If I didn't think, I'd be much happier

We were so happy, weren’t we?“ she said. There wasn’t an ounce of bitterness in the lines of her thin smile, only wistfulness and perhaps a slight tinge of regret. He looked at her then, his index finger absently circling the rim of the coffee cup he was holding, a habit she knew he had whenever he was nervous. "You still do that,” she said off-handedly. He stopped abruptly and looked away, eyebrows knitting together, as if he couldn’t quite understand what he was doing here, or why. “Say something,” she whispered and in her voice contained every unanswered question, every unfinished business between the two of them, the air growing thick with it. “I don’t know what to say,” he said, still looking outside the window. He clenched his jaw, and willed himself to meet her gaze. “I don’t want to hurt you more than I already have.” Air rushed out of her, and her heart faltered. For a while they just sat there and both knew, in the seconds that followed they remembered everything they went through together, - all the love, trials, frustrations, dreams shared, laughter they drew out of each other, all the tears they wiped tenderly off each other’s faces - and the heartbreak of it all. She blinked. He held his breath. Her eyes went soft, her lips turning upward into the saddest of smiles. “I loved you so very much, you know.” She said in the softest voice. Her hand reached out to lightly touch his, her thumb caressing the rough skin on his palm… an act of forgiveness. And with that, she stood up and walked away. She didn’t even see the tears that fell from his eyes as he forced himself not to grab her. ‘Stay’, he wanted to say. But he didn’t.

I’ve survived a lot of things, and I’ll probably survive this.

No matter how many times we say goodbye and how many times we tell each other to stop talking for a while we always find a way back to each other. After saying goodbye we will say hello. After saying we should not to talk to each other we always make conversation days later. You still care about me. This just shows me that maybe just maybe we could cross paths in the future and you can become mine again because im inlove with you and I always will be. You’re important. You’re worth the wait. You’re worth everything