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feeling like an academic victim at this point of the semester :’))

for the first time, what i want in my academic and personal lives doesn't align. it's hard to focus on the countdown to graduation when i'm counting down to a goodbye i desperately want to put off.

finishing up the specialization project (including writing a report, but I've already written most of it)

drowning in seminar reading (O6. O4. 2O26)

sooooooo…. I have not yet written the paper due at 9am tomorrow. Or today I guess, since it’s 1am. desperately doing source analysis so I have enough material to flesh out this paper. Hoping to god I can stay awake. Going to go make oatmeal to sustain myself now.

📚 currently reading: piranesi (susanna clarke); living a feminist life (sara ahmed); caliban and the witch: women, the body and primitive accumulation (silvia federici)

thanks xx 🧘🏽‍♀️

and now I'll write a 2k essay + bibliography in under 24hrs ....

Early this morning I started researching ideas for my psychology thesis. It was rainy and there was no sugar for my coffee, but I’m happy to have started! I now feel closer to finding my thesis topic ♡

07.05.26. i have been enjoying a relaxing admin week after i submitted my annual progress review last friday! lots of coffee, pastries, and a new cinnamon, honey + chamomile tea i have discovered that i <3. i also finished a collection of victor hugo’s verse yesterday at a coffee shop and it has made me excited to read more french poets

realised that i've been spending way too much time online, so decided to do a digital detox for a few hours (after taking aesthetic photos, of course). my friend and i, sitting beside each other in quiet intimacy at the community library—me, journalling and reading; her, translating from sinhala to english.

Strange how it is cold today despite the fact that summer is approaching. I had to move from the café to the library and complete the placement test there. I will get the results next week. Whatever level I am at should only matter if I tend to progress. αἰὲν ἀριστεύειν.