āThe hell do you mean we canāt come in? Weāre paying customers.ā
Zahraās hand held tightly onto Adamās, whose gaze was now directed at the floor. He was looking for something more interesting than this discussion. Because he knew it was bound to escalate in less than two minutes.
āNo, maāam.ā The Patrol officer said, standing right next to the digital clerk that was supposed to be accepting their tickets right now. āYouāre a paying customer. Your son on the other handāā
āDonāt be a smartass mate. Obviously I paid for him too. Heās a kid.ā
āWell, if he was just any other Normal kid that would be fine, butā¦ā
āWhatās that supposed to mean?ā
A heavy tension filled the air as passerbys in the theater stopped to watch. Zahra didnāt pay them no mind, staring fiercely at the officer who was wearing a clenched smile on his face that could only be read as smug, at least from Adamās perspective. Patrol rarely ever acted nice because they wanted to be. In school, the teachers taught them that keeping order was important for the sake of Superhumans and Powerless.
But that didnāt seem to translate well when it came to public beatings, intimidation, or even executions. One of his classmates who dared to speak out against it learned that lesson quite well. He can still remember how she was roughly dragged outside of the room, temporarily suspended for a week. Though that punishment was practically nothing in comparison to the bruises on her face.
āWell!?ā Zahra shouted, once again alerting the attention of other civilians and startling Adam out of his daydream. He hid his face even if it wouldnāt stop people from looking. āDonāt just stand there like an idiot. Explain yourself.ā
The officer chuckles as if this entire situation was a joke to him. āIām afraid it means you arenāt welcome here, maāam.ā
Zahra raised a brow, taking a step closer as she adjusted the handbag on her shoulder. āSo, youāre not going to elaborate on whatever strange assumption youāve made about my son?ā
For some reason Adam starts feeling dizzy, and he can hear whispers from every corner of the room.
āIsnāt that the hybrid kid? Whatās he doing here?ā One woman mutters to her friend.
āI feel bad for the poor lad. His mother clearly isn't a good influence on him.ā An older man says with a sympathetic tone.
Adam swallows a lump in his throat as he turns around to look at a gathering crowd, glaring at them until their voices grow silent.
āI think you of all people should know that bringing your child here with you is a violation,ā the Patrol officer says with a now unimpressed look. No longer hiding his disgust. āNow, unless you want to make a formal complaint at our office I think you should leave. Youāre making a scene.ā
āI donāt give a shit quite frankly.ā Zahra snaps, pointing a finger at the officer. āMy son should be respected like every other patron here. Itās his birthday for Christās sake!ā
āCelebrations at home can be just as fun, Iām sure.ā The officer droned, gesturing towards the other moviegoers to move on and disperse. Adam tugged on his motherās jacket, shaking his head as he noticed her rummaging through her bag.
āMum, please. Just forget it. We can go somewhere elseāā
āHush, darling. Give me a moment, will you?ā
It was useless. He couldnāt understand why his mom could be so persistent over something so small. Didnāt she realize spending time with him was enough?
āBut Mama, what if they arrest you again?ā Adam asked in a low whisper, which made Zahra immediately whip her head around. Her eyes were wide and filled with anxiety as she shushed him. But then, something made her freeze. The way her son looked at her with those pleading eyes.
Zahra hated giving into authority and sacrificing her own values for the sake of appearances. But right now, she has a son to care for. She couldnāt be selfish. Not now. Even if she did everything in her power to fight for a world where her and her child could be treated fairly. She sighed, looking at the officer with a strained smile and shrugged.
āYou know what? Youāre right. Itās not a big deal.ā Zahra conceded with a laugh. She could feel herself cringing as she put on this mask, doing everything she could to placate this man. āWe can always catch a flick on the telly. It is free after all.ā
The officer chortled at Zahraās joke, and despite Adamās age even he could tell it was fake.
āExactly. Itās convenient! Why not save money next time?ā He says in amusement, clearly at their expense. āJust remember whoās wearing the badge next time and things wonāt be so difficult for you.ā
Zahra slowly nods, a sizzling anger hiding behind her smile as she bites the inside of her cheek. Adam watches his mother cautiously and then glances at the officer, now understanding why they went out of their way to provoke people. They needed a reason to punish someone acting out of line. The sudden realization made Adam feel a bit nauseous. He knew the world they were living in was dark, but still.
āRight. Apologies for my outburst.ā Zahra responds with a lighter tone. āWeāll be on our way then! Take care.ā
Zahra gently squeezed Adamās hand as she led him towards the exit, ignoring the sneers and laughter coming from different directions. It wasnāt the insults that affected Adam, it was how they made his mother frown. How their words dimmed that neverending light in her eyes. And how at night she would cry herself to sleep because of them. He wanted them to feel every bit of pain they made her mother feel. But he didnāt know how to do that, and he was taught that it was wrong to hurt people just because they hurt you.
So, for now Adam just squeezed her hand back in comfort. Once they were out of earshot and walked a couple feet away from the cinema, Zahra mutters under her breath, āAnd while heās at it he can shove that fugly badge up his arse.ā
Adam snorts at the comment in spite of Zahraās vulgarity. She rarely ever kept a filter around her eight year old son, but Adam preferred that because she was funnier and honest that way. To make up for the picture they missed, Zahra took Adam to their favorite ice cream shop. The owner was less conservative about Superhuman politics than other areas in the Common, and they were less likely to be bothered. Adam ordered his usual pistachio and Zahra got chocolate chip cookie dough.
There was an awkward silence between them, and Adam couldnāt shake the heavy guilt weighing on his shoulders. None of this would have happened if he hadnāt insisted on going to see the sequel of his favorite action movie. Maybe the officer, as unpleasant as he was, had the right idea.
āI know what youāre thinkinā love.ā Zahra says softly, before eating a small bite of ice cream from her cup. āYou donāt gotta say it. I ruined the day for you, didnāt I?ā
Adam blinked in surprise, quickly shaking his head. How could she come to that conclusion?
āWhat? No, I had a lot of fun.ā
Zahraās smile turns into a slight grimace. āI can tell when youāre lying.ā
āIām not lying mum, I mean it!ā Adam insists, no matter how unconvinced her mom looked. āThat festival you took us to was fun too! Even if we did miss the movie.ā
Zahra looks at Adam fondly as she tilts her head. āEven if it had that really cool fight scene you wanted to see?ā
Adam glances to the side a bit, swinging his feet. āYeah, I guess. But thatās only because my friends were talking about it.ā
Zahra chuckles, and for some reason Adam feels embarrassed. āItās okay to enjoy things, love. And itās also fine if youāre disappointed.ā
Adam doesnāt say anything at first. He starts thinking about how he is disappointed, but then about how stupid that is. He thinks about how his mom was away from home more often than usual and had arguments with his dad about ācutting backā on spending whenever they went shopping.
He looks down at his ice cream thatās about to melt, and he doesnāt want to eat any of it.
āUh, mom? Do you know if there are anyā¦ā He hesitates, uncertain if he should even bring it up. āAny jobs at the place dad works at?ā
Zahra presses the spoon in her cup and pauses. That bright smile that was on her face fell again. Adam didnāt mean for that to happen. She gazes at him for a moment.
āDonāt be ridiculous Adam. Youāre way too young to be worrying aboutāā
āBut I can help!ā Adam pleads, a little too loudly. āAlso, plenty of Vaits my age start working early too. Itās normal!ā
Zahra closes her eyes and rubs her forehead. āLook love, just because itās normal in our Sector doesnāt mean I want you doing it.ā She lets out a shaky sigh, reaching out to take Adamās hand. āI want you to be a kid. For as long as you can. Alright? Please.ā
Adam starts to say something but stops once he sees tears in the corner of his motherās eyes. He nods. She finally smiles again.
āGood.ā She nods with satisfaction, voice quivering as she holds her sonās hand. After a long moment she releases it. āNow, letās enjoy this ice cream, yeah? And get ready to head back home.ā
Adam doesnāt want the day to end. But he does as his mom asks and eats another scoop.
āIād say weād be spoiling our dinner but, with your fatherās cooking?ā Zahra winces playfully, which makes Adam laugh a little in spite of everything. āWeāre lucky if he doesnāt burn the whole place down by the time we get back.ā
āOr worse,ā Adam says in between bites. āThereās no seasoning.ā
Zahra bursts out into laughter and Adam thinks the detour was all worth it in the end. He laughs along with her, forgetting about their worries even if itās just for a while.
Adamās eyes are wide open as he wakes up with a jolt. Heās lying on the floor mattress still, and his head aches a bit. He slowly raises himself up.
He touches the small bracelet on his wrist, the only thing he had left. The door opens and someone walks in, turning the lights on.
āAdam? Is everything alright?ā
It was Nicole holding a bowl of fruit. Apparently Diego was out on the lookout for today. Both of them insisted that Adam took a break, and it took him nearly passing out from exhaustion to actually accept the offer.
āIām fine. Just woke up.ā Adam looks back down at the bracelet. āWhat are you doing up? Thought you were resting.ā
Nicole shrugs, smiling awkwardly. āCouldnāt sleep.ā
She doesnāt hesitate to sit right next to Adam, her long golden braids falling over the sheets as she offers the fruit bowl to him.
āNot hungry.ā Adam murmurs, shoving it away. Nicole looks at him with worry.
āYou havenāt eaten in a while, Adam. I really think you should take at least one piece.ā She picks out a small piece of mango and hands it to him. He stares at it before taking it and throwing it in his mouth.
āThank you.ā Nicole says with a relieved expression. āYou donāt have to tell me anything if you donāt want to, but Iāve been a bit worried about you lately. Did you have a bad dream?ā
Adam scoffs at the question, pondering it for a bit. He isnāt even sure. āI donāt think it was. But I canāt say if it was a good one either.ā
āAhā¦That makes sense. I mean, dreams can be pretty complicated. I know Iāve had plenty.ā
āItās not a big deal.ā Adam tries to avoid Nicoleās gaze. He doesnāt want a conversation about this.
āYou always say that.ā Nicole shifts a little on the mattress, trying to study the look on Adamās face. āBut I wonāt push you. Just let me know if you ever want to talk okay? Iām here for you.ā
Adam wanted to believe that. And it probably was true. Nicole was the most compassionate woman he knew, next to his mother probably.
But he wasnāt ready. Not now.
āThanks.ā Adam tries to smile a little to reassure his friend, and whether Nicole believes it or not she smiles back.
Maybe he can figure out a way to take his mind off of today. Along with that dream.