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NASA
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
Not today Justin
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@sayspeakup
βWYD?β
Iβm busy
Creating
Iβm a Creator
An Artist
I am beautifully
Equipped with
Everything
I need
My body
Nurtures me
I am home
I love it here
Cause
I feel safe
I canβt get enough of it
Drowned
In love
There is
No breath
Too shallow
Immersed in
All of
That
Around Me
Fearlessly
Unapologetic
& Proud β
I was angry
Or, am
Or, always
Will be?
Through it all
I know the value
Of peace
My peace
Itβs mine
Itβs up to me
So,
Iβm busy
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βThe best for lastβ
What is this
That Iβm feelingοΏΌ
Want to talk
To someone
Donβt know
What to say
I want company and
Want to be
Alone
Even more
Emotions
Passing through β
A stampede
Trampling
My effort
To ignore it
Beating
My focus
To a pulp
I am dust
I am everywhere
& nowhere
The deeper
The pain
The deeper
The love
Weβve always known love first
And itβs what is left last
At the end
Who am I?
Somewhat of
A shapeshifter
I dabble
In every mystery
Of life
Wandering
The abyss
Melting in
High contrast
Somehow
Making me,
Me.
I am everything all in one.
One of billions,
One of one,
All at once.
Balanced & Aligned
With Light & Love
Self-Love Drug
I donβt really know what my problem is or if I even have a problem. All I know is that I know nothing, and Iβm afraid. I donβt want to get hurt. I donβt want the doubtful part to be right. Maybe I just need to stop daydreaming. Stop with the happily ever afters. Why does that βfavorβ to myself, crush me? Can you believe I still sometimes think about going back? To dynamics and relationships that didnβt serve me. At least then, there wasnβt much to figure out. There was no change, no growth, no chance. I could count on everything staying the same. Maybe this new lease on life is more than I bargained for. If I could somehow afford this love, I may as well adorn myself in joy and possibility. Drown myself in freedom and opportunity. Suffocate in the endless space I create for myself, to roam aimlessly, to frolic, to leave behind my trail of colorful mess. My existence is an art gallery. One day I will be able to share my story. One day I will not be afraid to be seen for who I am. It will be that day I cry tears of joy, for the unconditional love I have for myself.οΏΌ
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For Me
I make my choices
With certainty
I consult with MySelf
& My Spirit
If we donβt see
Eye to Eye
It ainβt for me
& All that means
Is thereβs more
That is.
I love it here
Like a creative
Combustion
We ignite
Brightening up space
Extending
Neverendingly
Into foreverness.
Major key
Itβs easy
I show up
And the love
Just clings
To me
Weβre inseparable
Energy
Incomparable
It is always
New and
Familiar
Art is Creation
Creating moments
Movements
Goals
Creating ways
Creating and navigating
Our Creation
Is artistry
We are Artists.
Maybe
Maybe, I like to watch emotional movies and shows because it breaks me open. Maybe, I just have too much that I need to let out. Maybe, I dont want to admit it to myself. Maybe, I'm not ready to break in order to fix my brokenness. Maybe, I'm in denial. Maybe, I'm scared. Maybe, I'm being ridiculous. Maybe, I can just get over it. Maybe, I just can't do it alone. Maybe, I am alone. Maybe, I just feel alone. Maybe, I just can't do it because I just feel alone. Maybe, it's a lie that you're never alone. Maybe, it's true that you're never alone. I mean, maybe.. I dont know. Maybe, I never will. Maybe, it will all be okay. Maybe, its true what they say. Maybe, I can believe in something. Maybe, I can get through this. Maybe, I can shine again. Maybe, I never stopped shining. Maybe.
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11-19-17
Is this depression?
Or is this a lesson?
When will I know?
Is there an end to the road,
A cross road?
Am I here,
Have I arrived?
I wish it was that easy,
Maybe it is..
Been struggling since birth
To know my worth
Life is suffering
A buffering of self
All over again
So that we may see
We always win
In a race to the finish line,
You may never find it
You gotta move slow
Let the present show itself
So you can witness
The glitch in this matrix
Dont try to fix it,
Embrace it,
Be grateful.
Without it
Who knows where weβd go?
Somewhere down the rabbit hole
There is a stove
That likes to keep the fire on
Triggered by ions of
Oppressed emotion,
Intellect/Intuition confliction,
Inner child neglect,
And lack of self-love & realization.
Damn.
Random shit:
Warmth
Feel it on my skin
But it's coming from inside
Vibrational pools
Warmer than a
Wool sweater
During summer
But it feels so good
Insomnia
Cant sleep
Emotions steep
Eyes watery
Throat clammy
Skin crawling
Heart sinking
Mind wandering
I ain't shit
I wanted this
Loneliness
I let go of my dependents
Now no one needs me
But I need them
I bask in my sorrow
Hoping tomorrow comes soon
The show must go on
But it's so boring
Reruns are no fun
I want something new
But I dont want you
I want me
I want to see what can come out of this
If ignorance is bliss
Wisdom must be what I'm feeling
What a trade off
I take off with my suitcase of emotion
I cant stay to play with you
I gotta go
I gotta know
What is next?
Never ending frenzy
Of searching for myself
In other people
Regal realness
When will I see my reflection?
Waves
Being with myself feels good,
Finally
Everything I have been searching for
Has been right here
In the midst of my perception
My consciousness knows me well,
It is who I am
It is everything
Energy
It comes in many forms,
We experience it
In many ways,
Is that why they call it
A "wave",
To say hi(gh)?
Could it have something to
Do with that,
Pure love vibration?
To be living mindfully,
Or even not,
And to see a kind face,
"Wave-ing" at you,
Yes, you π
Let's stay here.
Stand in our love,
& Be Free
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Forever & Always
Growth is a process. It is one we all experience both individually and as a collective. Love & nourish yourself, water yourself like you would a bed of flower seeds. It is a process worth being patient with. Abundance is within the moment, any and every, really. I can feel it when I'm mindful of my breathing. I can feel it when I'm creating. I can feel it when I direct my attention to love. If my breath is as abundant as my life, I breathe in abundance with every inhale, and release any ideas of any old limitations with every exhale. I am not only okay, I am divine. With this piece of mind, I am able to see myself as a reflection. I am not alone, ever. I am never lost. I am found in the spaces that I create for myself. Forever & Always.
Hello
Hey. It's nice to be here
Steering clear of
Weirdness,
And fear.
Here,
We love,
& forgive
& live
Freely
And continuously
Our beings are here
But we never die
