Whatevr

omg i gotta lose weight before i lose my mind

"Suicide is selfish!" - stfu! Do you know what's selfish? Forcing someone to stay alive for others because other people don't want to deal with a loss.

the heart wants what it wants and mine wants to die

i think if i had the option to never have existed i would pick that

for once, i don’t want almosts or maybes or something temporary. i want to know what it feels like to be chosen without hesitation, to be someone people stay for, not just someone they want for a moment, to be loved in a way that doesn’t make me question it, not even once

do i really look like that

getting pictures taken and realizing you're so much b1gger than you assumed<<<

currently fantasizing about bleeding out in woods for mother nature to reclaim me

I’m so sick of feeling all the fat on my body I wanna rip my skin apart and take it all out

i feel like a puppy no one wants

And I can’t stop biting the only people who are nice to me

I think I owe myself an apology for being in spaces where I knew I wasn't wanted & appreciated.

Why can’t I go to sleep and not wake up