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the reason these exist (iirc) is because peppa pig is banned in china for âpromoting gangster attitudesâ: peppa was popular (for whatever reason) with âshehuirenâ (anti-establishment internet users), who made a lot of memes involving peppa and even got tattoos of her because itâs funny. the result of banning peppa is that shehuiren-types liked peppa even more afterwards, and now sheâs a bit of a counterculture symbol in china. hence these shirts.
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@hetaumamusic that skull wallpaper though in the bathroom can i just say BILLIE HOUSE
iâm a shitty writer
being told my words are so easy to understand, simplistic really.
you, like, get straight to the point.
how do i improve when iâm surrounded by lackluster compliments. lifting up my ego, whereas i know inside just how awful i really fucking am. my unknown future circulating around my decisions. everything i do will affect me negatively somehow.
love brought bugs.
school brought debt.
steps i make toward bettering myself equals into just as much misery. sometimes i hope that i can break away from this destructive and delusional cycle. everything feels so predictable? yet it is all so sudden in the outcome. everyfuckingtime i have the rug pulled out from beneath me, landing me flat on my ass. lying there, accepting the feet across my miserable goddamn face.
constantly looking backwards, believing that it was easier then. youâre just going through a bad time, it will get better. they keep telling me that, as if those words contain any weight in this catastrophic universe.
secretly, though, i love it.
i love the feeling of my gut being punched. i long for the constant cravings of those that i am not allowed to desire. my need to destroy something as addicting as that purple shit i snorted in april.
that purple shit was good shit. it made walking through the streets on 14th and c, barefoot in my ex-boyfriends superman shorts, with some hippie dude i met off tinder, seem like the greatest time of my life.
(okay, so i didnât just meet him, i had a crush on him all through high school, and he completely ignored me until i got tits and gained confidence. probably the worst lay of my life. minus marine boy version 2.)
romanticization for those who throw my love in the garbage is kiiiiiinda a hobby of mine. i mean, can you count 32 cocks that youâve sucked AND regretted? i have that in the bag, a bag of dicks if you will. so many hard dicks kevin smith will be making misogynistic jokes about it in his first classic. (hahahahaha, isnât it FUNNY that sheâs a SLUT? we wonât address this again except in a humorous fashion shaming her sexual freedom, but HAHAHa 37 dicks. classic.)
enjoyment for media isnât the same anymore, i mostly rewatch shows i know have a good sense of humor that iâve seen a million times. with male characters that have redeemable, realistic qualities. (except aziz, man fuck aziz, why did you have to ruin parks&rec with your awful actions you goddamn assaulter.)
brooklyn 99 makes a lot of brushing teeth jokes. i need to be better about that, my gums bleed. i probably need to see a dentist and have expensive work done, but i can still chew, the toothaches arenât that bad, and iâm poor so iâll carry on.
sitting in clothes that compliment my body helps to get myself out of the funk i push myself into. make-up is hardly part of my routine anymore, due to the fast food grill i bend over everyday. lipstick is an even less enjoyed endeavour, due to the chore of reapplication. nyx got my back, though, they tend to be pretty consistent.
my new partner is really consistent too, and heâs something that is hard to write about because i really do fail to encapture the love, acceptance, and patience he shares with me. life is pretty shitty, but this little light that understands the facets of my personality is the redeeming element.
just know if you donât want to stay with me forever, that is okay, i love you and respect anything you want. i just always want you happy.
when his sister, aka my best friend since 15, told me that my relationship with her brother didnât  have  to be permanent and her love with still remain if such break-up were to occur.
this shit made me want to stay.
for the first time i have a choice of who i am with. for the majority of my youth i was trapped into the idea that who you choose is the one you have chosen. without this level of permanent commitment youâre practically fucking worthless. youâre just a natural whore who loves the feeling of dick so much (sorry iâm on my period and thinking about fucking every second so just deal with the frequent cock references, man penises are rad, in my mouth is even better) that she canât even find a permanent dick to stick to.
being told that my decisions arenât going to permanently affect my life helps ease my need to die a lot. knowing that it is okAY for stuff to change, it is okAY to be a different person in two, five, and ten years. the ability to form and morph into the inevitable person i will be at my last breath is comforting. having a support system that recognized, and is okAY with working within that dynamic is even more comforting.
this year has been draining, agonizing, exhausting, ridiculous, and liberating. the understanding of my own mental make-up, and the type of work i have to put into it is a necessary aspect of my evolution. looking back on the writing of my past, preserved temporarily in the vast imaginary network of GoogleDocs, is a path outlining the distance i have traveled in just a short amount of time.
oh, also, iâm growing my hair back out.
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How Watermelons Became a Racist Trope
The stereotype that African Americans are excessively fond of watermelon emerged for a specific historical reason and served a specific political purpose. The trope came into full force when slaves won their emancipation during the Civil War. Free black people grew, ate, and sold watermelons, and in doing so made the fruit a symbol of their freedom. Southern whites, threatened by blacksâ newfound freedom, responded by making the fruit a symbol of black peopleâs perceived uncleanliness, laziness, childishness, and unwanted public presence. This racist trope then exploded in American popular culture, becoming so pervasive that its historical origin became obscure. Few Americans in 1900 wouldâve guessed the stereotype was less than half a century old.
Not that the raw material for the racist watermelon trope didnât exist before emancipation. In the early modern European imagination, the typical watermelon-eater was an Italian or Arab peasant. The watermelon, noted a British officer stationed in Egypt in 1801, was âa poor Arabâs feast,â a meager substitute for a proper meal. In the port city of Rosetta he saw the locals eating watermelons âravenously ⌠as if afraid the passer-by was going to snatch them away,â and watermelon rinds littered the streets. There, the fruit symbolized many of the same qualities as it would in post-emancipation America: uncleanliness, because eating watermelon is so messy. Laziness, because growing watermelons is so easy, and itâs hard to eat watermelon and keep workingâitâs a fruit you have to sit down and eat. Childishness, because watermelons are sweet, colorful, and devoid of much nutritional value. And unwanted public presence, because itâs hard to eat a watermelon by yourself.  These tropes made their way to America, but the watermelon did not yet have a racial meaning. Americans were just as likely to associate the watermelon with white Kentucky hillbillies or New Hampshire yokels as with black South Carolina slaves.
This may be surprising given how prominent watermelons were in enslaved African Americansâ lives. Slave owners often let their slaves grow and sell their own watermelons, or even let them take a day off during the summer to eat the first watermelon harvest. The slave Israel Campbell would slip a watermelon into the bottom of his cotton basket when he fell short of his daily quota, and then retrieve the melon at the end of the day and eat it. Campbell taught the trick to another slave who was often whipped for not reaching his quota, and soon the trick was widespread. When the yearâs cotton fell a few bales short of what the master had figured, it simply remained âa mystery.â
But Southern whites saw their slavesâ enjoyment of watermelon as a sign of their own supposed benevolence. Slaves were usually careful to enjoy watermelon according to the code of behavior established by whites. When an Alabama overseer cut open watermelons for the slaves under his watch, he expected the children to run to get their slice. One boy, Henry Barnes, refused to run, and once he did get his piece he would run off to the slave quarters to eat out of the white peopleâs sight. His mother would then whip him, he remembered, âfoâ being so stubborn.â The whites wanted Barnes to play the part of the watermelon-craving, juice-dribbling pickaninny. His refusal undermined the tenuous relationship between master and slave.
Emancipation, of course, destroyed that relationship. Black people grew, ate, and sold watermelons during slavery, but now when they did so it was a threat to the racial order. To whites, it seemed now as if blacks were flaunting their newfound freedom, living off their own land, selling watermelons in the market, andâworst of allâenjoying watermelon together in the public square. One white family in Houston was devastated when their nanny Clara left their household shortly after her emancipation in 1865. Henry Evans, a young white boy to whom Clara had likely been a second mother, cried for days after she left. But when he bumped into her on the street one day, he rejected her attempt to make peace. When Clara offered him some watermelon, Henry told her that âhe would not eat what free negroes ate.â
Newspapers amplified this association between the watermelon and the free black person. In 1869, Frank Leslieâs Illustrated Newspaper published perhaps the first caricature of blacks reveling in watermelon. The adjoining article explained, âThe Southern negro in no particular more palpably exhibits his epicurean tastes than in his excessive fondness for watermelons. The juvenile freedman is especially intense in his partiality for that refreshing fruit.â
Two years later, a Georgia newspaper reported that a black man had been arrested for poisoning a watermelon with the intent of killing a neighbor. The story was headlined âNegro Kukluxâ and equated black-on-black violence with the Ku Klux Klan, asking facetiously whether the Radical Republican congressional subcommittee investigating the Klan would investigate this freedmanâs actions. The article began with a scornful depiction of the man on his way to the courthouse: âOn Sabbath afternoon we encountered a strapping 15th Amendment bearing an enormous watermelon in his arms en route for the Court-house.â It was as if the freedmanâs worst crime was not attempted murder but walking around in public with that ridiculous fruit.
The primary message of the watermelon stereotype was that black people were not ready for freedom. During the 1880 election season, Democrats accused the South Carolina state legislature, which had been majority-black during Reconstruction, of having wasted taxpayersâ money on watermelons for their own refreshment; this fiction even found its way into history textbooks. D. W. Griffithâs white-supremacist epic film The Birth of a Nation, released in 1915, included a watermelon feast in its depiction of emancipation, as corrupt northern whites encouraged the former slaves to stop working and enjoy some watermelon instead. In these racist fictions, blacks were no more deserving of freedom than were children.
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During his interview with Hot 97, director Ryan Coogler touched on the stereotype of Black people in America eating watermelon and discovering itâs importance in South Africa while making the movie, Black Panther:
âWhen I was in the Kingdom of Lesotho [a country surrounded by South Africa], I took a little drive up a mountain and a woman was handing out slices of watermelon to the shepherds. The shepherds would take them, wrap them up, and treat them like they were gold or diamonds or something. I was like, âWhat is up with yâall and the watermelon?â She was like, âOh man! This is the most important food out here. Itâs the only food you can eat thatâll fill your stomach up, and give you the hydration and nutrients when youâre out here in the sun.â And I was like, âYooo, where Iâm from, they make fun of us for eating that to the point that we donât even want to eat it in front of people.â [She couldnât understand it.] She was like, âWhy wouldnât you want to eat something thatâs so important to your culture? How can somebody tell you not to do that?ââÂ
Capital classes: I wonder why âeat the richâ and guillotine jokes are so popular among millennials?
Also Capitalists:

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stop rebooting shit and hire actually talented screenwriters, directors, photographers, and artists for original ideas. no one wants to see the same shit recycled over and over again. enough romanticizing the past, fuck nostalgia. pay people to make new and interesting shit, damn. what are these people afraid of? actually entertaining people?
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donât look at me ever or try to be anything but a passive college student before noon Monday through Friday thanks
I hate theater kids more than anything else. My us cinema class I should feel like I fit in and normal but N O P E. I feel like an annoying outsider. Usually this feeling is easily subsideable but today I am exhausted bc of two hours of sleep and my feelings are 100x exemplified

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me: i love this band
someone 30-40 years older than me: theyâve been around for awhile you just getting into them?
me: why didnât you prevent vietnam?