something in me snapped and died I think

every time i feel good i think it’ll last forever but it doesn’t.

what’s the point of this stupid fucking life anyway

when someone asks me what's wrong but i'd rather sit on my bathroom floor gasping for air than explain to them what's wrong

I’m stuck in a body I don’t want with an unsound mind that won’t let me rest.

I need reassurance the way other people need air and I hate myself for that.

“im sorry i forgot” i have a mental disorder that makes me forget things and im stoned ALL THE TIME.

sometimes it feels like I was never meant to exist.

I JUST WANT YOU TO NOTICE THAT SMT IS WRONG without me saying anything and when i’m acting the same way i always do

i’m so overwhelmed in my own head i can’t take it

I was doing so well, now I’m back to where I was 4 years ago, I don’t think I’ll ever win, I’m a failure