Regrets? I have a fewâŚ
My mentor turned out to be alive. That isnât one of the regrets.
I had run across his books about our region in our libraryâs âDelawareâ reference section. Books here were not allowed to be taken out so you had to read them in the basement area where they kept all things Delaware secure. My goal as a visual artist was to capture the âfolkâ history of Delmarva as I, sadly, am an artist who canât draw and the whole line thing drives me crazy. But folk art I could handle as you donât need to know much about anything technical. You just need to have something to say and I have never run short of words.
His books were eye opening. This man, Jack Lewis, did what I envisioned. He called the locals âelementalsâ and he went around the general local area during the depression era working for the CCC as an artist during the WPA era. Itâs a government program - Works Project Administrationâ that hired civilians to do all sorts of things for the government. Jackâs job, my mentor I soon realized, was to capture the âboysâ who were out digging in the marshes to control mosquitos and flooding from what I recall.
Jack wrote many books about our area and his thoughts on things. For quite a while I assumed he was dead as N.C. Wyeth had written the introduction to one of his books in 1940. Since it was almost the nineties when I discovered Jackâs books, I tried to learn what I could from his writings. And learn I did. There was no way, to my mind, was he still alive.
Here are a few photos Iâll explore in the next few posts because some stories and experiences need to be delved into and shared in more detail. No sense in others repeating some of my mistakes if sharing some of them I made might be helpful in some way.
My basic belief is that all things are connected in this world and it is no clearer than in those who pursue creative endeavors. A quote attributed to Timothy Leary has been my anchoring principal and his semi-treatise if there even is such a thing.
âAdmit it. You arenât like them. Youâre not even close. You may occasionally dress yourself up as one of them, watch the same mindless television shows as they do, maybe even eat the same fast food sometimes. But it seems that the more you try to fit in, the more you feel like an outsider, watching the ânormal peopleâ as they go about their automatic existences. For every time you say club passwords like âHave a nice dayâ and âWeatherâs awful today, eh?â, you yearn inside to say forbidden things like âTell me something that makes you cryâ or âWhat do you think deja vu is for?â. Face it, you even want to talk to that girl in the elevator. But what if that girl in the elevator (and the balding man who walks past your cubicle at work) are thinking the same thing? Who knows what you might learn from taking a chance on conversation with a stranger? Everyone carries a piece of the puzzle. Nobody comes into your life by mere coincidence. Trust your instincts. Do the unexpected. Find the othersâŚâ Timothy Leary
I connected to Jack through his writing and his art across time it felt like. And who writes about his best friendâs death and casually mentions the bereaved widow put a nude photo of herself in the deceased husbandâs pocket on the way to the graveside when heâs writing a book about mainly a trip to the Delaware headwaters with a teenaged talented kid? All I know isâŚJack was âmy kind of people.â âEverybody carries a piece of the puzzle,â Leary said. Jack had to fit in somewhere in my artistic pursuits and I was going to put it together. I had something to say!
Later⌠Taylor
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