Blix. 31. Hit me with your best shot. RP OC for Batman & Arrowverse.Ā I'm also openĀ to any universe. (FC- Jessica Lowndes). This has also become a writing blog cause why not? 18+ only.
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Synopsis: An omega pregnant and alone after being kicked out by their alpha stumbles upon a pack willing to take them in and care for both the omega and their pup as if they were their own, because now they are.
Genre: strangers to lovers, angsty but lots of fluff to even it out.
Warnings: a/b/o, violence, past abuse physical and verbal, past sexual abuse(mentions of past non-con), mentions of violence, trauma, self esteem issues, pregnancy, aftermath of abuse, panic attacks, anxiety, arguments, mentions of injuries, pack dynamics, angst but it will be okay, polyamory, cursing, not beta read
A/N: hi :) Iām sorry for the wait, but I think we are in for some fun in the coming chapters of this story so I hope you can all be patient with me as I can promise you all the waits will be worth it <3 please enjoy
previous chapter // next chapter(coming soon)
Chanās never been in the back of an ambulance.
When Minho sliced his finger and needed stitches Chan was able to drive him to the hospital himself. When Jeongin fell and dislocated his shoulder Chan popped it back into place. While of course, Chan cries every time his mates get hurt. Still, the difference between all their bruises and sniffles and his first ambulance ride today is that he got to listen to his packmates groan about how much heās smothering them, softly verbalize about how they are okay and he doesnāt need to worry. Youāre silent. Even your scent has softened; he knows itās a protective instinct, thanks to your omega, but god, does he hate it. Everything is too quiet.
Itās a stark contrast to the hospital. Itās all so loud. Too many questions for Chanās liking.
āYouāre her mate?ā Is it not obvious? Heās inseparable from you, heās bawling his eyes out, would a stranger act like this?
āYes. Pack alpha. We have a pack bond, seven other mates.ā He needs to call them.
āHow far along is she?ā
āShouldnāt that be in her virtual chart?ā Of course, heās feeling agitated, but they just want to help. He knows he has to keep it together, these nurses are betas and omegas, they probably experience so many agitated alphas who scream and abuse them when theyāre just trying to do their job, and heās not like that. A deep sigh leaves his lips. āIām sorry, sheās twenty-eight weeks.ā The nurse nods respectfully, she understands, or at least Chan hopes she does.
āDonāt worry, we have her chart and we have someone in contact with Dr. Kim as well. Your omega is in good hands Mr. Bahng. Now, was it an omega or an alpha that attacked her?ā The question causes the alpha to tense up, because he actually doesnāt know for sure. He has no idea who this person was who attacked you or why they did it.
āThey smelled vaguely of omega, lavender scent but powerful. Iām sorry a lot of itās blurry.ā He frowns wishing once again he could be of more help.
āItās okay, just want to make sure we have that information so we know what we can give her and how to proceed.ā The nurse smiles softly before joining the other nurses working on your case at the moment sharing the details she now knows with them. Of course, as soon as Chan reaches for his phone a police officer enters your hospital room. Chan isnāt sure heās ever stood up so fast in his life, words spilling out of his mouth faster than he can even think.
āLook, sir, I had no choice but to tackle that woman. She was going to kill my omega, I had to stop her! Please donāt take me away from her and my pup!ā Fresh tears are streaming down his face and his hands begin to shake. He hadnāt even thought about the consequences but now heās looking them right in the eye. The pack isnāt even here. He hasnāt called them. If they take him away, youād have no one. He canāt leave you alone, you hate being alone. The officer reaches out to hold Chanās shoulder but in his panicked state, the alpha assumes heās about to be arrested so he flinches.
āRelax Mr. Bahng. Nobody is taking you away from anyone, I was going to ask if you wanted to talk in a private room but I assume youād feel more comfortable here, yes?ā Chanās eyes widen as he nods vigorously.
āAlright, well we spoke with the staff and reviewed the security footage. Mrs. Park has been put under arrest following her discharge from the hospital. Youāre not in any trouble, but weād like you to give a statement.ā
āMrs. Park? Is that the woman who attacked Y/N? Who is that? Why would she hurt her?ā A million thoughts run through his head.
āSir, Mrs. Park is Y/Nās biological mother.ā Suddenly, the hospital room feels so small, suffocated by the now-saltier ocean scent, like a beach on its stormiest day.
āI need to call my pack.ā He blurts out, he canāt think right now, only pack.
āAlright, we can pick this up after youāve settled.ā The officer nods briefly before exiting the room. Chan knows his pack, they are understanding, they are kinder to him than heāll ever think he deserves, but they love you. How could he as pack alpha tell his pack that you got hurt on his watch?
Just as Chan assumes, the pack is in shambles.
Hyunjin wasnāt even home when he felt a bone-shattering pain spread through his chest.
Heās at the dance studio helping Minho clean up after a class when his knees suddenly feel like jello. It takes him a moment to focus on the bond, his breath caught in his throat. The second he realizes itās you his head spins as his knees give up on him. He falls to the floor with a groan of Minhoās name. The alpha comes running from the front office of the dance studio immediately pulling the beta into his arms.
āI know, I know. Come on get up, we gotta get back to the house!ā If Hyunjin wasnāt so panicked heād notice the tears welling up in the alphaās eyes.
Minho is the king of safety in the pack, he mother hens like no other, so he hopes Hyunjin doesnāt remember how fast heās driving today. Minho speeds down the streets towards their home as Hyunjin fumbles with his phone in the passenger seat.
āNeither of them is picking up! What happened? They went to the fucking mall what could have happened?ā
āJinnie please. Please just breathe.ā The alpha pleads, seeing his mate so upset is only making it harder to focus.
āHow can I breathe? What if Y/N-ā Minho cuts him off refusing to allow that thought to finish.
āDonāt. Donāt you dare say that. We can still feel both of them
in the bond, Iām sure all three of them are okay. Chan wouldnāt let anything happen to them.ā Hyunjin slumps back into the passenger seat returning his attention to your contact in his phone.
The scene at the house is even more devastating. Hyunjin jumps out of the car as soon as Minho parks, rushing inside only to find both omegas sitting on the kitchen floor inconsolable no matter how hard Changbin had been trying. Hyunjin and Minho join them all on the floor, all of them now trying to get in contact with their mates.
Their heads snap towards the door in unison, the whole house suddenly smelling of mud fresh after a massive rainstorm. The way Jeongin slams the door behind him and Seungmin causes everyone to flinch, but heās too lost in his emotions to notice. Without a word, the alpha reaches the pack in the kitchen scooping Felix up into his arms. Nobody protests, knowing this is the best reaction the youngest alpha could have right now, heās self-soothing, using the omegaās pheromones as a sedative to take even a fraction of the edge off. The kitchen is a mix of sour scents and worried tapping on cellphones, but nobody says a word until Changbin finally peeks up from his phone.
āTheir locations updated! But, theyāre at the hospital?ā The alphaās words are phrased more like a question. A deep sense of dread covers the pack like a blanket. A million questions running through their heads. Yet none of them misses the way Jeonginās eyes darken.
āHospital? Letās go then! What are we waiting for?ā The younger alpha barks, as if itās an order. But itās not an order his pack is all that willing to follow at the moment. They need to keep a level head, they canāt just rush into a hospital with no information and cause a scene, theyād all get kicked out and then theyād really have to wait to see their mates. Trusting Chan has never failed them, so they are willing to wait.
āI think itās best we wait for one of them to contact us first.ā Seungmin always had to be the voice of reason, even in times like this. Jeongin looks around at his mates, his eyes begging and pleading for one of them to disagree, someone to be ready to run with him to that hospital and make sure their mates are okay but they all just look at him with this solemn look, which makes Jeongin sick. The alpha places Felix back in his original spot with Jisung before getting up to meet them all at eye level.
āWait? You want to fucking wait around while our Pack Alpha and our Luna are clearly suffering? What kind of mate are you?ā A loud growl rips from Jeonginās chest as he gets closer to the beta now, his anger focusing itself on him for even suggesting such an idea. Two things are true, Seungmin has thick skin and he loves his mates more than anything on this planet. So for now heāll ignore the fresh tears that run down his flushed cheeks, instead, he tries his best to push out his calming beta pheromones, desperate to calm the alpha. It always worked, even long before Jeongin had presented as an alpha. Seungmin's scent always soothed him. So why wasnāt it working now? The beta remembers him and Jeongin joining this pack, a stubborn beta and his unpresented pup. What happened to his pup?
āYang Jeongin, you donāt speak to our mates like that!ā Minho scowls. Itās always been an understanding that if for any reason Chan isnāt around Minho is in charge. Jeongin barely flinches at the older alphaās words but flinches none the less, heās yelling at his Minnie hyung, heās scaring his pack. But this pain is unbearable, he canāt stand doing nothing about it. The younger alpha tries to find his voice but the sound of a phone ringing rattles in his brain.
āItās Chan,ā Jisung says, looking down at his cellphone as if it were a bomb. The bomb isnāt the phone though, the bomb manifests in the form of a twenty-five-year-old alpha still dealing with the inner turmoil of his late presentation.
āJisung what are you doing answer the fucking phone!ā Jeongin growls before he's swiftly pushed to the ground by the back of his neck by Minho. He loves Jeongin just as much as he loves all his mates, but he doesnāt care who you are, if you disrespect his omegas heāll tear you apart with his own teeth. Luckily for Jeongin Minho does love him, so a rough scruffing will suffice.
āDonāt you dare speak to our omega like that,ā Minho growls louder than the younger alpha making sure he and his wolf get the point before he lays Jeonginās now more relaxed form onto the ground.
With that settled Jisung picks up the phone.
āChan, please tell me you have answers.ā Jisungās voice trembles through the phone and Chan thinks he might just die right there.
āIām so sorry I kept you all waiting and worried. Am I on speaker baby?ā Itās a stupid question, of course, he is. His pack wouldn't be able to wait any longer even if just long enough for Jisung to retain and relay the information. Theyāve waited long enough.
āOf course! What happened? Are they okay?ā Chan takes a deep breath before he has to drop the ball on his pack.
āY/N⦠she was attacked at the antique shop.ā The alpha can hear a chorus of gasps over the phone, he wants nothing more than to be there to comfort his mates.
āWhat do you mean? By who? Is she okay?ā He can feel the panic rising from Jisungās side of the bond, it only makes him feel sicker.
āBreathe baby. Both Y/N and the pup are okay. Y/N hasnāt woken up yet but the doctors are still looking her over. As of right now they donāt think anything major was damaged and sheāll just need stitches.ā
The sound of seven lungs deflating fills the room. The burden sitting over them was heavy but knowing youāre alive and possibly on the road to recovery, now it resembles more of a boulder than the entire earthās weight.
āYou said she hasnāt woken up, do they know when she will? Should we head over there?ā Itās phrased as a question but itās more of a warning, telling Chan they will come see their omega, they just need to know how soon.
āThey wonāt be able to say for sure without getting all the test results back but they think her body might just be in shock, sheāll wake up, sheās strong. If you guys are going to come, could you pack a bag for her? A change of clothes, some toiletries, a comfort item, nothing crazy. Just want to make sure sheās got everything for when sheās ready to go home or in the worst-case scenario she has to stay a bit after waking up.ā Jisung can hear the solemn smile that rests on his pack alphaās lips
āYeah, of course! Weāll tell you when weāre on our way, just call if you need anything okay? I love you Channie Hyung.ā Chan can feel the tears rising once again, but he pushes them
down. He has to be strong for his pack.
āI love you too Hannie.ā
A deep silence falls over the kitchen only broken by the sound of the youngest alpha getting up, still a little groggy on his feet from the scruffing. He doesnāt say a word, simply makes his way upstairs. Minho opens his mouth to scold him, to tell him they arenāt done here but a tender hand rests on his chest stopping the words from spilling.
āLet him be for now. Iāll talk to him.ā Hyunjin's voice is smooth, calming, everything a beta needs to be in a time like this. Nobody objects to the betaās course of action, allowing him to follow their youngest alpha upstairs.
Your room usually smells so heavily, like a sweet cherry milk Hyunjin could drink forever. Right now your smell still lingers of course but the scent of a nasty rainstorm fills the space, itās so strong that Hyunjin flinches once it hits his nose.
āNot now Hyung, Iāll apologize to Jisung and Seungmin later. I need to get a bag ready for Y/N, I just canāt find that shirt she likes.ā Jeongin doesnāt look at Hyunjin when he talks, his words feel distant, cold, not his Jeongin.
āInnie, relax for a second.ā The beta tries to break through to him but the alpha is far more focused on digging through the drawers of your dresser, determined to find that t-shirt you told him you love so much.
āI gotta find this shirt, sheāll want to be comfy when sheās able to go home. Itās her favorite shirt hyung, I got it for her! She told me the seams donāt irritate the skin on her stomach like other shirts do. I canāt find this shirt, I canāt fucking do anything can I? I couldnāt even keep her safe!ā
Jeongin is kind. Jeongin is protective. Jeongin is the packās baby. Sometimes it feels like Jeongin has more love than he could ever fit in his body, heās the perfect alpha made of smiles, muscles, and love. The entire pack has seen Jeongin cry over everything from spilling soju all over Chanās favorite jacket to the night he broke down after you showed up. Hyunjin had seen him cry countless times, heās a sensitive soul as much as he tries to hide behind his alpha. The way he crumbles in front of Hyunjin right now is different. Itās pitiful. It makes Hyunjin feel sick. The beta takes careful steps towards his younger mate whoās now almost hunched over on himself in agony, a devastating mess of tears and loud heavy sobs.
āYeni⦠Itās okay. Thereās nothing you could have done.ā
āI should have been there! I could have stopped the attack! I could have saved her!ā Jeonginās voice shatters with every word, his full body trembles wrack his body. Hyunjinās strides are careful before he pulls the broken alpha into his arms.
āShhh, itās okay. Iāve got you.ā The beta coos as he brings the two of them down to sit on the floor. He sways back and forth with the alpha in his arms, his precious baby.
āHyung, Iām a horrible alpha, I hurt Seungmin and Jisung, I couldnāt save Y/N! What can I do?ā Hyunjinās eyes widened at his younger mateās words.
āThatās not true Innie and you know it. Everyone adores you, yes you do need to apologize to everyone downstairs but theyāre still our understanding mates, they know how strong your instincts are, they will forgive youā
āI didnāt want to yell at them, I just feel so much pain and anger and nothing is within my control! I feel like Iām going feral. I lost even more control and yelled at my mates, I made Seungmin cry, he probably hates me now. Itās not fair, Hyung. They didnāt deserve that, fuck she doesnāt deserve this! We promised her safety and we failed her!ā The youngest alpha sobs and whimpers in Hyunjinās arms. The older wolf isnāt sure what to say, and at this point, he isnāt sure if anything he could say would even help.
The two sit together on your bedroom floor for a while, the only sound moving through the tension-filled air is the sound of Jeonginās whimpers and sniffles. Call him a hypocrite but Hyunjin wishes he could just fix everything. He hates seeing his mates like this. If anyone has failed the pack heās sure itās him.
āIs she gonna be okay?ā Jeonginās whimpers can barely be heard through the muffle of Hyunjinās chest but he hears him loud and clear. He wishes he had the answer, the kind of optimism that glues everything back together again, but Hyunjin has never been one to lie to his mates especially not when it comes to serious situations like this.
āOur omega is a fighter. I can only hope sheād fight just as hard to stay with us.ā
Hyunjin knows he should be a good beta, that he should be convincing his mate to stay positive through this, but convincing himself might be his hardest battle yet.
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warnings: fantasy au, use of magic, descriptions of drowning, suspension of disbelief, mermen!ateez, human!reader, slightly flirty (will progress the relationships in the future!), incorrect merfolk lore, ocean related inaccuracies
description: after a terrible accident, (y/n) finds themselves in the company of eight beautiful mermen
Terror. That was the only thing you could feel. It was terror that was running through your veins, twisting in your stomach, and filling up your lungs. You didnāt know which way was up anymore, and the currents were pulling you in every direction. Your senses were completely disoriented. The more you panicked, the more oxygen slipped out through your lips, water taking its place.
From the shoreline, no one would suspect a thing. Drowning really is a silent way to go. No splashing, no screaming. The only indication you were struggling were the few bubbles that made it to the surface, and the abandoned beach towel back on the sand. But that didnāt mean you had gone completely unnoticed.
As you made one final attempt to push toward what appeared to be the surface, you felt your body weaken. Darkness clouded into your vision, and you sank back down. The fear that had been driving you to fight was pushed into the back of your mind. As your eyes closed, the only thing you could hear was a beautiful melody in the distance. Perhaps a tragic whale song, you thought. Perhaps...
You awake slowly to the slightly muffled sound of conversation. Most of the words are too faint to make out, but you catch a few: ā...from the land...couldnāt breathe...humanā¦ā and suddenly, much louder, āTheyāre awake!ā As you slowly sit yourself up, you are greeted by a beautiful face in front of you. He has slightly feminine features, with a stronger nose, and nearly white hair that stops just past his chin. As your eyes travel down, you find his slender fingers are gently brushing at your lower legs. Before you have the chance to kick him away, your vision locks onto something curious. Where his legs should be, sits a tail, much like a fish, or a dolphin. Its scales are a pearlescent mixture of pink, blue, and white, and they catch the soft light coming from⦠somewhere. Now that you think about it, where exactly are you? As you start coming to your senses, you realize not only are you in the ocean, breathing water, sitting in front of what appears to be a fish-person, but you are alive! Something you couldn't say was a possibility just moments before. Or was it hours ago? Days? How long have you been here at this point?
āHello?ā Your racing thoughts are interrupted by a soft voice. The word that came out of the beautiful creatureās mouth wasnāt actually hello, but whatever this strange language was, you were miraculously able to understand it.
ā...whatās going on?ā You ask, and your hands flew to your mouth, a small yelp escaping at the same time. You are speaking this new language too! How is this possible? You once again begin to spiral in your thoughts.
āShhā¦ā he hushed you, placing a hand on yours, and lightly tugging it away from your mouth. āThere is a lot to explain, we know that, but for now, are you hurt?ā
āWe? Are there more ofāā
āPlease, questions later, are you hurt?ā he insists. You decide it feels much easier to just slow down and respond to him for the moment.
āI⦠Iām not sure. My head feels like itās splitting in half but I don't feel any wounds.ā
From behind you, someone mutters, āProbably from the pressure. Weāre much deeper than where the humans usually swimā¦ā
You whip your head around in an attempt to find the owner of the new voice, but instead you are met with seven unfamiliar faces, each more ethereal than the last. One of the creatures swims out toward you, smiling as he nears. He is a bit shorter than the first one, with dark hair and a sharper face. His tail, you notice, is much different. Dark blues and teals streak down his scales, parts of it blending into the ocean around you.
āWe understand this is frightening, but this is just as new to us as Iām sure it is to you, so please be patientā¦ā he says as he begins doing a once-over on you, focus shifting from your face, to your arms, andā much like the previous check-up youād enduredā landing on your legs. A hint of fascination settles over his face, as if you are the strange one here. But as you look around a bit more, fully taking in the underwater setting youāve found yourself in, you can only assume that you are the odd one out. In a sea of fish (and fish-people), the human would be the outlier.
āThey seem to be okay,ā the white-haired one says to the other. āYes, I agree.ā Still in some form of shock, you decide to let them continue their ministrations and conversation without intruding. That is, until the shorter creatureās face takes up more of your view.
āMy name is Hongjoong. Our stand-in nurse here,ā he nods his head to his left, āis Seonghwa. Do you have a name?ā Hongjoong, Seonghwa⦠pretty names for pretty peopleā er, fish-people you think. He leans his head a bit closer, prying for an answer from you.
āYes,ā you snicker a little, finding it silly, the concept of these strange creatures asking you if you have a name. Nonetheless, you give it. Why hold back now? The situation is already unbelievable. If you want answers, this is the only option. Besides, they seem nice, and it doesnāt hurt that theyāre all so gorgeous.
āAh, what a lovely nameā¦ā the nurse-like one, Seonghwa, whispers. He mumbles it to himself a few times, as if turning it over in his head. They both smile at you, then Hongjoong shifts his attention over your shoulder,
āWell?ā he asks, as if urging on a conversation.
āAh Right! Our turn!ā You hear, and turn your head to the others. There is some movement amongst the other creatures. Some pushing, some giggling. One of them is shoved forward but spins back around, grabbing the hand of another, before dragging himself, and his victim, over to you. The other four swim up behind them as well, waiting their turn to introduce themselves.
āIām Wooyoung,ā the rowdy one says with a playful smile, as he not-so-discreetly elbows the larger fish-man (perhaps merman is the correct term, you decide), cheshire grin never faltering.
āAnd Iām San!ā Squeaks out the larger one, rubbing a hand over his rib cage that just took a hit. The two mermen float there for a moment, allowing you to take in their appearances. Wooyoung is smaller, similar in size to Hongjoong, but has a larger nose, and quite longer hair. Itās black, falling just above his shoulders, and it looks so smooth. He has a nearly solid black tail, some areas appearing a little more grey where it thins. On it, he wears many silver chains that cascade down the length. Glancing back up, you note the smirk on his face at your staring. Embarrassment takes over and you move on to San, but not before smiling at Wooyoung.
San, to put it gently, is big. He looks like he lifts weights in his spare time, or all the time. This begs the questionā do they have weights down here? Maybe they use rocks? Hmm⦠a conversation for a later time, you think. In contrast to Sanās body, however, his face is very kind. Soft even, with dimples that appear when he smiles. His hair is short and dark, barely covering his forehead. It suits him. His tail is white at the top, and as your eyes move down, it turns to a light lavender, and ends in a dark indigo.
āItās nice to meet you,ā you say softly, wincing a little at your own voice. With all these new faces, a wave of nerves have fallen over you.
As the two move to the side to allow someone else to come forward, you are suddenly met with a sharp pain in your skull. Even sitting down, you find yourself doubling over, holding your head in your hands.
āWhat happened? Are you okay (y/n)?ā Seonghwa says, a little frantically, swimming closer to you. He leans his head down in front of you to try and catch your eyes. You are whimpering from the pain, and now the whole group has inched in a little tighter, worry etched into each of their faces. Hongjoong begins to reach a hand out, but stops short when you abruptly stand up, wobbly but upright, and stumble to an area that is cast in shade.
āIām okay, sorry, I didn't mean to worry youā¦ā You mumble out just loud enough for the boys to hear, āThat headache just keeps coming back.ā Now that youāve gotten out of the bright light, itās turned to a dull pounding.
Attention turns to Seonghwa, who swims over to you. He reaches into the small satchel that hangs loosely around his waist, pulling out a dainty silver circlet. It has dark blue crystals, and small pearls embedded in the metal. Itās very pretty, and appears to be handmade. As he comes closer and you get a better look at it, you notice a little charm hanging off the back, with the letter āHā awkwardly carved in.
āJongho, come here, I need your help with this.ā Seonghwa says to one of the boys that has yet to introduce himself. He has been pretty quiet compared to the others, but when his gaze settles over you, you canāt help but feel safe in his presence. His chocolate eyes and round face offer a sense of comfort in the unfamiliar setting.
Wordlessly, Jongho sits down next to you, with Seonghwa on your left. Before you can ask any questions, or even protest, Seonghwa has placed the circlet on your head, and a beautiful tune sounds around you. There arenāt any words, but the boysā harmony feels so familiar. In an instant, your headache has melted away, a warmth taking its place, as if you were enveloped in the sunshine.
When the song ends, so too does the warmth, but your headache doesnāt return. The circlet is removed, but Seonghwa holds onto it still.
āWhat was that?ā you ask, almost incredulous, although grateful for the pain relief. There is still an air of distrust here, despite the hospitality the group has shown.
āThe jewelry? Or the song?ā Jongho asks, speaking voice softer than you expected.
āBoth, but that song felt so familiarā¦ā
āWell I made the circlet,ā Hongjoong speaks up, swimming over to the three of you. āThis is my initial. I make jewelry with things I find near the shore, and those crystals,ā he points to the dark blue stones in the metal, āhold healing magic.ā He explains, nodding at Seonghwa and Jongho.
āOur voices act as a strengthener, almost. The song you heard is a song of healing. It works with the magic in the crystals to heal ailmentsā Jongho finishes.
āWait, sorry, magic? That's real?ā You are very skeptical now. An incredulous laugh even slips out, but you quickly stop yourself upon seeing their faces. They arenāt kidding.
āHumans donāt have magic?ā A new voice says, rather loudly in fact.
Your attention turns to the speaker, who is approaching rapidly, and you see the other two you have also yet to meet following closely behind.
āHow do you do anything without magic?ā He adds to his previous question, his face filled with genuine curiosity, and a bit of shock. Beyond the expression though, his appearance is stronger than the others. His eyes are narrow, and his lips are full. His hair falls in his face, despite its fairly short length. Itās also hard to ignore just how tall he is. Is everyone down here gorgeous, you wonderā¦
āUh.. no, humans donāt have magic,ā you giggle, a bit of disbelief lacing your words, āwe didnāt even think it was realā¦ā you trail off, catching the tall oneās eyes again. Heās listening so intently, every one of them is, and even though the idea of magic has never once occurred to you as a true possibility, suddenly you feel embarrassed for questioning the creatures with fish tails about the existence of magic.
āHm⦠youāre flushed⦠did I say something wrong?ā he says. Woah, his voice is deeper now. He moves down closer to you. You notice his eyes slightly flicker down and it finally occurs to you that youāre only wearing a bathing suit. You shift, a bit self-conscious, but try to shake that thought away.
āNo! You didn't say anything wrong! I just⦠this is a lot to take in.ā You let out a nervous laugh, noting the spaceā or a lack thereofā between yourself and the handsome merman calledā¦
āMingi, by the way. I hadnāt said so yet.ā He smiles now, and whatever nerves that had come up wash away at the sight of such a friendly expression. The small trance you are held in is broken by a light flick to the side of Mingiās head, followed by a:
āStop flirting with our guest.ā
āOwwww!!ā
āOh, donāt be so dramatic, I barely touched you,ā says the perpetrator, waving a hand dismissively. He's chuckling as Mingi swims over to the boy who seems to be the eldest.
āSeonghwaaaaa,ā Mingi whines out, āUse the circlet on me, Yunho broke my skull.ā
Seonghwa looks at Mingiās head, seeming to be closely inspecting, before giving it a small flick as well.
āOw!ā
āYouāre perfectly fine,ā He says playfully as Mingi rubs his head theatrically. You canāt help but laugh at their antics.
āYour laugh is beautiful,ā the boy referred to as Yunho says politely. āIām Yunho.ā Turning your attention to him, you realize that just like Mingi, Yunho is also quite tall. Despite everyone being in the water, height is still evident. Yunho may be tall, but he is not at all intimidating. He radiates warmth just through his kind features. He has a soft jawline, and a natural blush that spreads from his cheeks to the tips of his ears.
āThank you, Yunho,ā you say, the corners of your lips tugging up at the compliment.
āOh now whoās flirting with the guest?ā Mingi chimes in from a few feet away. At this, Yunho gives you a quick wink, before darting over to Mingi, fingers positioned to flick him again.
āAH!ā Mingi yelps, dodging him just in time. A few of the other boys join in, chasing after each other and carrying on about, āseducing our guest.ā I guess even fish-boys are still boys, you think.
āIām Yeosang.ā A deep voice cuts through your thoughts. Amidst the chaos you hadn't noticed the last of the mermen settling in front of you. With your attention shifted to him now, itās hard to believe you didnāt notice him in the first place. He was stunning, to put it bluntly. His face angular, and arms buff, but somehow holding a femininity to him. His eyes sparkled, and his reddish-brown hair framed them beautifully. He looked like heād stepped out of a painting.
āIām (Y/n)! Itās nice to meet you,ā you finally get out. Yeosang smiles, he seems endeared by your nervousness, eyes meeting a little longer before Hongjoong cuts in.
āHey guys, itās getting kind of late, and (y/n) needs the rest. All of us do actually, itās been a long day. We need to get some sleep.ā The others agree, with quiet āokayās and nods. Yeosang helps you stand up, and San rushes over to aid as well.
āOh no I can walkā or, swim... Thank you though!ā You say, gently pulling out of the boysā grasps.
āYeah, Iām sure you can, but let us help anyway⦠just in case,ā San says, giving a cheeky smile as he slides his hand back under your arm. Clearly very happy to assist, Yeosang does the same on your left side. Or you can help. Not complaining, you think. Itās hard to say no to them when theyāre so eager.
The swim to the boysā home was beautiful. With San and Yeosang practically doing all the work for you, you were able to sightsee on the journey. You passed small coral reefs that were littered with colorful fish, a dark trench that seemed bottomless, and finally ended up in a large cave, lit with bioluminescent algae that grew along the walls. The cave split off into multiple caverns, serving as rooms in this underwater shelter. The soft teal glow that blanketed each surface added a soothing ambience to the place.
āIām not sure what your house is like on the land, but I hope this can be comfortable until you can get home,ā Hongjoong says, gesturing around the cave.
āItās beautiful. Nothing like I'd seen beforeā¦ā Your voice slowly trailing off as you spin around to get a full view of the place. It was magical. That seemed to be a running theme down here.
Your exploration came to a halt when your eyes landed on Seonghwa, who was staring at you with an amused smile. Most of the boys had split off to their respective rooms, aside from Hongjoong and Seonghwa. The former was busying himself with gathering sheets to create a bed of sorts. The latter, however, seemed quite content observing your curiosity.
āAre you staring at me?ā You ask, cheeks taking on a slight rosy hue.
āPerhaps a little. Itās cute, the excitement over something we see every day. I can't help but watch.ā As he speaks, heās slowly swimming closer.
āI couldn't imagine waking up to this every morning, itās heavenly,ā You practically sigh out, still shifting your focus back to the luminous algae. Seonghwa smiles again, then sends a quick glance to Hongjoong, who's just finished placing the blankets down.
āLooks comfortable, what do you think, (Y/n)?ā He says, pointing at the collection of covers and pillows on the sandy floor. It really did look soft.
āThank you so much, truly. Youāre all so generous,ā You say, your eyes flicking between the two of them.
āOf course, if thereās anything else you need, feel free to wake one of us and ask,ā Hongjoong says, before swimming into his own quarters, leaving you with just Seonghwa.
āIām sure this is strange for you. I hope we can at least provide some comfort,ā He says, sitting down on the blankets, and patting the spot next to him. You sit, but keep a bit of distance. Youāre still very aware of your lack of clothing.
āYes, I have so many questions. I keep thinking this is a dream and Iāll wake up at any moment, but Iām still here. I appreciate how much kindness youāve shown, I couldnāt ask for a better rescuer,ā You meet his eyes and he looks nervous, but he's still smiling.
āWe can go over all of your questions in the morning, I promise, but for now you need sleep. Like Hongjoong said, if you need anything, donāt hesitate, please. My room is just through there,ā He points at the first opening on the left of the cave. It has a white curtain hung with rocks to weigh it down. Huh, a door. Who wouldāve thought.
āI wonāt, thank you again,ā You say, turning back to him one last time. Before he stands, he takes your hand in his, and brings it to his lips, leaving a soft kiss on the back of it. And then heās gone, swimming off to his room and closing the curtain.
Youāre left sitting in your makeshift bed, dumbfounded and blushing. You canāt help but run your fingers over the place he kissed you as you lay back in the covers. Maybe itās just how they show hospitality, you think.
As you get comfortable, you draw your attention to the fabric youāre laying in. It appears to be made out of some sort of plant. Long green strings of plant fiber woven together in tight patterns. You wrap them around yourself to keep them from floating away, and it doesnāt take long before you drift off to sleep. The exhaustion of the day taking hold of you.
You dream of your life outside of the water. Your family and friends, the wind, the sunshine, everything that made you human. There is a sense of loss within your dream, as if these things you've held so dear are slipping through your grasp. As if you are losing yourself. Losing your humanity. That feeling of dread doesnāt go away for the rest of the night, but at least youāre able to sleep.
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I'm casting a spell at you that makes you get five hundred billion thousand dollars. this is not a "reblog and you will get five hundred billion thousand dollars" post. I am just telling you that I have cast the spell, it's happening
You tugged at the soft restraints keeping your arms in place on the bed. Yuta was allowing you to keep your legs free this time, so heād made sure your upper body was nice and secure. You tried to relax in spite of the anticipation.
Yuta was kneeling between your legs, already nude and caressing your thigh. āReady for this, princess?ā
You nodded in response.Ā
The corner of his mouth perked upward. āWords, princess. You know better.ā
āYes, Iām ready,ā you responded obediently.Ā
Yuta leaned forward and crawled up your body, arms on either side of you. He pressed his open lips to yours and placed a hand on your throat. āGood. Donāt forget again.ā He quickly tightened his grip before sitting back up.Ā
For a moment, Yuta just sat back and admired you. You tried to be patient, but you couldnāt help squirming under the intensity of his eyes.Ā
āYuta, pleaseā¦ā
āPlease what?ā The smirk reappeared.
āPlease touch me already,ā you begged.
Yuta let out a soft chuckle. āCareful what you ask for, princess.āĀ
He took a short knife from the dresser. You could see the lamp light reflecting off of the blade, and after a moment you realized you had been holding your breath.Ā
Yuta knew you well enough to understand that your audible exhale was from excitement. He leaned up to give you another hungry kiss. As he did so, he drew the blunt side of the knife blade across your clavicle and shoulder.
You shivered at the touch of cold metal on your skin. Yuta licked across your bottom lip before he bit onto it, causing you to gasp into his mouth.Ā
He pulled his head back from yours. āDonāt get weak on me now, princess. I havenāt even gotten started on you.āĀ
Yuta sat back between your legs again, dragging the knife down your torso as he moved. It almost tickled, but you didnāt want to pull away from the sensation. He turned the knife so that the sharp side of the blade was now against your skin, then pulled it gently across your hip.Ā
You tried hard to keep your breaths even, but Yuta noticed your effort and laughed. āMy pretty girl likes this, doesnāt she?ā
You verbally agreed as he repeated his movements. On the third pass, he pressed the blade into you, drawing a few small pinpricks of blood as he did so.
This time it was Yuta who had to keep his breathing under control. He traced another small line beneath the first, a little more blood rising to the surface.Ā
You hadnāt felt much pain thanks to the knifeās sharpness, but as Yuta ran his fingers across the cuts, the slight irritation made you tremble under his touch.Ā
He held his hand up for you to see the blood across his fingertips. āLook how pretty you are on me.ā He then traced his red fingertips across his lips, like the remnants of some kind of fucked-up lip gloss. You moaned at the sight. Holding the knife away from you, he kissed you right in the center of your belly, leaving a noticeable smudge.
Yuta continued to kiss all around your lower body, taking his time around the cuts he had made. The blood was already drying on the shallow wounds, but you still felt a jolt of pain as he added pressure to that sore area.
āKeep those legs open for me, princess. I need to taste more of you,ā Yuta said, pushing your thighs apart. He spread your lips with one hand before slapping you directly on the clit. The new pain sent a shockwave of pleasure through you as you yelped. With another dark chuckle he began to aggressively lick at your clit.
Moans were spilling from your lips as Yuta kept his tongue firm against you. He dipped lower to taste the wetness that was dripping from your core, groaning at the sign of your arousal. You felt him press a finger into you, but before you could enjoy it properly you were empty again.Ā
āYutaā¦ā you began, your desperation evident in that single word.
āAw, princess. Do you really need me in you that badly?ā
āI really do.ā
āI know.ā He smacked your clit again, smiling at your resulting shout.Ā
You were ready to complain some more, but the pressure at your entrance told you he was going to give in and finally fuck you with his fingers.
But it wasnāt his fingers that entered you. You felt something rough, not nearly as responsive as his long fingers. As Yuta began to shallowly fuck you with the object, you realized it was the handle of the knife.Ā
You couldnāt help yourself - you clenched harder around the metal. You wished you could see Yutaās face as you tried to ride the knife handle, but of course your restraints kept you from fully lifting your head up to see him.Ā
The experiment with the handle didnāt last long. Between the dried blood on your thighs and the knife working in and out of your soaked hole, Yuta realized he didnāt want to be patient. He gave himself a few slow strokes while putting the knife aside, then pushed into you with one quick thrust.
You couldnāt describe the sound you made at the feeling of finally being full of Yuta. He didnāt ease into the moment at all, just started fucking into you at a steady pace. You wrapped your legs around his torso, trying to pull him ever deeper.
After a few minutes of these frenetic movements, Yuta stopped, keeping himself buried in your pussy, and picked the knife up again. āJust a little more for me, princess.ā He made some more cuts above your breasts, his cock twitching inside you as he saw the blood welling up. The sharp pain of the blade felt like a drug every time, making you constantly aware of Yutaās presence inside and outside your body.Ā
Finally Yuta laid aside the knife again and held your jaw in his hand. āYouāre mine, pretty girl. Everything you have is mine, do you know that?ā
āYes, Yuta,ā you whispered, trying not to let your smile escape. āIām all yours.āĀ
He groaned and kissed you. He was surprisingly gentle on your lips, but no less hungry than before. When he pulled back, he traced his fingers through the redness on your chest. This time there was enough to pool on his fingers, and he swiped his entire hand across the mess. With a sadistic grin, he pressed his palm to your throat, holding you still while he resumed moving inside you.Ā
You kept your eyes fixed on his while his hand dug into your neck. He turned it to press his thumb to your bottom lip, and you opened without even thinking. Yuta leaned over and spat directly into your mouth, then lightly smacked your face to tell you to swallow it. You obeyed while using your legs to pull him against you, chasing the fulfillment of this overwhelming arousal. The pain of the cuts and slaps, the bloodied hand on your throat, the spit, Yutaās cock stretching you⦠it was becoming too much.
āYuta, Iām close. Pleaseā¦ā
āI know, princess, I know. Let go when youāre ready. Iāve got you.ā Yuta kept whispering encouragement as your orgasm swept over you, and he kissed you through the aftershocks.
He left more kisses on your newest cuts, then began to fuck you again. He lifted your legs to rest on his shoulders, opening you up for him to plunge deeper still. With a hand holding onto each of your thighs, Yuta relentlessly drove into you, his eyes fixed on yours.
You could hardly maintain eye contact at this point; you were overwhelmed and overstimulated. It was enough to let Yuta use you as he needed.
But your body began to betray you, your arousal not lessening at all while Yuta fucked into you. As he called your name at his peak and emptied himself deep inside you, you couldnāt help the small moans that escaped you.Ā
Yuta noticed your breath catching, and lowered your legs to put them around his waist. He didnāt pull out, but just kept fucking his cum into you like it would be a crime to waste any. āGive me one more, princess.ā
You nearly cried, but at this point, your body was on autopilot. You would do anything Yuta wanted; if he wanted you to cum again, then you would.Ā
He leaned forward to kiss you, a small distraction so he could take hold of your neck again. Still thrusting into you, he pressed his palm to your throat. You could still breathe, but only just.Ā
āCome on, my pretty girl. Just one more time for me.ā He let go of your throat to roughly stroke your clit, and that was enough. Your orgasm slammed into you as you tensed and gushed around Yutaās cock. āThatās it, princess. So goodā¦āĀ
Yuta rose, then scooted you to a drier part of the bed before lying down and taking you into his arms. āYou always do so good for me. My perfect girl,ā he kept whispering in affection as you recovered.
On Saturday I said to my partner, as I have said for months, "A ten thousand dollar a year raise would solve so many of my problems."
As of this morning I was reluctantly looking for jobs because I love my job and don't want to leave it, but see: $10k raise problem solver.
As of noon today this was no longer an issue, because my boss called me with the news that I was getting a $10K merit raise.
I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. This is roughly $200 extra per paycheck. Enough to pay off debt faster, rebuild my savings, and spend a weekend a month in Milwaukee getting obscenely laid. The sex I'm going to have on $200 extra per paycheck. You can't even.
May all of you get the $10K raise your soul has yearned for. And whatever level of sex you can be satisfied with for $200.
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I've seen a lot of ff writers apologize for their fic being "self-indulgent" which baffles me cause like is that not the entire concept of fanfiction?????
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SUMMARY: For three years, youāve been leading a team intent on bringing down one of the most ruthless gangs in town. By day, you keep getting dangerously close to exposing the upper rank members and by night, you pursue a heated love affair with Yuta, who has taken a curious interest in your investigation.
WARNINGS: lots of language; alcohol use; some violent scenarios and mentions of blood; explicit sexual content
NOTES:Ā 25k words; listening to heathens by twenty one pilots