maybe a bit late, but that's who i am as a person so it's fitting. i'm a guy-ish transmasc (he/they) in my 30s working through grad school.
when not working or studying, i write a lot & have been getting back into drawing!! i mostly make things for hades (thanares & thanzag), but i enjoy other ships & fandoms as enrichment. :D
current interests: HADES, ancient greek classics, sleep token, the terror, iwtv
some other things i love: poetry & literature, dnd, making zines & crafty things, animals (especially birds), research spirals, people who love things <3
writing tag: #sen fic ramblings
art tag: #sen art
yap tag: #sen ramblings
my fanfics and short summaries are listed below the cut!! they consume at least 90% of my brain at all times & i am always extremely excited to talk about them with anyone interested. :D
the two below series loosely exist in the same story ‘universe’ so there is some overlap in storylines. though i think of these as more or less comprising one larger story, each fic can be read individually on its own.
war and death series (thanares focus):
the brazen sky so fixed by stars: (M, 120k-?) A story following Ares as he learns to navigate his family, his first love, and worst of all, himself.
hateful things: (E, 12.5k) When Thanatos unexpectedly takes Ares up on a long-standing invitation, surprises abound.
bane of men: (M, 2k) In which Ares responds to conflicting Iliad-style requests from his family and Thanatos learns the magic phrase for commanding the god of war.
carrion: (M, 2k) In the wake of a city’s sacking, Thanatos learns of Ares’ soft spot for vultures and reveals something about himself.
the death he would rather: (E, 3.5k) If there can be no rest for Thanatos while war rages on, then Ares will restrain himself to ensure that he gets a proper break. (angsty last time smut).
a frightful place: (M, 1.8k) Right when a pleasant evening seems about to become even better, a mistake causes past trauma to rear its head. This time, Ares has a chance to help fix it.
materials of war: (T, 1.3k) Ares and Thanatos carve out a moment of reprieve in the midst of a battlefield.
desecration: (E, 4.5k) Thanatos is bad at dealing with his emotions, especially the more painful ones, but bottling them up only hurts him more. Luckily, as a god well-versed in influencing battle spirit and an avid student of Death, Ares has learned of a way to help him—and he's never been one to shy from pain.
to see again the stars series (thanzag focus):
threads of gold: (M, 33k, pre-relationship thanzag & temporary thanares) A story following Thanatos as he learns to navigate the living, the dead, and, worst of all, feelings.
rain like copper & pitiless bronze: (E, 52k) A story following Zagreus and Thanatos as they learn to live a little.
The life of you, your lighting of the blaze: (E, 5.5k) Thanatos is worried for Zagreus, but comes to realise he really doesn't need to be.
to dust, the rest: (T, 3k) Thanatos finds himself temporarily out of work. Unsurprisingly, as the incarnation of his job, he doesn't take well to unemployment.
thanzag week fics:
letting go: (T, 1.5k) In which the first Elysium encounter between Thanatos and Zagreus takes an unexpected turn.
under a harvest moon: (T, 1k) In a world long abandoned by Death, Zagreus sets out from his Ephyra home in search of answers about his missing mother.
a festive light: (T, 1k) As the House of Hades prepares for the impending Olympian feast, Thanatos is faced with something even more concerning: Zagreus' decorative choices.
other fics:
rite of bloodshed: (M, 1k) Alectryon is every bit as bloodthirsty as Ares, and just as devoted to Ares as Ares is to Thanatos—the difference is, only one of them can die.
scars: (T, 700w) It's not the best idea he's ever had—OK, it's probably one of the worst—but following the reopening of the Handsome Jackpot, Rhys' curiosity gets the best of him.
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you're allowed to draw. draw badly even. draw and then delete it. draw and rework it and then delete it anyway. draw only half of it and the other half three years later. in one style or another. in different styles in the same week. traditional or digital. you're literally allowed to draw however you want
Sometimes, fanfiction is carefully plotted out stories, with plot points and call backs and themes that all tie it up in a meaningful and exciting way.
And sometimes fanfiction is, ‘Watch me do a fucking KICK FLIP off this cool sentence!! Also here's some sex'
I suppose being cis would be nice and all, but it doesn’t quite have the same “I will sieze Destiny by the throat and force it into the shape of my choosing” kind of verve
like i quite literally have never been more passionate about anything than i am about the human race’s invariable desire to tell stories and the fact that we always find a way to do it, through spoken language and written language and body language and visual art and theater and poetry and oral tradition and a million other things. there are so many things we take for granted about the human experience that we never stop to think about but i really want you to take a step back and consider how fucking amazing it is that our need to tell stories transcends all boundaries of time and geography and borders and language. it is one of very few things that is legitimately intrinsic to human nature and i will never stop being completely in awe of humanity for that.
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“Because the truth is, tech doesn’t have an image problem. It doesn’t have a message problem. It has an intention problem. What’s wrong with the axe murderer who broke into my house is not that he hasn’t successfully persuaded me to buy into his narrative. What’s wrong is that he’s trying to kill me with an axe. Similarly, when you launch a product that’s designed to put millions of people out of work, block access to sources of verifiable truth, replace human creativity with slop, and lower the barriers to every sort of atrocity, the problem isn’t that you haven’t told the public a good story about those things. The problem is that you are trying to do them.”
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i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users
would be remiss not to mention that the rainbow notably straight up just removed the trans flag colors from it. like they’re gone. it’s the progress flag minus the trans flag colors.
