I'm ready to start over completely. I swear this time I am.

Remember St. Patrick’s Day like 6 years ago when I made that illegal u-turn and got pulled over even though I was deadass sober? And the cop even said something like, “You’re fine, I just pulled you over because I thought you were drunk.” And then we drank so much after that I missed my morning midterm? I had to beg my professor to let me retake the test. I miss that. It wasn’t even that memorable of a night. It’s the youthfulness, the carelessness, that I miss. I never ever in a million years thought that everything would turn so scary and empty and unknown so quickly. I hope you’re okay, wherever you are.