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a/n: HAPPY FINAL DAY OF KINKTOBER SLUTS AND HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO ALL YOU FREAKS!!! huge applause for everyone who joined in on the fun this year, and for allowing me to be a part of it, even if it was in a small way. i had so much fun just being shamelessly myself with this little project and iâm so glad i had the best group of people to share this experience with, i love u guys <3333 SHOUTOUT ALL MY OLDER MEN FUCKERS, XOXO SWEEETHEARTS
summary: itâs the oldest story in the bookâa damsel in distress, rescued from danger by a hero. only this time itâs halloween, the danger is laced in your drink, and the hero is the only father figure in jake, your best friendâs, life⊠the same man who must fight a battle of his own tonight.
âË âź kinktober prompts: aphrodisiacs / car sex
word count: 7.3k
warnings: SMUT!!!!!!!! f!reader, college student!reader, jakeâs best friend!reader, AGE GAP!!! (30+ yrs), halloween party, disgusting frat boys, shitty classmates, drugs/alcohol, aphrodisiacs (non-consensual!!), side effects/reference to a panic attack, mentions of pittfest (reader was a victim), daddy issues, fingering, p in v, unprotected sex, car sex, cumshot + cum play, fat cock!robby, size kink, touch starved!robby, pet names, readerâs costume is vague, reader is a dilf lover (no one is shocked), robby fighting through an ethical dilemma
you didnât even want to come to this party.Â
and you should have known better than to show up to a frat house in a costume like this. the house was packed, lights strobing in obnoxious colours and intervals, music pounding through the floorboards so loud it rattled beer bottles sitting on the table of the kitchen. youâd gone because your friends insistedâcome on, itâll be fun, you never go outâand youâd caved, half because you didnât want to be the âboring oneâ, and half because halloween was supposed to be the one night you could slip into something different. a different persona that you know you couldnât keep up any other day of the week.Â
even so, you had a hard time pretending the skirt of your costume wasnât too short, having to yank down the material every time you ever dared to walk. the neckline dipping lower than you usually preferred, lace trim around the cut the one thing that still attracted you to the outfit.Â
cute? yes. maybe even sexy if you walked in it right, instead of being anxiously focused on the way the material felt on you, hands fidgeting to make sure it wouldnât keep rising. nevertheless, it made your cheeks warm when you caught your reflection in the bathroom mirror before you left. knee high socks, a little headpiece and your makeup the cherry on top. something fun and playful. something you thought might make you feel less like the girl always trailing behind her friends.
if youâd even call them that.Â
more so class acquaintances that you're too nice and shy to turn down. and a few of jakeâs buddies knew them, so you thought it would be okay.Â
âloosen up!â one of the girls who managed to guilt trip you to come here, yells to you over the music. already tipsy, looping her arm around your neck as if sheâs known you for years. âitâs sâmuch fun, right?â
you give her a weak smile, and sip from the red solo cup she had pushed into your hand about an hour ago. âitâs okay.â
youâd told themârather reminded themâthat you donât drink. the taste of alcohol isnât really your thing. but one of the frat boys, tall and grinning too wide to pass as charming, had pushed the cup into her hands anyway. âitâs just a mocktail,â they promised. âjust soda and grenadine. youâll be fine.â another classmate assured you when you hesitated to take a swig. Â
âvirgin, like you baby.â one of the boys joked, making the other idiots around him laugh. you flipped them off, taking a sip just to shut them up.Â
so you continued to nurse it, because at least it gives you something to do with your hands.
unbeknownst to you, the boys had been hanging around all night watching. well, two of them specifically. their attentions perked at the sight of someone they hadnât had the privilege of getting their hands on yet. both with stupid black lines smeared against their cheeks, dumb enough to dress like stereotypical jocks despite already being one. they stood smirking and plotting closely together, like theyâre in on a joke youâre entirely unaware ofâbecause they are. one of them had nudged the other early on in the night, tipping his chin towards you.
âshe doesnât drink,â he whispers, eager to hear his cue.
âso what? give her a little push. sheâll loosen up in my bed in no time.â the other responds, eyes steady on his prey.Â
so now, standing in the kitchen with the plastic cup nearing its end, you don't feel very playful anymore.
you shouldâve gone to the halloween party jake and his friends are at. but your classmates insisted you come and hang out with them, dance with âreal boysâ. you scoff now at the idea. real boys or malicious vultures? you couldâve been with genuine friends, and people youâve known since grade school instead of adrenaline junkies who will do anything to get what they want.
you had texted jake an hour or two ago, asking how it was going over at his place, not to mention how his date was going with the girl you helped him catch. his reply urged for you to come over, sending pics of âyour day-onesâ to try to convince you. you had smiled at them, giggled even at their matching costumes, texting them back that you were gonna âleave this dump right nowâ. that was, until you quickly began to be distracted by your chest tightening.Â
your heart started racing like youâd sprinted across campus. the heat in the room pressed down on you, suffocating, even though you hadnât danced or moved. the sea of bodies suddenly felt too close, and it all felt too stuffy and sweaty. the music drilled into your skull like a construction site. your vision warped under the strobe lights, each flash too bright, too sharp, too disorienting.
your skin felt wrong. the corset boning of your top digging into the sides of your ribs in a manner youâve now become hyper-aware of. the glitter on your arms itched, the smell of beer beginning to nauseate you. you stood up from the bar stool you were sitting on, and you felt a rush in your head, your eyes closing while you tried to steady your swaying body. beginning to walk forward only made it feel like the walls were tilting and closing in.
breathe. just breathe.
but you couldnât. you needed to get out.
your classmates were too busy laughing with their dates to notice you slipping toward the hallway, clutching the wall like a lifeline. you thought maybe it was a panic attackâyouâd had smaller ones before exams, but never like this, never this consuming.
âhey,â one of those assholes drawled, leaning a little too close and grabbing your arm. âyou good?â
you make a noise in response, arm trembling in his hold, his hands sticky against you and it makes your skin crawl.Â
âyou should sit, baby. you donât look so good.â he threw a grin at his buddy behind your shoulder, like it was funny. âmaybe we can help.â your heart begins to pound against your ribs.Â
âmâno i want to leaveâ you murmur, trying to move forward. throat tight and dry. your eyes trying to look anywhere but theirs. Â
âcome on, you should lie down. you cant be walking around like that. we got a perfectly good bed upstairsâŠâ
his hand begins to burn on your skin. their breath wrinkles your nose with the stench of vodka seltzers and cheap beer. you tug your arm away but his grip jerks you back towards him.Â
âfuck off!â you yelp, yanking your arm back again, this time kicking your foot on his knee. he winced, making a strained noise as his leg bucked and his grip loosened. you took a big step forward, pushing you off balance a bit as you tried to reach for the door again. the cold fresh air settling your body.Â
your phone was slippery in your hands, and the screen was too bright when you turned it on outside, but you immediately opened your contacts.Â
calling your mom was out of the question, sheâd merely panic worse than you and youâre not exactly eager to hear a lecturing about deciding to go to a dumb frat party.
jake? no, you didnât want him to abandon his date for you. and you really didnât want him to see you like this either, too embarrassed to see you so dishevelled over what is probably nothing. your thumb continued to scroll through your contacts until you hovered your finger over the screen, pressing the only name that made sense.
Dr. Robinavitch
you had saved his number after pittfest. the nightâs chaos swallowed the ER whole. it was supposed to be a fun night, scoring last minute tickets to the festival for you and your date so you could join jake and leah. that was until you all heard the sound of a gun firing off amidst the musicâa sound still engraved in your mind to this day.Â
jake had mumbled an introduction between the two of you when you both were rushed in alongside all the other traumas. and despite the circumstances, you were keen to officially meet the only real father figure jake ever had, and you felt it instantly. the weight of what that meant. you knew what it was like to grow up without one, to live without a man you could look up to, to care for you in that special way, so you understood jakeâs bond with him before you even knew robby yourself.
heâd been as calm, precise as one could be with everything going to hell. victims pouring in, blood smearing across the floors, screams rising and echoing off the wallsâit all shouldâve been unbearable. for you, it was. those images still claw at you in the dark, waking you up from the peaceful idea of sleep. something you still canât really shake off. but robby? he moved through it like heâs done it a million times, and he probably has. steady hands, sharp orders, his focus a shield against the chaos.Â
you think about him more than you should. not just about the way he fought to save leah that night, but the weight he must carry after every patient, every shift. to deal with every family member who canât accept the fate of their victim. and even with the ones who thank him, heâll always think back to the ones who blame him. you think about what it must cost him to walk out of the hospital with his shoulders squared and his voice so even, pretend like its all okay. come back and do it all again.Â
yet it's something you know all too well. to pretend like youâre functional. like you didn't have to teach yourself everything. like you didn't have to take care of your own family when you were clearly still a child.Â
you admire him for it. the way that robby carries something youâve never seen in a man before. passion without anger. authority without cruelty. care without demand. itâs truly foreign to you, almost impossible to fathom being on the receiving end of it all from a man who isnât even your biological father, and yetâyou think about it every day. you think about him.
and the truth is, he isnât just some warming idea passed to you through stories or seen once under fluorescent lights in the middle of a disaster. he became real in quieter ways. you always took a good look at him when heâd pick jake up from classes or stop by when you were over, always giving you a warm and sympathetic smile, while you hunched over textbooks at the table. happy you and jake have remained close over everything. heâs always polite. always steady. he was someone who cared for you in a time of need. who captained the seas of your fear and uncertainty.Â
and now, more than ever, you need him again.
your body knew before your mind did: if anyone could help, it was him. the call clicked, ringing only two beats, ârobinavitch.â his voice was low, tired, but present.
âdr. robby?â your own voice shook when you spat the words out.
âyeah. whoâs this?â
you swallowed. âitâsâitâs me,â you began, supplying the older man with your name, ââŠum, jakeâs friend.â
he pauses, correcting himself to a softer tone, âkid, whatâs going on? is jake with you?â
âno. heâheâs not here. heâs at a different party b-but iâm at this frat house, and iââ your throat closes, chest still feeling heavy and your eyes suddenly begin to sting. âsomethingâs wrong. i donâtâi canâtââ
âalright, its okay. deep breaths. tell me where you are.â his tone sharpened, not unkind, just focused, already moving towards his car with big long steps. you mumble out the address, moving as quickly down the street as you can when you see the boys looking at you with irritated eyes through the open door.Â
âiâm on my way. ten minutes, tops. stay on the line if you need to.â robby announces, engine running and tires moving out of the PTMC lot.Â
by the time his car rolled up, you were sitting on the curb a little ways down from the house, arms wrapped tight around your knees. your small head piece lying haphazardly on the road, while you try everything in your power to form a steady breathing pattern. deeply fighting the urge to crawl out of your own skin.
he parked, hazard lights flashing, and was out of the car before you could blink. his hoodie was thrown over his scrubs, hair mussed from his shift, the grey in his beard shining under the streetlights. he crouched down in front of you, big hands hovering before settlingâgentle but firmâon your arms.
âhey, sweetheart. it's okay, iâve got you. letâs take a look, alright?â the pet name made your chest squeeze. no man had ever called you that, not in that way. you nod, shakily.
he guided you a little further down the block, the bass of the music still too near for his comfortâfor your comfort. he shields you with his large frame, hand on your waist, from the curious eyes of partygoers standing by the doorway and out in the lawn. âprivacy,â he muttered to you.
once you were out of sight, he switched fully into doctor mode. âlook at me. did you drink any alcohol tonight?â
ân-no, i dont drink.â
âsmoke anything? weed? vape?â
you shook your head, âno! i swear i-i dontââ
he rubs your arms soothingly, âits alright, donât worry kid, i believe you.â
you sniffle, head falling back and eyes looking skyward to try to stop the tears from falling. âi just had a mocktail. th-they told me it was sprite and that pink syrup stuff, um, grââ
âgrenadine.â he finishes your rambling, knowing what you mean. you nod again. âokay, eyes down.â he shines his phoneâs flashlight gently, looking deep into your eyes, and you couldnât help copying him. your lips parted as you study him so clearly. you see all the freckles that litter along his cheeks, the lines that crease along his forehead, the crows feet at the corners of his captivatingly brown eyes. your stare trailing down the length of his nose, thoughts pondering into places you try to force yourself not to go to sometimes.Â
âyour eyes⊠your pupils are blown out.â
that worried him, you could see it in the crease of his brow. his thumb brushed your cheek, grounding you before falling to your wrist, fingers pressing down and feeling your heartbeat. âheartâs racing?â
âmhmâ you hum out, eyes looking at the way his fingers can wrap around the entirety of your wrist. so long and thick.Â
âdizzy?â
âevâthingâs too loud.. too bright⊠too hot.â you clutched his sleeve like youâd float away otherwise.
he nodded slowly. âsounds like something mustâve gotten slipped into your drink. weâll figure it out kid, okay?â robby knows how those parties go, how much those boys will do anything to get an innocent girl in bed.Â
your stomach dropped, how stupid could you be? âtheyâwhat? b-but it tasted like sprite. sweet, fizzy. nothing weirdââ
âhey, it's not your fault.â his hand squeezed your knee, steady, and it sent a rush through your body. âyou did the right thing, calling me.â
god, that handâthe size of it, the warmth. no man has ever touched you like that. safe, but strong. present. like you mattered. his full, undivided attention to you. only you.Â
you blinked up at him, cheeks hot, body hotter. âi thought it maybe was a panic attack.â
âit could be, do you get them often?â
ânot like thisâ
he nods, taking in your responses and his quick analysis of you. âi want to take you down to the ER to run some labs.â robby says, beginning to get up from his crouched position. âi donât want you out like this.â his hands extend out to you, gently lifting you up with him.Â
your head rushes again, arms wrapping around him for support, legs wobbly. âiâve got you, sweetheart. youâre safe.â he soothes, eyes looking down at you as he holds you tight to him. your body races at his comfort, the feel of his worn out hoodie against every part of your exposed skin. something in you cracks open.
because it wasnât just that he was a doctor, or jakeâs ex-stepdad. or the fact that its in his habit to help strangers. but that he actually cared. he cared in a way youâd never felt from a man before. no one has ever handled you with even a fraction of the gentleness robby conducts himself with. the way he noticed your stunted breathing, the trembling of your body, the anxiousness that curled in your words. the way he cooed reassurances like they were second nature. and the more he touched youâchecking your pulse, brushing sweaty hair off your forehead, rubbing his thumb across your shoulder to steady your breathingâthe more your body lit up with a different kind of heat. one you couldnât ignore. one youâve never really felt before and yet, one youâve never wanted to act more on.Â
you pressed your thighs together, helpless. the costume youâd been so shy about suddenly felt powerful under his gazeâshort skirt riding with every movement, the skin of your thighs now a gift from the cover of your knee socks. neckline low across the curves of your breasts. he didnât stare, not even once, but you felt the strain in the way he looked anywhere but there.
âkiddo,â he murmured, sliding his hand down your arm to keep you anchored, âi need you to tell me if youâre feeling worseââ
but you werenât listening anymore. you havenât really been listening. not to the words. just to the tone. to the weight of his palm, the steady beat of his presence. his cedarwood scent. wondering if you could taste the coffee on his lips.Â
the symptoms youâd been feeling to this point started to close in on themselves. every nerve in your body suddenly finding something to focus on. something to actually feed the stimulant flowing through you. your body knew what it was doing when youâd called robby. why you couldnât stop trembling, even as your body arched closer to his.
why you wanted him like oxygen.
your core began to pulse, an ache forming so deep in you that your fingers curled into a tight fist as he helped you into his car. one arm braced around your figure while the fabric of your skirt rode impossibly higher. your knee high socks also began to scrunch lower as you stumbled into your seat. robbyâs gaze remained fixed forward as though sheer willpower can help him remain professional.Â
in the car, the world steadied. the pounding music, the predatory grins, the sick dizzinessâit was far gone. with robby at the wheel, your breath found rhythm again. and your purpose was solidifed.Â
âiâm just going to let the nightshift attending know that weâre coming, okay?â robby tells you, typing out a quick text to jack.Â
âdidnât you just finish a shift?â your words were casual, but curious.
âdoesnât matter. iâll stay with you.â he says, gazing at you as he begins driving down the night streets.Â
you should have said yes. should have let him take you back to the fluorescent lights you remember all too well, make you preoccupied with tests and paperwork. but instead, your eyes caught on his profileâthe firm line of his jaw hidden under his scruffy beard, the tired weight in his eyes, the silver threading that trails all through his hair. you imagined what his face would feel like between your thighs, imagined the wisdom in his hands bending towards you not as a patient but as something else.
your body shifted before you thought. your hand finding his on the gearshift, shaky fingers curling over his knuckles. he didnât pull away, but he didnât close around you either.Â
âhey,â his tone was warning, low, âseatbelt on.â the car sat parked beside a stop sign, as robby waited for you to sling it on. you swallowed, heart racing for a new reasonâfor a reason you actually donât mindâand didnât even dare to reach for the seatbelt like he asked for.
âsweetheartââ
but you were already leaning, climbing awkwardly across the console. the heat in your veins roared louder than youâve ever felt. consumed by a desire that no one could pry you off of. by the time you straddled his lap, your mouth was on hisâmessy, desperate, tasting of a need so profound you canât find the proper words to describe the rush you feel.
robby froze, hands hovering just off your grinding hips, not touching, every nerve in him at war. you kissed him harder, pure hunger, like if you didnât you might just die.
âhey heyâsweets, noâbaby donâtâ robbyâs voice was ragged, words tumbling out like he was begging, not commanding. âoff, get off, please, you donât know what youâre doing.â
but you didnât hear him. or maybe you did. either way the sound of him saying please made your brain tilt into freefall. your lips left his and found his jaw, sharp and warm under your mouth, the stubble rasping your skin in a way that makes you whimper. you dragged open-mouthed kisses down to his neck, where his pulse hammered under your pink lips. and when you pressed down, teeth biting right against it, his breath hitched so hard it sounded like it hurt.
âjesus christ,â he whispered, fingers curling into fists against the seat. he still wasnât touching you, not reallyâjust hovering, holding himself back like his hands were live wires.
you kissed him again, right over the pulse point, arms wrapping around his neck and pulling him flush against you.Â
and that was when it hit him.Â
not just the blown pupils, not just the way your body had turned molten with need so fast it made no medical sense. but the way you were insatiable, pawing at him like youâd been starved. the way your body was practically trying to crawl inside of him. his gut turned cold.
âthey dosed you,â he muttered, almost to himself, eyes squeezed shut. âstimulants, aphrodisiacs.â
those frat boys hadnât just spiked you, theyâd given you something meant to make you pliant, needy. horny beyond belief. expecting youâd be all over them, what they didnât know was that your body still doesnât bend for just anyone. the desire only sharpened when it was him near. and they just ended up giving you the big push youâve been waiting for.Â
you whined against robbyâs throat, the sound almost painful as your core throbbed against his cargos. his name lived on the tip of your tongue even though you hadnât even said it yet.Â
and robby felt split open. his whole lifeâhis code, his training, every decent thing left in himâwas screaming at him to be the adult, to be the doctor, to deny you like a man like him should. to get you some help, to put your wellbeing before whatever madness this drug was pulling out of you.
but then there was the other part. the part that remembered what it was like to be touched. to be wanted like this. the part that recognized your trembling thighs caging him in his seat, your hands clutching at his shirt like youâd drown without him. the part that saw you, yes: jakeâs friend, but someone who trusted him enough to call him when no one else could help. looking at him like he was the only thing on earth that could soothe this ache.
âkid,â he said again, but it sounded different this time. not a warning. a plea. his head fell back against the headrest, his jaw tight as he fought himself, all the while your hips kept dragging over the bulge in his cargos, grinding on him like a dog in heat. âsweetie, please. you shouldnât be doing this.â he says, eyes shutting as he lets out a rough puff of air through his nose.Â
but you are. and youâre loving every fucking minute of it. every movement was pleading, begging for friction. your hands shook as they tugged hard on his hoodie, balling up the material and making fists. robby cursed under his breath and jerked the wheel to the right, pulling the car into the shadowed corner of an empty lot. somewhere dark, out of the streetlights and the world. somewhere he could breathe.
you kissed him harderâtongue dragging at his throat, on his jaw, on his cheekâmarking him wherever you could. then his hands finally broke. they didnât grope, they werenât greedy, but they came up to your waist, steadying you, holding you down so you couldnât grind yourself further into his lap.
âyou donât want this,â he rasped, even though his voice cracked around the words. ânot like this, baby.â but you shook your head in disagreement, biting against his neckâa desperate movementâand robby cursed so low it was almost a growl.
he really should have shoved you back into the passenger seat, driven you straight to the ER, put you under a nurseâs care, under a doctor who still has an ounce of sense and control of his life. he should be an adult for christ's sake. he should remember that youâre jakeâs friend.Â
the shy one, the kind one, the one that's smart and respectful, and laughs at his stupid dad jokes.Â
but then you rolled your hips again, anguished, grinding over him like you are starving for a meal, and he can feel your soaked panties against him. feel the way it leaves a stain on him, how it sticks to himâand fuck does it kill him.Â
better with me, he told himself, lies stacking fast in his head. better me than those assholes who drugged you. better me than some frat boy in a dingy bedroom.Â
he killed the engine, but before he could get another word out, you were unbuckling him from his cargos with frantic fingers. robbyâs chest heaved, torn between guilt and heat. your skirt kept scrunching high on your thighs, and the sight made his knuckles go white against the door handle.
goddammit.Â
âfuck. okayâokay, sweetheart. slow down,â he said, catching your hands, trying to steady them. âyouâre wound up so tight, itâs gonna hurt if i donâtâlet me help you.â
you whimpered when his hand slipped beneath your skirt. your wetness hit him in the chest like a blow from a baseball bat. you were dripping, thighs smeared with your juices, trembling under his touch, panties desperately clinging to you. his breath hissed through his teeth.
âjesus christ,â he whispered again, but this time it wasnât a prayer, it was need. he pushed the damp fabric aside and sank one thick long finger into you. you gasped, clutching onto his shoulders like you were holding onto your rescuer, because in a way, you are. robby swore he felt the tremor run straight through your bones.
âthere you go,â he murmured softly, as his hand worked slow and careful. âgotta stretch you, kid. canât justâfuckâcanât just let you climb on like this.â
your hips chased his hand anywayârecklessâtrying to get him as far deep inside of you as possible. bonus points if he curled them just right. robby added a second finger sooner than he would have wanted, trying to remain in control of your animalistic appetite. his fingers then scissored inside you, opening you up, trying to give you just enough prep to make this whole insane ordeal survivable. your nails dug into his hoodie, your breath hot against his ear as you moaned, loud and pitchy.Â
he kept muttering to himself, to you, to no one, âbetter with me. better itâs me.â
you continued to grind down on his hand, chasing the stretch, desperate for more. hell, you wouldâve taken four fingers if only heâd let you. robby couldnât stop hissing through his teeth, the sound of restraint, of a man fighting himself as much as he is fighting you. you were wet beyond belief, arousal slicking his hand, his wrist, his cargo pants, the car seat. your body was so ready, so in demand of relief, it didnât even make sense, like your biology had been rewired.
robby curled his fingers once, deliberately, and you cried out, nails digging into his shoulder, thrusting towards his wrist. âplease, please, robby, i canâtââ
âyou canât what, sweetheart?â his voice was ragged, trembling with effort. âyou canât stop? or you canât wait?â
you shook your head silly, like a child, like the words were impossible to mumble out. âmâneed you sâbad it hurts.â
that nearly undid him. he swallowed hard, yanked his hand away, and you gasped at the sudden emptiness, hands reaching for his to come back. robby was panting now, reaching down with frantic hands to shove his cargos low enough to free himself, bludge throbbing.Â
youâre in pain. its only in his nature to help you.Â
âfuck,â robby muttered, glancing around the darkened lot heâd pulled into. no one. just shadows and the occasional sound of a passing car in the distance. still, he angled the vehicle deeper into the dark, the headlights killed, every precaution automatic even while his brain screamed at him to stop this.
his hands ran up and down your thighs, fingers hooking on the tops of your knee socks before moving back up. you didnât even bother tugging off your underwear, rather planning on pulling it aside while your delicate fingers wrapped around robbyâs cock. he huffed out air through his nose, eyes peering everywhere but where you were touching him.
heâs like nothing youâve ever seen before. his cock was heavy in your hand, thick enough that your fingers barely met when you wrapped them around him. blood flows through his length, head flushed a deep pink, skin hotter than the rest of him. he was already slick under your thumb, leaking with sin. veins stood out along his big length, your fingers tracing their path. you couldnât stop staring, shamelessly fascinated, a little dazed, like youâd found something both dangerous and holy. he was too big for youâhe had to beâbut the way he twitched against your palm made you ache to try.
you gave him a few strokes, fist tight, before lining him up. your fingers trembling in anticipation. robby grabbed your hips, fingers biting down. âdonâtâdonât rush this. youâll hurt yourself, sweetheart.â
âdonât care,â you whispered against his nose, kissing him again, dragging his lower lip between your teeth before soothing it with your tongue. âwant you. need you. please, robby.â
and it was your please that broke him. he guided himself back towards your core, pressed the thick head of his cock against your soaked entrance. you whimpered, already rolling your hips forward, and with a groan he let you sink down. he held your hips, forcing you to go slow at first, but much to his undoing, he sat you down on his lap, your body practically pulling him in.Â
the stretch was overwhelming to say the least, reaching depths hidden inside of you that you couldnât even fathom. your nails scratched down his chest through his scrubs as you moaned so loudly he had to clamp a hand over your mouth.
âshhhâchristâyouâre gonna be the death of me, kid.â he utters, his other hand steadying your hip as you bottomed out on him. he filled you so completely you swore youâve never felt anything like it, your walls fluttering around him like your body couldnât decide between fighting or clinging.
you pulled his hand away from your mouth and replaced it with his lips, swallowing his groans and kissing him with such lust youâve never had the privilege of experiencing. then you started moving.
it wasnât gracefulâneither of you had room for anything angelic. it was raw, desperate, you bouncing on him with a feverish determination, a hunger so carnivorous it's driving you to the edge, grinding forward to feel every inch of him. robbyâs hands hovered like he wanted to guide you, to hold you still, but you were relentless, riding him like your life depended on it.
âsweetheartâfuckâyouâre using me.â his voice cracked, a stunned kind of awe as he watched you, felt you around him. he let his hands finally settle, one splayed across your back, the other kneading your hip as if to ground you from this high. âgod help me, but iâve never seen anything like this.â he mumbled to himself, words too quiet against your own noises.Â
your head fell back, hair sticking to your damp skin, sweat shining at your collarbones. his eyes sat heavy on you and you felt something fluttering deep inside. the way he watched youâlike you were something holy and damned at the same timeânearly undid you before you were ready.
he kissed along your throat, his beard scratching you soft flushed skin, his breath hot against your pulse point. âthatâs it. take what you need. if it has to be like this, then itâs gonna be with me.â
you clenched down hard at his words, hips stuttering, a moan tearing from your throat so raw it echoed in the small space, in the darkness. he knew you were close, too close, and he angled his hips up, meeting you with shallow thrusts, trying to give you the perfect mix of friction.
your hands pawed at robbyâs shoulders, before your arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him as close to you as possible. his mouth littered goosebumps against your skin with his heavy intakes of air, hands soothing the tremors. you can begin to feel the incoming storm of ecstasy, and you tuck your head into his neck for shelter.
the orgasm hits you like a lightning strike.
it wasnât just pleasureâit was obliteration. your body convulsed, thighs trembling and there wasnât a way to stop them, vision whiting out as waves tore through you harder and faster than youâd ever imagined possible. your cunt gripped robby so fucking tight he swore he saw stars, his own climax dragging dangerously close, but he held it back just to watch you in awe.
you sobbed against his mouth, cries bouncing off the fogged up glass windows of the car. your nails digging into the hard muscle of his back, your hips jerking without any clear rhythm as your climax went on and on, drug-fueled, unbearably intense, and undeniably necessary. it felt endless, like every nerve in your body had lit up, like you were dissolving from the inside out.Â
death by cock.Â
when you finally came down from the edge, you collapsed against him, every muscle in your body continuing to twitch, your breathing shattered into little gasps against his throat and your puffy lip quivering against robby's warm figure. his hand is cradling the back of your head, mouth leaving kisses along your wet cheek, salty and sweet with your tears and sweat. and still, your cunt clenched around him, aftershocks so violent, so consuming he hissed through his teeth again.
âfuckingâŠâ he trailed off, hands clutching you tight, rocking you gently even though he was still buried to the hilt. âiâve never seen anyone cum like that.â
and he wasnât sure whether he should pray for forgiveness, or fuck you into the seat until you shattered all over again, but you are perfect.
you began tuggingâclumsy, franticâat the neckline of your costume, whining into his chest. ârobby, please⊠itâs too tight, itâs diggingââ your voice broke into a desperate whimper as you clawed at the boning of the bodice.
he cursed, sitting up enough to get leverage, big hands finding the tiny zipper at your back, fidgeting with it as his fingers trembledâsurely you couldnât notice over the heat of him. you arched like a cat, pressing yourself into him while he worked you free, mumbling into his throat about how hot you are, how you canât breathe. the second the fabric eased, you sucked in a gulp of air, but still breathed out a cry, âoff, all the wayâplease, it hurtsâ
robby peeled it down your arms, gentle even while his cock twitched deep inside you, balls full with his seed. he tugged it off and threw it to the back seat, your skirt bunched pathetically around your waist, forgotten. your knee-high socks abandoned all the way down to your ankles. you sat in his lap in just that little lace bra he could see peeking out of your top the moment he drove up to you. the straps sliding off your shoulders, the skin of your breast curving upright, it makes his breath catch.
âjesus christ, sweetheartâŠâ he rasped, thumb grazing the delicate bow in the center. âyouâreâfuck, youâre perfect.â
you didnât answer, just rocked harder on his lap, fingers clawing at the hair at the back of his head, your tits straining against the lace. robby was unraveling, every ounce of discipline burned away under the sight of you like thisâand god, he didnât know if he despised himself for taking you like this or for already craving more.Â
and it began dawning on him: its too late, heâs let himself want you.Â
it was the sound you made when his hand covered your breast that finished himâhigh, broken, like you were coming apart again. robby yanked the lace down, baring you to the dark of the car, groaning deep in his chest as he played with your hard nipples. you whined, lip caught between your sharp teeth, arching your back towards his paws. you kept grinding against him, feeling him throb inside of you. his hands began to lift you away from him, not necessarily wanting to finish inside of you. not yet at least.Â
you didnât need another thing to worry about.Â
your nails dug into his forearms, begging him to not move you away. ân-noâ you whined into his lips. he groaned, eyes closing, âsweetheart, i canâtââ he grumbled into your mouth.
âplease, robby i wanna feel it, pleasepleaseââ you cried, your cunt sucking him in cruelly, threatening his every last ounce of control, though he surrendered that to you almost the first time your lips touched him.
but he had to hold some foot in the door, something he owed as a man who knows better.Â
he quickly lifted you up, cock slipping out and rubbing against your clit. your whined, eyes closing as you throbbed against the feel of his flushed length against you. the head twitched before his hand could wrap around it, letting it spill across the soft skin of your stomach. hot streaks of sin dripping down your belly button.Â
you moaned at the sensation, looking down at the mess like it was the most beautiful thing youâd ever seen. and then, without hesitation, you swiped two fingers through itâsticky, glisteningâand brought them to your mouth.Â
robbyâs jaw clenched so hard it ached. âsweet girlâŠâ he groaned, watching you suck your own fingers, your tongue swirling to taste him, eyes rolling to the back of your head. âdonâtâfuckâdonât do that to me.â
but you whined like it was the best thing youâd ever tasted, wide eyes locking with his as you grabbed more off of yourself, licking your fingers clean, every drop. obsession written all over your face. it was a provocative sight, and you looked gorgeous.Â
robby thought he might never recover. but you werenât done. not even close.
your hand guided him back into you, your hips beginning to roll hard, greedy and frantic even though he was softening inside you, even though you were trembling like your body was burning itself alive on need. ârobby,â you gasped, clutching at his shoulders, eyes glassy with want. âplease, i still needââ
âkid.â his voice cracked, hoarse from the force of holding himself together, from trying to ignore the way his head is still leaking inside of you. he framed your face in his big hands, palms swallowing your flushed cheeks, forcing you to look at him. to focus. âyouâre wrung out. look at you. you can barely breathe.â
but you shook your head stubbornly, a heavy whine slipping past you, lip bleeding crimson again, tears brimming at the corners of your eyes. âdonât care. iâi need more. need you. pleaseâplease you feel so good.â
he closed his eyes, forehead pressing against yours. he shouldâve told you no, shouldâve drawn the lineâbut you can say it was abandoned long time ago. instead, he gathers you against his chest and kisses your hair, whispering, âalright. let me take you home, babygirl. weâll do this right. not in a fucking parking lot.â
you whined at the idea of a delay, at the thought of him pulling you off his lap, but robby was already shifting you gently, guiding you back into the passenger seat. your thighs still not burning with strain just yet. you blink up at him, dazed and blown out with desire, as he reached into the backseat for the old hoodie he always kept there, the fabric worn soft from years of use.
âarms up,â he ordered quietly.
you obeyed, pliant and shivering at the cold sneaking through from outside. he slipped the hoodie over your head, tugging it down until you were swallowed in his scent, his warmth. then came the pair of sweats he kept for the gymâwhich he hasnât frequented in a while but that's besides the point. he worked you out of your ruined costume, finally freeing you of the uncomfortable fabric that you once liked earlier, even for a small moment. he tugs the fleece lined pants up your thighs himself, knotting the string at the waistband so it wouldnât slip off.
âthere,â he muttered, smoothing the hoodie over your body with a touch that lingers more than he should. âno more of that fucking costume. youâre mine, not some little dress-up for those frat boys.â
you exhaled a shaky sound, somewhere between a sigh of relief and a moan, burrowing your face into the collar of the hoodie like you could disappear into it, claim it, keep it forever. like it was already yours and youâre not planning on giving it back.Â
your phone buzzed as robby helped buckle you in. he noticed the name that flashed onto the screenâjakeâgod, that should have been his last warning, to make this not drag out any longer. but then he caught a look of your eyes and he quickly shut off your phone. you barely noticed it all, mind still preoccupied as he started the car, reaching for his hand across the console and clutching it in both of your own.
âmore when we get there?â you whispered, voice small but insistent.Â
robby glanced at youâhis face red to his neck, puffy lips, hair scruffy from your hands running through them continiouslyâand his chest tightened like it might split apart.
he gave a low, rough laugh, thumb brushing over the back of your knuckles. âyeah, sweetheart. until we get that demon out of you.â
your whole body shivered at the promise, thighs pressing together as if you could already feel it, because fuck you still can. and robby gripped the wheel harder, jaw tight, because if he didnât get you home soon, he was sure he would end up pulling over again just to keep you from wrecking yourself with need.Â
or himself. either one.
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