Memories

“death isn’t the only way to lose someone you love. i lost my closest friends when i graduated high school. i lost my friends when they moved away to foreign countries. i lost my friends to misunderstanding and conflicts. i lost the boys i once loved to prettier girls. i lost faith in love with broken relationships and broken hearts. i lost my innocence to the cigarettes i smoked under peer pressure. i lost myself last summer to stupid drunken mistakes. i lost so much in the past year yet you’ve only asked me if i am okay when i lost someone to death .death isn’t the only way to lose someone you love.”

Ich weiß, das es mir nicht gut geht.

“Weil deine Liebe zu einem Menschen auch gleichzeitig seine Waffe gegen dich ist.”

Feeling broken. Barely holding on. But there's still something so strong, somewhere inside of me. And I am down but I'll get up again. Don't count me out just yet.