Female reader!, Twisted Wonderland fanfiction, angst
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TW: belittling, breakdown, fainting, mentions of starving self, mentions of being dehydrated, stressā¦
Part 4: I just wanna leave.
- I never thought you could act like this towards an other girl, towards the ONLY other girl.
Riddle had this look on his face, a look you hated to see as a child. One that described how disappointed he was, how much faith he had put into you but it just vanished into thin air after he heard some well built liesā¦ You were not that close with the Heartslabyul housewarden, you respected him highly and would always see him as a broken kid who grew up in an awful environment. But now, you saw him as a stranger: you didnāt recognize him anymore, just like you didnāt recognize Ace and Deuceā¦ Will Trey and Cater also think like the rest of them? Will all of Heartslabyul see you as what youāre not? A monster that finds entertainment in bullying a girl out of jealousy..? Your ears started ringing, you could feel the rage building up in your stomach and boiling hot.
- Listen- I donāt know why but she hates my guts..! I wouldnāt have said those things if she didn-
- Enough Y/n. Donāt try to justify whatās not justifiableā¦ itās a pity it has to come to this.
- What do you mean? Jack said, a frown on his face.
Riddle sighed, an exasperated one. He looked over at Jack, giving him a glare that said it all: "Stay out of this."
- Y/n L/n, as for respect of the students in my care and for respect towards the victim, you are forbidden, as of now, to step a foot in The Queen of Heartsā dormitory.
- Isnāt this out of proportion?! Jack growled, his hands tightening into fists.
Tears pricked at the corner of your eyes, finally making your eyeballs turn red and shiny. Could you take anymore of this? Could you really stand there as all your friends will reject and throw you away like a mere stranger? A mere bully?
- Sorry. I cannot listen to this anymore.
The wolf was startled, just like Riddle. Grim gulped: he never saw you snap like this at all.
- Do you really think your in position to raise yo-
- Yes I am!! Iāve been putting up with this shit for too long!! And itās only been two days!! You had trouble breathing, holding onto Jackās arm as you felt yourself getting weaker. I am done with this bullshit!! Vanessa has been nothing but an arrogant little bitch with me!! She told lies, stole from me and even blackmailed me!!
- Y/n youāre gonna have to calm dow-
- DONāT TELL ME TO CALM DOWN ROSEHEARTS!!
- What in tarnation is going on-
Cater walked by, Trey at his side. Deuce and Ace were following behind, Vanessa running after them. Trey looked worried but you feared heād follow Riddle in every decision heād make. Cater walked towards you, picking up his pace as he saw how distressed and upset you were. He saw your tears and was quick to catch them, looking at Jack for explanations until he realized you were still digging daggers into Riddleās eyes with your own.
- What the fuck happened to her?! Riddle??
The genuine worry on Caterās face made you realize one thing: you were NOT okay. Jack had his arm wrapped around your waist as he felt your grasp onto his arm getting weaker and fading slowly. He tried calming you down, purring in your ears: "itās okay", "youāre fine"ā¦ and then, darkness. What was happening, you didnāt know. All you could say about the entire situation was that you heard Jack and Grim panicking, Trey ordering the other about what had to be done: carrying you to the infirmary, making sure you just fainted and nothing worseā¦ you heard Cater yelling at Riddle, accusing him of being the cause of all this. Riddle defended himself, telling everyone that you accused Vanessa of being the reason behind your state. The girl and Ace were quick to argue while Deuce couldnāt even be heard. All their voices started to fade away, no sound reaching your ears after a whileā¦ pure darkness. Pure lonelinessā¦
You woke up in a dim lit room. You could tell it was the infirmary by the smell of clean sheets and all the white you saw: the bed was oddly comfortable, you took a glance around yourself only to notice Grim resting on your chest, purring loudly. Sitting on some chairs around your bed was Jack, his arms crossed over his chest while he slowly started to drift off to sleep and Cater. Cater was wide awake though. He held back a yawn and almost fell off his chair when he saw your eyes open.
- Y/n!! How are you feeling??
- F-fine..? You didnāt even know.
You didnāt know because of how tired you were: you were sleep deprived.
- Oh hello Y/n. Jack said half asleep. How are you..?
- What did the doctor say..?
Cater and Jack looked at each other. What? Was your state serious? Were you in danger? Grim spoke up suddenly:
- You need sleep! Food! And even water!! Youāre in too much stre- Cater slammed his hand on Grimās mouth.
- We said we were gonna take it easy! Geeeez-
The redhead then proceeded to explain to you what had happen while you were out. It turned out you really were sleep deprived, just like Grim said. But your body was also weak because of the lack of food and water in it. Jack then said that you had unconsciously drink the water the doctor gave you, mentioning it wasnāt enough considering you most likely were dehydrated.
- And you also were under a lot of stress.. doc said it wasnāt healthy. Cater added.
You still felt angry, your blood still boiling hot in your body. It didnāt matter if you needed to eat or drink, sleep or relax, right now you wanted to punch a bitch.
- When can I leave the infirm-
The voice that was heard just now was a deep one. A deep voice with both concern and rage in it: you quickly figured who it was by the sound of it.
- M-Malleus Draconia?? Cater said with worry. Who are you talking about..?
- Obviously the student Y/n L/n. Where is sh- his eyes fell upon you before he could finish his sentence.
"Oh dear Seven" you heard him say under his breathe: the way he looked at you, sadness in his eyes but also anger on his featuresā¦ he walked towards your bed, in a hurry. Before you could even blink or say anything, his arms were draped under your legs and around your back, picking you up and holding you protectively against his chest.
- What are you doing? She needs rest! Jack said.
- She will rest where she will be protected. I trusted you guys since youāre her friends but clearly, her stress was due to you being the most selfish and horrible people.
- Malāā¦ itās not themā¦ your nose started itching. Cater and Jack were there for meā¦
Your throat ran dry: you were already in need of more water in your body but the sadness that filled your lungs suddenly made you wanna cry. You wanted nothing more than to sob, cling onto Malleus as you screamed out the pain your weak being was feeling. Too much pressure, too much stress, too much sadness, too much rageā¦ you helped them all. You had to deal with their stress, anger and sadness: when they threw pamper tantrums, when they overblotted, when they left youā¦ you were always there, suffering for them to be happy. You realized, only now, that everything was too much for you to handle anymore.
- I-I just wanna leaveā¦ pleaseā¦ you choked on a sob, finally crying out your pain.
Malleus looked desperate to help you, soothing you gently with his voice, whispering in your ear: āitās gonna be just fineā, ādo not worry anymoreāā¦ he held you closer as he indicated to Grim to follow where he would lead.
- Cater Diamond, Jack Howl, I apologize for misjudging you two. He slightly bowed to them, careful not to drop you even though his hold onto you was firm enough. Please do tell the ones who caused Y/n to fell ill and to be this upset that I will personally deal with them if her state worsen. Understood?
Your two friends gulped and swallowed hard as the horned manās glare was most certainly enough to make the strongest mage in the world shake with fear.
- Y-yes sir!! Cater obliged.
You cried into Malleusā chest, feeling him take his leave from the infirmary. He walked down the hallway, making sure to shield your shaking form from the prying eyes. Grim was on your tracks, following him up close, staying by your side no matter what. Your throat was hurting, you started to have a headache, your eyes itched from how much tears you were pouring onto the Diasomnia housewardenās chestā¦
- Iām bringing you to Diasomnia Y/n. Youāll stay with us for as long as you need to. Donāt worry okay? He said in a reassuring voice.
- Canā¦ can you tell Floyd and Jade..? Tell them Iām staying with youā¦
Malleus nodded, telling you heāll make sure to bring the twins to you as soon as possible. But for now, he wanted you to rest: you had to be laid down into the most comfortable bed and eat the most delicious meal. The fae obviously told Lilia to take care of everything, you would be treated just like a princess.
- Iāll stay by her side Malleus. Why donāt you go tell the Leech twins about this?
- I should yesā¦ but itās upsetting leaving her behind.
Lilia pushed him out the room, hurrying him into the hallway while he gently closed the door behind him. He reassured him that he would keep an eye on you and will tend to all your needs while you were here.
On these words, Malleus took his leave, making his way to Octavinelle as he entrusted you to the short man. You were still asleep after all the crying you did: you were weak, your body still lacked sleep and water. You also didnāt eat in a few days, which was due to all the stress everyone put you through and the insecurity you felt because of Vanessa. Dried tears stained your cheeks as you slept somehow peacefully, your form shaking a bit due to the cold temperature at Diasomnia.
- Iām sorry you had to go through all this alone Y/n. Lilia sat next to you on the bed.
He brought the covers up to your chest, tucking you in. He then added another layer of warmth with a blanket that he laid on top of the bedsheets. He had cautiously prepare a glass of fresh water on the bedside table for when you would wake up and he made sure to ask Silver to cook something that would boost your energy. It was best to keep Lilia away from the kitchen, right?
- Malleus wonāt let anything happen to you again.
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