your name, my favorite noun.

toby ⏾ trans butch on T. he/him. twenty four.

self-indulgent writing blog 4 butch and trans readers.

sfw and nsfw. must be 18+ to follow me. minors will be blocked.

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is this a safe space to say i need yolanda to force me to swallow her cum....slapping her pretty cock on my lips, telling me to open. plugging my nose while her cum shoots down my throat, cooing at me while i grimace in disgust @______@ licking it up when it keeps spilling out of my mouth.....garcia's tongue swirling in my mouth, cleaning out what's left.

i know she loves asking how good she feels when she KNOWS you can't speak. she's fucking you so good that you can't even moan! you're just limp on the bed, mouth open in a silent scream while her hips pound into yours.

she gets super whiny and pouts when you don't kiss her back </3

being super excited when she gets home from a rough shift because you know you're about to get your guts rearranged. spreading yourself out for her, cooing at her and telling her to take it out on you with a huge grin on your face.

sometimes she needs to be the one who gets fucked roughly, so you'll ride her into the mattress and tire her out!! trapping her against the bed when she moans that she's close, forcing her to cum inside you. making her watch her cum spill out of you as you lift your hips before slamming back down. milking her until she's tired and then putting her to sleep <3 with her still inside you ofc <3

yolanda's hands gripping your waist, pinning you down into the bed while she's fucking your brains out. making you choke on your moans and screams, drooling into your pillow while she's plowing into you. snapping her hips against yours while she shoots her cum inside of you, pulling your hips tighttt against hers so none of it spills out.

god. you KNOW she has the best stamina and can last so long in bed before getting soft. she has enough in her to make your stomach bulge a bit before she's shooting blanks.

smth about yolanda punishing you by wearing a condom and filling it up to the brim <3 fingers messing with the condom while she's halfway inside you, asking if you want her to take it off and fill you up....even when you beg, she doesn't listen.

cassie, who's the type to repeatedly moan out, "fuck, i'm sorry," while her hips stutter against your thigh. hiding her red face in your neck, whining so pathetically after cumming early and from barely anything.

cassie, who's about to cum not even a whole ten minutes into you dry humping her, suddenly pulling you into a hug so she can hide her face from you >__<

thinking about cassie calling you from her car as she's about to leave work, whining and on the verge of tears as she tells you to please, please, please be ready for her when she gets home. she needs you so badly. she's already drenched and leaking in her boxers. telling her to put you on speaker as she drives home, telling her that you're taking your shirt off, telling her how you're teasing yourself while you wait for her to get home. she cums in the car. can't even wait or hold it until she gets home. you sound so good, the things you're describing are making her clit throb so hard. she just couldn't help it.

needy, needy cassie peppering kisses all over your face, hands clawing your body while she mumbles about how much she needs you. humping your thigh so pathetically while she impatiently rips your clothes off, becoming a little selfish and holding you down while she grinds her clit down on your thigh, cumming only from your slight touches and the way you talk her through it.

cassie cumming hands-free while you kiss her stomach and whimpering out, "i'm sorry. i didn't mean to...i'm sorry." @__@

having to pry her hands off her face or having to force her to look at you because she's so humiliated 😵‍💫 tears in her blue eyes, big pout on her lips while her cunt throbs. spreading her lips and cooing at the mess she made, mocking her for cumming from nothing. slapping her pussy after she tries to hump your hand, telling her that only good girls get to do that.

cassie who makes a mess in her boxers because she had the best dream about you ❤️❤️ humping you in her sleep, incoherently mumbling into your neck while her hands have the tightest grip on your body.

tfem!cassie who cums just from kissing you <3 can shoot literal ropes onto your stomach just from a few slow kisses.

trinity’s face glowing bright red while you smirk at her heart boxers, your fingers toying with the waistband.

“in my defense, i didn’t think i’d be hooking up with anyone today.” you glance up at her, hands sliding up to cup her waist. “oh, i’d love to see the boxers you own. bet you have batman boxers." trinity frowns. she does own batman boxers. what’s wrong with that?

kissing it through her heart boxers <3 trinity moaning and bucking her hips against your face while you make out with her bulge, hand tightening on the back of your head. trinity trying to pull her boxers down so you can take her strap out/eat her out, but you tell her to leave the boxers ON!

trinty santos is the type to have on spider-man boxers on her wedding night tbh. and it's the hottest thing ever!!

trinity wearing her best boxers to go hook up with you (her wolf boxers).

cassie, who gets so flustered and embarrassed whenever the word "mommy" slips out of your mouth @__@ when she's making you feel so good that you can't hide the "ugh, fuck, mommy," that flies past your lips, her cheeks get all red. when you tease her and call her mommy, she becomes like putty in your hands. goddd it's SO easy to get her to do anything you ask after you call her mommy.

cassie sending you money to get lunch or clothes or whatever, and you respond with, "thank you, mommy <3"

kissing her cheek before leaving her work, whispering, "see you later, mommy," into her ear just to tease her.

feeling her pussy clench around your fingers after calling her mommy ❤️ teasing her for whining so much, whispering that she must not be that embarrassed if her pussy's gripping your fingers so tightly like this.

slight doctor play when you're sick, pouting at her and saying, "it hurts so much, mommy," while she coos at you and pets your face @__@

cruising at ptmc LMFAO...butch outside the ambulance bay, waiting for one of the cute nurses or doctors to step out so they can make a move...sweet talking dana, helping her light up a cigarette and getting a wink from her before she steps back inside. chatting with samira, offering your assistance because she looks so stressed. meeting up with santos and fingering her in some secluded part of the ambulance bay.....

heading down to ptmc because this stomach bug just hurts sooo much. you wanna make sure it's not a real concern, that's all. acting like you're in suchh pain when a cute nurse looks at you, cracking some shitty jokes that work on said nurse <3 sometimes you leave with one of their numbers, other times they tell you to come back when you're dying (but they smile and find you amusing).

you're definitely the talk of the hospital. yolanda's in the OR wondering when you're gonna come visit the surgeons to try to get some 😭

godd...being passed around by all the cute nurses and doctors. the communal butch!!! when you make your monthly visit(s), everyone gets alerted. news spreads fast. they entertain your exaggerated injury for a bit before leading you somewhere private so you can help them de-stress after a rough shift. sometimes, you LEAVE with an injury because of how rough they are. throbbing painful scratches on your back. bite marks on your neck.

something about mckay telling you off when she figures out your true intentions, but she ends up cracking and leading you to the bathroom so you can eat her out @__@ she wasn't mad, she was a little amused, but she couldn't believe you'd wait for hours just to try and flirt with a few doctors 😭 but now she's telling you to come see her again next week to check out that sprain of yours, just to make sure it's healing correclty :)

being passed around basically, being their little butch stress toy <3 getting seen by SO many nurses and doctors for the tiniest of sprains, but your hand is working perfectly fine when it's between their legs!

nikki freeman

the pitt

yellowjackets

rhiannon lewis

vanessa shelly

lucy maclean

nikki gets so riled up when she wakes up next to you, and the first thing she sees is the deep scratches on your back. her pussy instantly throbs, and she gets so needy all over again. she'll start tracing her fingers over them, leaning in to press her lips against the lines she made last night. can imagine nikki getting so horny over it that she ends up rolling you over and pressing her hips into yours, pinning you against the bed while she makes out with your back @___@ you wake up to your back stinging in even more pain than you went to bed with...

she'll genuinely spend so much time marking you up. pinning you against bathroom doors at a parties, gripping your jaw in her hand while she bites on your neck, not stopping until your skin is red and bruised. taking her sweet time marking your thighs until you're whining and begging her to move. her tongue on your neck, soothing her bites.

nikki loves seeing you shudder and moan when her nails rake across your back. she lovess watching her marks show up on your skin when she's scratching your chest.

she'll manhandle the fuck out of you just to ogle all the hickeys and scratches she made.

nikki will start drooling while thinking about coming home to you and marking you up. it's all she wants! to sit on your lap and leave hickeys on your neck, claiming you. to bite down on your stomach, leaving teeth marks. to make you bleed from her nails while you're fucking her.

she has a thing for reopening your scratches 👀 watching you squirm in pain while her nails dig into old marks, eyes hooded with lust while you bleed.

she kisses all her marks so gently afterwards :( lips gently kissing the nasty bruise she left on your thigh, fingers softly stroking the bite marks on your neck.

nikki gets so horny when you pay for her nails because all she can think about is them scratching your body and creating the prettiest marks.

nikki...shibari....rope marks 👀 she thinks you look so good when you're all tied up and useless, but she loves the marks the rope creates even more <3

smoker nikki who absolutely lovesss to put her cigarettes out on you ❤️

nikki with her teeth clamped around your thigh, whining and huffing into it because she's so fucking horny @__@ she just gets so wet at the thought of you being covered in her marks :( sometimes she gets so carried away and ends up being rougher than usual. you'll hiss in pain and try to push her away, but she just slaps your hands off and pins them to the sides of your head, soothing the forming bruise with her lips and tongue.

i love her....liike that's my grumpy butch. iu wanna gnaw on her biceps

roommate!nikki barely bothers with shutting her door when she masturbates. she loves knowing that you can hear her rub her clit and moan through the door, let alone the thin walls. she'll put her vibrator on the highest setting and squirt everywhere, knowing that you can easily walk past her door and hear it.

roommate!nikki, who moans out, "fuck me," to try and entice you to come into her room <3

she'll fantasize about you breaking into her room and taking what you need from her. fantasizes about you opening her door and pulling her to the edge of the bed so you can eat her out. images of you sneaking in and replacing her fingers with your strap. daydreams of you yanking her wrist away so you can finger her.

perv!roommate nikki who jerks off on the couch when she knows you're about to come home from work/class.

nikki leaving her door wide open while she rides her dildo, hoping that you'll see her bouncing on it when you pass by to walk to the living room or kitchen.

thinking about walking past her room to grab yourself some food and hearing the slick wet sounds of her fingers thrusting inside her pussy @__@ being more embarrassed at how wet she gets rather than the fact that your roommate is jerking off right now.

pervert!nikki fingering herself while watching a movie with you in the living room 😵‍💫😵‍💫 her head resting on your shoulder, body shaking slightly while she fingers herself....mffghfhf. hearing the wet pussy sounds when the movie gets all quiet, your cheeks flushing with embarrassment.

god.....facetiming nikki because you keep hearing her moan and you're concerned about her. nikki, who answers the phone while her dildo is nestled deep inside her, subtly bouncing on it while she tells you that she's totally fine :)

perv!roommate nikki who steals your toys and uses them <3 sometimes in your own bed, while you're out running errands. other times in her bed, while she's clutching a pair of your underwear she also stole.

sharing towels, and nikki purposefully rubs her wet cunt alll over it before you get in after her <3

buff butch who's not even WITH nikki at first, scaring the shit out of bear. she's always on your muscular arm, making it hard for him to make a move like he wants. he's scared shitless of you, always has to look both ways when he's alone with her, like you're gonna show up and throw him to the side. ian telling bear to just give up on his crush because there's no way he can compete with YOU 😭

buff butch who purposefully flexes around bear just to show off 🤤 noticing the way bear's looking at nikki, making sure to flex your arm as if to let him know that you can totally beat him to a pulp for looking at your girl that way.

buff butch teasing bear for his obvious crush, "playfully" shoving him and telling him that you can't blame him because nikki's perfect, but he better know his place. he can't look you in the eye for a week after that. he's scared you're gonna kill him 😭

i know nikki is always grabbing your bicep when you two walk together. she's leading you around the store with her hand on your arm, squeezing your muscles.

buff butch picking nikki up after a workout, all sweaty and out of breath, muscles sore and aching. nikki who lovesss to massage your muscles afterwards, loves kissing your sore biceps and loves nipping your abs.

she fucking loves when you show off your strength and put her in her place :3 she loves being butchhandled.

buff butch smirking at bear while nikki's all up on them, daring him to do something.

thinking about going to the beach with nikki, ian, sarah, and bear, and getting to show off your muscles. nikki sunbathing while admiring her butch. nikki jumping at the opportunity to apply sunscreen to her butch's beefy body. bear seething in his own jealousy while watching you carry nikki into the water.