1-800-sashacide

And Dark eyed clones

All Walking the same neon path

Salvation not an option

Failure doomed to repeat

I am just a skeleton

With a mind I cannot read

The sounds distract my mourning

For memories that die unspoken

My very soul may sing the words

But the will to try is broken

Open my brain, scoop it out and toss it

There’s no home for maggot riddled thoughts

Not in my sanctuary, no

For if the spell breaks

One tear too far, from my blank face

And I burst into mattering

A member, a partner

Simply more eyes to watch my downfall, to turn in judgement

The soul revealed, the sinner rejected

I never truly knew how to be saved

My heart wouldn’t be in it

And once I cannot hide in the assumption that I am well

Once I’ve fallen

There’s nothing to climb back out of

An empty white room

My corpse of a body, breathing and breaking in the center

Name, face, all nondescript and blank

‘it gets better’

‘you’ll learn’

And then the

Then I have to

Cuz then it’s

You said I’m overreacting

You said it couldn’t get this bad

You said I just want to be mad

You said let them have their hate

It’s human nature you’re second rate

And now they say

In gods house you’d better cover up

Take the blow like a real man

And keep your pretty mouth shut

Cringe, they’re different and that’s a problem

Don’t worry we can beat it out of them

We knew this was coming

We knew what their god was promising

Death to the sin

So sinners will be ashamed

Afraid

Alone

unseen

I tried I cried I made demands

I prayed you’d one day understand

Ha!

But all I hear is hate

Dressed up in the debate

I’m sorry that I get so heated

When they don’t care how were treated

My bad, I’m so emotional

Teach me to be rational

Teach me to lose my empathy

Teach me to blame myself

It’s that easy

And if you pray upon a star

God will cleanse me of what we are

We knew they’d come for you and me

Stop resisting in the land of free

Snowflakes set to burn