Bad Boy Blues

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

I live a very balanced life of noticing things nobody else does and not noticing the things that literally everybody notices

i kinda love to waste time but dont tell anybody

i noticed my horrible patterns! i think the process stops there

Getting down on my knees and thanking the humans who invented dishwashers and washing machines.

InsNe that dishwashers are more efficient and easier than just washing them manually but they also use less water. It’s a win win situation

They ALSO sterilize dishes, due to operating at a far higher temperature than human hands could ever tolerate. It's a win every way.

i have this deadly sickness called remembering

they dont tell you this but you carry your upset younger self in you like a parasitic twin

my body knows something that i don’t and i can’t get her to talk to me

you've met me at a very "yeah i'm trying to work on that" time in my life

genuinely people should be getting arrested for this heat. oil ceos should be getting dragged out onto the streets and kicked to death over this.

really embarrassing to want to be cared about LOL you want to be valued in this lifetime

i’m doing really well for someone who goes through the five stages of grief every day

everything going downhill but at least there’s still phone in bed time am I right.. ahah am I right