Scattered stars ☆

If you would've told me last may that I'm here I would've never believed you.

Last may I had finished peter and the starcatcher but I was horribly depressed. the medication i was on was giving me month long depressive episodes every 3 months and it was horrible, at that point I was contemplating whether I needed to be hospitalized or not because I felt so bad. I was with a group of friends who couldn't care less about me, I was crying every day and just trying to get to summer.

Now, I'm doing seussical and I'm going to be stage managering for my high school- a job i never would've had the confidence to take on. I'm excited, im enjoying things. I'm surrounded by people who like me, not just tolerate me. I have so much to look forward to. Sure there's still days that are hard but those are few and far between. for the first time in years im actually happy

and above all else I have a girlfriend. I found someone who LOVES ME! for awhile I thought I was unlovable but im not. I have someone who calls me their's, who loves me. sure we haven't been dating for that long but I have a feeling this will work out.