liz 🦎

Fuck yes i just responded like a normal human

stomach hurts from hunger. stomach hurts from eating. what the hell do yuou want from me you stupid fucking organ

i’ve seen and met angels wearing the disguise of ordinary people living ordinary lives

the world is not scary plus im strong as hell

im so calm and normal but also if im misunderstood by people in a way i cannot control i will tear apart the fibers of the universe

I’m ok. I’m gonna be ok. I’m gonna live a beautiful life and I’ll get to know beautiful people. I will create things of beauty and be surrounded by flowers. And I’ll love myself, and I’ll be soft, I’ll be kind. And I’ll be ok.

i love the feeling of getting “clearer” as you get older, like with each year there’s less room for messing around or pretending or playing a game with something you know deep in your heart is not right for you. it’s like your brain just gets better and better at cutting you off as you consider something and tells you “no that is not for me” before you can jump in. and it’s not as if things get more serious, but the opposite. you have freedom in giving yourself more and more permission to purposefully live life and go after whatever you want and to love freely knowing that things are secure in your heart and mind.. at least when i am struggling i know that the “clearing” is really what’s happening

you’ve got to embrace being weird or else you’re going to die both spiritually and for real life

they should make it easier