May 8, 2025
I long so deep and so intensely for something I can’t put my finger on.
My soul craves it.
I don’t know how to solve this so I feel the hole with what I can.
It doesn’t last long before the longing starts again.

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May 8, 2025
I long so deep and so intensely for something I can’t put my finger on.
My soul craves it.
I don’t know how to solve this so I feel the hole with what I can.
It doesn’t last long before the longing starts again.

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August 27, 2024
I gained some of the weight back I worked so hard and starved to lose... looking at my body makes me miserable.
August 27, 2024
I'm so fucking lonely.
September 27, 2023
I told my best friend that I had binge ate
How horrible I felt
How disgusting I looked to myself
He responded
Sounds nice.
I haven't eaten all day.
July 19, 2022
I don’t exist when other people aren’t around.Â
What a terribly lonely existance.Â

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September 27, 2021
For the past 13 years, my dog saved me from committing suicide.
We had to put her down.
June 26, 2020
Baby don’t expect much of me I’m used to letting people downÂ
August 30, 2019
I’m not over you yet It feels like it’s been so long I really loved you I dropped everything for you But that was my mistake While I did that You dropped me Like it was no problem for you Even after all you said, “I think I’m in love you”, “I really care about you”, “You’re really special to me” It all just feels like you lied And I wasn’t worth it
I almost didn’t click on your picture the other day I was so close, but I couldn’t resist you I hate how weak you make me I want to be able to ignore you
March 24, 2019
People harvest their pain in different ways.Â
Play until your fingers bleed. Sing until your voice gives. Drink until you pass out. Smoke until you can’t feel anything. Paint until you’ve exhausted your brushes. Write until your fingers burn. Feel until you’re numb.
March 2, 2019
Fuck you for hurting me
But I can forgive you for that
What I can’t forgive, is you didn’t tell me why.
You left me in the dark
And now we don’t talk
And it hurts so much
But it doesn't seem to be hurting you
So I don’t know what to do

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August 29, 2018
It’s amazing how one thing someone can say
Takes down my entire day
No amount of compliments or praise could build it up again
The fucking words keep coming back every now and then.Â
I keep thinking about it, I focus on it, it fogs my mind...
What did I do wrong? What did I do wrong? What did I do wrong?Â
May 5, 2018
Some days are good days
Those days I can dance like no one’s watching, Strangers become friends, I enjoy the sounds around me, The feelings are good I will smile I will laugh
Other days are bad
Those days I realize that criticism comes even when you think no one is watching Realization hits that I don’t have any friends, and those who once were are gone The feelings always come back to the same dark place I will cut my wrists I will watch myself bleed
April 16, 2018
Our time together wasn’t nearly long enough
I miss you more than you know
And while I love to see you happy
It hurts seeing you with her
April 3, 2018
I don’t think you should love me
I always feel so lonelyÂ
Knowing that nothing lasts forever
Sorry...
You’re much too late
Creve CoeurÂ
March 8, 2018
How dare you leave?
How could you get up and walk away from your family?
How could you leave the people you loved,
For someone you talked to online for a month.
How could you strafe away from your family,
From the people who loved you,
Who cared for you,
For some young thing that happened to catch your eye.
How dare you leave us?
How dare you leave me?
I looked up to you... You were my hero.

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January 30, 2018
It feels like everyone else get it
But me
It’s clear to them
They understand
They can discuss and answer questions
But it’s Shakespearian language to me
This isn’t fair.Â
December 4, 2017
It’s funny when you realize how the world works
Suddenly everything becomes clear
But clear enough to see that people believe in something after death
To give them happiness and purpose to live their life
Clear enough to see everyone is under a spell of commercialism
And that we are all doomed under corporate gaze
Clear enough to see humans ruined the Earth
And the only thing we can do to fix it, is to disappear.
But in reality, nothing matters and you are in charge of your happiness.Â
And that’s the scariest thing. Â