D+ DAD ( AP )

so, i’ve literally tired everything in my power to try and like ... get things rolling. i tried new threads, i tried memes, i’ve tried just staying away and, honestly. i’m not sure but i really can’t ... deal with this anymore? i’ve tried validating myself but feeling as ignored as i have, self-validation hasn’t done much for me. so i’m really stepping away. the lighthearted ease i felt when i first entered the ham community is gone and i really don’t know if it will ever come back for me. i’m just gonna put james on the back burner until i can figure out if i really want to give this all of this another go. i will be focusing my time on @graciousguinevere and possible on @hurricanerisen ( but again im really uncomfortable in this fandom now ). my s.kype is peterrrhollens and if we’re mutuals, i’ll be glad to rp and chat there. if not, see ya when i see ya.