Silly

I feel like if I did get with a guy who was very quiet or stoic I’d be the one doing most of the talking and most of the emotional stuff :c honestly I think I might wear my heart on my sleeve ngl that’s kinda scary but anyway(T ^ T) we trudge on

Ngl I kinda hate living with my parents since I have to worry about my dad getting in a bad mood and yelling at my sibling or blaming me for stuff that really isn’t my fault I kinda feel on edge every time he’s home mom too but not so much as dad I feel like I’m still in middle school I don’t even feel like I’m an adult i ask again for advice but ik there is none I have a job but it’s only part time since I’m a college student…he constantly tells me if i really am set on studying and if I’m not then just get a full time and stop wasting his time this doesn’t make me feel any better :p

What makes an adult responsible? What makes one mature I thought I was an average 19 year old but apparently I’m not my dad keeps telling me I’m kinda immature should I stop hanging out with my younger siblings? Just a genuine question cause I’m stumped I’m thinking of isolation again anyway idk when I’ll bake again simply because my dad tells me it unhealthy idk i usually don’t care about rules though :p