today i feel very lalalalalulululu

I hav been in france this last week as my work has been exhibited in a festival... it is actually my first time travelling abroad lmao. It's really really nice here. It has done wonders to expand my horizons but also has been very humbling to see just how incredibly small my world was. Talking w lots of continental types who are total polymaths & clued in to many different fields of thought. I was never a big fish in a little pond... just a regular fish in a regular pond... also, i need to learn more about engineering and become fluent in a second language RIGHT NOW

Lol sorry for the terrible presence on here lately. Tomorrow is my birthday and my dad has suddenly tried to talk to me after a month or two of silence. The last 7 months have been pretty shit. Drip-fed ominous communications which i think were partially designed to break my confidence enough to be controllable, partially my dad wanting to lash out and punish me. He said we needed to talk again, and i was like man it's my birthday, what possibly can have changed since the last time we spoke and you said I'd ruined the lives of everyone in our family. At best it's a control maneuver, at worst it's just him wanting to ruin my birthday out of spite 😭. Im very tired of an innocuous message from him spinning me out and giving me weeks of nightmares and crying. I just told him that i think it'd be best for him and his family if i wasn't in his life anymore. I hope that'll be that, lol. Anyways i got LOVELY cards from my sisters and a big bunch of daffodils so im happy out

Hii

My ex boyfriend just sent me a picture of himself with patrick karneigh junior of the northern boys

Omg didnt constable-frozen ship elsanna

I'M INSTA MUTUALS WITH IGUSA MATSUYAMA NOW 😭