Kugisaki and Fushiguro โ eyes curiously trailing over the trio with your brow furrowed in playful apprehension.
Damn, that smile on your face was adorable.
"Stopping early?" you asked, holding out one of the cups for Gojo to take. The blue one, obviously.
โYeah. Got way too hot outside. Though I bet the kids arenโt complaining,โ he chuckled, long fingers wrapping around the plastic container. โWhatโs this?โ
"So, in Imperial Japan, royalty often enjoyed a dessert of shaved ice topped with red bean paste, milk, and sugar," you deadpanned. "Nowadays we just call itโฆ shaved ice. But you? Not quite royalty. Definitely a royal pain in my ass. So you get a blue raspberry slushy instead."
A surprised, amused laugh suddenly bubbled up from his chest. โSmartass...โ he chuckled before taking a long, obnoxiously loud slurp of his drink. โPretty damn good, though. Thanks, princess.โ
"Call me that again and I'll start swinging," you quipped back. "I think hearing you say that just made my soul leave my body."
โOh Iโm terrifiedโฆโ he drawled out. โYouโre full of shit, by the way. I can confirm your soul is very much still where it should be.โ
โHow do you even know?โ you asked โ a hint of humor and disbelief in your voice. โWhat do you even see with that sweaty rag on your face?โ
The stone steps felt warm beneath Gojoโs hand as he took a seat next to you, taking a sip from his treat. It was a normal thing to be curious about and youโd already proven to be extremely nosy when it came to knowing more about Satoru Gojo. That persistent inquisitiveness was part of your charm, even if it meant you were always bombarding him with an endless stream of questions.
The answers were never quite that straightforward to explain either.
Gojo shrugged. โItโs kinda dark. Canโt see much of anything โ thatโs the point though.โ
โThatโs not what I meant,โ you said and he snickered. Of course you would call out his dismissive response. โYouโre not being cute, Gojo โ I know you can perceive the world around you in some way, shape or form. Describe it to me.โ
There was a prolonged silence as he stared back at youโat least, you thought he was. You could never tell where Gojo was looking, but it always felt like you.
The quiet only made it worse; your voice lingered in his head, looping softly like a tune he couldnโt shake, irritating in the way only familiar things wereโand impossible to ignore.
โItโs hard to explain. Youโre asking me to describe the wind to someone whoโs never felt it, or light to someone whoโs never seen it,โ Gojo said โ an awkward hand scratching the side of his neck. Yeah โ he could perceive his surroundings just fine, even with his eyes covered like this. But telling you what it felt like was a herculean task โ he didnโt even know where to start.
You smirked. โFor a teacher, you really fucking suck at explaining shit.โ
โShut the hell up โ thatโs rude, you know?โ Gojo laughed. โIโm trying.โ
โTry harder.โ
โYou have no respect for me, I swear.โ
โCorrect.โ
Youโd never seen a grown man pout so pathetically.
Gojo clicked his tongue. โYouโre impossible.โ
But there was something thoughtful in the way his head tilted, like he was really considering you now. Thenโ
โHere.โ He reached up, already tugging his sunglasses free. โTry these on. Itโll make more sense.โ
There was an unmistakable spark in your eyes when he offered you his sunglasses. The idea alone made your chest flutter.
โCan I really?โ you asked, smiling bright and unguarded. โIโd love to.โ
Gojo snorted softly. Of course you would.
Your excitement tugged a grin out of him before he could stop it. โWould I have offered if you couldnโt?โ he said, holding them out. โCarefulโthose are expensive.โ
You took them from him with exaggerated care, fingers curling around the frames like they might shatter if handled too roughly. Gojo chuckled, warmth bleeding into his voice despite himself.
โAlright,โ he went on, watching you closely now. โTell meโcan you still see? Whatโs it like?โ
You slipped the glasses on and peered through the lenses. Darkโalmost opaque, but not quite. Your mouth fell open a little as you turned your head, looking up, then down, then side to side, quietly taking it all in.
Gojo didnโt interrupt. He just watched.
The wind stirred softly around you, carrying the faint buzz of mosquitoes over the water and the quiet crunch of shoes along a gravel path. Somewhere in the distance, a woman laughed. Ice dripped from your cup, darkening the stone step beneath it, and even the birds chattering in the nearby tree sounded closer than they should have been.
It was all there at once โ a wealth of small, overlooked details you rarely stopped to notice, brushing against your senses until it felt impossible to ignore.
โYou feel it, right?โ Gojo murmured. โItโs like thatโฆ but more.โ
His voice was calm, steady as the breeze. He paused, letting the moment settle, then leaned closer. You felt the warmth of his breath against your skin โ just enough to make you aware of him.
โWhoa,โ you breathed. โThatโs intense. Really nice, though. Comfortinglyโฆ quiet. If that makes sense?โ You tipped your head back toward the sky. It was almost completely dark through the lenses โ you could barely make anything out.
Gojo smiled, small and knowing. It made perfect sense. The darkness stripped away the noise, leaving only what mattered โ sound, movement, presence. He watched your expression shift with quiet fascination, your curiosity unfolding in real time, and found himself fondly aware of how natural this all felt to him.
Gojo was staring againโwatching you where you rested on the steps beneath the torii gates.
You pressed the half-empty slushy to your cheek, sighing softly at the cool relief. Sunlight caught on your skin as the breeze passed through, and he watched you sip through the straw like it was the most natural thing in the world. Like you werenโt unraveling him just by sitting there.
He didnโt understand itโthese feelings. Messy. Unruly. And yet the day carried on as though he hadnโt been indulging you, letting training slide so you could lounge in the shade with a slushy in hand.
He shouldโve felt worse about that.
But you were hard to say no to. Infuriatingly so. And if bending a little meant seeing that stupid, pleased smile, thenโwell. He could live with it.
Sour cherry.
The color stained your lips bright red, and the memory surfaced uninvitedโhow sweet theyโd tasted when heโd kissed you. You hadnโt talked about it yet. Somehow, dissecting it felt wrong. Still, the thought lingered. Heโd carried it with him ever since that day at the aquarium, the culmination of years of quiet pining and one reckless, selfish decision he couldnโt bring himself to regret.
And thenโ
Life moved on.
That was the strangest part. Not the kissโit had been great. The memory still made his chest tighten, still sent a rush of warmth through him. What unsettled him was how ordinary everything felt afterward. Like the world hadnโt shifted on its axis. Like loving you hadnโt broken anything at all.
He couldnโt decide whether that was comforting or terrifying.
His gaze dipped, just for a second, toward your lipsโthen lifted back to his glasses perched atop your nose.
โYou look good in those.โ Gojoโs chest warmed at the sight.
Your head turned toward the sound of his voice. โI'll take your word for it,โ you chuckled, squinting through the dark lenses. You could barely make out his outline. Your hand reached out until it smacked into his chest. "There you are, sorryโฆโ
โKlutz. Youโre a hazard to yourself and others.โ
You scoffed, but your hand lingered on his chest a second longer than necessary. The solid warmth beneath your palm grounded you, steady and unmistakably him. Even through the dark lenses, you could feel Gojoโs attention sharpenโlike a wire pulled taut.
โWell?โ you prompted, thumb brushing absently against the fabric of his shirt. โYouโre staring again.โ
He inhaled slowly. Too slowly.
โโฆYeah,โ Gojo murmured. โSorry. Thereโs just something on my mind.โ
That earned him a lookโhead tilted, lips tugging into something curious rather than annoyed. You shifted closer on the step, knees nearly brushing, and for the first time since youโd put on the sunglasses, you lifted your face toward him fully.
โOkay,โ you said, quieter now. โLay it on me.โ
The feeling of your eyes staring into his own was almost more than Gojo could handle right now. The words danced on the tip of his tongue โ I love you, I love you, I love you โ but actually saying it was another beast entirely.
He let out another breath and closed his eyes for a second to gather his bearings. His hands itched to reach for her โ to hold her, touch her, pull her close โ but he forcibly restrained himself from doing so.
โJust uhโdonโt hate me, okay?โ
โYouโre the most annoying man alive, Gojo,โ you said, smiling. โBut I could never hate you. Go on.โ
Say the words. That was all. And yet it felt impossible. Loveโtrue loveโwas the most vulnerable thing a person could feel. Now he had to put it into the open. The thought of rejection made his chest pound, ears ringing, hands trembling.
But heโd started now, and you were looking at him with those beautiful eyes, waiting to hear what he had to say.
โIโm in love with you,โ Gojo blurted.
He flinched, ready to take it back. But your hands held his. No laugh, no retreat. Shock, maybeโbut enough to keep him grounded. He had to keep going.
โI love you,โ Gojo said again, the words falling more steadily now. โIโm sorry.โ
The apology tacked on to his confession pierced through your skin like a sharp knife, slicing its way toward your guarded heart with ease.
โWhy are you โ ?โ
โItโs weak, I shouldnโt do this to you.โ
โNo โโ Your voice was firm. "I didn't think...you'd ever say it.โ
The silence that followed was thickโfragile, like one wrong word might shatter it.
You squeezed his hands, not letting him retreat into himself. Your thumbs brushed over his knuckles, slow and deliberate, as if reminding him he was still here. That you were still here.
โI didnโt think youโd let yourself,โ you admitted. โYou always act like youโre untouchable. Like nothing ever really gets to you.โ Your grip tightened just slightly. โBut this?โ
You swallowed.
โThis feels real.โ
Gojoโs breath hitched, sharp and quiet. He didnโt pull away.
โI donโt need you to have everything figured out,โ you continued, voice gentler now. โI just needed to know I wasnโt imagining it. That I wasnโt alone in feelingโฆ whatever this is.โ
Your forehead rested briefly against his shoulder. Just for a second.
โSo donโt apologize,โ you said softly. โNot for that.โ
Gojo felt tugged in every direction at once. The strongest man alive, he could go wherever he wanted, do as he pleasedโno one could tell him โno.โ And yet, that kiss had been different. Until that moment, he had decided you shouldnโt be tied to him. He didnโt need anyone elseโhe was Gojo Satoru. The weight of letting you in, of indulging in more than friendship, had always felt too heavy.
Allowing himself to love you was a burden he hadnโt wanted to carry.
Even now, he overthought everything. There was a part of him he rarely admitted: the man who wanted to fall in love, like everyone else. Loving youโthe possibility of losing you as heโd lost someone elseโterrified him. No matter how much he pretended otherwise, the kiss had proven it: he was capable of feeling this, and that scared him more than anything. Fighting it didnโt erase itโit only left him restless, unfulfilled, and aware of what heโd been missing his entire life.
But now that it had happened, Gojo realized just how wrong heโd been.
Reality hadnโt shattered. Life hadnโt upended. You still rolled your eyes at his teasing, still hit him with finger guns, still made his chest race when you laughed. The realization that it was okay to have kissed you made everything feelโฆ strange, yet right.
It was okay to be in love.
He wasnโt sure what your relationship was, exactlyโbut for the first time, he allowed himself to breathe. To be near you without tearing himself apart. How long would this last? Could he protect you from the risks that came with being near himโthe same risks that his cursed powers carried? One wrong move could hurt you. One misstep could destroy you. And if that happened, he knew what grief could make him capable of.
Even so, despite it all, he stood there under the torii gates, aware of the vertigo that came each time you smiled, and knew he would navigate this carefullyโbecause loving you, for once, was worth it.
Which was why you really shouldn't be slacking on your training right now.
โHeyโโ Gojo nudged your left foot with his own, playful but insistent. Your gaze snapped up, instinctively searching for his eyes beneath the blindfold. โGet up. Now that youโre all cooled off and slushied up, Iโm gonna kick your ass.โ
You groaned, long and dramatic, and he laughed. โSeriously? Cโmonโthereโs nothing I can do to get out of this? Iโm sweating out here!โ
โNope. Not even that cute face of yours is gonna save you.โ He reached out and hauled you to your feet.
You let yourself go limp on purpose, whining as your feet dragged across the stone. Gojo didnโt even blink. You could complain all you wantedโhe wasnโt budging. โIโm gonna tear you to shreds,โ he added, grinning. โSorry.โ
He wasnโt sorry at all.
The grin on his face was too wide, too brightโlike he already knew what was coming next.
You steadied yourself, rolling your shoulders, meeting him where he stood. Whatever this wasโwhatever the two of you were becomingโit wasnโt something you could take lightly.
He wanted to keep you. You had to be strong.
And this?
This was only the beginning.
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Part Two of ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ (๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐)
โ summary: Getting Gojo to admit anything is a challenge. Getting him to admit he was in love? You had to be some kind of wizard.
When training ends early and the heat drives everyone into the shade, a shared slushy and a pair of borrowed sunglasses turn into something far more intimate. Between sharp banter and unspoken truths, Gojo finds himself facing the one thing he canโt overpower: his own feelings.
โ contains: Soft Gojo Satoru, Idiots in Love, Shamelessly Self-Indulgent Fluff, Pining, Quiet Intimacy, Emotional Hurt/Comfort (Light), Feelingsโข
โ tag: NA
โ wc: [2.5K]
Gojo wasnโt a tyrant.ย
It was hot. Way too hot. Normally he would be training the first years in combat, but with the sweltering summer heat beating down on the training arena, it seemed almost torturous to put those kids through that. And well, a little slacking every now and then was good for the rebellious nature of teenagers. Not because the man was being a lazy bum himself. Absolutely not. It wasnโt like he was the most strict of mentors anyway. Who was gonna tell him not to send them home?ย
So โ Gojo dismissed the three of them, giving his adorable little students the afternoon off and, subsequently, himself as well. With the sun blasting down from the heavens, it was way too hot to continue rolling around in the dirt, throwing punches and kicks at each other. Period.
And he may or may not have some ulterior motives for calling it quits early. Ulterior motives that were currently meandering up to the field with two colorful, frozen slushies in their hands. The icy treat was just what the both of you needed. He felt your presence before you even arrived. You passed by Itadori, Kugisaki and Fushiguro โ eyes curiously trailing over the trio with your brow furrowed in playful apprehension.
Damn, that smile on your face was adorable.
"Stopping early?" you asked, holding out one of the cups for Gojo to take. The blue one, obviously.
โYeah. Got way too hot outside. Though I bet the kids arenโt complaining,โ he chuckled, long fingers wrapping around the plastic container. โWhatโs this?โ
"So, in Imperial Japan, royalty often enjoyed a dessert of shaved ice topped with red bean paste, milk, and sugar," you deadpanned. "Nowadays we just call itโฆ shaved ice. But you? Not quite royalty. Definitely a royal pain in my ass. So you get a blue raspberry slushy instead."
A surprised, amused laugh suddenly bubbled up from his chest. โSmartass...โ he chuckled before taking a long, obnoxiously loud slurp of his drink. โPretty damn good, though. Thanks, princess.โ
"Call me that again and I'll start swinging," you quipped back. "I think hearing you say that just made my soul leave my body."
โOh Iโm terrifiedโฆโ he drawled out. โYouโre full of shit, by the way. I can confirm your soul is very much still where it should be.โ
โHow do you even know?โ you asked โ a hint of humor and disbelief in your voice. โWhat do you even see with that sweaty rag on your face?โ
The stone steps felt warm beneath Gojoโs hand as he took a seat next to you, taking a sip from his treat. It was a normal thing to be curious about and youโd already proven to be extremely nosy when it came to knowing more about Satoru Gojo. That persistent inquisitiveness was part of your charm, even if it meant you were always bombarding him with an endless stream of questions.
The answers were never quite that straightforward to explain either.
Gojo shrugged. โItโs kinda dark. Canโt see much of anything โ thatโs the point though.โ
โThatโs not what I meant,โ you said and he snickered. Of course you would call out his dismissive response. โYouโre not being cute, Gojo โ I know you can perceive the world around you in some way, shape or form. Describe it to me.โ
There was a prolonged silence as he stared back at youโat least, you thought he was. You could never tell where Gojo was looking, but it always felt like you.
The quiet only made it worse; your voice lingered in his head, looping softly like a tune he couldnโt shake, irritating in the way only familiar things wereโand impossible to ignore.
โItโs hard to explain. Youโre asking me to describe the wind to someone whoโs never felt it, or light to someone whoโs never seen it,โ Gojo said โ an awkward hand scratching the side of his neck. Yeah โ he could perceive his surroundings just fine, even with his eyes covered like this. But telling you what it felt like was a herculean task โ he didnโt even know where to start.
You smirked. โFor a teacher, you really fucking suck at explaining shit.โ
โShut the hell up โ thatโs rude, you know?โ Gojo laughed. โIโm trying.โ
โTry harder.โ
โYou have no respect for me, I swear.โ
โCorrect.โ
Youโd never seen a grown man pout so pathetically.
Gojo clicked his tongue. โYouโre impossible.โ
But there was something thoughtful in the way his head tilted, like he was really considering you now. Thenโ
โHere.โ He reached up, already tugging his sunglasses free. โTry these on. Itโll make more sense.โ
There was an unmistakable spark in your eyes when he offered you his sunglasses. The idea alone made your chest flutter.
โCan I really?โ you asked, smiling bright and unguarded. โIโd love to.โ
Gojo snorted softly. Of course you would.
Your excitement tugged a grin out of him before he could stop it. โWould I have offered if you couldnโt?โ he said, holding them out. โCarefulโthose are expensive.โ
You took them from him with exaggerated care, fingers curling around the frames like they might shatter if handled too roughly. Gojo chuckled, warmth bleeding into his voice despite himself.
โAlright,โ he went on, watching you closely now. โTell meโcan you still see? Whatโs it like?โ
You slipped the glasses on and peered through the lenses. Darkโalmost opaque, but not quite. Your mouth fell open a little as you turned your head, looking up, then down, then side to side, quietly taking it all in.
Gojo didnโt interrupt. He just watched.
The wind stirred softly around you, carrying the faint buzz of mosquitoes over the water and the quiet crunch of shoes along a gravel path. Somewhere in the distance, a woman laughed. Ice dripped from your cup, darkening the stone step beneath it, and even the birds chattering in the nearby tree sounded closer than they should have been.
It was all there at once โ a wealth of small, overlooked details you rarely stopped to notice, brushing against your senses until it felt impossible to ignore.
โYou feel it, right?โ Gojo murmured. โItโs like thatโฆ but more.โ
His voice was calm, steady as the breeze. He paused, letting the moment settle, then leaned closer. You felt the warmth of his breath against your skin โ just enough to make you aware of him.
โWhoa,โ you breathed. โThatโs intense. Really nice, though. Comfortinglyโฆ quiet. If that makes sense?โ You tipped your head back toward the sky. It was almost completely dark through the lenses โ you could barely make anything out.
Gojo smiled, small and knowing. It made perfect sense. The darkness stripped away the noise, leaving only what mattered โ sound, movement, presence. He watched your expression shift with quiet fascination, your curiosity unfolding in real time, and found himself fondly aware of how natural this all felt to him.
Gojo was staring againโwatching you where you rested on the steps beneath the torii gates.
You pressed the half-empty slushy to your cheek, sighing softly at the cool relief. Sunlight caught on your skin as the breeze passed through, and he watched you sip through the straw like it was the most natural thing in the world. Like you werenโt unraveling him just by sitting there.
He didnโt understand itโthese feelings. Messy. Unruly. And yet the day carried on as though he hadnโt been indulging you, letting training slide so you could lounge in the shade with a slushy in hand.
He shouldโve felt worse about that.
But you were hard to say no to. Infuriatingly so. And if bending a little meant seeing that stupid, pleased smile, thenโwell. He could live with it.
Sour cherry.
The color stained your lips bright red, and the memory surfaced uninvitedโhow sweet theyโd tasted when heโd kissed you. You hadnโt talked about it yet. Somehow, dissecting it felt wrong. Still, the thought lingered. Heโd carried it with him ever since that day at the aquarium, the culmination of years of quiet pining and one reckless, selfish decision he couldnโt bring himself to regret.
And thenโ
Life moved on.
That was the strangest part. Not the kissโit had been great. The memory still made his chest tighten, still sent a rush of warmth through him. What unsettled him was how ordinary everything felt afterward. Like the world hadnโt shifted on its axis. Like loving you hadnโt broken anything at all.
He couldnโt decide whether that was comforting or terrifying.
His gaze dipped, just for a second, toward your lipsโthen lifted back to his glasses perched atop your nose.
โYou look good in those.โ Gojoโs chest warmed at the sight.
Your head turned toward the sound of his voice. โI'll take your word for it,โ you chuckled, squinting through the dark lenses. You could barely make out his outline. Your hand reached out until it smacked into his chest. "There you are, sorryโฆโ
โKlutz. Youโre a hazard to yourself and others.โ
You scoffed, but your hand lingered on his chest a second longer than necessary. The solid warmth beneath your palm grounded you, steady and unmistakably him. Even through the dark lenses, you could feel Gojoโs attention sharpenโlike a wire pulled taut.
โWell?โ you prompted, thumb brushing absently against the fabric of his shirt. โYouโre staring again.โ
He inhaled slowly. Too slowly.
โโฆYeah,โ Gojo murmured. โSorry. Thereโs just something on my mind.โ
That earned him a lookโhead tilted, lips tugging into something curious rather than annoyed. You shifted closer on the step, knees nearly brushing, and for the first time since youโd put on the sunglasses, you lifted your face toward him fully.
โOkay,โ you said, quieter now. โLay it on me.โ
The feeling of your eyes staring into his own was almost more than Gojo could handle right now. The words danced on the tip of his tongue โ I love you, I love you, I love you โ but actually saying it was another beast entirely.
He let out another breath and closed his eyes for a second to gather his bearings. His hands itched to reach for her โ to hold her, touch her, pull her close โ but he forcibly restrained himself from doing so.
โJust uhโdonโt hate me, okay?โ
โYouโre the most annoying man alive, Gojo,โ you said, smiling. โBut I could never hate you. Go on.โ
Say the words. That was all. And yet it felt impossible. Loveโtrue loveโwas the most vulnerable thing a person could feel. Now he had to put it into the open. The thought of rejection made his chest pound, ears ringing, hands trembling.
But heโd started now, and you were looking at him with those beautiful eyes, waiting to hear what he had to say.
โIโm in love with you,โ Gojo blurted.
He flinched, ready to take it back. But your hands held his. No laugh, no retreat. Shock, maybeโbut enough to keep him grounded. He had to keep going.
โI love you,โ Gojo said again, the words falling more steadily now. โIโm sorry.โ
The apology tacked on to his confession pierced through your skin like a sharp knife, slicing its way toward your guarded heart with ease.
โWhy are you โ ?โ
โItโs weak, I shouldnโt do this to you.โ
โNo โโ Your voice was firm. "I didn't think...you'd ever say it.โ
The silence that followed was thickโfragile, like one wrong word might shatter it.
You squeezed his hands, not letting him retreat into himself. Your thumbs brushed over his knuckles, slow and deliberate, as if reminding him he was still here. That you were still here.
โI didnโt think youโd let yourself,โ you admitted. โYou always act like youโre untouchable. Like nothing ever really gets to you.โ Your grip tightened just slightly. โBut this?โ
You swallowed.
โThis feels real.โ
Gojoโs breath hitched, sharp and quiet. He didnโt pull away.
โI donโt need you to have everything figured out,โ you continued, voice gentler now. โI just needed to know I wasnโt imagining it. That I wasnโt alone in feelingโฆ whatever this is.โ
Your forehead rested briefly against his shoulder. Just for a second.
โSo donโt apologize,โ you said softly. โNot for that.โ
Gojo felt tugged in every direction at once. The strongest man alive, he could go wherever he wanted, do as he pleasedโno one could tell him โno.โ And yet, that kiss had been different. Until that moment, he had decided you shouldnโt be tied to him. He didnโt need anyone elseโhe was Gojo Satoru. The weight of letting you in, of indulging in more than friendship, had always felt too heavy.
Allowing himself to love you was a burden he hadnโt wanted to carry.
Even now, he overthought everything. There was a part of him he rarely admitted: the man who wanted to fall in love, like everyone else. Loving youโthe possibility of losing you as heโd lost someone elseโterrified him. No matter how much he pretended otherwise, the kiss had proven it: he was capable of feeling this, and that scared him more than anything. Fighting it didnโt erase itโit only left him restless, unfulfilled, and aware of what heโd been missing his entire life.
But now that it had happened, Gojo realized just how wrong heโd been.
Reality hadnโt shattered. Life hadnโt upended. You still rolled your eyes at his teasing, still hit him with finger guns, still made his chest race when you laughed. The realization that it was okay to have kissed you made everything feelโฆ strange, yet right.
It was okay to be in love.
He wasnโt sure what your relationship was, exactlyโbut for the first time, he allowed himself to breathe. To be near you without tearing himself apart. How long would this last? Could he protect you from the risks that came with being near himโthe same risks that his cursed powers carried? One wrong move could hurt you. One misstep could destroy you. And if that happened, he knew what grief could make him capable of.
Even so, despite it all, he stood there under the torii gates, aware of the vertigo that came each time you smiled, and knew he would navigate this carefullyโbecause loving you, for once, was worth it.
Which was why you really shouldn't be slacking on your training right now.
โHeyโโ Gojo nudged your left foot with his own, playful but insistent. Your gaze snapped up, instinctively searching for his eyes beneath the blindfold. โGet up. Now that youโre all cooled off and slushied up, Iโm gonna kick your ass.โ
You groaned, long and dramatic, and he laughed. โSeriously? Cโmonโthereโs nothing I can do to get out of this? Iโm sweating out here!โ
โNope. Not even that cute face of yours is gonna save you.โ He reached out and hauled you to your feet.
You let yourself go limp on purpose, whining as your feet dragged across the stone. Gojo didnโt even blink. You could complain all you wantedโhe wasnโt budging. โIโm gonna tear you to shreds,โ he added, grinning. โSorry.โ
He wasnโt sorry at all.
The grin on his face was too wide, too brightโlike he already knew what was coming next.
You steadied yourself, rolling your shoulders, meeting him where he stood. Whatever this wasโwhatever the two of you were becomingโit wasnโt something you could take lightly.
He wanted to keep you. You had to be strong.
And this?
This was only the beginning.
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